"The only difference is that I said those words when I killed them. They were going to die, so I couldn't say what I wanted to say?"

Suddenly, I felt a little angry. I might be arrogant, and I might have countless shortcomings, but I never thought that I had done anything wrong.

Those who accuse me, they say my immortality is an act of "why not eat meat?"

According to their logic, should I get along with those who kill, rape and rob people? Have they been kicked in the head by a donkey?

They accused me of forcing others to have such things in an immoral age, but at the same time, they stood on the moral grounds of fools and criticized my behavior.

It's really like the behavior of a concubine.

However, I have never forced anyone. I just repeat the two things of saving people and killing people.

After a long silence, Zi Su tilted his head slightly and spoke in a daze.

"It seems...that's really the case."

I wanted to say something else, but at this moment, outside the factory gate, I suddenly heard several people screaming in pain and the chaotic sound of heavy objects falling to the ground.

Zi Su immediately became alert and looked at me. We knew that the pink pollen had taken effect, but for safety reasons, we did not go out immediately but waited quietly.

A long time passed and there was no more sound coming from outside. I took the lead and walked in front, going outside, while Zi Su reloaded the magazine and hid behind me.

Fortunately, nothing unexpected happened. The people outside the house fell to the ground in a disorderly manner, all dead.

"call……"

Zi Su breathed a sigh of relief, but it was obvious that she was not as relaxed as she looked. After putting away the pistol, Zi Su returned to her previous mischievous appearance.

I saw Zi Su raised his chin slightly, with a subtle smile on the corner of his mouth, and asked me.

"So, what are you going to do with me next?"

"Boss."

This strange name made me want to laugh, but I didn't hesitate and said it directly.

"I will arrange for you to go to the Shield Stronghold. The people there are trustworthy. You can live there for the time being."

Hearing this, Zi Su's little head immediately drooped down and he spoke listlessly.

"It's normal development. Boss, you should take me home."

I spread my hands innocently and explained to this overly lively little girl.

"I can't take you home. Tongtong will be jealous."

Hearing this, Zi Su's eyes turned, and he took small steps forward and asked with a smile on his face.

"What if she's not jealous?"

I paused, thought about it seriously, clenched my fists, and answered.

“Then I’d be very unhappy.”

Chapter 151 Fatalism (I)

Dusk is approaching, and the dark night is already in the distance, slowly enveloping us.

The large truck with damaged head was parked next to the factory. What was particularly noticeable was that a sharp iron object was specially welded on the head of the truck, like an asymmetrical drill bit.

I was still frightened and looked at Zi Su with a strange look. Zi Su looked embarrassed and turned his head away very deliberately, whistling but no matter how hard he tried, he couldn't make a sound.

This little girl is really cruel. Is she worried that the simple impact won't make me lose consciousness? I am sure that if I hadn't fainted at that time, this guy would definitely point the gun at my head and empty the entire magazine.

What makes me depressed is that the person who gave her this idea seems to be me.

"Where's my pickup truck? I still need to drive it home?"

After looking around without any results, I asked Zi Su directly about the whereabouts of my pickup truck. Upon hearing this, Zi Su looked innocent and spoke very calmly.

"That broken car was smashed, have you forgotten?"

"Boss, please don't tell me that I caused you to lose your memory. I'm broke and can't afford to compensate you."

As he spoke, Zi Su touched his chin thoughtfully, thinking very seriously.

"She's just pretty."

Pah, I slapped Zi Su's little head without any hesitation and said unhappily.

"Are you here to do stand-up comedy? If you don't hurry up, you'll have to sleep in the wild."

Zi Su covered his little head with his hands, curled his lips and muttered.

"Is there anyone as good at making jokes as you?"

I smiled helplessly. I really had no way to deal with this little girl with too much energy, so I simply ignored her and started searching the corpses on the ground.

Although my body has been strengthened, it is still not enough in front of guns. Bullets can easily tear my muscles and penetrate my body.

The dead Corpse God cultists were carrying many guns with sufficient firepower, which could even be called luxurious. It seemed that these guys really valued my worth.

After looting the bodies on the ground, Zi Su and I threw all the stuff into the truck bed and started the truck heading towards the shield stronghold.

As I expected, on the way to the shield stronghold, Zi Su started talking again. I didn't stop her, but just listened quietly.

If you think about it carefully, this little girl is an interesting person. She traveled thousands of miles and risked her life to fulfill the promise she made when she was young just for what a strange man said many years ago.

The sky was getting darker and darker. Zi Su seemed to be exhausted from talking and licked her dry lips to rest. But at this moment, I suddenly became interested and asked her curiously.

"Come to think of it, why do you believe so much in what I said nine years ago?"

"Honestly speaking, if it were me, I probably wouldn't believe it."

Zi Su looked at me with resentment, sighed in a mature manner, and put his hand on his forehead.

"I am a silly girl. I believe whatever others say."

After he finished speaking, Zi Su suddenly became depressed. He turned his gaze to the window and looked at the blurry mountains hidden in the night in the distance, and said softly.

“I have to believe it.”

