After reincarnation, the girl traveled through thousands of worlds to make up for her mistakes

"But, but why does it have to be Yaoyao who donates the bone marrow? Why does it have to be Yaoyao? Why does she have to have a heart attack during the bone marrow transplant?"

"Why is it such a coincidence..."

Su Bingyan stared blankly at the little person on the hospital bed, as if everything around her was fake, just a dream from which she had not yet awakened.

Just when he was about to reach out and touch Yaoyao's face, Su Bingyan was suddenly awakened by the sound of quarreling outside the door.

"Get out! All of you, get out! You made my daughter look like this and you dare to come and harass my daughter! Get out now."

Su Bingyan turned around and saw Mother Bai walk into the ward and close the door heavily.

Mother Bai is no longer as radiant as she used to be. Her once tight skin is now covered with wrinkles, and her eyes and eyebrows are red. It seems that she has cried a lot during this period of time.

Not only that, Su Bingyan was also shocked to find that Bai's mother's originally shiny black hair was actually graying at the temples, with black mixed in with the white, and her whole spirit and energy were gone.

"Yan Yan?"

After closing the ward, Bai Manzhu turned around and met Su Bingyan's eyes. She should have been angry when she saw the 'culprit', but she just sighed, then sat down on the other side of the bed with a sad face, reached out her hand to gently tidy up the snow-white bedding, and combed Yaoyao's hair that was blown by the breeze.

"Auntie, I'm sorry..."

Looking at the haggard Aunt Bai, Su Bingyan's eyes unconsciously turned red.

"You-forget it."

Bai Manzhu's eyes were still locked on Yaoyao: "I was the one who signed the bone marrow letter of intent, so it's not your fault."

Su Bingyan wanted to say some more words of apology, but when they came to her lips, she couldn't say them. Yaoyao had become like this, what was the point of saying any more nice words?

Both of them were silent, and the entire ward became unusually quiet.

"Is there any possibility that Yaoyao will wake up?" Su Bingyan asked softly.

"do not know."

Bai Manzhu shook her head and said calmly, "Maybe he will wake up tomorrow, or maybe he will never wake up in his lifetime."

At this point, Bai Manzhu reached out and touched Yaoyao's warm face again, her eyes gradually softened: "Anyway, I will take care of Yaoyao until she wakes up."

"I can do it too!"

Su Bingyan blurted out the question conditionally, and Mother Bai did not respond.

Everyone can say nice things, but who can really do it? Anyway, Bai Manzhu doesn't believe that the apple of a wealthy family's eye would sacrifice her bright future to take care of Yaoyao.

"I will definitely do it."

Su Bingyan muttered to himself, then looked at Yaoyao's quiet and cute face, and a deep sadness slowly rose in his heart.

We agreed that when she comes out safe and sound, you would hug her and kiss her, so why are you lying down instead?

She also wanted to travel with Yaoyao and go to college together.

He also wanted to help Yaoyao fulfill her wish - to eat all the delicacies in the world, but now he has to save her...

The depression and sadness in my heart linger and continue to grow inside.

"By the way, here is a letter Yaoyao wrote to you."

I don’t know what she was thinking about, but Bai Manzhu stood up and took out an envelope from the locker. In today’s society, this kind of thing has almost disappeared.

"envelope?"

"Ah."

Bai Manzhu was a little absent-minded: "Yaoyao said she was afraid of accidents, so she wrote a letter."

"Does that mean Yaoyao knows the risks of bone marrow transplantation?"

Su Bingyan suddenly felt that the light envelope in his hand was as heavy as a thousand pounds.

"At that time, I was very determined and did not agree to undergo a bone marrow transplant."

Bai Manzhu's tone was full of regret: "It was Yaoyao who insisted on donating, so I had no choice but to agree. If I had known it would be like this, I should have locked Yaoyao up and not let her donate the bone marrow no matter what."

After she finished speaking, her eyes focused on the little man on the bed.

Faced with Aunt Bai's very sharp words, Su Bingyan did not feel any aversion, but only felt indescribably touched for Yaoyao.

"I will do my best to wake Yaoyao up."

