His voice suddenly became louder. Because this cafe is near the school, many student couples date here. When they heard these two words, they couldn't help but look at them.
Kinoshita Kazuya hurriedly put down the menu and said, "Why, Chizuru!"
Chizuru seemed neither slow nor anxious. She had already thought of a decent reason and said, "The company stipulates that as long as you are engaged in idol activities, you cannot have a private relationship. Those who are in a relationship must break up. Otherwise, if the fans find out in the future, the consequences will be very serious."
This reason seemed most appropriate to Chizuru, and it could also avoid turning the topic to emotional entanglements.
However, Kazuya seemed completely unaware of Chizuru's good intentions and quickly said, "Are you saying that idol activities are more important than me?"
Ichika, who was standing next to him, almost covered her face, thinking that this guy's emotional intelligence was really low. Isn't this forcing his girlfriend to choose between him and his career?
If you really want to win back your girlfriend, why would you force her to make a choice like this?
Chizuru couldn't help but lower her head. Sure enough, things weren't that smooth. It was impossible to break up without hurting the other person at all.
So, she said somewhat coldly: "Yes, this job is very important to me."
Kinoshita Kazuya opened his eyes wide, as if unwilling to believe: "Just breaking up for this reason? As long as we are careful and not get caught, it will be fine. It's not like other idols haven't done this before."
Chizuru also knows that this is a fact. There are more than one or two idols in the industry who are secretly dating. Some relationships are even more complicated. The point is not to date, but to avoid being discovered by fans. This is the consensus of those idols who are hoping for a lucky break.
"But I don't want to lie to you like this, Kazuya-kun." Chizuru felt a little anxious.
However, Kinoshita Kazuya's expression became firm: "Even if we don't see each other often, or even don't meet at all, it's okay to just call each other. Anyway, I don't accept breaking up for such a reason. It's okay, Chizuru, I will be patient."
Kazuya's words made Chizuru bite her lips lightly. After all, there was no way to end it decently.
"Why don't you understand, Kazuya-kun, I just don't like you anymore." Chizuru calmly said the most hurtful truth.
Kazuya's expression became a little confused, then he smiled and said: "Why do you dislike me so much? Didn't you just meet your parents before school started? How could you change your mind so quickly? I believe Chizuru is not that kind of person."
"There's no need to ask so many questions. If I don't like it, I just don't like it." Chizuru replied.
Kazuya also became anxious at this time and clenched his fists. Suddenly, his mind flashed back to the guest room in his house, Chizuru sitting on the edge of the table, Hikigaya Hachiman lying between Chizuru's legs, and his girlfriend biting her lips shyly. His blood rushed to his head, and he couldn't help but shout, "Is it because of Hikigaya Hachiman?"
Chizuru couldn't help but widen her eyes, not knowing why Kazuya turned the topic to Mr. Hikigaya. But she soon understood that Kazuya had always been very afraid of him. Moreover, his fear was not groundless.
Now that Kazuya mentioned this, Chizuru made up her mind. Now this was the only reason she had to break up with Kazuya cleanly.
"You're right, I do like Mr. Hikigaya."
Although he had already vaguely acknowledged this fact in his heart, it was another matter to hear his girlfriend admit it in person. It was like a bolt from the blue, and it stunned Kazuya.
"You... you finally admitted it. Even though you have always denied it, I knew it." He Ye said with red eyes.
Chizuru looked at Kazuya and decided to increase the dosage, saying, "I have already slept with Mr. Hikigaya, and he took my virginity. When we were dating, you can say I was shameless. But I don't want to hide it from you, Kazuya-kun, and continue dating you like this."
It was clearly a lie she told to deliberately provoke Kazuya to give up on herself. But after saying these words, Chizuru did not feel guilty at all that she was lying, as if everything she said was true.
In this way, anyone with even a trace of manly dignity would break up with her. Whether she was greeted with a slap in the face or water in the teacup, Chizuru was happy to accept it.
But to her surprise, Kazuya didn't seem too surprised. Although he was angry, there was a strange blush on his face.
"You can't break up with me," Kazuya said through gritted teeth.
"Why?" Qianzuru asked in surprise and confusion.
Then Kazuya looked at Ichika next to him and said, "What I am going to say next is my secret. I don't want anyone else to hear it."
Ichika was eating a super delicious melon, and she hadn't spit out the seeds yet. She wanted to stand up and leave immediately: "Then I'll leave for a while."
As a result, Chizuru pulled her clothes and said with some annoyance: "There is nothing that cannot be said. If you don't want Ichika to hear it, then I will leave."
Kazuya's face turned even redder, and after a while of wandering eyes, he gritted his teeth and said, "Okay, then I'll tell you, I can't be humane now, it's all your fault!"
Chapter 78 Family members, who understands?
"I can't be humane now. It's all your fault." Kazuya regretted what he said impulsively.
Let’s not talk about Chizuru for now, but Nakano Ichika’s surprised look really deeply hurt Kazuya’s dignity as a man.
