Or maybe I hope that being deceived by a fraud organization will allow me to die with them with a clear conscience.
I particularly like "Legend of Card Fighting" and long for a duel where one's life is at stake.
Walking on the shopping mall floors, I wanted to jump off the escalator and die, but I was afraid of causing trouble to others so I walked as close to the inside as possible.
I didn't commit suicide because I was afraid of making my family sad, but I was extremely annoyed by every moment at home and every word from my family.
I look forward to death, but I will not commit suicide rashly. I wrote this pen name only after I understood the statute of limitations for insurance and the amount I have to pay every day.
Can't tell which side is the real human nature.
No matter what, we have tried very hard to survive in this world, but now we can't feel any proof of living in this world.
I have never done anything bad. At most, I slept in class, stole popping candies from the canteen when I was a kid, or threw garbage at neighbors who didn't let me use my cell phone.
It seemed that I had done the worst and most unforgivable thing again, hurting the hearts of many people, including those who cared about me the most.
The broken heart tries to help others as much as possible, but the clown doctor's problem is more serious than any one person.
I hope that when I die, I can still be considered a human being.
So I left them my phone number and told them to come to me whenever they wanted to play any game.
I myself have no idea of my sleeping time, because I accidentally lost him, and I have no way to sleep at all. Every time I faint on the bed.
It's been two all nights.
Then I woke up very early the next day with a painful brain and a thin consciousness, and I couldn't fall asleep again.
In this case, I gave them a phone so they could come to me anytime they wanted to play, even if I was sleeping.
If only I could stay alive. If only I could wait until he comes.
Here, I hope everyone will not do something that they will regret because of impulsiveness. If it is a misunderstanding, clarify the misunderstanding and communicate well. Communication and respect are the solutions to most problems. And some people are really missed once they are missed.
No matter what, you must be courageous. Otherwise, if you miss it, it will lead to the worst result.
I have always lived with imperfections, but I don’t want others to live with imperfections.
Don't give this book any tips or recommendations. Keep the money for yourself and your family to live a better life. I'm sorry that I can't refund the previous tips because I can't afford them. Please use your recommendations for other books you like.
Even I don't know how long I can hold on. So I didn't ask for any recommendations this week.
I didn't want to disturb him or cause him any trouble, so I didn't say his name. I also don't know if he can read what I said.
It was not until the very end that I dared to express all my feelings out loud.
Even now, I am still waiting for him. Waiting for him to save me. I think, even to the end, I will keep waiting for him.
And there is no way I can fall in love with anyone other than him.
Sorry, I lost you accidentally.
I took a look and there are still a lot of recommendation votes in the background.
In fact, the performance of any book I have written before has never been better than this one. Even if we don’t talk about what happened in the previous chapter, getting over 200 recommendations a day is my best result.
I even wrote stand-alone books on Hedgehog Cat for a long time.
But today this book doesn't require a ticket.
I didn't originally need to write this chapter as I was working on other updates, and no one came to play mahjong today, but I'll do it now even if it's for the sake of those who helped me before.
If you want to use up your recommendation votes, let me recommend some books.
They were all my former friends, but due to my personal problems, I quit the Internet and said goodbye to everyone one by one.
So if anyone goes from my side to there, just don’t say it’s my PY.
I really know a lot of author friends, including quite a few big names, but I was able to blend in among them and achieve the lowest grades.
If this book had been recommended by their PY, it would have been easy for it to make the list.
Since I haven't been back for a long time, I can only look for them one by one in the recommended places of Hedgehog Cat.
Many books can be found in the good recommendations on the homepage.
The first one is "I am a former civilized hero" by Sha Luo Shuang Shu. Actually, I am not very familiar with Shuang Shu, but I have also gone through PY and have talked to him.
Then there was Liugu’s “Genshin Impact, Raiden Zhen joined the chat group”. Liugu is always traveling, but he was not there when I was in Zhejiang, so we never met.
Yueming AND Qiuye's "The Great Sword Starting from Healing", I feel that my image in Qiuye's eyes must be very wrong. He always thinks that I am some big shot who just got into the crowd by luck. Qiuye is a very hard-working author. He slowly started writing the previous "The Fairy Inuyasha" which had been discontinued for a long time without any payment. He always asks me for PY, who has poor grades, but I always forget. Obviously, painful things can be remembered in detail, but beautiful things are hard to remember. I can remember things like the toys I bought on the first day of kindergarten were thrown on the ground, but I can't remember PY for others.
I have a good memory, and all my misfortunes come from it.
