The Disqualified Commander of the Abandoned Shipgirl

The man asked again, as if he was very curious.

"Do you think there's any difference between this and a human girlfriend?"

"I don't know. After all, I have never had a human girlfriend."

"Oh why?"

"People who are dating need reasons, but single people don't have any reasons."

"Too."

The man nodded in approval and asked again.

"Are you satisfied with them?"

"very satisfied."

"Will you take them into battle?"

"meeting."

"Aren't you afraid of accidents?"

"afraid."

"But you will still take her with you? After all, ship girls are destined to go to the battlefield, unlike human women. Humans only need to stay in a safe place in the rear, but if it were a ship girl... Interesting, from a certain extreme perspective, you might love each other more than ordinary men and women."

"Oh? Why do you say that?"

Lin Shen felt that this man he met by chance was very strange.

My thinking is different from that of ordinary people.

There was no one around to talk to him.

He stood alone in the corner, looking at the town in the distance and basking in the sun.

Just daydream.

Without directly answering Lin Shen's question, the man asked back.

"Don't you know very well?"

"..."

"But I'll ask it for you anyway. Which do you think is more precious, the promise to live together or the promise to die together?"

"Equally precious, but the latter is more tragic."

"That's right. Although it's not nice to say this, there's a saying in Donghuang that true gold is not afraid of fire, and true feelings can withstand the torture of all cruel things. This sentence can also be said the other way around, that feelings that remain intact after enduring the torture of all cruel things are actually more precious than ordinary feelings."

"No one wants their feelings to be gilded like this."

"Yes, but such facts exist objectively. Without testing, there will always be uncertainty. Uncertain things will never be more convincing and recognized than certain things, right?"

"Indeed."

"It seems that you are also a person who likes certain things."

“It’s just that I can’t take the risk of uncertainty.”

"That's too fragile."

"Yes."

“But some things are just that the more fragile they are, the harder they are.”

“Do you like Mao Dun’s literature very much?”

"Not really."

"What do you mean by more fragile, more solid?"

"You see, fragile things will break. Only when they break can they be recast. After being recast, they will become harder than before. Therefore, fragile things have the possibility of becoming stronger and stronger, but this possibility is very small for hard things."

“Is it possible that something hard doesn’t need to be recast?”

"Extreme hardness is not necessary, because it is at the end. Anything less extreme is inferior to something that is equally fragile but can be recast. Moreover, extreme fragility means an extremely high possibility of recasting, which is equal to extreme hardness. In the case of 'extreme', completely opposite things can be equated."

After the man finished speaking, a passerby casually reminded Lin Shen.

"This guy is a psychopath. Don't talk to him too much. It's a waste of time."

"Neuropathy?"

"He says some nonsense and incomprehensible things every day, and he likes to talk to himself."

After giving the reminder, the passerby left.

Lin Shen looked at the man.

The man didn't react.

He continued with what he had just said and asked Lin Shen.

"What do you think can be extremely fragile and extremely hard?"

"I do not know."

Lin Shen had nothing to do, so he decided to continue chatting.

He thought this psychopath was somewhat interesting.

Not many people can keep up with his thinking.

The man in front of him happened to be one of them.

Very weird.

And it's natural.

“Have you ever watched cartoons?”

"Seen."

"I heard that this was popular in the Sakura Empire in the last era."

"Well, indeed..."

It's not the same world, but it's the same thing.

It doesn’t matter.

"There's a classic scene in it. Every time the protagonists are about to defeat the big boss, they always suppress the boss before they win. When they are about to fail, they burst out with extraordinary strength and then defeat the boss. Do you think this is reasonable?"

"unreasonable."

"I think it makes sense."

"why?"

"Because the 'friendship' they talk about can reach the level of 'extreme'."

"I see."

“Whether it’s friendship or any other kind of emotion, once it reaches an extreme, people will always do something unreasonable. This thing is extremely fragile, yet extremely hard at the same time.”

"It's just that I have raised the upper limit of what I can achieve in theory."

"The theoretical range is also an upper limit, but extreme things may break the upper limit of the theoretical range. In any case, there is such a weak possibility."

The man touched his chin and then glanced at Lin Shen.

There was something penetrating in his gaze.

It was like seeing something deeper.

"You understand that, too, right?"

"Thank you. I don't really want to understand."

"The subconscious mind will do things it doesn't understand. Only extreme people can do extreme things. Only the crazy people in the mental hospital can do those crazy things. Normal people won't do that, and won't even try. Therefore, they don't even have the possibility of doing it."

"Normal people have a lot of concerns. They want to live a normal life."

“So in this world, certain views can only be seen by a very small number of people. Some views can even only be seen by one person. Others are not qualified, for various reasons, they are not qualified and are rejected. Those who are qualified will eventually appear where they are supposed to be.”

"The theory of destiny?"

The man did not respond, but pointed into the distance.

Lin Shen took a look and saw nothing.

The terrain here is relatively high, and you can indeed see the town below.

But nothing more.

The scenery in the distance is nice.

This park is a good choice as a place to relax in the afternoon.

"Did you see it?"

"I didn't see anything."

"There are hundreds of millions of people in the world, but only one person can see it."

"See what?"

"I come here every day to see the red sun."

"Red sun?"

"The red sun emits red sunlight, and wherever it shines, everything is blood red. I want to see, I feel, the sunlight should be that color, but I can't see it. I come here every day, but I'm not the one who can see it."

"How do you know that sunlight should be red?"

The man ignored Lin Shen and just stared into the distance and spoke in a daze.

"Billions of things happen in this world every day, and only one of them will have an impact on the world. Only one person can do this. He is here to do this, giving up everything, abandoning everything, at any cost, as if it were fate. The hero will eventually defeat the devil, and only the 'player' will accomplish this. Apart from the hero, everyone else is just an NPC who comes to go through the motions. We are not the protagonist."

"You want to be the protagonist?"

"I thought about it. Now I just want to see the scenery."

Lin Shen suddenly found it a little funny and asked.

"What did you do before?"

"Occupational psychopath."

"Not now, but before, before."

"Before? He was supposed to be a commander, but unfortunately he didn't get the position."

"why?"

"The development of soul power has failed."

"That's it..."

135. Missed Ayanami

"If one fails to develop soul power, will one become mentally ill?"

After leaving the small park, Rafi suddenly asked.

"Yes, the development of soul power is accompanied by high risks. Even if some people have the corresponding talents and qualifications, there is still a possibility of accidents during the development, and then they will become idiots, damage their brains, and in serious cases, they may even die directly."

Lin Shen nodded and answered Lafite's question.

Even with so many risks, many people still choose to give it a try.

Compared with the rich conditions that success brings and the effect of class leap, that little bit of risk is totally worth taking.

So few people focus on the consequences of failure.

Besides, the success rate is very high now——

It is so high that losers do not appear easily.

That high probability even gives people the illusion that success is 100%.

But it’s not.

At the very least, there is a 20% chance of failure.