The Disqualified Commander of the Abandoned Shipgirl

After confirming that he wanted to follow Lin Shen.

This is how all of Ayanami's decisions are.

There has been no transformation.

Everything just fell into place.

No change in consciousness is required.

Or maybe spiritual inspiration.

So she is a special case.

"Ayanami..."

"Ok?"

"Why did you choose to follow me?"

Lin Shen reached out and gently stroked Ayanami's shoulder, as if he was admiring some high-end porcelain.

"Hmm... why? No reason... because the commander is very reliable."

"Really? But I don't think I'm that reliable. I always take you to dangerous places."

"No, the commander is trustworthy."

Ayanami shook her head, turned to look at Lin Shen, and said seriously.

"Commander, you saved me twice."

"It's just a matter of convenience."

"Even if it's a dangerous place, I will protect the commander."

"Um……"

For Ayanami, there seemed to be no need to dwell on the cause and effect.

She doesn't need any rigorous basis to make her judgment.

Just “feel” it.

So, if you decide on someone, you will probably stick with them forever.

No matter where you are going.

Is this the case with other people?

No, Ayanami is just a special case.

Lin Shen suddenly felt that his luck was still very good.

He may also encounter such special cases.

Luck is such an unpredictable thing.

The four of them stayed here quietly for more than half an hour.

Then I prepared to leave.

Lin Shen was in a daze the whole time.

Like he is thinking about something.

The mind is completely diverted from the level of desire.

The more you come into contact with something, the more you will think about it.

It's like trying to determine cause and effect and establish logical connections through thinking.

Only with logic can the whole thing make sense.

But what about feelings?

Sometimes it's just illogical.

It may seem like a small thing to you.

It will leave a completely different shock in the eyes of a bystander.

It is possible that you will be remembered for a lifetime.

Coincidentally, the memory of the ship girl will not fade.

Therefore.

In the multitude of memories.

Those more prominent feelings will be magnified many times.

But how many times can it be magnified?

Of course, Lin Shen could not grasp or quantify this kind of thing.

The questions that his rational thinking could not answer were answered through reaction.

The value of favorability is for reference only.

It is indeed for reference only.

How can something like feelings be quantified?

……

"I thought it would take longer."

After getting dressed and walking outside, Hinata glanced at Lin Shen and said something confusing.

"..."

Lin Shen was stunned for a moment before he reacted.

That’s right, Ayanami and the other three must have been seen when they ran over.

"I didn't do anything, of course it's fast."

"what?"

"Okay, now that you've relaxed after the bath, let's go back. If you still want to play outside, that's fine. But don't stay out too late. We have to leave for Sakura Castle tomorrow and get up at nine in the morning. If you can't get up, I'll have to leave you here."

"How could I not get up?"

Seeing that Lin Shen looked calm, Hinata didn't worry too much about it.

I always feel that Lin Shen's mentality seems to have undergone subtle changes again.

Is it because you are used to it?

Hinata didn't know.

Glasgow doesn't know either.

However, it is normal for people to change.

Even if she is a ship girl, wouldn't her personality change due to the destruction of her inherent cognition?

No one was going to hang around outside any longer.

After soaking in the bath, my body feels relaxed and it’s just the right time to go back to sleep.

Even Rafi went back to his room.

Lin Shen still booked a single bed for himself in the hotel in Yangluo.

However, after Lafite returned to his room to rest, Chu Shuang no longer had any interest in sneaking into Lin Shen's room to rest.

Or.

Sleepiness still overcame her.

Lin Shen sent her back to her own room.

"Go to bed early, otherwise you may not be able to get up tomorrow morning."

"Ha~ Okay, Commander, if you feel lonely at night, you can come find me~"

"Ah."

"Anytime~"

Chu Shuang looked at Lin Shen, and after a moment of stunned silence, a smile appeared on her face again.

She noticed that Lin Shen no longer seemed to have drastic mood swings due to his eyes or body movements.

I didn't expect that I would eventually be able to practice it.

The first frost is a little regrettable.

Given the ship girl's keen sense of emotions, Laffey might have noticed it as well.

Lin Shen's change in mentality only lasted for a moment.

But it was still captured.

Once he realized that he couldn't let Lin Shen panic anymore.

Wouldn’t “prank” have lost most of its meaning?

This is roughly how Hatsushimo feels right now.

As for Rafi.

She never took action because she wanted to "play a prank".

Her needs only depend on Lin Shen and Chu Shuang.

After there are vacancies on both sides, she will return to normal -

No, it’s more like something we’re used to than normal.

In what state would a person repeatedly check whether something he values ​​is lost?

When you feel insecure.

If that sense of security is suddenly filled at a certain moment.

Then the anxiety about losing will naturally disappear.

Although Hatsushimo was completely unaware of this, her subconscious mind helped her notice it.

Lin Shen's change of mentality...

It is acceptance.

The less a person has, the more he will show off.

The more you care about something, the more intense the conflict will be.

After all.

It's lack of confidence.

Don't trust others, and don't trust yourself.

That’s why there’s a sense of disconnection.

Before, Lin Shen could clearly feel that sense of separation.

He places too much emphasis on "loyalty".

They believe that if they cannot have it, they will resort to more unscrupulous means to achieve their goals.

He didn't want to use any of those methods.

In fact, if he wanted to.

It is easy to use soul power to force all mutants to sign a strong contract.

In this regard, he has unlimited power and authority.

But he restrained this power and force.

The reason why I imagined the worst possible situation.

It's just because he is not confident about the current situation.

Do not believe.