I sell Coke in the doomsday

Hearing this, the God of Cerebral Palsy smiled weakly, reached out to hold his long hair, and asked me softly.

"Tell me, what do I look like now?"

I had no intention of hiding anything and answered directly.

“Very miserable.”

The Cerebral Palsy God blinked his eyes, without showing any sign of anger, and just spoke in a low voice.

"is that so."

Sure enough, the Cerebral Palsy God was not acting right today, but I didn’t want to waste any more time, so I asked her.

"Now that things have come to this, can you tell me what exactly the gambling game you are talking about is?"

Hearing this, the God of Cerebral Palsy raised a finger, placed it between his lips, lowered his eyes, and spoke softly.

"Trust me, you don't want to know."

I subconsciously frowned and my tone became much colder.

"Stop keeping me in suspense! I have to know how the bet works!"

However, the God of Cerebral Palsy just looked at me quietly, with no intention of speaking at all.

Seeing this, I couldn't help but get angry. This doomsday, this damn world, was all caused by this guy, and now he wants to play dumb in front of me.

I took a step forward with anger burning in my heart, without thinking too much. I grabbed the arm of the God of Cerebral Palsy and yelled.

"Tell me, don't you want me to win?"

As soon as I finished speaking, my palm fell on the fair arm of the cerebral palsy god. In an instant, my breath was choked, and I looked at the white-haired girl in front of me in astonishment.

I never thought that I could really grab her body, and I never thought that she would not show any intention of dodging.

The God of Cerebral Palsy raised his little face, looked at me stubbornly, and spoke to me slowly.

"Now, I don't want you to win."

I looked at the woman with cerebral palsy in front of me and squeezed her arm. My throat suddenly became dry and the memories of the woman with cerebral palsy quickly flashed through my mind.

The doubts that I once dared not think about and the coincidences that I deliberately ignored were all connected at this moment.

A hint of confusion flashed in my eyes, and I pulled the arm of the God of Cerebral Palsy and asked nervously.

"May I have your name?"

When the Cerebral Palsy God heard this, her eyes flashed and she became flustered. She wanted to pull back her arm, but like an ordinary girl, she didn't have much strength.

I pinched her arm, with complicated eyes, and asked her a series of questions.

"You're getting weaker."

"Since our first meeting, every time you appear before me, your power has been getting weaker and weaker."

"Now, you can't even get my hand away."

"Your personality, the way you look at me, is changing too."

"You said you were complete."

"Tell me what has become complete."

As I asked the same questions, the girl with cerebral palsy became more and more flustered. She actually clenched her fists, hit my shoulders and shouted like an ordinary girl.

"let me go!"

I took another step forward, squeezed her other hand, and said in a deep voice.

"I've been in the apocalypse for ten whole years, and you've never shown up."

"But after I met Tongtong, you appeared."

"You're not a god at all! You're part of the gamble!"

"Is it right!"

Chapter 136 Lies

"You're not a god at all! You're part of the gamble!"

"Is it right!"

I stared at the eyes of the God of Cerebral Palsy, and suddenly I felt a pain in my head. In a trance, I seemed to see some messy fragments of memory.

But those are memories I have never made.

Is my memory... incomplete?

The girl with cerebral palsy raised her little face slightly, and my face was reflected in her red pupils. The corners of her mouth moved slightly, and she seemed to want to say something but stopped herself. After hesitating for a moment, she spoke softly.

"maybe."

My brows raised, my eyes seemed to be spewing fire, I lifted her arm somewhat roughly and spoke loudly.

"When I first saw you, you told me that you were incomplete."

"So now, are you complete?"

The God of Cerebral Palsy looked away, not daring to look me in the eye, and just spoke softly.

“It can probably be considered complete.”

Hearing this, I became more certain of my guess and asked further.

"When you mean complete, do you mean memory?"

As I finished speaking, I felt the slender arm in my hand and subconsciously wanted to pull it back, but it was no use.

Every time, every time.

Almost every time I see this woman, she is subtly different from the last time she appeared.

From being high and mighty at the beginning, to being so weak and powerless now.

Rather than saying that she is the god behind the scenes, it would be better to say that she is more like a chess piece. How could such a person be the damn god?

She didn't answer my question, but raised her little face stubbornly and stared into my eyes.

The more this happened, the more uneasy I felt. In my fear and panic, I couldn't help but ask the most important question.