Chapter 3 (Part ) (k)

Later, at Su Bingyan's strong request, her ward was set up in the same room as Yaoyao's. Just like when she was seriously ill, she stayed by Bai Yaoyao's side. Although Bai Manzhu didn't say anything, her tone gradually softened and was not as intense as before, which was enough to show her attitude.

After all, her daughter has not died yet and there is still a possibility of saving her, so she still needs to rely on the resources of the Su family.

This is frustrating, but also a helpless move.

Looking at it from another perspective, she was tempted by the Su family's promise to cure her heart disease. She is not a very good saint and is one of the murderers who caused Yaoyao to become like this.

After moving to Yaoyao's ward, Su Bingyan sat next to Yaoyao and opened the envelope.

[Hello, Sister Bingbing. I believe that by the time you see this letter, your surgery has been very successful and you have recovered smoothly. Congratulations~]

The font on the envelope looked small and cute. It is said that one can tell a person by looking at the handwriting. Looking at the round small font and then at Yaoyao's cute little face beside him, Su Bingyan's mouth corners unconsciously rose slightly.

[But unfortunately, if Sister Bingbing really reads this letter I wrote, I might have an accident during the operation. But it doesn't matter, Sister Bingbing, don't blame yourself. Aunt Su and Mommy asked me a lot before the operation, and I also learned a lot. There is a high possibility of accidents during the operation, and I have been prepared for it.]

[But I think if you don't have the surgery, you will probably have an accident. The doctor said that the probability of you having an accident is more than 90%, while the probability of me having an accident is less than 20%. So it is most cost-effective for me to have the surgery. Don't you think so, Sister Bingbing? I didn't make any mistakes in the math this time. You can't say I'm stupid.]

When Su Bingyan saw this, she couldn't help but laugh and called him an idiot, but as she looked at Yaoyao lying on the hospital bed, tears started to flow as she laughed.

"You've always been pretty stupid. How can you measure this kind of thing with probability?"

[Sister Bingbing, donating bone marrow requires a strange injection. Every time I get it done, my whole body aches. It's so uncomfortable, but when I think of you vomiting blood and losing your hair, I don't feel any pain anymore.]

[Sister Bingbing, after the surgery and your illness is cured, you must take me out to eat delicious food to make it up to me. I can’t eat anything in the hospital, and the food smells terrible.]

[Sister Bingbing...]

The next several pages of letter paper were filled with Yaoyao's thoughts on what delicious food she wanted to eat and where she wanted to travel after the surgery. Every word was filled with expectations for the future.

Su Bingyan could even imagine the drooling look on Yaoyao's face when she wrote this letter through the cute handwriting on it.

…………

"Sister Bingbing, what do you think college is like?"

Bai Yaoyao wrote slowly on the envelope. This was a topic she had thought about carefully. She was afraid that after she left, Mrs. Su would have no desire to live, or would be pessimistic about the world, so she wrote such a letter.

She wanted Mrs. Su to live in this world on her behalf, and live well to see, see and enjoy this world.

…………

[If Sister Bingbing sees this letter, I hope she can help me see what college looks like. I heard that only smart people can go to college. Mommy always says that I can't get in. ]

[As for the tourist spots and beautiful things I listed, I carefully researched them. I had planned to complete them bit by bit after the surgery was successful. Now I can only let Sister Bingbing complete them for me. Sister Bingbing, you won’t refuse me, right? ]

"But you don't keep your promise to me. Should I agree or not?"

Su Bingyan reached out to wipe her tears, but she couldn't wipe them away and couldn't control her emotions at all.

[Oh, I really want to eat a lollipop. I haven’t eaten one for more than a week. And I have surgery tomorrow. I’m so nervous~]

Lollipop……

Su Bingyan looked at a huge lollipop bouquet placed at the head of the bed. The bouquet was made entirely of lollipops. It was based on the doctor's advice to place the patient's favorite items around, hoping that this would be effective.

"Yaoyao will definitely be very happy to see so many lollipops, but why doesn't she wake up?"

[Time flies so fast. The surgery will start in two hours.]

