I sell Coke in the doomsday

After saying that, Sun Zheng stepped on the accelerator, and the jeep accelerated instantly, bumping me hard. I rubbed my head and was about to complain, but seeing Sun Zheng's flushed face, I could only smile helplessly, stopped talking, and found a comfortable position again.

The journey is long and there is nothing to do, so I might as well take a nap.

I leaned back in the chair, and as the car body rose and fell, I gradually fell into a half-asleep state.

In the haze, I was in a trance and saw the undulating mountains like a leaping fish.

I don’t know how much time had passed, but I was in a daze and suddenly leaned forward and crashed into the car in front of me.

The sudden pain made me sober up instantly. I sighed, put my hand on my forehead and sighed.

"Don't drive so fast and stop so suddenly."

"It will kill people."

However, Sun Zheng did not answer me, but stared blankly ahead. I was a little confused, so I followed his gaze.

However, I saw black smoke rising in front of me, like a black storm, and under this black smoke.

It is the Reformed Church which has become dilapidated.

Chapter 117: Repeating the Same Mistake

A column of black smoke stood above the earth, and billowing smoke and dust went straight through the sky and the earth. A burnt smell was hidden in the wind, floating from the thick smoke to my nose.

Perhaps, the so-called doomsday realm should look like this.

Like a madman, I stared blankly at the Reformed Church stronghold shrouded in thick smoke. The slowly creeping smoke was like a black, ferocious beast, playing with the Reformed Church in its hand. As I looked at this scene, the blood color on my face gradually faded, leaving only a pale face. My lips trembled slightly as I muttered to myself.

"There should be sound. There should be sound."

Yes, where did the sounds go? Those screams, wails, and cries for help that should have been remembered, but under the thick smoke, they were as quiet as a pool of stagnant water, without a trace of life.

Sun Zheng, who was sitting in the driver's seat, swallowed slightly and advised me with a nervous expression.

"It's okay. They probably just moved their base, so they wanted to burn this place down."

Hearing this, I seemed to have grasped a glimmer of hope. I nodded continuously and said with a pale face.

"Yes, yes, that must be the case."

"That must be the case."

Seeing this, Sun Zheng secretly breathed a sigh of relief, then smiled pretending to be relaxed.

"In that case, let's just go and don't waste time here."

I forced a pale smile and was about to nod, but my right hand instantly pressed on Sun Zheng's arm. The smile on my face disappeared and I just stared straight at the black smoke and spoke in a hoarse voice.

"Drive the car over."

Hearing this, a complex emotion flashed across Sun Zheng's eyes. He forced a smile and spoke softly.

"There's no need... for this."

However, I could no longer hear his voice at this time. I stared stubbornly at the spreading black smoke and continued speaking.

"Drive the car...over there."

Sun Zheng's breath was choked, and then his expression became gloomy and he sighed.

"I see."

The next moment, the engine started and the jeep started again, heading towards the black smoke that was like a giant beast.

I sat in my seat in a daze, my mind constantly recalling the group of crazy and ignorant people in the Reformed stronghold.

I... am trying very hard to make myself dislike them and hate them.

The jeep drove to the gate of the Reformed Church's stronghold and stopped. I was sitting in the car and could see the blazing fire through the crack in the door.

My heart suddenly tightened, I opened the car door in a panic and stumbled forward.

Seeing this, Sun Zheng hurriedly chased after me, but he was a beat too late and could only watch me walk into the thick black smoke.

In the thick smoke, black particles squeezed into my throat little by little as I breathed, making my throat sore and my mind become foggy.

Humans cannot walk in such thick smoke, but I am immortal, an immortal who can never be saved.

I stumbled through the black fog, the dark smoke dissipated before my eyes, but the scene that replaced it made me lose all my strength, and I collapsed to the ground.

In a person's life, there will always be regrets and mistakes that are made against one's will.

And I, when I thought I was right, made an irreparable mistake.

The flames flickered, slowly raising the temperature of the earth. The wind, fueled by the fire, brought a heat wave that hit my body.

I slumped to the ground, my hands suddenly clenched, gripping a handful of dirt, looking at the fire, looking at the countless charred corpses in the fire, my chest felt like it was being pressed down by a huge rock, and I couldn't breathe.

The thick black smoke seemed to block out the sunlight in the sky, and the light in front of my eyes became dim, as if I were in an eternal night.

Even with the thick smoke, I could still see the bodies burning in the flames, old and young, big and small, even babies.

Looking at the body of the baby, my hands loosened and I had no strength left. I could only stare blankly at the raging fire in front of me.

I...how self-righteous I am.

It was a mass suicide with no one left alive because I had destroyed their faith and because of the fear I had brought upon them.

I really fulfilled their prediction and became a monster that destroyed everything.

The fire was still burning, and all traces of Reformed Christianity were burning and disappearing in the fire.

The wooden walls began to collapse and the fire spread towards me.

