The crazy look almost made the supermarket staff think that he was here to rob.

Fortunately, this is not a foreign supermarket, and it is quite rare to find free shopping.

Tang Tang knew that she seemed to have encountered something very serious, and that dormitory might be her strongest fortress.

But in order to survive in the fortress, necessary supplies are indispensable.

Tang Tang didn't return to the dormitory until she could hardly carry the things she bought.

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Saipan had a dream.

It's about a young girl who dreams of becoming a king.

The trained knight girl pulls out the sword from the stone and then becomes the much-anticipated knight king.

A dream in which one goes through countless wars, big and small, defends one's country, is betrayed by the people behind him, and is stabbed to death by one's own daughter on the battlefield.

This dream woke Saipan up.

This dream is a real nightmare for Saipan.

The dreaming time was extremely short, and Tang Tang had not returned to the dormitory yet.

Saipan rushed into the bathroom like crazy and looked at the mirror on the sink.

Blonde hair, green eyes, petite figure.

Saipan tied his hair up at the back and braided it into a small pigtail.

When he saw the portrait that appeared before him, Saipan took a step back in horror.

She seemed to understand who she was.

Saipan...Saipan...Saipan...Saber...

This kind of thing... How could it be possible... How could this kind of thing be possible... It can't be! It can't be possible!

Saipan covered his head in horror.

The Knight King of Britain from the Type-Moon world "Fate Stay Night", Saber (Sword) class Altria Pendragon.

But how is something like this possible?

Are you a character in an animation?

This is unreasonable...

After knowing his identity, Saipan did not feel any joy.

But just, fear, deep fear.

When he was young, Saipan indeed looked up to the Knight King and wanted to become someone like him.

But she would never think about becoming the Knight King.

It's not that I don't want to shoulder the responsibility of the Knight King, nor is it that I don't want to protect my hometown.

I just don’t want to become someone else that I don’t even know.

Why, why...why did I become a character in an anime...

Or why was I taken out of the anime...

I can’t figure it out… I can’t figure it out… Hahaha… I can’t figure it out…

I feel dizzy... I want to vomit...

The king that he had always admired, King Arthur, was actually a girl.

It’s actually a girl…hahahaha…

How can a girl become King Arthur... No way... It's absolutely impossible!

For a moment, Saipan couldn't tell the difference between reality and fantasy.

It's not the feeling of emptiness that comes from being immersed in the virtual world for a long time and then suddenly being pulled out of it.

But it is true that I cannot distinguish the boundary between reality and illusion.

There are countless thoughts and countless questions in my mind.

Why am I here? Who am I? What should I do?

Am I Saipan or King Arthur? Is someone like me really the majestic King Arthur?

But I don’t want to be King Arthur... I am myself, I am Saipan Britain!

If I become King Arthur, will my personality, my "Saipan", die?

She took out her cell phone from her pocket with trembling hands, but her shaking hands made it impossible for her to make a call, let alone pick up the phone.

The phone fell to the ground with a "bang". Saiban tried several times to pick up the phone, but in the end it fell to the ground with his hands shaking like a sieve.

New cracks kept appearing on the mobile phone she bought while working part-time, just like her heart, which was constantly cracked as if it was being hit by a sledgehammer.

In the end, Saipan gave up the idea of ​​trying to retrieve the phone and instead called the number again.

The call was answered.

"I... Boss... I... Who am I?"

Chapter 268 You are Li Huowang

"You are Li Huowang."

"Ah?" The sudden answer brought so much surprise that countless question marks in Saipan's mind came together.

It became the only one, and a big character "?" appeared in my heart.

It was not until a long, long time later that Saipan came to his senses.

To be precise, it was not Saipan who came to her senses, but the voice of the man on the other end of the phone that reminded her.

“The phone bills are very expensive, and it will be a long time before I can pay you.

"Until then, remember to save your money. If you don't want to talk, just hang up."

Indeed, Saipan had to admit that she had no other source of income, her own money...

Before the philosophical question of "Who am I", there is another more realistic and urgent question: "I have no money."

"Who am I?" Saipan asked, "That dream..."

"Don't you know who you are?" the other party asked back.

Yes...I should have known it clearly...I should have known it clearly.

Saipan thought that the other party was talking about himself, that he was Altria in the animation world.

I am Altria...

But why do I feel so unwilling in my heart?

Liking a character and enjoying cosplaying her doesn’t necessarily mean you want to be her.

I don't want to be replaced by her consciousness, and I don't want her to use my body to enjoy everything that I should enjoy.

Eat things you don’t want to eat and have a relationship you don’t want to have.

What I hate is not actually that I hate becoming this character.

What I really hate... what I hate... what I fear... what I am terrified of...

What I refuse to realize is...

His own consciousness, this personality called Saipan Britain, his own consciousness, was killed.

I am just afraid of death, terrified of death.

Fearful, silent death.

It is clear that his other identity is the world-famous hero King Arthur.

But I am so afraid of death and don't want to accept that identity.

I don't want my humanity to be completely worn away by that consciousness.

The shadow that I admired in my youth has now become a deep nightmare that oppresses me.

It's as ridiculous as Ye Gong's love of dragons, but I can't laugh at myself.

Because... myself... because of myself...

Want to live.

I want to taste more delicious food and have a thrilling love affair.

I want to play a script-killing game with my friends in the afternoon, and I want to pet more kittens and small animals.

I am not King Arthur, I am a living person.

Not the puppet corrupted by ideals.

Myself, myself... am also a human being!

I am Saipan Britain! Not King Arthur.

I absolutely don't want to become King Arthur!

"……me……"

"You don't want to be that King Arthur, do you?"

"boss……"

"If you don't want to be it, then don't be it. These things are all up to you to decide.

"Anyway, just know who you are.

"I don't care who you are, just remember to come to work tomorrow. Tomorrow is Monday."

The capitalist-like remarks calmed down Saipan who was struggling inside.

"I want to ask...I...exactly...you..." The questions in Saipan's mind were tangled together, just like the balls of wool that his grandma used to knit sweaters when he was a child, all tangled together, and he couldn't find where the starting point was, nor which side was the question he wanted to ask, nor did he know which side was the answer he wanted.

"I'm just giving you a chance." But the boss on the other end of the phone gave a definite answer, which made Saipan realize that the other party was not really reading her mind, because she herself could feel the chaos in her heart.

“It wasn’t something I had to do at the time.

"You found me and wanted me to give you a chance."

"We... the other person is... Shirou Emiya, right?" If Saipan could think of someone close to the original Altria, it would undoubtedly be Shirou Emiya, the protagonist of the FSN series. Adding to that the voice he heard at the door and the weapons he saw, "He asked you to do this, right?"

Saipan probably guessed what was happening to him.

That Emiya Shirou brought his "original self" to the man on the other end of the phone.

Then, by fulfilling some requirement, I became Saipan Britain and gave birth to my current personality.

Saipan thought that this was Emiya Shirou's request and she definitely didn't want to end up in this situation because of her own desires.

I definitely don't want to be the one planning for myself and causing things to turn out like this.

People will subconsciously blame their mistakes on others and don't want to feel guilty at any time.

In some sense, humans are born to hurt other humans.

"If you want to say that he asked for it... not really.

“You asked for it yourself.

“You yourself want so-called salvation.

"So, I'll make a deal with you.

"You want to save your homeland, Britain, but the Holy Grail cannot fulfill your wish.

"So you want me to save your homeland, Britain. I am willing to step down from the throne of Heroic Spirit for this.

“Be a fussy little girl.

“You really get all the good stuff.

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