I sell Coke in the doomsday

Hearing this, Song Ji shrugged slightly, spread his hands, and said nonchalantly.

"My father may have a little power to control some media to spread fake news, but that's all he has."

"Those false reports didn't last long before they were exposed by other media outlets. The two sides were arguing so fiercely that no one paid attention to me."

"However, I decided to give my kidney to my father."

Hearing this, I frowned, somewhat puzzled. Is there really anyone who could do this and donate his or her kidney to the father who abandoned him or her?

"Why, why did you make such a decision?"

Song Ji pursed his lips and said helplessly.

“Because they gave too much.”

"what?"

Song Ji ignored me who was standing there in a daze, and just smiled to himself.

"After his media offensive failed, my dad pulled out his final trump card."

"He offered me one million yuan to give him my kidney. He was fairly wealthy, but not to the point of being ridiculous."

"This one million must be a huge investment for him."

"I had a very hard life since I was a child. I never had any new clothes. When my shoes were broken, I just glued them together."

"So, I actually like money. With that million, my grandfather and I can live a good life and no longer have to live in a garbage dump."

"In that case, why should I refuse this good deal?"

I was a little speechless, but looking at Song Ji in front of me, I still felt a little confused, because judging from Song Ji's condition, he didn't look like he was missing a kidney. Except for his amputated right leg, his physical strength was still normal.

“Did the deal go through?”

Hearing this, Song Ji clasped his hands together and spoke softly.

"Unfortunately, I was unsuccessful."

"My father's wife refused the deal. She felt that the money belonged to her and her daughter, and she couldn't give a penny to a poor man like me."

"I wanted to argue my case and try my best to make this deal happen."

"But at this time, a lawyer found me and told me."

"If my father dies, I can also inherit his estate, which is much more than one million."

Song Ji raised his eyebrows slightly and said happily.

"With the help of my lawyer, I was able to get a share of several million in inheritance."

"My grandfather and I became rich and lived a good life."

“At that time, I thought, this is a happy ending.”

"But I didn't expect that this was just the beginning of the movie."

The light in Song Ji's eyes suddenly dimmed. This was the first time I saw him so depressed, so I couldn't help but ask him.

"What happened?"

Song Ji took a deep breath, raised his head slightly, closed his eyes, and spoke in a low voice.

"I have never been popular because my clothes are a bit torn. Even if I wash them clean, my classmates will always look down on me."

"But when I suddenly had money and new clothes, they disliked me even less."

"I encountered school bullying. Although there was no physical bullying, I hated the cold violence even more."

"In order to fit in with their circle, I tried to get close to them like a fool, but they still treated me like a fool."

"There are three people who love to bully me. I don't know how they found out about grandpa."

"After we had money, grandpa still couldn't change his habit of picking up rags. He always liked to use a wheelbarrow to transport the rags he found to the small house where we used to live, wait for someone to collect them, and then sell them."

"One day, the three guys followed Grandpa and found their way to the little house."

"Then……"

Having said this, Song Ji suddenly clenched his fists and his face turned pale, as if he was trying to calm himself down.

"They broke into the house and took all the money in grandpa's pocket, including the mobile phone I bought for him."

"Grandpa tried to resist, but was pushed to the ground by the three guys and beaten and kicked."

"In the end, grandpa was seriously injured, with a bloody head. Although his life was not in danger, he was unable to speak."

"The doctor said it was aphasia and had nothing to do with the beating by those three hooligans."

"But I don't believe it. I don't understand any advanced medical knowledge. I only know that grandpa is the only person in the world who loves me."

"I may have gone crazy and took a watermelon knife to settle accounts with those three guys."

"When I found the three of them, they were walking out of a restaurant. When they saw me holding a knife, they ran away and I chased after them."

"None of us saw the big truck coming."

"Then the accident happened, and except for me, the three guys died in the accident, and I also lost my right leg."

"I didn't really want to kill them. I just wanted to scare them with the machete so they would learn their lesson."

"Later, I paid a lot of money, almost all the money I could afford. I knelt down again and again and apologized to their parents, but no one forgave me."

Song Ji smiled bitterly, touched his head with his hand, and continued in a low voice.

"I became the person that everyone disliked again, and from time to time I would dream about the three guys dying under the truck, a bloody mess."

"Every time I have this dream, I vomit. I feel so overwhelmed by guilt and self-blame that I can't breathe."

"I locked myself up and didn't see anyone except my grandfather. Every day and every night, I stayed in the dark house, watching movies."

“Then, I realized that I was like the protagonist in many movies.”

"Everything starts with incompleteness and confusion, then encounters setbacks, misunderstandings, and finally grows up."

"If that's not the case, then everything that happened to me makes no sense."

"I told myself over and over again that I was the protagonist, and everything I encountered was just to pave the way for the happy ending."

"My father doesn't love me because the plot requires it, and my mother doesn't want me because the plot requires it."

"My classmates looked down on me and bullied me, which was also necessary for the plot."

"As long as I continue to live, I will definitely meet someone who loves me and needs me."

