After rebirth, they always want to do something bad to me

"If you keep it a secret for another ten years, I'll be dead!" Tang Li said angrily.

Then Tang Keke glared at her: "What do you mean by death? You are not allowed to say the word death, it is so unlucky."

"Hey, you're getting superstitious, you damn girl."

"Yeah, I've become superstitious too." Tang Keke sighed.

After experiencing the separation of life and death, what does it matter whether you are superstitious or not? It is nothing more than seeking spiritual comfort.

"Since you asked the teacher, you should know my specific situation in high school." Tang Keke pursed her lips and said, "Those bitches can't stand the fact that I'm prettier than them. The men they like are pursuing me, so they've always been unhappy with me."

"Later I found out that I was actually an orphan..." Tang Keke said, and suddenly looked at Tang Li with some resentment.

Tang Li immediately turned her head away embarrassedly. If she had not adopted the child before she reached the age, Tang Keke and the others would not have been labeled orphans.

"But I don't think it matters. What does it matter if I have parents or not? Even if my biological parents appeared in front of me now, I would not recognize them. You are the one who raised me."

"But those bitches did find something against me at that time and kept nagging me. They even said I was being kept by someone else and was a mistress. It was as unpleasant as it could be."

Tang Li hugged her knees and listened silently, almost feeling the same way. She asked, "Why didn't you tell me? If you told me, I would definitely protect you."

"I just simply don't want to make you more tired." Tang Keke lowered her head and grabbed Tang Li's hand and played with it casually.

"I'm not afraid of them spreading rumors. I'm used to it anyway, but I don't want you to worry about these things."

"This kind of school bullying, which is based on rumors and slander, is actually difficult to manage because schools cannot control students' mouths."

"Do I need you to help me transfer to another school?"

"If that's the case, I might as well just face the school bullying."

"If you don't want to tell me, you can tell the teacher. I think teacher Yuchi Qian is pretty good." Tang Li muttered.

"Being nice doesn't mean she will stand up for the students." Tang Keke shook her head and said, "Do you think a head teacher of a class where half of the students are bullies would be a responsible person? She may care about the students, but she will definitely not get involved in the muddy water of school bullying for the students."

"I don't want to get involved in muddy waters, but I still have a conscience. I can't control myself, but I don't look for the reasons myself. Instead, I want to seek comfort by blaming others."

"I knew who she was from the moment I was transferred to her class at school."

Tang Keke said, and suddenly smiled and said, "Guess who spread the news that I was an orphan?"

"Is it that teacher?" Tang Li could naturally hear what Tang Keke wanted to say, and couldn't help but be a little surprised.

"Yes, she was the one who handled my file. After she found out that I was actually an orphan, she mentioned me as a topic of conversation when she was chatting with someone."

"Sometimes, the person who fuels the bullying is the one who seems the most sanctimonious."

"This... How could she be like that? I think she's a nice girl!"

"So, you can only know a person's face but not his heart," Tang Keke said with narrowed eyes, "For example, a certain busty girl, she kept it a secret from me so hard——"

Tang Li was originally planning to condemn the seemingly sanctimonious teacher together with Tang Keke, but when she heard Tang Keke complaining about her, the corners of her mouth twitched.

You've been building up to this for so long, just to mock me?

She pouted unconsciously, not wanting to respond to Tang Keke's words at all, so she changed the topic and continued the conversation.

"What about the love affair? You said you fell in love with someone you shouldn't have, but you never told me who it was. Can you tell me now?"

"That was a lie."

"what?"

Tang Li was stunned. You acted so genuinely and sincerely before, with such a sad expression on your face that you seemed to be about to cry. You even wrote a whole book of lyrics for him. And now you tell me that you were just acting before?

Why didn’t you have such acting skills when you were acting in movies?

"Don't you find it strange that someone tells you he's in love with someone else, but he doesn't have any proof of the other person's existence?" Tang Keke glanced at her unhappily and said, "Old Tang, you're so stupid, you're not going to be sold out and count money for others, are you?"

"Can you please say something nice?"

Tang Li felt numb after being fooled twice in a row. Something was wrong. Keke was clearly acting very sincerely, how could it suddenly become fake? Was she really stupid?

Just when Tang Li was doubting herself, Tang Keke quietly breathed a sigh of relief.

At first, she didn't know that Tang Li was Tang Li, so she said with confidence that she had someone she liked. Now that she knows Tang Li's true identity, she doesn't dare to say it.