"Everything you said to me has come true, exactly as it was."

Zi Su gently pinched his fingers. There were many scars on the skin of his palms, leaving indelible marks. Zi Su's fingers passed over the scars on his hands, a complex look flashed in his eyes, and he spoke slowly.

"At that time, you told me that one day I would cut a piece of flesh from your heart."

"You know, I was actually quite unconvinced at that time."

"I don't think I'm that spineless. I'd rather die than do what you say."

"I was holding back a lot of anger in my heart and didn't want to admit defeat."

At this point, Zi Su smiled sadly, his face turned pale, and his voice became ethereal and weak.

"But I still did it, whether I wanted to or not, I did it."

"Looking at my mother lying in bed, getting weaker and weaker, it looked like she might die at any moment."

"I can't help it... I can't do it, watching my mother die in front of me."

"For the first time, I understood that some things cannot be changed even if you know the outcome."

With her hoarse voice, Zi Su seemed to become the little girl again, fragile, helpless, as if she would break at any time.

She didn't dare look at me, but just lowered her head and spoke in a low voice.

"I remember at the end of your story, I would be sent to capture you, and then die in your hands."

"Actually, this is a pretty good ending. I don't hate it."

"But I still remember what you said to me."

"The ending is set, but it's not the ending I deserve."

"I just want to see if I will die in your hands this time, and if this ending can be changed."

Zi Su regained some of her radiance. She suddenly smiled, and although it wasn't a very strong smile, it was no longer so stiff. She finally looked at me and spoke softly.

"At least the ending has been changed once."

"That's a good sign, isn't it."

I am so clumsy that I don’t know what to say, but I don’t need to say anything. The ending has really changed, at least Zi Su’s ending has changed.

The pitch-black night had truly fallen, and the shield outpost in the distance had revealed its huge outline in the darkness. I looked at the lighted sentry tower and said to Zi Su.

"The shield stronghold is ahead. You stay here first. I have to come here again tomorrow and I'll see you then."

Zi Su nodded, but then her eyes rolled, as if she thought of something, and suddenly grabbed my sleeve and said.

"Aren't you planning to attack the ancient city stronghold? I have a good idea."

Without waiting for Zi Su to continue speaking, I refused directly.

"Stop it, that's a bad idea."

Zi Su raised his eyebrows and muttered unconvincedly.

"I haven't said anything yet, at least listen before you refute."

I couldn't persuade Zi Su, so I could only speak perfunctorily.

"Okay, okay, you say it, you say it."

Seeing this, Zi Su was finally satisfied. He sat up straight and spoke seriously.

"Look, doesn't Li Yi think I'm on his side?"

"So, we can completely rely on this and walk into the ancient city stronghold openly. Although we can't bring too many people with us, we can still launch a sneak attack."

“Catch the enemy unawares and attack them unprepared.”

"To catch a thief, we must first catch the leader. The boss has entered the ancient city stronghold, so we just need to go after Li Yi."

"Once you get rid of him, the remaining people will just be a mob."

"Well, isn't that a great idea?"

Compared to the complacent Zi Su, I maintained the same attitude as before and gave a concise evaluation.

"That's a bad idea."

Zi Su was very dissatisfied and said angrily.

"Why? Boss, please give me a reasonable explanation."

I looked calm, glanced at Zi Su calmly, and asked her.

"Can you survive this plan?"

Hearing this, Zi Su was stunned for a moment, then he sat back in his seat obediently, but he still refused to give in, and spoke forcefully with his neck stiff.

"Don't think of everything in a negative way. My fighting and shooting skills are both top-notch."

"Don't forget, Boss, you were still knocked over by my truck."

Hearing this, I didn't know whether to laugh or cry. Is this truck issue going to be forgotten? I wonder if this little girl will write this incident on her tombstone.

"Anything can happen in chaos, and it's a small number against a large number. No matter how good your fighting and shooting skills are, you can't deal with a group of people at the same time."

"I can't let you take risks. After all, this matter has nothing to do with you directly."

Zi Su was stubborn and wanted to say something else to change my mind, but I raised my right hand to stop her from speaking and spoke softly.

"Some people say I'm a hypocrite, but I don't know if that's fair."

"But I don't want to, because I'm involving others myself."

"Whether it's killing people or saving people, I don't want to drag outsiders into taking risks with me because of my choice."

Hearing this, Zi Su finally calmed down, but he still refused to admit defeat and kept muttering to himself.

"What do you mean by outsider? After all, I am now in the same camp as the boss."

"You keep to yourself, how can you fight with those rotten flowers?"

I was speechless and stopped talking. I concentrated on driving. Finally, I successfully sent Zi Su to the Weidun stronghold. But I didn't have time to explain anything to Ajie. I simply told him that this little girl was one of ours.

The night was getting darker and darker. I didn't stop and drove the big truck back to the city.

The zombies at night surrounded me again, and their shrill roars made me feel annoyed.

Every time I changed a car, the zombies would come around and yell at me, which is why I liked that pickup truck so much. The pickup truck has been remembered by the zombies, so there will be no such embarrassing things.

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