The Disqualified Commander of the Abandoned Shipgirl

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"Don't you think it's boring?"

"It doesn't matter. I'm used to it anyway."

Jiang Feng said expressionlessly as he walked out of the library.

"Whether it's a battle or a book, it makes no difference to me."

"In a sense, your talent is quite enviable."

"Yeah."

"After all, not everyone has the patience to tolerate boredom. Most people are impatient and want to see results too early, so they dive in headfirst and end up getting further and further away from what they want."

"But aren't you in a hurry too?"

"Yes, I am also in a hurry, so I am worried that one day I will deviate from the original route because of my impatience. This is a helpless thing. Some people just can't stop. Once they stop, they can't move anymore. So even if you deviate from the route and get lost in the ocean, you will still keep moving forward in the end."

“It’s exhausting just listening to it.”

"Yes. There is only one thing that stops a person from moving forward."

"what?"

"die."

"Even if you don't stop, you won't reach your destination. In the end, you will still die along the way, just like those mutants."

How many mutants have died in this world?

countless.

However, the ways in which they died can be counted.

Jiang Feng even saw a book that specifically described this aspect.

Although it is very professional.

Most people wouldn't buy or borrow it.

Moreover, the age rating is specially marked.

18g.

God knows how outrageous the content will be.

——Now every mutant born knows it.

"They died on the way."

Jiang Feng looked at Lin Shen and said.

"Even if you go to recruit them, you will definitely be rejected."

"Ah—I thought you wouldn't question that."

Lin Shen was not surprised.

He had visited those laboratories a few days ago.

Planning to fish out two mutants from it.

But the purpose is not entirely to expand one's own fleet.

Just to try.

What is the probability that a newly born mutant will agree to sign a contract with a human?

Lin Shen has tried many mutants.

But no one chose to agree to him.

Thinking back a little, Lin Shen still remembered the light of hatred flickering in their eyes.

"That's totally useless."

Jiang Feng said.

"I know, but not entirely. After all, I was just going to try it out, so I can be mentally prepared for what's going to happen next."

Now, even if it is the ship girl that I built, she may not necessarily trust me.

Humanity has finally mastered what is known as ultimate deconstruction.

But what's the cost?

It seemed as if they got a lot.

But, maybe there is more to lose.

The more he understood the current situation of the birth of mutants, the more Lin Shen felt a sense of déjà vu that "there must be something hateful about every pitiful person" towards humans.

The same is true in reverse.

"Survival is the innate instinct of every living thing with a soul."

Lin Shen spoke.

"No species is exempt from this. Humans are not that smart, and neither are KanColles. There is no difference."

"So what are you going to do?"

Jiang Feng asked.

When she asked this question, she herself felt it was ridiculous.

What else can I do?

This is simply an unsolvable problem.

What Lin Shen wanted to do was ridiculous from every angle.

But Jiang Feng couldn't laugh.

"Let's take it one step at a time. This is the only way."

"Self-avoidance and self-deception will eventually lead to a more serious outbreak of delayed problems."

"That can't be helped. We can't speculate on what will happen in the future from our current perspective. Maybe this problem can be solved in the future?"

"Are you such a naive person?"

"Maybe. I hope there will be a turnaround. This possibility still exists, right?"

"..."

Jiang Feng neither denied nor confirmed it.

How can we predict what will happen next at this time?

But she still retains a pessimistic attitude.

I have been to many places with Lin Shen these days.

Although Jiang Feng didn't say anything, he did know a lot of things.

She didn't ask about these things directly.

Instead, use your own eyes to see, your ears to hear, to observe, and to determine what the world is really like.

Whether it is the daily life of ordinary people.

It's a mutant processing plant that is completely different from ice and fire.

She just watched indifferently.

It's like reading a book from a cold and boring perspective.

To her, this world seemed like just a boring book.

There seems to be no absolute right or wrong.

Just existing——

Just exist.

It's just so disgusting.

Jiang Feng couldn't even figure out why Lin Shen insisted on taking her to see these things.

I visited many places from a bystander's perspective.

Not doing anything, just watching.

Glasgow did not come.

The first frost came and went.

I can't stand this boredom.

Hatsushimo originally thought that the two of them were secretly going out on a date.

But it turned out to be anything but.

The whole process was boring.

There wasn't much interaction, no small talk, and the stiff and rigid atmosphere made her feel at ease to go back and slack off.

and.

Who dates to the mutant processing plant.

Go and see how the bodies of the same kind are dealt with.

See the mutant processing flow.

See their anger and resentment.

Watch their struggles and failures.

This doesn't look like going out for fun.

Not to mention improving favorability.

It's like raising your blood pressure.

Anyway, I haven’t been there since Hatsushiro left.

Once her blood pressure went up, it wouldn't come down.

I can only go to Lin Shen’s room to vent at night.

He was also caught by Rafi.

"What exactly do you want to do?"

Jiang Feng also asked this question directly.

But Lin Shen’s answer was.

"No particular purpose."

"..."

"It doesn't matter if you don't believe me. I just want to say that this world is big, there are a lot of bad places, and there are a lot of ordinary places, most of which are very boring. You can learn a lot of things, and become good at them. What you see in your memory is always different from what you see with your own eyes."

"..."

This is true.

After seeing it with his own eyes, Jiang Feng wanted to kill those people even more.

Seeing it in my memory is just like watching a movie.

But when the plot in the movie corresponds one by one to reality.

The physical sensation will double and rush out.

Lin Shen only took a glance at Jiang Feng and knew what she was thinking.

"Bad things are like this, and not-so-bad things are like this too. If you have something not-so-bad that you want to do one day, remember to tell me."

"Can you be more direct?"

"Well, what I mean is, if you want to resign one day, please report it in advance, don't just disappear without a trace. It's very troublesome to find someone to take over your job, and I have to prepare in advance."

"..."