"Even if I have to wait a lifetime, the ending must be a good ending worth waiting for a lifetime."

"At that time, I could forgive everyone, even if they didn't need my forgiveness."

Chapter 21: Movie Maniac (V)

The coincidence of misfortunes made up the first half of Song Ji's life, which was indeed as full of ups and downs as a movie, but the script seemed a bit too bad.

It really sucks, the whole story is like that.

I pinched my fingers. Although I was touched, I didn’t have too many thoughts. I was surprised at the direction of the story, but I seemed to have lost the ability to resonate with others emotionally.

After listening to the first half of Song Ji's life, I just felt that he was a bit pitiful. Apart from that, I didn't seem to have any other emotions that resonated with him.

Song Ji suddenly stood up and rummaged through the messy pile of DVDs. After a while, he picked up a DVD and shook it at me.

On the cover of the DVD, there is a big tree with a beard and a girl holding a pot of green plants, walking on the street.

I should have seen this film, but unfortunately, under the impact of a large amount of memory, my memory of civilized society has become increasingly vague, and I can no longer remember the name of this film.

Song Ji held the DVD solemnly, a glimmer of hope in his eyes, and spoke to me softly.

"In the movie 'Léon: The Professional', the heroine Matilda and the hero had a conversation like this."

“Is life always this painful?”

"Or is it only like this when you were a kid?"

"Always."

Compared with Song Ji's longing look, I didn't have any emotional change. I just looked at Song Ji with some confusion.

Song Ji seemed suddenly a little embarrassed. He slowly put down the DVD and explained softly.

“I think this is a really great statement.”

"At least, when I first heard it, it really touched me."

I frowned, not understanding what was so touching about these words, but then I remembered that I couldn't remember the plot of the movie, so I naturally couldn't empathize with it.

Before Song Ji continued to say some movie lines, I asked him first.

"Speaking of which, what on earth is this blind bear you kept talking about?"

Song Ji had just picked up another DVD and was about to say something when my question interrupted his words. He was a little discouraged, but still answered honestly.

"There's a particularly ferocious black bear living in this forest. I've saved several people who escaped here before, but without exception, they were all eaten by the bear."

"That bear was big and black. Even though it wasn't very smart, its size and strength made it look like a spirit."

“No matter how many people I saved, when I woke up the next day, only their bodies were left.”

Hearing this, I sensed something strange and suddenly interrupted and asked.

"Would the bear have gotten out of the forest and come so far?"

Song Ji sighed, put his hand on his forehead, and his face was also full of confusion.

“Come to think of it, it’s a little strange.”

"Every time this happens, the bodies of other people appear far away from here. Judging from the footprints on the ground, they left the house on their own initiative."

"Their footprints were scattered, some were running towards the forest, some were running towards the river."

"And it didn't seem like the bear was trying to kill them just to eat them."

At this point, Song Ji was stunned for a moment, pointed at himself, and muttered to himself in a rather strange way.

"The only weird thing is that the bear never touched me. He just killed everyone around me."

"Could this be the enemy that often appears in movies?"

Having said that, Song Ji became excited again, pacing back and forth in the room, talking non-stop.

“I just knew that my life couldn’t be such a bad movie.”

"I encountered a lot of setbacks along the way, and even a zombie crisis, and finally came to this forest."

"I wasted my time in confusion and helplessness, and finally found myself in the fight with the black bear."

"Eh...why does it still feel like a bad movie, a forced sublimation of the theme?"

Looking at Song Ji who was trapped in his own world, I sighed helplessly. Although I admire his optimism and open-mindedness, there was obviously something wrong with his current mental state.

I am very sure that there is something wrong with his mental state because I am the same person, or rather, my mental state may be even worse than his.

But I won’t say much about it. The world is like this now. What’s wrong with going crazy?

Soon, the meat in the pot was overcooked and looked fat and watery, which made people lose their appetite. However, as I had not yet recovered my strength, I ate it with relish.

On the contrary, Song Ji ate with a look of disgust, as if he hated this kind of meat.

After dinner, Song Ji cleared out an empty space in this messy room and laid out a blanket printed with movie posters. He even used it as my bed and did the same, sleeping directly on the floor.

There were no candles in the wooden house. When it got dark, the whole house was plunged into darkness and one could not see anything.

I was lying on the ground, covered with a thin blanket, but suddenly I didn't feel sleepy anymore, so I casually asked Song Ji who was still talking about the movie.

“How many times have you met that big black bear?”

Hearing this, Song Ji was stunned for a moment, and then began to try hard to recall. After I waited for a long time, I heard him speak with some doubt.

"I can't remember clearly."

"I remember seeing it, but I just can't remember when it appeared."

"It's so strange. I know a lot about that black bear. I know that it likes to catch fish by the river and that it is black and strong. But I just can't remember where I met it."

I was totally confused by what he said. This statement was too strange. It seemed that Song Ji's mental state was worse than I thought, and even his memory had begun to become confused.

If this goes on, he will definitely go crazy. After I recover my strength tomorrow, I will take him away with me.