The Disqualified Commander of the Abandoned Shipgirl

The room was quiet again for a while.

Glasgow suddenly laughed.

"Commander, you are so cunning."

"Why do you say that?"

"In fact, it's not possible at all."

"..."

"It's far from possible for just a few of us to accomplish what you want to do. Your goal is too far away, but you are a realist. So you will definitely try your best to catch up. Even if there are only a few years, you may run to complete the journey of more than ten years, am I right?"

"..."

Lin Shen was stunned.

He never thought that his thoughts could be seen through.

The matter that was deliberately covered up was directly revealed.

We've only been together for a short time.

But Glasgow knew Lin Shen very well.

Maybe it doesn’t take long to understand a person.

All it takes is a careful eye, a quick mind, and a few brief encounters.

In the dim light.

Glasgow's eyes curved slightly.

"Commander, I won't stop you. Although I want to persuade you, I know it's impossible."

Glasgow gently stroked the side of Lin Shen's face, his eyes filled with emotions that Lin Shen had not noticed before.

"So I will support you, in my own way."

"Your way..."

"If you choose to run, I want to follow you, but of course I have to run too."

Glasgow said in a light tone.

"Sprinting towards a finish line that seems to have no end, the final result will most likely be collapsing and dying along the way, right?"

“Not necessarily, maybe we can fall at the finish line.”

Lin Shen replied.

His mood suddenly relaxed.

No need to cover up.

There is no need to avoid anything.

What he faced, Glasgow decided to face with him.

Not to discourage.

But support.

Originally, "sleeping forever in the night" was just Lin Shen's unilateral wishful thinking.

But even he didn't say it.

Glasgow seems to have reached this fork in the road.

Then we turned smoothly onto Lin Shen's road.

Even without any communication.

They will also make the same choice without any prior agreement.

In the end, they all end up in the same place.

"The outcome is inevitably tragic anyway, right~?"

Glasgow blinked.

Lin Shen didn't say anything to dissuade him.

Rather, it is a tacit consent to something that is not explicitly stated.

It's simply a telepathic connection.

"Yes, the inevitable result will be tragedy anyway."

Lin Shen smiled bitterly.

"Glasgow, why do you understand so well?"

“Because I’ve been through something similar before.”

"Is it convenient to talk about it?"

"That was a long time ago."

Glasgow said this with a smile, as if he was talking about something that had nothing to do with him.

"I thought a few times that I could stay with the other ship girls forever. At that time, I was very naive and thought that there really was a so-called 'Garden of Eden' and 'Paradise' in this world."

"I believed this time and again, but the final result told me again and again that heaven does not exist, and the so-called 'Garden of Eden' is just a large cemetery."

"I have lost many friends, and every time I thought friendship would last forever, but the facts tell me that nothing is eternal in this world."

"I have faced several forks in my path, and because of my hesitation, I was forced to leave alone, and then I regretted it countless times in the following years."

"Every experience leaves a scar on the mind, and every scar tells me that there is no comedy in this world. All the comedy and happy experiences are just adding to the final tragedy. The core of all comedies, without exception, is tragedy."

"Just like the mind, at first glance, it looks the same, but upon closer inspection, it is full of scars."

"However, despite this, those things worth remembering and cherishing still have undeniable warmth. So——"

Glasgow moved his face a little closer, looking into Lin Shen's eyes.

“Since tragedy is inevitable, why not leave a few more memorable marks? In this way, even if the people in the story are no longer here, there will always be people alive who will miss them. In this way, they will live forever in her memory until the last person who knows the story dies and takes everything to the grave.”

“After I figured this out, I’ve made my decision.”

"commander."

"I want to leave my mark in your memory. Then, when you cross the finish line, I will have won the victory with you, right?"

"If there is no place for me in the human world, Commander... don't come to hell to find me."

Lin Shen's pupils suddenly contracted.

It was as if something deep in my soul was suddenly touched.

It's like ripples suddenly appear on a calm lake.

But I couldn't see what caused it to splash.

Lin Shen opened his mouth, about to say something.

But Glasgow didn't give him a chance to speak again.

She moved closer, reducing the distance between them to zero.

The warm and moist lips blocked Lin Shen's mouth.

Glasgow roughly pried open Lin Shen's teeth. Although he looked aggressive, he was actually very young and immature inside.

I have absolutely no experience in this area.

But it doesn't matter at all.

Neither did Lin Shen.

After a brief moment of daze, he collected his thoughts.

Start responding to Glasgow's request for a kiss.

The throbbing deep in the soul disappeared without a trace in just a moment.

As if it had never existed.

Just like your childhood memories.

It disappears from your mind without a trace after you grow up.

You have completely forgotten.

It's just that at certain times, when you see a familiar scene or hear some familiar words.

I will suddenly remember it.

A fragment from a long, long time ago.

Only a fragment remains.

Or even just a familiar feeling.

Nothing else.

Lin Shen couldn't remember it in the first place, and now he didn't have the extra energy to recall it again.

Glasgow's kiss left him breathless.

After all, there is no experience.

However, after the initial confusion, Lin Shen regained his composure.

This can be considered as one of the benefits of having a strong soul power.

...Maybe it can't be said to be a benefit.

He temporarily blocked the two-way communication of the soul network.

Otherwise, my violently fluctuating emotions would be transmitted directly along the soul network bit by bit.

If that happens, it will become black history.

It was not until a few minutes later that Glasgow let go of Lin Shen's head.

"Commander, is this your first kiss?"

Glasgow asked, licking his lips.

This action was inexplicably astringent.

This caused a natural reaction in some aspect of Lin Shen.

This time I don't have to suppress myself anymore.

very nice.

(...)

"of course."

Lin Shen replied.

It's not just the first kiss in this life.

It was also my first kiss in my previous life.

I don’t know what kind of curse I suffered in my previous life.

As a result, he has been a soloist since birth.

I just can't find a girlfriend.

Even if he is just an ordinary office worker, his luck with women shouldn't be so bad, right?

So when traveling through time, Lin Shen naturally made a wish to the gods.

I want to go to a world with lots of girls.

I want to have many wives.

Want Long Aotian's power...

The God did fulfill Lin Shen’s wish.

But later, Lin Shen asked if there would be any price.