[Sister Bingbing, I remembered that you asked me what love is that day. Now I seem to understand a little bit. Love is for Aunt Su who tried so hard to save you. It is also the way Mommy stopped me from signing the donation intention letter. I asked Mommy, and she said that donating bone marrow to you like me is another kind of love.]

[It is called friendship love, but I don’t know what it means. 】

"Okay."

Bai Yaoyao watched the doctor and nurse who were already ready to put the finishing touches at the end of the letter: "The doctor is here. He's going to give me some sleeping pills. Bye."

"Remember, don't forget my wish. After you read this letter, you must help me realize it. Don't regret it!"

"Finally, you must live happily. After the operation is successful, you will still have my flesh and blood in your body, hehe."

…………

"Friendly love?"

Su Bingyan murmured to himself: "This is your answer, but it's not my answer."

In a trance, Su Bingyan thought of the conversation with her mother. Was she just lusting after Yaoyao's body?

Obviously, not really.

She likes the silly and clumsy little fool who never unwraps a lollipop but loves to eat it, and the cute little creature who makes her laugh from time to time, and who stays by her side in the ward when she is seriously ill, giving her the motivation to live...

She found her answer to love.

"But without you, Yaoyao, how can I live happily?"

Su Bingyan slowly put away the envelope and looked at the peaceful smile of the little man on the hospital bed in a daze, not knowing what he was thinking.

………………

"Pfft!"

Su Bingyan knelt in front of Bai Manzhu and kowtowed heavily: "Aunt Bai, if you don't mind, please recognize me as your goddaughter. I will take care of you in your old age."

Bai Manzhu looked up at Su Bingyan who was kneeling on the ground, and then looked at Su's father and mother behind him. It was obvious that this was their instruction.

She didn't say anything, but just looked away and continued to stare at her cute sleeping daughter.

After a while, Su Bingyan was still kneeling on the ground and couldn't get up. Bai Manzhu had no choice but to sigh and agree.

………………

"Yaoyao, you see, it only takes me less than a second to unwrap the lollipop."

Su Bingyan has changed into regular clothes. It is obvious that his illness has almost healed, without any side effects. The hair that he had lost due to chemotherapy has also begun to grow back slowly.

She was holding a lollipop in her hand. She pressed the body of the lollipop with one hand, then gently twisted it along the lines of the packaging, and the entire lollipop packaging loosened.

"Yaoyao, look, this is so simple. You don't have to keep chewing it anymore. You can peel it just like this."

Su Bingyan said softly and put the peeled lollipop into her mouth. It tasted sweet, but her heart was bitter.

Now it has been a month since Yaoyao became a vegetable. The doctor has concluded that there is no way to wake her up through medical means. The heart disease has been successfully cured with the latest technology, but the damaged brain tissue in her head has no treatment.

Waking up can only wait for a miracle.

The door was suddenly opened, Situ Lan rushed in, and she and Su Bingyan looked at each other.

"You're back?"

"Ah."

It was just a simple conversation and the whole room fell silent again. Situ Lan found a chair and sat down, looking at the little man on the bed with a heavy heart.

As early as after learning that Yaoyao had become a vegetable, Situ Lan had been trying to return to China. It was not until now that she got her father's consent that she hurried back from abroad.

"Is there no cure?"

"No."

Su Bingyan shook his head, took out the lollipop in his mouth and said, "I have already consulted. The current human technology cannot explore this mysterious area of ​​the brain. Maybe in ten years, maybe in twenty years..."

"In short, maybe there will be a cure for cancer, but there won't be a way to wake up a vegetative patient."

The heavy topic, accompanied by heavy words, was like a mountain pressing on the two people's hearts, making it dark and hopeless.

"It is said that vegetative patients can actually sense some of the external conditions, so I wondered if these things would play a role."

Situ Lan said as she took out a box that looked quite old from her bag and placed it on the bedside table.

"This is?"

"These are the farewell gifts Yaoyao gave me. They carry the beautiful memories of Yaoyao's childhood. I hope they are of some help."

Situ Lan fell silent again after she finished speaking. She felt that she was incompetent. Her family had such powerful resources, but she couldn't do anything for Yaoyao.

"I think we shouldn't just wait for that so-called illusory miracle."

"I know what you mean."