I, the peerless enchantress, and those decent fairies

There was no concealment or secret between her and the little fox.

But now...the gap between Ruan Yi and Qingyun is really getting bigger and bigger.

There are too many traces of other people on Ruan Yi, such as the empress's tag, and there are too many things about her that she doesn't know, after entering Suzaku City, how she stayed in the hotel.

From that time on, I understood my little fox less and less.

But Qingyun's love for the little fox was growing, to the point where she couldn't hide it at all.

She didn't want the little fox to be separated from her. Ruan Yi only wanted to be with her little fox now and didn't need anything else.

She only needs the little fox. Qingyun looked at Ruan Yi in her arms and said softly, "Maybe I didn't tell you before, that is, I only need you in this life. As long as you can be by my side, I don't need anything else."

Ruan Yi's favorite existence, and now the existence she cannot live without.

"..."

But they will eventually be separated one day. Ruan Yi also likes Qingyun. It can be said that she likes Qingyun the most among all the people she has met in this world.

Qingyun is so sensible and self-reliant. No one doesn't like such a sensible girl.

Ruan Yi likes her very much, but liking her does not mean needing her.

Although Ruan Yi likes Qingyun very much, as long as someone hurts Qingyun in the slightest, Ruan Yi will beat up those who bully Qingyun like an old hen protecting her chicks.

But Ruan Yi didn't want to tie Qingyun to herself, because everything had been decided from the beginning.

Qingyun is the chosen one, the one chosen by the world, and I...

Ruan Yi thought carefully about her identity. Ruan Yi's identity was very special. She was not a person from this world at all.

If she could stay safely in this world, she wouldn't have to rush around for a mission.

All the tasks Ruan Yi is doing now are for her to be accepted by this world and avoid being struck to death by thunder.

As long as Qingyun ascends to become an immortal in the future, he can stay here, in this world.

By then, Qingyun would have ascended to an unknown place, while Ruan Yi would continue to stay here and live a peaceful life.

"Qingyun, do you really like me that much?"

The whole world likes you, it sounds so romantic.

But Qingyun's future achievements are beyond his reach.

Now all she had to do was to get some leftovers and stay in this world under the light of Qingyun.

In the past, Ruan Yi had never had the heart to say it out loud, and had never had the heart to say it outright, for fear that Qingyun would hate her or something.

But...if she continues to dwell on herself, Qingyun might abandon her path to becoming an immortal. It turns out that such romantic affairs are unnecessary.

Ruan Yi is not only a demon, but also an alien from another world. Ruan Yi's motive for helping Qingyun is not pure, and her purpose is selfish and only for her own good.

I was just selfish at the beginning, and my heart was full of selfish thoughts.

How could a person like me who is so impure accept love like Qingyun's?

Chapter 149: Fig Leaf

Ruan Yi simply could not bear such a pure and heavy love. Qingyun loved her so much, but she could not accept her love at all.

Qingyun's desire to spend his whole life with her was too heavy a feeling for her to bear.

Ruan Yi was not prepared for that, and before she was prepared she would never answer, because if she agreed without being prepared, it would simply be a waste of time for both of them.

"Qingyun, there are many differences between us. You are a cultivator and a beautiful fairy."

Ruan Yi slowly left Qingyun, telling her all the thoughts in her heart, "You are a beautiful fairy, and I am just a little fox living in the wilderness. When I first saw you, I admired you. I admire you very much, after all, you are so beautiful."

Ruan Yi silently expressed her inner thoughts. Qingyun was trembling all over, and she couldn't believe what Ruan Yi said.

"So what feelings do you have for me?"

Qingyun asked calmly, her hands clenched into fists so tightly that her nails were digging into her palms.

"What feelings do you have for me?"

Qingyun once again asked Ruan Yi in front of her what kind of emotions she had towards her. Did she misunderstand everything before?

Is it really a misunderstanding? Those are definitely not misunderstandings. Sometimes, the way Ruan Yi looks at me is definitely not without emotion.

Those were definitely not simple admiration; the look in their eyes when they looked at me was filled with emotion.

"I like you... but this is a kind of admiration. I like you who are like a fairy. Although this feeling is like, it is not love, let alone the kind of love that would lead to becoming a Taoist couple. I am just a little fox running in the fields. I am a beast and I am not worthy of you at all."

"So I just like you one-sidedly... But I've said before that whether you are worthy of me or not is not up to you, but what I think."

Qingyun didn't know why Ruan Yi felt that he was not worthy of her. It was obviously herself who was not worthy of her.

Qingyun, who has never been good at expressing her emotions, became speechless after saying what she just said. All the emotions in her heart were stuck in her throat and she couldn't express them.

"I like you, I am happy with you, I love you... I want to stay with you forever."

Qingyun tried hard to express her feelings, hoping that everything she had could impress Ruan Yi.

But Ruan Yi's only expression now was that she was tightly holding Qingyun's hand, which was trembling with anxiety.

Qingyun had never been so scared before, not even when she was facing death.

She was really scared in her heart, but her feelings were completely rejected by the little fox. Qingyun even wanted to die.

Feelings cannot be forced, but Qingyun is really afraid that she will reject her.

The feelings I expressed were not reciprocated, but my possessiveness towards the little fox was growing, and my efforts were not rewarded.

The possessiveness in her heart is growing, and Qingyun is now in a completely unbalanced state.

Persistence, extremism, and many other complex emotions that cannot be expressed were born in Qingyun's heart.

"Qingyun, I am not worthy of you at all. I am not worthy of you doing that. If we are together, you will be stigmatized again in the eyes of others."

