Interaction rules for sick girls

It’s not that she didn’t try hard. She tried to study hard and maintain good grades, but the exhaustion after each beating made her forget this aspect that was once her proudest.

She is already a bad student. If she maintains mediocre grades, gets through these three mediocre years, and then gets admitted to a less-than-average university, her future will be foreseeable.

However, sometimes, in the dead of night, her heart would still aching and uneasy, and she would burst into tears.

She is now an ordinary, self-abased, timid girl. She can no longer stand proudly in the sun and bask in the admiring gazes of everyone as before.

The girl buried her head in the table and built a fortress for herself with the sea of ​​books.

The teacher on the podium looked at a student who had fallen asleep on the table, sighed leisurely, stopped thinking about it, and continued teaching.

What is more terrible than angry punishment is giving up.

Apparently, the teacher had given up on a student to whom he had devoted much thought.

Fan Yanke, lying on the table, listened to the daily conversations of her classmates around her.

We discussed what to eat for lunch.

Some complained that today's homework was particularly difficult.

There are also gossips about who in the class is no longer single.

These are the daily routines of ordinary high school students. In every school and every class, there are such gentle and peaceful scenes.

Any high school student will sigh when recalling this memory ten or twenty years later:

"This is youth!"

The sounds of ordinary and warm daily life reached Fan Yanke's ears, but in this season when everyone was wearing short-sleeved summer clothes, she could only feel a slight chill.

The words eroded her limbs. She wanted to cover her ears, but they still haunted her, making her heart unable to calm down.

The girl knew that this was not the fault of her classmates, they were normal and did not target her specifically. They were just showing the peaceful side of their daily lives, but in her eyes this atmosphere was very glaring.

But there's no need to suppress your own behavior just to accommodate her, right?

The earth will continue to rotate without anyone, and everyone is the center of his own world. There is no need to suppress yourself in order to please anyone.

It’s not that she didn’t think about escaping, but every time she went home and saw her mother’s haggard expression, she could no longer speak.

Perhaps, some things are destined by God.

The girl closed her eyes, trying to pass the boring time by sleeping.

She was freezing cold and could only get a little warmth from the painting.

Thinking of the handsome figure of a boy, her heart ached slightly again.

The teeth pressed against the lips, leaving a deep tooth mark.

She is a useless person, so useless that she can't even protect the gifts given to her by others.

She should have known this earlier and kept the pendant he gave her yesterday at home, instead of hanging it on her schoolbag and letting it swing freely under the dazzling sunlight.

What's the difference between this and showing off, satisfying one's ugly vanity and showing off to the world.

She walked into the school gate without any warning in the morning, humming a cheerful song.

She got carried away.

She forgot her previous vigilance, and forgot that there were still poisonous snakes on campus who were hiding from her, and she just walked over to them in such a swagger.

When she came to her senses, she looked around and found herself being held arm in arm by that group of people, walking towards the grassy area behind the gymnasium.

There are few people there.

Then vicious curses began to sound, and punches and kicks hit her body. She subconsciously raised her hands to protect her head, but was kicked down and her head hit the ground, leaving a small bruise.

She endured the pain of being beaten. At that time, she naively thought that it was just a normal beating and she just needed to endure it.

Endure it for a while.

"Haha, it seems your boyfriend treats you well. He has even given you a gift."

One of the girls looked at the cute pendant on her schoolbag, which was shaking and making them feel annoyed.

She was anxious to protect the small ornament. It was not just a simple ornament, it contained his thoughts, it contained...

"Don't... don't take this..."

But with a sharp pain in her stomach, she let go of her hand and watched a girl snatch the gift from her hand.

Fan Yanke finally came to her senses. She had never had any say in front of them.

Just like a lamb to be slaughtered in the eyes of the butcher, there is no mercy at all.

She dropped her hands in despair and gave up struggling.

But the other party stopped at this time because the class time was about to end and they also needed to hurry back.

At least on the surface, they are still students.

"Don't think that a short little leg on the list can do whatever it wants."

One of them spat on her, while the leader, Long Heyi, carefully examined the small pendant that was snatched from her hand, and smiled as if he had encountered something interesting.

But in the end they just left, leaving her alone there, staring at the blue sky in a daze.

She shouldn't have been so careless and shouldn't have worn it so ostentatiously.

She began to reflect, reminding herself to be cautious, cautious and cautious again.

When entering and leaving the school gate, you must observe your surroundings carefully; when class is over, you must leave the classroom as soon as possible; you cannot stay in the classroom after school, you must leave quickly.

Otherwise, she would be caught by them. She didn't want him to see her in such an awkward state again...

The girl lay on the grass, stroking the grass clippings with her fingers, muttering to herself with dull eyes.

Chapter 45: The Cowardly Girl

After class, the girl chose to go to the canteen first. She couldn't be so careless anymore.

The girl regained her former vigilance.

But when he came back, he saw Xia Zhengzhen coming out of the women's restroom, still mumbling something awkwardly.

Why did he go to the ladies' room?