So I really shouldn't read the posts, they always irritate me. Some readers wished me good morning, good afternoon, and good evening. But I actually said that to him before when I broke up with that person. And the territory. I also saw this good morning, good afternoon, and good evening when I was aimlessly browsing P station before. The P host's name is RIver, and I remember it very clearly.
Then there was "Reincarnation NPC, But Arknights" in which Luo Tianyi catches ghosts. Our relationship was okay at the beginning, but later it became not so good because of some things. However, I failed with him at the beginning, but later he took off.
Then there was the lazy Yang Tao's "Answer the Quiz! Kiana!" I was always the worst at playing games, and after I lost interest in the game, it was Yang Tao who took my place and was beaten by everyone every day.
Then there is Tutu’s “There is a Big Problem with the Evolution of My Pet”. Tutu is actually quite abstract.
Speaking of rabbits, we can’t avoid Kensha Sakura’s “Is It Wrong to Want to Marry a Weapon?”
But actually I am quite afraid of them.
Another person I’m quite afraid of is Yujie Guiyuantianxiadi’s “I Loaded the Honkai Simulator”, which is a new book that I just discovered today.
But in fact, all three of them are pretty good. Kensho Sakura told me how to fight for the boss. My sister-in-law helped me find an artist to draw the picture.
Same, there are flaws.
Wuyan Kule's "My Girlfriend Is Not As Cute As I Am", Wuyan Shen is very easy to talk to, you can get PY if you ask him for it. This book is now 40% off.
"Kill me a few more times and I'll be invincible" by the Keyboard King. I was having dinner with him at the time and wanted to split the bill but ended up having no money at all.
Hong Ge's "Chat Group, Can I See Their Surplus Value?!" We also had meals together and opened a cattery, but I never touched his cats.
We had dinner together at that time in "Lucky Billion Players, Have You Ever Seen It?" by Lin Yuan Bu Xian Yu.
In fact, there was another author who was supposed to have dinner with me, Qingfeng's Suoyue's "Journey with Kancolle", but he went back first.
Then when the four of us were eating, there was another problem with the fire extinguisher and lemon tea on the table.
It was Bei Mo Da's "Editorial Revealed, List of Top Ten Popular Movies of Honkai Impact 3rd". Before coming back, I went to see the sea with him. When we got to the beach, we found that the sea was not as blue as we imagined, with blue sky and golden sand. It was crowded with people, and the fees were very expensive. When I was walking on the beach, my slippers broke.
Bai Jiadihuang's "In the Immortal World, the Yellow Hair is Me!" is the only one who remembered that my birthday was on August 6 and sent me a blessing. He also sent me a box of cards, and the cards in the box almost paid for themselves. When I wrote this, I had to renew my subscription to NetEase Cloud and the NetEase Cloud VIP I borrowed from him was terminated.
Ye Lai Feng Ye Yi Ming Lang's "I Became a God" is the only friend I can tell my past experiences to. He is also the only friend I use on QQ now.
Zhebang, who eats egg tarts, was originally an author, but later he became an up-loader of Three Kingdoms Killing on B-station. At first, I hated him because he looked very similar to someone, but later he helped me first and I regarded him as a friend. I also felt very guilty about this, so I told him about it before I quit the Internet. Then he thought I was going to commit suicide and told everyone about it, so I was woken up by a phone call the next morning. But it shouldn't be bad.
"Aid VS Caesar" by the B station up master, the great devil A-Mei, is a friend I made the last time I played Yu-Gi-Oh. As mentioned in the previous chapter, he used Cyber Dragon VS Destiny Hero. G1 won very coolly, and G2 and G3 were still the same luck as before, with very bad hand jams. I told him that the hero would definitely win. But I didn't actually say that I didn't belong to the hero's side. When I stayed at home, even my own brother wanted to abuse me. Yes, I always expected the hero to win.
Many of my author friends can’t recognize the vests, or they have gone to the right place.
The remaining three books are those written by Dianniang that touched me deeply.
I'm the right path to read After Deep Sleep, but I actually recommend Staring into the Abyss before the revision, which was the only profound article I read when I lost my spiritual support. The rest of the time, I read Dragon King's Son-in-law, which made me feel that there's nothing wrong with being a mental patient.
Qingshan Quzui's "Losing Money to Be the Richest Man from Games" is the only book I followed before, but later I didn't because I had no money and was impatient. I read it twice and was deeply moved each time, thinking that this book could be written like this. I have also read Qingjie's previous books and thought they were very good. But I haven't read any of the books after "Losing Money to Be the Richest Man". I once lamented to my friends that "Losing Money to Be the Richest Man" is really a good book.