I don't know how long it had been, but I was already in a sea of ​​fire. I stood up in a daze, and lowered my head slightly towards the sea of ​​fire, and spoke softly.

"Feel sorry."

After saying that, I turned around, stumbled into the thick smoke, and stepped out.

Outside the thick smoke was Sun Zheng, who was waiting nervously. When he saw me walking out of the smoke, he smiled at first, but when he saw my gloomy face, the smile on his face froze.

I staggered past Sun Zheng and sat back in the co-pilot seat. When Sun Zheng sat in the driver's seat, I threw Song Mingtao's notes to him and said in a hoarse voice.

"There's a map above, let's keep going."

Sun Zheng took the notebook and nodded gently. Without saying any words of comfort, he started the jeep silently and continued to drive forward.

I sat in my seat, my head resting gently on the car window, my eyes fixed on the Reformed Church stronghold that was completely enveloped by thick smoke, and murmured softly.

"I, really did commit a sin."

I am a person without faith, so I don’t think about what radical things they will do when their faith collapses.

I would never have imagined how desperate they would be after I killed their spiritual pillar like the monster they predicted.

This despair will not overwhelm them immediately, but will grow deeper and deeper over time, eventually causing them to do stupid things.

I... don't like them. I think they are stupid and crazy, but I never thought of letting them die because of me.

Especially... there are so many children.

Those little children who have not yet committed any sin.

I was just doing what I thought was right and satisfying my own selfish desires. I was a real bastard.

There is no cure.

Right and wrong, black and white, what exactly is right and wrong?

I clenched my fists and a hint of bitterness flashed in my eyes.

Yes, I am immortal now and can lift a car above my head. I am the abnormal one.

Why do I always make the same mistakes over and over again?

The scenery outside the window kept moving backwards, plains, jungles, and endless farmland.

The Reformed Church, which had been engulfed by the fire, had long been left far behind.

Perhaps the best way to deal with it is to turn a blind eye and let nature take its course.

If I hadn’t been there, perhaps a true “savior” would have been born in the Reformed stronghold, who would have changed those people’s minds and truly saved them.

Instead of killing them brutally and bringing them despair like I did.

I closed my eyes, stopped looking at the scenery outside the window, and began to pretend to be asleep, not wanting to open my eyes again.

Chapter 118 Persuasion

On the boundless plain, a jeep was driving across the yellowed grass, its wheels rolling over the weeds and into the mud.

Sun Zheng was driving the steering wheel and placed Song Mingtao's notebook in front. He looked at the map on the notebook, but secretly glanced at me from time to time.

I knew he was worried about me, although it felt a little strange to be worried about by a grown man.

Sun Zheng hesitated for a long time, and finally coughed lightly, and deliberately let the car run over a pothole. The car body suddenly shook, and my head hit the glass heavily.

Bang! With a muffled sound, I covered my head and looked at Sun Zheng in silence, while Sun Zheng laughed dryly and said softly.

“This road is too difficult to walk on.”

I nodded perfunctorily, not wanting to say anything more. I just turned sideways and wanted to continue pretending to be asleep, but Sun Zheng refused to give me this opportunity.

"Stop pretending to be asleep. You can't sleep now."

Sun Zheng glanced at me and shook his head slightly, but I still closed my eyes and spoke slowly.

"You are not me, how do you know I can't sleep?"

Sun Zheng rolled his eyes, looked straight ahead, and asked me directly.

"Do you feel like you did something wrong?"

Hearing this, I opened my eyes slightly, looked at the grass passing by outside the window, and spoke softly.

"I don't know, I just feel a little regretful."

“Maybe I should have had other choices.”

Sun Zheng took a deep breath and slowed down the car. He tapped the steering wheel with his fingers and spoke softly.

"What choice? Tell me about it."

I narrowed my eyes slightly, licked my dry lips, and spoke slowly.

"I should have taken you away from the Reformed Church base immediately after I saved you."

"Don't kill Zhao Yi, and don't bother with the mess here."

"I can't help them. The only one who can help them is Zhao Yi."

I paused, lowered my brows, and said dejectedly.

"If I didn't kill Zhao Yi, they wouldn't die."

"Children who haven't learned to speak yet don't have to be burned in the fire."

Upon hearing this, Sun Zheng fell into silence, as if he didn't know how to answer.

After ten minutes of silence, Sun Zheng suddenly asked me.

"Did you feel good when you killed Zhao Yi?"

I was stunned when I heard that, and after hesitating for a long time, I finally uttered two words.

"happy!"

Sun Zheng had an expression that said, "As I expected." Then he nodded heavily and smiled.

"right."

"It will definitely be a pleasure."

"No matter how you look at it, Zhao Yi deserves to die."

"It will be a great pleasure to kill him."

I thought about it and smiled, but it was fleeting. I came to my senses and shook my head and said.

"He deserves to die, but not like that."

"I...should have been more cautious."