Interaction rules for sick girls

"Row."

Xia Xiu smiled, shared some of the dishes in his hand with the girl, and stood side by side with her at the sink, rinsing the dishes.

"Hey, Xia Xiu..."

The girl tugged at the corner of his clothes with her wet fingers.

"Ok?"

"Will you always stay with me?"

She asked this, her thin body seeming to tremble slightly in the cold wind.

"Yes, what nonsense are you talking about."

A big hand fell from the top of her head, wetting the girl's messy hair.

Chapter 238 Clouds

What is daily life?

Xia Xiu had thought about many boring questions like this: what is considered daily and what is considered extraordinary? For example, the big and small events that Xia Xiu had experienced some time ago seemed to be classified as daily, including his childhood experiences.

Life is a daily routine, whether it is good or bad, happy or unhappy, strange or not, it is all part of life. Even if an alien appears to Xia Xiu now, Xia Xiu will probably show the other party our beautiful earth's quintessence in a friendly way. Of course, if the alien is a beautiful and sweet girl, then it's fine.

After all, Xia Xiu himself didn't know why he was able to be reborn. Logically, such a good thing should not fall upon someone like him.

The Bible seems to have said that people who commit suicide cannot be forgiven by God, and will most likely go to the so-called unknown hell to accept the 18 kinds of torture in hell for atonement.

But the good thing is that he doesn't believe in God or gods. He only trusts himself and is a sophisticated egoist.

So he could agree with the point in the text message he received that day that said he was selfish.

They had a very ordinary dinner, and the atmosphere was the same as at noon. It seemed that everyone had become very sensible and would not cause him any worries. However, Xia Xiu actually knew that these were not their inner natures. Just like the icebergs floating in the Arctic Ocean, their volume above the sea was always only a few tenths of that below the water.

The ego and subconscious hidden in their hearts seem to be thinking about something strange.

But the biggest difference between humans and beasts is that humans know how to restrain themselves and suppress the beast instincts within their bodies. But if they suppress it for too long, problems will eventually arise.

After Xia Xiu finished the last grain of rice in his bowl, he got up and went to the kitchen. His departure seemed to break the tenuous balance in the room.

Xiaoyu, who was diligently drinking millet porridge with pickles, stopped eating. She didn't really like porridge. Fan Yanke, who was chewing meat in small bites, stopped chewing. She didn't really have much appetite.

Only Jiang Chuchu, who seemed to be innocent and heartless, continued to eat. Nothing was more important than eating. If there was, it was about Xia Xiu. What did it have to do with the two scumbag women wasting food at the table? Anyway, she was just a simple, cute and innocent little Chuchu. After thinking, she didn't forget to pick up a piece of fat meat and feed it to the little Xiu dog spinning under the table. I don't know if it was her illusion, but it seemed that Xiu dog was thinner than when he first came.

After Xia Xiu came back after putting away the dishes, the girls returned to normal, and each of them tried hard to eat. They all seemed to have a good appetite, because they all knew that the host of this meal had worked very hard to prepare it for them.

The reason why most people can suppress their bestial instincts without collapsing is that the human body has its own self-defense instinct.

Repression, projection, denial, regression, sublimation, rationalization and a host of other mechanisms can keep the human body in a state of balance.

But the human body is mysterious, and it is very easy to get stuck in a dead end and never get out.

Xia Xiu looked at the three people who were eating quietly at the table. How many of them relied on him to relieve the pressure in their hearts?

He shook his head involuntarily. It felt a bit too narcissistic to think this way. He, Xia, was not a powerful person.

After dinner, Jiang Chuchu took the initiative to ask Ying to wash the dishes, which made Xia Xiu feel a lot happier.

The happiest thing for a house husband is that after working hard to cook a meal, someone can clean up the mess on the table and wash the dishes, and he can naturally sit on the sofa, cross his legs, and wait for the passing of sage time.

He helped Xiaoyu into the room. In order to prevent her from getting bored, Xia Xiu turned on Himalaya Radio. The people on the radio were much better at storytelling than Xia Xiu himself.

When Xia Xiu came out, he and Fan Yanke were the only ones left in the living room.

"Let me make it clear first, you can't stay here tonight."

Xia Xiu had already taken precautions right from the start.

"So Xia Xiu, do you hate me so much?"

The girl lowered her head, her shoulders trembling slightly, and tears seemed to be glistening in the corners of her eyes.

