The Disqualified Commander of the Abandoned Shipgirl

There is also a limit on the number of times.

There is no comparison after all.

If the problem is not solved after the outbreak.

Then he can just wait to die.

Whether it is soul power or physical power, it is the same.

"Let's go, it's time to go back."

After saying hello to Jiang Feng and Glasgow, the three of them walked towards home together.

Tomorrow is the last day.

Just finished the final preparations.

--certainly.

It is also the last time to regret.

"Commander, your physical fitness is indeed very strong."

"Yes, it's very strong, comparable to my soul power."

Hearing Glasgow's words, Lin Shen nodded.

"Even though I didn't get much sleep last night, it didn't affect today's training."

"Yes, I..."

Lin Shen continued to nod subconsciously.

Then suddenly stopped.

He glanced at Glasgow, who looked back at him.

There was a smile in his eyes.

"so?"

After looking at each other for a while, Lin Shen asked honestly.

"So, it's okay to rest at my place tonight, right?"

"Well, well, it's okay. It's okay."

Lin Shen had no reason to refuse.

Although there was a little phantom pain in my waist, this was obviously not a reason to refuse.

"..."

Jiang Feng followed behind, looking at the two people in front with a complicated expression.

It was the day before yesterday, it was yesterday, are you coming again today?

Looks like I'll have to cover my ears and sleep again tonight.

How about we change rooms tomorrow?

Who can stand this every day?

132. Commander's Healing Place.x

"... I suddenly had the illusion of handing over my wife."

Lin Shen lay on Glasgow's soft big white rabbit and said lazily.

A great philosopher was right when he said that there are only two things in this world that are truly worth a man's pursuit.

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Just lying on it gives me the illusion of being pampered for some unknown reason... Well, maybe it's not an illusion.

Glasgow gently stroked the back of Lin Shen's head and said.

"With your physical condition, Commander, it should be no problem for you to pay the public rations every day, right?"

"No, don't say such horrible things."

"It's only been a short while since we've been enjoying this, has the Commander transformed into a middle-aged man who's been married for more than a decade?"

“Although it’s not that exaggerated, I can definitely feel a similar feeling.”

Lin Shen’s practical experience over the past few times can be roughly summarized as follows: on the first day, he tried all the postures with great interest.

The next day, I was excited to develop some new postures.

On the third day, I just wanted to try out the poses I liked.

The nth time, the excitement wore off and it was over.

...Although Lin Shen’s enthusiasm can last for an hour.

But I'm sorry to say that considering his performance in the previous three or four hours, this really fell into the category of "feeling a little tired".

"Then let's rest first."

Glasgow whispered.

"Have a good rest."

"I'm taking a rest."

Lin Shen lay on Glasgow in a rather decadent posture, his face resting on the soft big white rabbits, his hands holding Glasgow's waist.

It feels like hugging a real pillow.

There is no posture more relaxing than this.

“Not a physical break.”

Glasgow said.

"It's spiritual."

“… I also want to relax mentally.”

Lin Shen replied in a low voice.

"But there's no way, Glasgow, I can't relax mentally... There are too many things to worry about, and in comparison, there are too few things that can be done."

“There are more than enough things you can do.”

"But it's not enough."

"There's no need to force it."

"I don't want to, but if I don't force myself, I always feel that something will go wrong. Although I am very capable, even if everyone combined, they can't defeat me on the battlefield. I have plenty of ways to win, but I still don't have the confidence."

Lin Shen said in a daze.

"A gambler will always be a loser. When I sat at Akamori Yuaki's gambling table, I had already lost. I used you as chips to bet on an illusory goal."

When making this decision.

Lin Shen knew that he had been completely defeated.

"I do not mind."

"But I mind."

Lin Shen paused.

"I really don't want someone who is willing to die for me to actually die under my command."

"..."

Glasgow knows.

But Lin Shen did it anyway.

Just like a beast trapped in a cage, he knows that he has a goal that he must reach no matter what.

But the process leading to that goal was unacceptable to him.

Very contradictory.

But it is consistent with the characteristics of powerful soul power.

"Commander, are you so persistent in pursuing that goal because of the negative paranoia brought about by soul power?"

"Probably so."

Lin Shen emptied his mind and responded to Glasgow's words without even thinking.

"I don't know. At some point, I suddenly had this idea. Maybe it was when I first learned about the concept of mutants, or when I saw mutants being executed, or maybe it was because I couldn't accept those cold robots... Maybe it was a little bit of all of these reasons. I don't know. But the result is... I have to do this."

No one can stop it.

Not even himself.

"I heard that people with strong soul power are either crazy or true geniuses."

"Then I must be crazy."

There is only a fine line between madness and genius.

Like many Soul Force developers who have plunged into the shadows.

In the end, he did not choose to become a commander.

Instead, he chose to become a free mercenary.

He commits murder and arson and all kinds of evil.

You can take any task if you pay.

"The synonym of madman is fool."

"..."

"In my opinion, you are just a fool."

"That's it..."

"But also a fool worth following."

"The only people who would follow a fool are those who are not in their right minds."

"That's right. A madman will only talk to another madman, and a fool will meet another fool. Even if we get separated, since we are both fools, we will eventually meet again."

"…What? This feels so weird. If the person is gone, how can we meet again?"

Lin Shen retorted.

“We should still cherish the present moment.”

"…We will meet again at the next crossroads of destiny."

"Will not."

“We will meet again at the finish line.”

"..."

Glasgow didn't give Lin Shen any time to continue complaining and speaking in a depressed tone, so he spoke in advance.

"So don't be afraid of separation, Commander. You are not someone who will stop moving forward because of this, and I don't want to see you suffer because of this."

"..."

"Our choices are two-way. No matter what the result is, it is our own decision. Don't blame yourself unilaterally. Wouldn't it make us look cunning? If something goes wrong, we are the first to say goodbye, but you are the only one who is still upset about it."

Glasgow chuckled.

"No matter what, the living shouldn't be too sad for the dead. Preventing the accident from becoming meaningless is what you need to do, Commander."

"…Why have you suddenly become so eloquent? I don't even know how to refute you."

"I just learned it from you. Although pessimism is not bad, isn't it a bit too cruel to bear all the consequences on yourself?"

"..."

"Besides, even though we are always emo, both we and you, the commander, are very strong. At the very least, you should trust your own shipgirl, right?"