"Tell me, what's your name?"

Hearing this, her pupils shrank slightly, and her already fair face became even paler. I didn't know what she was thinking, but it seemed that she had given up struggling, and she smiled at me and whispered.

"I didn't know you were so smart."

I was almost crazy. I let go of her wrist, grabbed her shoulders instead, and asked again.

"tell me your name!"

The smile on her lips faded, the last glimmer of light in her eyes disappeared, and she uttered two words expressionlessly.

"Tongtong."

Tongtong, these two short words are like small stones, falling into the water, echoing endlessly, and stirring in the lake of my heart.

My ears suddenly became silent and I could no longer hear any sound. The whole world fell into dead silence.

After a long silence, I realized that I had retreated several steps like a coward, looking at the "Tongtong" in front of me with uncertainty.

"Tongtong" stretched out her little hand, held her long hair, lowered her eyebrows, and spoke slowly.

“Isn’t it a nice name?”

I slowly closed my eyes, exhaled a breath, and answered softly, somewhat weakly.

"Ah...it's a good name indeed."

Upon hearing this, "Tongtong" smiled bitterly and murmured in a low voice.

"After all, it's your name."

I didn't respond. Although I had vaguely guessed something, the truth still made me confused and my mind was in a mess. I couldn't think seriously anymore.

At this moment, "Tongtong" gently raised her foot, walked towards me, and spoke to me with a lonely look.

"Run away, and just treat everything I said to you before as a lie."

Hearing this, I suddenly woke up and looked at the "Tongtong" in front of me in surprise, but she walked towards me and said in a trembling voice.

"Don't you want to go to the beach and stop worrying about this mess?"

"Go, take your Tongtong with you, forget this city, and forget everything I said."

"There are no gambles, no gods, and you can live the life you've always wanted."

As she spoke, "Tongtong" had already walked to my side. Her body became illusory again, like a mist that would disappear at any time. She stretched out her hand and touched my face, but her palm went straight through my face.

Seeing this, "Tongtong"'s eyes flickered, with a hint of helplessness, and her voice suddenly became hoarse.

"Don't resist anymore, this is the only way to have a good ending."

"Even if you lose this bet, you won't die. You can always be with your Tongtong."

"Please leave. I beg you."

Looking at Tongtong's pleading eyes, I felt as if my heart was twisted into a ball. I didn't want to leave, I couldn't leave.

I can't leave either.

"If you want me to lose, then why did you tell me about this bet?"

"Tongtong" slowly closed her eyes, lowered her head, and spoke softly.

"Because I am incomplete."

"What I thought I wanted to do was actually what someone wanted me to do."

Having said this, "Tongtong" suddenly raised her face and looked straight at me.

“I’ve seen that ending many times.”

“That was a pretty good ending for me.”

"So, give in."

"Besides, you were destined to lose from the very beginning."

Hearing this, my breath stopped and my hands and feet felt slightly numb. Then "Tongtong" spoke to me, word by word.

"You can't win."

After saying that, "Tongtong"'s body completely disappeared from my sight, without leaving a trace.

I looked at the empty space ahead, feeling lost, and took a few steps back in despair. For some reason, I had a strange intuition that I would never see her again.

On this day, I suddenly remembered the god who fulfilled my wish in my dream. In the dream, he looked extremely tall, while I was as small as a grain of sand.

How could a guy like that appear in front of me? I begged so loudly in that dream, but he just pretended not to hear me.

The truth seems to be becoming more and more confusing, making it difficult for people to see clearly.

After a long silence, I turned around, let out a long sigh, and walked back the way I came.

And my life was torn apart again from this moment on, becoming full of holes.

……

I returned home late at night.

There was no light in the room tonight, everything was shrouded in darkness, and Tongtong was sitting in the darkness, just sitting there quietly, without coming forward or speaking.

I thought, after the other Tongtong disappeared in front of me, she should have become "complete". Did something change?

I didn't turn on the light. Instead, I slowly walked to Tongtong's side, sat down gently, and called her softly as if tentatively.

"Tongtong?"

After a moment of silence, I heard Tongtong's voice.

"I'm here."

Tongtong always stuttered when she spoke in the past, but the two words she just uttered were unexpectedly clear and fluent, which was really unlike her.

I clasped my hands together, lowered my head, and asked softly.