I sell Coke in the doomsday

Tongtong seemed to have retained the memory of the time when her body was taken over by the cerebral palsy spirit. Her eyes were panicked and terrified. She looked at me with tears in her eyes and explained in a panic and clumsy manner.

"No...no...no."

"I."

Tongtong trembled and stretched out her hand towards me, but seemed to remember something and suddenly retracted her hand, choking up and stammering as she spoke again.

“No…No.”

"I...did it."

Looking at this scene, I knew everything. I squatted down, hugged Tongtong tightly in my arms, gently stroked Tongtong's little head with my palm, and comforted her softly.

"I know I know."

"That wasn't you. That wasn't you."

Sure enough, when the cerebral palsy god borrowed Tongtong's body, he made Tongtong remain conscious out of evil taste.

So, Tongtong saw that her own body was minced into pieces by just one finger of mine.

After a long time, Tongtong's sobbing stopped. I sighed, put my hands through Tongtong's legs, and gently picked her up.

Tongtong stretched out her hands obediently and put her arms around my neck. It was not until I stood up that I realized it was a princess hug.

This was the first time I saw Tongtong cry. Although I knew that she was already alone, I had never imagined how Tongtong would look like when she cried.

I never wanted to make her cry, she was all I had, and I just wanted her to be happier.

I held Tongtong gently and carefully, as if she was so fragile that she would break at any time.

I know I'm crazy and a coward, but I love her.

I know.

I carefully placed Tongtong on the sofa, and then sat next to her. This time, I took the initiative to get very close to her, as close as possible.

There was a crisp sound of cicadas outside the house. Tongtong and I leaned against each other and sat quietly.

Just like this, I am already very satisfied, even if I do nothing.

What gods, what gambles, that kind of fragmented and crazy life, I don’t want it.

"I'm sorry, Hitomi."

I lowered my eyebrows, looked gloomy, and spoke to Tongtong in a weak voice.

"I was originally thinking that we should go to the sea together, find a place where there aren't many people, and settle down."

"But it seems that this wish is impossible to achieve."

According to the gods, I cannot leave this area, and many, many people will come to this city under the arrangement of the God of Cerebral Palsy and another gambler.

I was destined not to live a normal life.

Tongtong didn't say anything, but just gently held my palm with her little hand.

The temperature of her little hands was no different from that of normal people, warm and soft.

I glanced sideways at her long silver hair and dark red pupils. Perhaps these were the side effects of being possessed by the cerebral palsy god.

Or maybe it was the cerebral palsy god who did it on purpose. Since she is a god, she must know all my thoughts, including my preferences.

"call……"

I looked at Tongtong in a daze. Unconsciously, I was getting closer and closer to her little face, until I was startled when Tongtong's warm breath fell on my lips.

It’s too close. It’s really too close.

I suddenly became a little flustered, my heart beat faster, and the blood in my body seemed to be heating up.

Flushed, nervous, shy.

All these complicated emotions made me quickly distance myself from Tongtong, but when I looked at Tongtong's red lips so close to me, I couldn't move.

I, I want to kiss her.

I swear, I really wanted to kiss her, but when I looked at Tongtong’s little face, I lost my courage.

He was hesitant and didn't know what to do.

Before the end of the world, I was such an awkward and timid person. The end of the world changed me a lot and taught me a lot.

But now, I felt like I had returned to the time before the end of the world, becoming awkward and timid again. I wanted to kiss her, but I was worried about other things.

"call……"

I exhaled gently, and my slightly confused pupils regained clarity, and I smiled bitterly helplessly.

Yeah, what am I thinking about?

Does Tongtong now know what love is? She just regards me as an important person. If I kiss her, she shouldn't refuse.

But at the same time, she wouldn't understand what this meant, and it would be mean of me to do so.

I should be content.

Thinking of this, I put away those messy thoughts.

However, at this moment, Tongtong, who had been staring at me, suddenly leaned over.

A faint fragrance fell into my nose, and when I was still in a daze, a touch of red lips gently fell on my lips.

It was very light and soft, like an electric current that instantly surged through my whole body, stopping my thoughts at that moment.

After a moment, their lips parted and their teeth separated.

While I was still in a daze, Tongtong ran back to the room barefoot as if she was escaping. I only had time to see her slightly red face.

I sat on the sofa in a daze, still not coming to my senses.

In a trance, I stretched out my finger, carefully pressed it on my lips, lightly outlining it, as if looking for the traces left by Tongtong.

In an instant, the haze that had been lingering in my heart and the uneasiness that the cerebral palsy god brought me disappeared at this moment.

It was as if, in my heart, countless flowers suddenly bloomed and filled my heart, and every petal and every leaf was written with the name of Tongtong.

I touched my lips blankly, and raised my head unconsciously. When I glanced, I saw myself smiling like a fool on the dark TV screen.

Ah, what a silly smile.

I sighed like this in my heart, but the corners of my mouth were out of control and I smiled more and more foolishly.

Chapter 63 Summer

A new gamble has begun.

This is what the Cerebral Palsy God told me, but I just want to be an everyday person. I was briefly tempted by the reward she mentioned, which was just a wish.

