On the right is Lafite after taking a bath.

On the left is Ayanami who has just finished taking a bath.

They all like to stay with Lin Shen.

The faint scent of shower gel tickled Lin Shen's nostrils.

McCall came over and saw that there were no seats left, so he had to sit next to Ayanami.

The sofa, which was not very long to begin with, was quickly filled up.

Since there is nothing to do, I just stay here and watch some boring TV shows.

Lin Shen quite enjoyed it.

After running here from Bingye, now is a rare moment of leisure.

His thoughtful and impetuous mind gradually calmed down in this peace.

Then look at the problem that is bothering you.

Suddenly there were other answers.

After all, why hesitate?

I'm just afraid of the relationship taking a step further.

Why are you afraid of taking the relationship to the next level?

The more you care about what you have.

The more you lose, the more you cannot accept its loss.

Lin Shen realized that he was actually afraid of losing.

He is the kind of person who won't go to see flowers bloom because he doesn't want to see them wither.

As long as it doesn't start, will there be no regrets when it ends?

As long as the two lines never intersect.

Then we won’t drift apart.

Is that so?

Deep in Lin Shen's heart, there are two answers.

Yes.

Nor is it.

Emotions are a big taboo for the "Commander".

Sooner or later, there will come a day when you will pay the price for your unnecessary emotions.

Doesn’t our previous experience in the wilderness also illustrate this point?

Emotions are a big taboo.

Because this thing was discarded.

That’s why Lin Shen was able to walk out of the wilderness alive.

Alone, without companions.

Or you can say.

It was because he was alone that he was able to get out of the wilderness.

Those who were entangled in trivial matters all suffered the backlash.

For various reasons.

Finally, he fell in the depths of the wilderness and turned into an ordinary pile of bones.

Lin Shen couldn't ignore this fact.

Therefore, his rational answer is to avoid emotions.

But this time is different from before.

This time, he met subordinates he could trust.

He is a person who is willing to be betrayed.

This is what so-called trust is. It looks very stupid.

There is absolutely no logic at all.

Therefore, his refusal was not actually mixed with any cold factors related to real life.

It's simply because there are unacceptable and fearful aspects in the relationship.

Lin Shen is a very realistic person.

Therefore, even with the so-called "power of Long Aotian", one must still be cautious and careful to the end.

It's like a person walking on thin ice.

He did not blindly have overconfidence in himself.

He is a smart man.

But it is precisely because of this cleverness.

This caused him to be hesitant in some aspects.

Feelings are "stupid", so they don't belong to smart people.

Smart people cannot jump into the ocean of emotions without thinking.

If you really jump.

Nor will you indulge in the illusion of so-called happiness.

But it will only be like a drowning person.

Full of pain and suffering.

Finally, he watched his own death clearly.

A wise man does not fall in love...

A fool is trapped by love.

For a moment, Lin Shen thought that he had understood the so-called truth.

Until Ayanami and Rafi hugged his thighs and began to doze off.

He came back to his senses.

Then I thought about it from another perspective.

If that's true, then aren't these girls stupid?

KanColle are all stupid creatures.

They will really go against anything for you.

Whether you care or not, no matter how you feel.

They will make their own choices before you.

That's right.

The final result was locked in one step ahead.

If the commander doesn't respond, wouldn't he be a piece of trash and a heartless person?

Hahahaha, of course, you can say that it's just wishful thinking.

There is no need for me to respond.

Feelings are all one-sided.

but……

I just like this kind of wishful thinking.

Lin Shen reached out and gently pinched Ayanami's face.

Soft.

It feels very good in hand.

When something becomes beautiful.

Any trace will lead to sadness.

As the saying goes, everything has its limits.

exactly.

Therefore, the happy ending in novels does not exist.

This is why fairy tales are fairy tales.

The heroes in the story never grow old.

The protagonist in the story will be frozen at the pinnacle of victory.

To eternity.

and then?

The story doesn’t continue to be told then.

and then?

There is no more.

So you don't see the decline of veterans.

You will never see the protagonist lonely at the peak.

You will not see the beauty grow old and die.

You will not see your relatives and friends leave and go away.

So the beautiful happy ending is an illusion.

An illusion that cannot exist in reality.

Lin Shen is very clear about this.

He once made a wish to God, wanting to go to a world with KanColle.

In all the different worlds where Kancolle exist, the protagonist has enjoyed a happy past.

All the hard work has been done in the game.

The past is the peak.

But how did it come about?

The gods responded to his wish and gave him what he wanted.

Then he also collected the price without authorization.

“…I am not a god.”

“But I will do my best to do what I can.”

"Until the end of my life."

“…That’s all.”

"We can witness the peak scenery together, and we can also enjoy the sunset together."

"At worst, I can just sleep forever in the darkness."

Lin Shen whispered in his heart.

The remaining hesitation disappeared.

At this moment, in this calm and silence, his mentality underwent a subtle change.

The boring programs on TV are still being played without permission.

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