?

Xia Xiu was puzzled. She was crying like this? Was she so fragile?

"Of course I don't hate it, but I'm worried that if a girl like you spends the night outside, your family will be worried."

Xia Xiu sat next to her and took a closer look, only to find that the girl, who was lowering her head, had a smile on her lips. Only then did he realize that he had been fooled.

"Haha, Xia Xiu, you are the best to me."

She rushed forward, and since Xia Xiu was a boy after all, of course he was not knocked down by her. It was just a simple hug, but this hug was a little bit improper.

Xia Xiu didn't say anything and lay on the sofa. The girl's head rested on his shoulder. He felt his heart beating a little faster, so he turned his face away calmly, because the girl with her head tilted was looking at him with burning eyes, which made him feel a little guilty.

Mr. Xia's heart beat faster.

He knew what she was expecting, and she also knew that he knew what she wanted. Her little hands were restlessly buttoning her skirt, and the small holes on the lace edge showed the owner's nervousness.

But Xia Xiu didn't react at all. Even though the girl was ready and closed her eyes, Xia Xiu didn't dare to attack.

Standing at the kitchen door, a small eye was watching the scene on the sofa, holding a freshly washed small porcelain bowl in her hand. She tilted her head, and the bowl in her hand swayed, as if planning to break at a good moment to sacrifice heroically for its master.

"If you want to sleep, why don't you lie down and take a nap?"

Xia Xiu patted his knees, indicating that the other party could lie on them for a while.

The girl opened her eyes and obediently lay on his legs, then closed her eyes, turned over, and enjoyed Xia Xiu's finger massage, which kept moving back and forth between her hair, and she soon breathed steadily under the snoring.

The scene seemed to have returned to normal. The girl at the kitchen door went back into the room, standing on a small stool and carefully scrubbing the small bowl in her hands.

ah~

Xia Xiu sighed slightly. What he noticed was the lonely expression and tears in the corners of the girl's eyes when she turned around just now. This didn't seem to be a performance.

Xiaoke, Xiaoke, it’s not possible now…

He continued to massage the girl's scalp. After staying up late for a long time, she must have lost a lot of hair, right?

He removed the large pieces of dandruff between the hair bit by bit, with gentle movements, not wanting to disturb the face of the sleeping girl.

If you keep staying up late like this, your body will eventually become damaged.

Xia Xiu smiled helplessly, then after confirming that the girl was sleeping soundly, he secretly kissed her on the forehead.

Gently, just as he came gently, he also wanted to bring a cloud with him.

Chapter 239 His Thoughts

Then time passed quickly and it was already late. He gently woke up the girl and prepared to send her home.

The two of them walked in the streets and alleys, their strolling style was like a quiet pair of lovers, not talking or chatting, just approaching each other naturally. The girl tilted her head and kicked the stones on the roadside with her jumping steps. The boy slowed down and matched the girl's pace, always protecting her behind her.

What is liking? What is love?

This is something that has been difficult to interpret and prove since ancient times.

Many words in the world are difficult to define, such as Xia Xiu’s favorite word “yandere”, which has no commonly accepted definition.

Does a yandere have to kill people?

Does a yandere necessarily go crazy when seeing the person they love with someone of the opposite sex?

Losing your mind?

Sacrifice everything?

These seem to be the common views. If only this can be considered a yandere, then what about the others who are completely devoted to you? Love-brained?

A stimulated yandere will definitely do something irrational, but this feeling threshold will only increase with one stimulation after another, and in the end, perhaps he or she will get used to this stimulation.

After that, will I become less crazy and more delicate?

Don’t think that the so-called “yandere” is a continuous state. It is just a temporary buff that appears under certain circumstances, because the human body cannot withstand that extreme threshold for a long time. If you have this buff for a long time, the body will collapse first, and then the mind will collapse, and then it will break down, and then do things that destroy the world or destroy others, which is the so-called bad end.

Yandere is a kind of disease, an intermittent psychological disease caused by a certain emotion that cannot be satisfied for a long time. This condition is not much different from the psychological diseases such as perverted murderers that appear in newspaper news in society, but the yandere gets the tenderness and compassion from the host, a beautiful girl or a handsome boy, and is given the beautiful name of "yandere".

This is just like how everyone would admire the chivalrous knights in ancient times who were brave and righteous. But no matter what, the nature of those knights who committed murder and robbery has not changed, and the fact that they would endanger social public order has not changed.