Thinking of the many times she had been beaten in there, a smile crept onto her face, and the warm feeling smoothed out the scars that had been carved that morning.

Maybe he rushed in just to find me.

He is not a reckless person. At least he is much smarter than me.

She tidied her hair slightly to cover the bruise on the right side of her forehead. She didn't want him to see her in such a miserable state.

After calming down, she pretended to be cheerful and greeted him.

Then it’s time for a pleasant chat.

The girl smiled happily, showing a cute expression of annoyance from time to time.

It turns out that girls have an instinctive reaction in front of the person they like.

I instinctively knew which expression was the cutest and which tone of voice was most appropriate for which atmosphere, and the joyful atmosphere continued.

She was very happy that he could come to see her after class.

She was very happy that he would invite her to hang out in the afternoon.

I'm very happy that I don't have to go to class in the afternoon. No, Fan Yanke shook her head, she couldn't have such a wrong idea.

Well... after all, it was he who invited her... there was no way she could skip school. Her studies weren't good now anyway, and she couldn't continue studying in school. She might as well go out and have some fun to relax. After all, one should combine work with rest.

The wrong thoughts were corrected, and she could go out and play with peace of mind.

Although she didn't know what to do when going out, there is a saying that goes, the most important thing when going out is not what to do, but the people who are there to have fun with you.

If it was just her and him, wouldn't that be called a date?

Thinking of this, her heart beat faster for a while.

But then he stretched out his hand and placed it on her head, causing her to subconsciously take two steps back.

There was an obvious bruise on the place where he had just touched, and his heart was beating wildly.

She didn't want him to see her ugly and cowardly side.

But unexpectedly, the other party did not mention this specifically, so she breathed a sigh of relief.

It didn't seem to ruin the pleasant atmosphere.

She was so overjoyed and surprised that she released a lot of the depressed mood in her heart, and she felt like several huge stones were lifted from her heart.

This is also the reason why she is so willing to stay with Xia Xiu. It always makes her feel relaxed and peaceful, allowing her to return to a normal life.

Well, after all, I have told him almost all my secrets, so what is there that I can't trust him about?

But even so, she still didn't want to trouble him too much. He had his own normal campus life. If he meddled too much in her affairs, he would be dragged into it and unable to extricate himself.

As long as she can chat happily with them after class and play together after school like now, she will be content.

The abyss was very dark. Even though he knew that she was in the darkness, she did not expect him to do anything. He just wanted to give her a glimmer of light when she was confused. Then she could grit her teeth and get through these three years of darkness.

But she is also a little pessimistic because people change and she doesn't know how long the current situation can last.

What if one day he gets tired?

tired

倦了

So what should she do?

She didn't dare to expect too much and could only bury some emotions in her heart. The higher the expectations, the greater the disappointment.

She has experienced the changes in people's hearts over time and dare not give her true heart easily. She can only test the vast outside world little by little like a little lamb. At the slightest sign of trouble, she will return to her nest and lament that small world.

Then he gave himself a painting and stopped thinking about the future in his head.

Then, as if to change the subject, they started talking about other things. The girl happily praised and asked about the painting he had given her.

She actually knew who the person in the painting was, a cute pink girl with the word "sugar" in her name.

She just wanted to talk to him a few more words.

I was very happy to add him as a friend and finally got his contact information.

I had thought about adding him as a friend before, but due to the reservedness unique to girls, I didn’t take the initiative to speak up.

She actually wanted to chat with him after school, talk about study, life, interests, and the future. She felt that there would be endless topics.

Anyway, when she got home, she would just close the door and lock herself in the 6-square-meter room to while away the time.

Maybe we can even have a video call at that time and chat about bedtime secrets or something.

The girl who has read many romance novels about fireworks has already had pink fantasies.

After checking the time, it seemed like they could still chat for a long time, so she was just about to invite him to take a walk on the playground.

Listening to the chirping of cicadas outside the building, I found it unexpectedly pleasing to the eye.

But when she glanced sideways, she saw Long Heyi looking at her from afar with an ambiguous smile.

A basin of cold water suddenly extinguished the fire burning in her heart, and the bruise on her head began to hurt slightly.

She knew this woman.

She had never beaten her herself, but just stood by and watched her curled up on the ground in pain like a spectator.

But the girl knew that hidden beneath her smiling face was a heart that was several times uglier than that of the others.

She always puts herself in the highest position and looks at everyone in the campus with the highest attitude, but on the surface she appears to be approachable. Only in the dead of night will she show her fangs, and without anyone knowing, inject the most evil and dark venom into other people's bodies. After that, she can still laugh and watch you rolling on the ground in pain.

The girl's body was trembling slightly, and she subconsciously wanted to block Xia Xiu's figure, not wanting him to attract their attention.

Otherwise, he would suffer the same treatment as her, being swallowed by the abyss, unable to break free, and could only lick his wounds helplessly below.

But I soon realized that this was useless. This angle couldn't hide his whole face, and there was that person's spy in the class, so I couldn't hide it...

"Class is about to start, so I'll go back to the classroom first. See you at noon then."

She said this, wanting to quickly end the current topic.