She didn't want to create obstacles to her love out of thin air.

And she was indeed right. The person in her heart had become someone else now. If we round it off, that person no longer existed, right?

"What about the fact that you don't want to come back to see me even after I die? You can't say you were acting now, can you?" Tang Li felt that she had lost points after being humiliated twice in front of her own daughter, so she used her trump card and prepared to question Tang Keke.

In fact, she still didn't understand why Tang Keke was unwilling to come back to see her. Although Tang Keke always said that she was too inferior to come back, she always felt that this was not the real reason why Tang Keke didn't come back, and the other party seemed to be hiding something from her.

"I said, I don't think I deserve to come back to see you." Tang Keke pursed her lips, looking a little depressed.

"I clearly made an agreement with you, but I didn't do it. How can I have the face to go back and see you?"

"I don't deserve it at all..."

"Okay, okay!" Tang Li quickly interrupted Tang Keke's self-pity. Every time they talked about this topic, Tang Keke would become like this. She was afraid of it.

But when she thought that Tang Keke was hiding something from her, she felt a little uncomfortable, so she hugged her knees and said resentfully: "I don't blame you for not coming back to see me... Anyway, if you don't explain clearly, you will be the one who is called an ungrateful wolf."

"What do you want to explain?" Tang Keke said indifferently.

"I have never thought about changing the page for what I have done. If I did something wrong, it is wrong. Any explanation is meaningless."

"It was my choice not to come back to see you, so it doesn't matter even if I have to bear the stigma of being a traitor for the rest of my life."

"But I am different now. I have finally made up my mind to face things that I didn't dare to face before." Tang Keke said, looking at Tang Li meaningfully, and added: "You taught me this."

Tang Li:?

When did I teach you this? I don't even know what you are facing. What can I teach you?

"So, whether you are an ungrateful person or a heartless person, I deserve it. But I will use my actions to tell everyone that I value you more than anyone else."

Perhaps it was because Tang Keke spoke too firmly that Tang Li felt her body going numb.

She quickly shook off the goose bumps on her body and said in disgust: "Ugh, this is so corny. If you have the guts, go say this to your partner. What's the point of saying it to me?"

Perhaps because the excitement of chatting with her daughter had passed, Tang Li suddenly yawned sleepily and slid into the quilt.

"I'm exhausted today. I'm so sleepy. Let's go to sleep."

"Well, I'll read for a while and then go to sleep."

"Then you should go to bed early...don't stay up late..."

"it is good"

"Old Tang, I love you."

"Yeah...I love you too..."

Tang Li lay on the soft bed, as if she hadn't slept for several days. She felt her body sinking into the bed and her thoughts were quickly drifting away. She couldn't remember what she said to Tang Keke at all.

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I will finish the first volume tomorrow, but the big one is coming!

082. Pear, I love you

Tang Keke read for a while before silently putting down the magazine in her hand and turning to look at Tang Li who was already fast asleep lying beside her.

Tang Li was very well-behaved while sleeping. She lay straight on the bed with her hands on her belly. She looked like a lady from a scholarly family.

Tang Keke knew very well why Tang Li had developed such a well-behaved sleeping posture. Rather than being afraid of crushing other sisters, she was actually most afraid of crushing her.

She had a very bad sleeping posture since she was a child, often sleeping from the east side of the bed to the west side. So in order not to crush her who might appear anywhere at any time, Tang Li forced herself to become a human-shaped mattress.

Tang Keke propped herself up slightly and looked carefully at Tang Li's sleeping face.

If we say that Tang Li exudes an inadvertent charm all over her body when she is awake, then she is the embodiment of cuteness when she is asleep. The unconscious charm that comes from Tang Li being a woman has disappeared completely, leaving only the moist temperament given by her appearance.

Her pink cheeks always make people want to take a bite, her watery eyes are tightly closed, and her thick eyelashes cover them, forming a shadow. Her small nose flutters slightly because of her breathing, which is quite cute, and her pink lips are slightly pursed, with a crystal clear jelly texture, which makes people want to eat them.

No matter how many times she looked at it, Tang Keke always felt that Tang Li's face was so beautiful that it seemed like a creation by nature, without the slightest flaw.

She gently pinched Tang Li's cheek and felt that her skin was so smooth that it could not retain any impurities.

"What kind of adventure would turn you into this state?" Tang Keke murmured to herself.