Looking at the girl in front of him who was moving step by step, Xia Xiu couldn't help but ask himself, does he like the kind of yandere who has been cured or the kind of original yandere who has not been cured and whose behavior is unpredictable?

He didn't know that sometimes it is difficult for people to know what they are thinking in their hearts. Maybe he just wanted to experience the process of slowly healing a blackened, emotionally out-of-control yandere girl, and finally see what the cured yandere girl would look like?

Will I like him more?

Or become a normal person, walk through the prosperity of the world, and never look down on some boring and ordinary boy in a small country town again?

He seemed to be so interested in the answer to this question that he could ignore all the boring and uninteresting things in the world, as well as his boring self.

Even though he knew that there were great risks in doing so, there are many cases in the mobile phone news now, such as "A school dropout worked to support his beloved girlfriend's tuition for four years, but was cruelly divorced after that" and "A boy spent all his money to cure his wife's cancer, but was given a divorce agreement."

Because people will eventually change, be blinded by the world, lose their hearts because of money, and have the daily necessities of life consume the affection in their hearts.

The innocent girl in front of him walked and hummed a happy tune. From time to time, she came back to him and rubbed his arm with her shoulder, as if hoping that this way could convey some warmth.

One year later, two years later, five years later, ten years later...

Will these remain unchanged?

Xiaoyu, Chuchu, Xiaoke, will these things surrounding him gradually drift away because of distance, estrangement, and a worn-out heart?

Xia Xiu smiled and said, who knows? Who can predict the future? Isn’t it better to just do well now?

He knocked the silly girl on the head because she was jumping around and was almost tripped by a stupid stone.

"Walk carefully. Hasn't that stone learned its lesson yet?"

"≥﹏≤You should blame the stone first. It's obviously its fault for staying there. If it had moved a few meters to the side and walked into the bushes, wouldn't it and I be able to live in peace?"

She covered her head and said with a smile.

She seems to be like this, she likes to fall into the same pit several times, and then she likes to be stubborn and unwilling to admit it.

"Ah, yes, yes."

Xia Xiu said as he quickly sent the girl to her doorstep.

"You don't want to invite me up to sit?"

I remember that since the last time, the silly girl was reluctant to invite him up.

"Next time, it seems like we have guests at home, so it's not convenient. Next time, I'll take you to experience my bed. It's quite big!"

The girl put her hands behind her back and kicked pebbles with her feet. She seemed to like the clacking sound.

She didn't seem to be in a hurry to go up. Even if they couldn't find a place to sit down, the two of them stood there, basking in the moonlight. From time to time, a few small insects flew past their eyes. Even if there was no sweet talk, it seemed like a strange kind of romance.

But Xia Xiu always likes to break the romance when things like this happen.

"Then if you're alright, hurry up and go up. It's windy down there, and you'll catch a cold if you're not careful."

The girl glared at the unromantic Mu Mu with resentment, then looked back every few steps with reluctance at the figure still standing in the corridor. Occasionally, she poked her little head out from the stage above her head, and only went upstairs with peace of mind when she saw that the figure was still there on the ground.

Xia Xiu waved his hand towards the upstairs. The girl's actions had become more and more bold. She had gradually transformed from being cautious to being thick-skinned. There was no concealment of the little thoughts in some of her actions. The burning emotion in her eyes sometimes made him look away, not daring to look her in the face.

Well, these things don’t really matter, he thought.

He looked down at his phone and saw a message from Jiang Yuyan, asking him to meet her tomorrow.

He shrugged his shoulders, then turned and walked into the night, hiding in the streets and alleys of all sizes. The darkness inside was just like this small town, with no light visible.

He thought, maybe he would live in such a small town in the future?

Chapter 240 Coincidence (V)

In the blink of an eye, a few days passed, and Xia Xiu lived a very leisurely life.

Usually I just lie on the sofa or read a book on the recliner. The biggest exercise I do is probably going to the supermarket to buy vegetables and daily necessities.

Xia Xiu didn't have much thought about going out for exercise. Compared to going out to play, he might rather stay in the room and daydream.

You may not be able to have fun to your heart's content when you go out to play. After spending a lot of money on food and drinks, you still feel a sense of emptiness when you get home. The feeling lingers in your heart for a long time and makes you very melancholy.

It is undoubtedly disappointing to go out for a trip but not be able to draw any highlights from the trip.