But when I calmed down, I finally realized one thing: that so-called wish was just something like a candle.

It will be destroyed when the wind comes, there is no meaning.

I don’t know if you will feel scared. Everything in the world we know will change in a single thought of the so-called God.

Suddenly, nothing seems real anymore, and we seem smaller and less important.

We are like a fish, living on instinct, swimming around. We think we are in the ocean, but in fact, we have been locked in a simple fish tank from beginning to end.

What would it matter if she made a wish? To make the world return to normal? As long as that cerebral palsy god still existed, everything could turn back to the worst in a moment.

I can imagine that even if I make a wish to restore everything, that god with cerebral palsy can still tear the world apart again after a period of time.

Judging from that kid's bad taste, there will probably be new gambling games after the new one.

So, I plan to lie down and wait for death, and live my life obediently.

Today, I gave up my physical training and went to see the four beds of potatoes I planted after a long time.

Before we knew it, it was summer and the temperature was rising and getting hotter.

In the square of the community, Tongtong sat on a bench. There was a little sweat on her fair forehead. She leaned lazily on the bench, fanning herself with her palms like a child.

I squatted in front of the four nests of potatoes, but my eyes always fell uncontrollably on Tongtong, making me unable to calm down.

Speaking of which, I haven't taken care of these four beds of potatoes for a long time, but what's interesting is that although a lot of weeds have grown in the field again, the potatoes are growing much better than when I took good care of them.

I was absent-mindedly clearing the weeds on the ground, unable to calm down at all, and would turn my head to look at Tongtong from time to time.

Tongtong seems to be growing rapidly in a way that I cannot understand.

After the kiss last night, I calmed down for a long time, then pretended nothing happened, sorted myself out, and planned to help Tongtong take a bath.

I have done this many times, and Tongtong has always been cooperative, but in the process, she has had some strange ideas.

Well, a little bit, really just a little bit.

But last night, Tongtong, who looked very embarrassed, pushed me out of the bathroom. I didn't even touch her skirt. And last night was also the first time for Tongtong to take a bath by herself.

After absentmindedly clearing the weeds in the field, I carefully glanced at Tongtong secretly, and happened to meet Tongtong's eyes.

Compared to me who was acting sneaky, Tongtong smiled at me without hesitation. Her smile was always sweet and pure, which made my heart flutter.

I suddenly felt a little ashamed. Tongtong was so frank, why should I be so shy?

Thinking of this, I slowly stood up, patted the dirt on my hands, and strode towards Tongtong.

Under Tongtong's gaze, I sat beside her very naturally, turned my face slightly, met Tongtong's eyes, and smiled.

Tongtong immediately moved her body and leaned her soft body against me, resting her little face on my shoulder as usual.

It was a hot summer day. As the sun rose higher and higher, I could seem to feel the sweat on Tongtong's little face on my shoulders.

Seeing this, I couldn't help but laugh out loud, put my arm around Tongtong's shoulders, and asked softly.

"You're still coming over here in this weather, isn't it hot?"

Tongtong pouted her lips, looking adorable, and uttered a word softly in a soft voice.

"hot."

Looking at Tongtong's cute appearance, the smile on my lips became more and more intense. The hand on her shoulder slowly moved towards Tongtong's little head and gently rubbed her long silver hair.

A breeze suddenly blew, bringing a hint of coolness, and at the same time, it gently blew up a few strands of Tongtong's silver hair and dropped them on my lips.

I lowered my head slightly, as if I was playing with a kitten, gently stroking her little head with my palm, and laughed softly.

"You feel hot, but you still come closer?"

Hearing this, Tongtong rubbed my palm affectionately with her little head, just like a kitten. She blinked her charming dark red eyes, pursed her lips slightly, and gave the answer while smiling.

"like."

After hearing this answer, I lowered my eyebrows slightly, smiled foolishly, shook my head, and couldn't help but complain in a low voice.

"You are really good at teasing."

What can I say about Tongtong's answer? I can only secretly hold Tongtong's little hand and clasp our fingers together.

The summer is hot, insects are chirping, and I feel like I have spent a real summer after a long time. Let this time last a little longer.

……

Under the same sky, the temperature inside the shield stronghold seemed to be much hotter than other places.

At the foot of the mountain, still in the wooden house, Qu Yunliu stood with his hands behind his back, standing under the replica of "The Last Supper" painting, without saying a word.

In the whole house, it seemed as if time had stopped. There was silence, so quiet that it was frightening.

Hey, hey, hey.

After a long silence, someone suddenly knocked on the door. Qu Yunliu narrowed his eyes slightly, without moving, and spoke softly.

"come in."

As the words fell, a middle-aged man bent over cautiously and walked slowly into the house.

The middle-aged man walked slowly to the long table and gently picked up a bowl placed behind Qu Yunliu. He glanced at the almost untouched boiled corn in the bowl, his eyes moving slightly.

After hesitating for a moment, the middle-aged man whispered to Qu Yunliu.

"You...are you not going to eat anything more?"

Qu Yunliu still had no intention of moving, his eyes were indifferent, and he spoke lightly.

"No need, Lao Liu, you take it down."