"But if I say it's worth it, then it's worth it, Ruan Yi... What on earth are you thinking about? Why don't you accept my confession? What on earth are you worried about?"

Qingyun held Ruan Yi's hand tightly. Stigma or something... How could the little fox be so stupid? Saying such words is just confessing himself.

What she said just now has completely exposed her thoughts, that is, all her words now are lies.

"Can you tell me the real reason? It doesn't matter whether you can match it or not. It doesn't matter how others see you. Just be yourself. You should tell me about this."

Qingyun looked at Qingyun in front of him. She was frightened by what he had just said and her face was full of surprise.

How could the little fox be so stupid that he even forgot what he said?

"You're not without feelings for me, are you?"

Qingyun gently stroked Ruan Yi's face with her fingers. The expression on Ruan Yi's face was really interesting, and all the emotions in her heart were shown on her face.

As long as you observe carefully, you can roughly feel what Qingyun is feeling at the moment.

Joy, happiness, sadness, and pain will all be expressed.

"You have never been one of those people who cares about what others think. As long as you are willing, you will move forward bravely and try to express your feelings. You are definitely not like this now."

Ruan Yi listened to Qingyun praising her. She really was not as good as Qingyun thought. Ruan Yi herself was a very selfish, greedy, lustful and lying person.

It's not as good as Qingyun said.

Qingyun has never understood her true self. Ruan Yi thinks she is just a liar and her behavior is full of selfishness.

But even so, you are still deceiving the other person's feelings, and all the beautiful things you say are lies.

"But I really can't agree to this because I don't have any romantic feelings for you, and we're not suitable for each other."

Even if you agree, you will still separate in the end.

"is it?"

Qingyun, who originally had a glimmer of fantasy in her heart, now even that fantasy is shattered.

"Then I will no longer use my feelings to entangle you..."

Never again would she use her emotions to entangle the little fox in front of her, Qingyun said in an almost dead tone, "Then can you please stay with me and never leave me, okay?"

"Ah."

Ruan Yi nodded gently.

Qingyun looked at Ruan Yi who nodded, and finally breathed a sigh of relief. As long as Ruan Yi could stay by her side, there was still a chance for everything.

Whether they are a good match or not, the little fox will change her mind one day. Whether they are suitable or not, one day they will become the envied couple in the eyes of others.

Will she still be able to say at that time that the two of them are not suitable at all?

Everything Ruan Yi said just now was not even a lie. It was completely illogical.

At first I said I was not worthy of her, but after I exposed myself, I immediately said I was not suitable for her...

She was just making excuses, because there was a real reason why she couldn't be with him, which she had been hiding all along and she never knew about it.

Everything Ruan Yi said just now was just a fig leaf to cover up her true thoughts.

As for the reason behind this fig leaf, Qingyun wanted to know why Ruan Yi refused to accept her love...

Chapter 145: Room Allocation

After the questioning in the evening, Ruan Yi never spoke a word to her again, and even when they were eating, they both ate by themselves.

Until the evening, when the two were preparing to sleep together as before, Ruan Yi lowered her head and pushed Qingyun, who was about to carry her to bed, aside.

"Today I want to sleep in a separate room from you..."

After what he had just done, how could he still have the nerve to shamelessly sleep sweetly in the same bed with Qingyun.

Qingyun now looks like an abandoned little animal. How did Qingyun learn to make such a pitiful expression?

Ruan Yi was so scared that she didn't dare to face Qingyun directly, because once she saw the pitiful expression on Qingyun's face, Ruan Yi would become soft-hearted and all her toughness would disappear.

"Separate rooms?"

"Yes, separate rooms."

Ruan Yi nodded, and when she raised her head to look at Qingyun, she immediately shifted her gaze away.

"Where are you going to sleep then..."

Qingyun absolutely does not want to let herself fall into a situation where she knows nothing again. Qingyun wants to know everything about Ruan Yi. She wants to know all of Ruan Yi's whereabouts. Qingyun wants to know everything about Ruan Yi.

Because she was really scared, so scared that Ruan Yi would secretly leave her one day and disappear from her side without her knowing anything.

"You'll find it if you go out and look for it."

"No need to go, just sleep here, I won't touch you, I'm practicing today... I won't go to bed."

Qingyun's voice was very soft, so soft that Ruan Yi could hardly hear it. Ruan Yi always felt inexplicably heavy in her heart after hearing it.

But falling in love with Qingyun would only delay her, and this fruitless relationship would end up hurting both of them.

"it is good……"

Ruan Yi nodded and took off her coat under Qingyun's gaze, because her heart was completely on Qingyun just now.

She had forgotten that she had Su Tan's jade pendant in her pocket. When she was taking off her clothes, the jade pendant fell silently to the ground.

This scene was seen by Qingyun who had been standing there and watching.

That familiar jade pendant that he had been wearing since he became one of the Five Swords of Lingxian.

The only one of the same generation as herself was Su Tan, and Qingyun often fought with Su Tan. She was very familiar with her sword, including the jade pendant at the tail of the sword.

Su Tan's jade pendant...

She definitely wasn't mistaken just now. Although the jade pendant on the ground was picked up by Ruan Yi in time, and Qingyun only saw it for a moment, she definitely wasn't mistaken.

Logically speaking, the little fox should have never seen Su Tan, so why would the little fox have Su Tan's jade pendant?

why!

…………

Qingyun looked at the bulge in the quilt on her bed. That was Ruan Yi who had turned into a little fox. Before, Ruan Yi always slept in her arms.

This feeling of disparity and gap made Qingyun feel lonely. She was really sad...

As for why Ruan Yi wanted to stay away from her now, and he clearly had feelings for her, why didn't he accept her?