She didn't want to delve into the truth behind Tang Li's sudden resurrection as a woman. Tang Li's coming back was already the greatest gift God had given her. Why should she explore so many unimportant things?

Rather, she was quite satisfied with Tang Li's current appearance. It was pleasing to the eye, but she didn't know how it would feel after she got the hang of her.

She raised her hand and placed her thumb on Tang Li's lips, rubbing them back and forth.

Her fingers felt like they were pressing on the finest jelly, which was cool and warm with a little elasticity and softness, making her unable to let go.

Even though her lips were being played with like this, Tang Li showed no intention of waking up.

This was certainly not because Tang Keke's movements were slight, but because of the box of incense that had been placed on her bedside table since a while ago. That box of incense was specially customized by Tang Keke to solve the problem of sleep quality. It contained a small amount of sleeping herbs. Those herbs could only help people with severe insomnia like her to sleep at most, but for Tang Li, who had good sleep quality and was already very tired, the effect was excellent.

Tang Li is now in a deep sleep, and even if she does something too extreme, she probably won't wake up.

"Old Tang..."

"Why are you so nice to me?"

"If you were just a little less nice to me, I could get rid of you."

"But no matter what I did wrong or how much trouble I caused you, you would forgive me."

No, you didn't even blame me, so how can you talk about forgiveness?

Tang Keke gently stroked Tang Li's cheek, her eyes full of tenderness, as if they could no longer hold anything else but her.

"The better you treat me, the more uncontrollable my feelings for you become."

"Remember what I told you before? There are some things that we cannot tell you because they are family members. We dare not tell you."

"You definitely wouldn't have thought that someone would fall in love with you when you were very young, right? You would definitely think that a teenage girl wouldn't know what love is."

"That girl didn't understand at first. She didn't even realize her own feelings. She thought she was just trying to steal your affection."

"But one day, she suddenly understood what love felt like. She no longer fought for favor like a child, but wanted to truly stand by your side."

"However, since she realized her feelings, she has fallen into great confusion and fear."

"How can a teenage girl fall in love with a man who raised her and is decades older than her? That is against the law, morality and ethics, and is a form of rebellion that is not recognized by society."

"Once her feelings are discovered by others, not only will she have to face the contempt and disgust of everyone around her, but even..."

"You will not be able to hold your head up in front of everyone."

"The dignity and personality you have worked hard to maintain for decades will be tainted by that girl's twisted emotions."

"The girl knows very well that once her feelings are exposed, in order not to affect her future life, you will definitely take all the responsibilities alone, even if it means being despised by others."

"Because you are Tang Li, someone who can give everything for her children."

"So the girl hated herself more than ever before. She hated her own existence. She hated being adopted by you. She hated her twisted emotions. She hated herself for being so greedy and shameless, hoping for more of your favor even though she was already happy enough."

"She hated herself, and in that hatred, she chose to fall. She wanted to destroy herself, to make you dislike her, to loathe her, to hate her, to regard adopting her as the worst decision you've ever made in your life, and then to abandon her."

"This way, she will feel that she has received retribution, and she will realize how unrealistic her emotions are. Maybe...she will give up?"

"But why do you always save her again and again? She always gets into trouble everywhere, so why do you still tolerate her? You could have concealed the truth about her being bullied and only told you that she was a notorious troublemaker in the school, so why do you still believe her? She spent so much money to study art, but she still doesn't understand you, so why do you still encourage her?"

"Why don't you hate her? Why don't you detest her? Why don't you hate her?!"

"Do you know that every time you are gentle, the suppressed emotions in her heart will swell further, making it difficult for her to control herself?"

"She doesn't dare to come back to see you, nor does she dare to let you visit her. Even if she suddenly wants to see you from a distance, she has to be sneaky, for fear that you will keep her. She wants to stay away from you because she can no longer suppress her love for you!"

"The better you treat her, the more pain she'll feel from the possibility of hurting you, and the more she'll hate herself."

"Tang Li..."

"Haven't you always wondered why she didn't come back to see you for the last time?"

Tang Keke gently stroked Tang Li's face and said word by word: "It's actually very simple, because she doesn't deserve it!"

"She actually dared you to have a twisted love for her. What right does she have to come back to see you?"

"She should be hated by her family, spurned by outsiders, and loathed by everyone. She should die miserably in the same way as you in endless work. This is her punishment."

"This is what she deserves!"

"She almost made it."