The last one is "I Created the Myth of the Old Ones" by Golden Dreamland. This book touched me the most. It taught me what to do in a world that I think is fake, and to try to pay attention to the people around me. This book gave me a lot of courage. Although I was able to get it back in the end.
I haven't subscribed to all three books, but I really want to support genuine products. It's just that I really don't have money at the moment.
These are the works I recommend to everyone. Please don't give me recommendation votes or anything like that. Go read the books you like and give them to them.
Also, don’t say I recommended it.
I'm sorry for venting a lot of negative emotions to you all. When you read a book, you are actually reading the work, not the author's personal opinions.
Being pitiful is not a reason to support an author. The reason to support an author is always the excellent quality of his works and his sincere heart.
I said those things before, not because I want readers to pity me. I just don't want anyone to become like me. In fact, I was prepared to be scolded before I said those things. In other words, I hope to be scolded for gaining sympathy, so that there won't be so many fake jade syndrome. But I am also worried that it will really hurt such people.
Therefore, I don’t need your comfort.
By the way, finally I would like to recommend “Legend of Card Fighting”. Whether it is an old movie, an animation, or a Japanese drama, they are all very good works.
If there is any encouragement for everyone to pursue happiness, it must be found in the myth of the Old Ones.
I just need to know that everyone is doing well. Or rather, I hate being comforted. To work hard is the best support for me.
Finally, as an apology for venting these emotions, I'd like to post some of my saved drafts.
Chapter 37 Shut up! I get annoyed when I hear girls quarreling!
"Hinata, how come after a night, you are completely different from the one I saw yesterday.
"Did anything happen yesterday that made you happy?"
A beautiful blonde girl sat at the table next to Hinata Hajime.
Hinata Hajime, who was eating his lunch box, turned around and looked at her.
"You've been looking at the undergraduate area, aren't your friends there?
"Though I haven't either."
"This is exactly what you said yesterday." Hinata Hajime complained.
This blonde girl transferred to the preparatory department yesterday. Her first words were: "I don't know why I'm being treated like trash like you guys, but for the time being, please give me some advice."
This sentence caused the blonde girl to have the worst popularity in the class, with Hinata narrowly losing to second place.
The reason why Hinata is not popular in this class is that he finds it difficult to get along with others. At the same time, he did not pay a lot of money to enter the preparatory department, but was selected to participate in a program.
"But I'm also speaking the truth." She patted her chest, "After all, I'm a super high school level sister."
"Ok?"
"You know it, the designated gang with more than 30,000 members, the Kuzuryu-gumi."
"The Nine-Headed Dragon Group, that's it?"
"Well, the Kuzuryugumi is my hometown." The blonde girl nodded and said with longing, "And my brother, who inherited the mantle as the heir, is also a super high school level gangster."
"Yeah." Hinata Hajime replied calmly.
"What's with that attitude of yours? Don't you believe this?" Seeing Hinata not caring at all, the blonde girl said unhappily.
"It's because of different perspectives. It's hard for me to be associated with such an organization, isn't it?" Hinata Hajime spoke the truth, but very cleverly. In his eyes, that kind of violent organization composed of ordinary people is totally not worth mentioning.
"Is that so... In this case, I can't blame you. With such a powerful brother, I am naturally a super high school level sister."
"But your talent wasn't discovered by your undergraduate studies, was it?"
"I just haven't been discovered yet, and I can't confirm that I don't have talent! Unlike people like you! You can give up."
Hinata Hajime subconsciously glanced at a silver box at his feet.
The turbulent heart calmed down at that moment.
"I'm different from those guys. I'm determined to get into college no matter what."
As if he had thought of something, he said happily.
“It seems that as long as there are vacancies in the undergraduate program, there will be supplementary admission.
"Like the super annoying freckled girl or something."
Before Hinata Hajime could say anything, a hand slammed on the table next to him. It was a gloomy girl with seaweed hair.
"Cai Zhai, you are not planning something weird again, are you?" the seaweed-haired girl asked.
"Hey, isn't this Sato? Long time no see~ What's going on? Did you overhear?" Kuzuryu Nazhai said with a smile.
"Enough, answer me!" said the girl called Sato angrily.
"Do you know?"
"We just worked together in the photography club before, so we're not familiar with each other." Jiuzuryu replied.
"You are not allowed to attack Mahiru, otherwise, I will never let you go!"
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