After all, publicly admitting that one's thing is not working is a huge blow to any man.
Ichika suddenly remembered a joke: when the police caught prostitutes, Ladybug would give a statement for 15 or 16 minutes. However, the statement she got from the little sister was only 3 or 4 minutes.
Men, even when arrested, still maintain this respect.
Ichika thought of this joke and couldn't help laughing. She immediately covered her mouth and said quickly, "Sorry, I was laughing at something else. I definitely didn't mean to laugh at you."
It would have been fine if Ichika didn't explain, but such a deliberate explanation made Kazuya blush. Chizuru couldn't help but give Ichika a look of blame, "How could you smile so obviously? You should at least give Kazuya-kun some face."
Ichika's smile was as humiliating as a woman asking you "Did you get in?"
Qianhe quickly took over the conversation and said: "Why do you say it was my fault? After all, we haven't..."
This time even Ichika was surprised, although she knew that Chizuru was probably lying when she said she had slept with Hikigaya-kun. But, Chizuru actually didn't have sex with her boyfriend who was probably her ex-boyfriend?
At this moment, even Ichika felt a little sorry for the boy.
The girlfriend whom I cherish so much, the girl whom I dare not even touch, actually admitted that she had had close contact with other men. Her head is about to turn green.
Kazuya-kun subconsciously paid attention to Ichika's expression, and noticed the subtle pity on her face, and his inner humiliation reached its peak.
Perhaps being embarrassed in front of his girlfriend was not a big deal, but being embarrassed in front of a third party was too much for Kazuya to bear.
"Remember the time I was kidnapped? Ever since that night, I've never been normal again."
Finally, Kazuya told the reason.
Chizuru couldn't help but let out a soft "ah". She didn't expect the reason would be this, and it had been such a long time.
"Why haven't I heard you say that?"
"How do you want me to tell you this? What if you break up with me after I tell you? After all, is a man who can't even satisfy your most basic needs really qualified to continue being your boyfriend?" Kazuya's inferiority complex erupted at this moment, and he growled.
Qianhe thought to herself that no, she wouldn't break up with you for this reason.
However, what she said now was not convincing, and she also understood the reason why Kazuya felt inferior at the moment.
After all, the instinct to reproduce is a code deeply embedded in human genes.
"Yes, have you seen a doctor?" Qianhe asked involuntarily.
Kazuya lowered his head and said, "I went to the hospital for a checkup. The doctor said it was a psychological problem. What happened that night was too much of a blow to me and left me with a psychological trauma. The doctor told me to let go a little, but..."
Ichika didn't understand what "what happened that night" was, but she knew that now was not the time to ask.
Kazuya looked up at Chizuru and said, "And all this started from the time you provoked those thugs, didn't you?"
Although the reasoning is a bit twisted, it was the hooligans who wanted to take advantage of Chizuru, and Chizuru was also a victim. But it is true that those hooligans were provoked by Chizuru, without this, there would not be a series of events that happened later.
Chizuru could not help but remain silent. It was Ichika's turn to feel indignant for her friend and said, "Hey, you're going too far. You're clearly using moral blackmail."
But now Kazuya also tore off the mask of a big boy, revealing his most ferocious side, and said: "Shut up, outsiders. This is a matter between Chizuru and me."
Ichika's words were stuck in her throat. Damn, this guy is below her.
Family members, who knows?
Kazuya continued to say to Chizuru: "If you break up with me now, will I still be able to find another girlfriend?"
He also had some dark thoughts that he didn't say out loud. The scene in his mind where he felt something when Chizuru was having an affair with Hikigaya Hachiman appeared again.
That was the only scene that could stimulate me so far, and it was also my only chance to heal.
If he breaks up with Chizuru, there is a high possibility that he will never be able to recover.
Therefore, he absolutely would not accept breaking up with Chizuru, and the most important thing was that he still liked this girl.
A mixture of emotions.
Chizuru clenched her fists. Ichika said that Kazuya was using moral blackmail, but she was right. Moreover, Chizuru was a person with very strong moral values, otherwise she would not have taken the initiative to stay away from Hachiman.
After hearing what Kazuya said, she didn't want to take all the responsibility on herself, but she couldn't completely shirk all responsibility either.
"Kazuya-kun, you know, given the situation now, it's impossible for us to restore our previous relationship." Chizuru said bluntly, sighing in her heart.
Kazuya's expression turned very bitter, he also knew that his words were a double-edged sword. Even though it could cause Chizuru to feel guilty, it would also break the only remaining red string between the two.
"I don't expect our relationship to return to the way it was before, but we can't break up now. Until I recover from my illness, during this period, I need you to deal with my family and prevent them from discovering my physical problems." Kazuya put forward his own conditions.
In fact, his condition is very cunning. If he doesn't recover, he can always use this reason to drag Chizuru. If he recovers, he will have the confidence to pursue Chizuru again.
The girl in front of him has, in a sense, become his obsession.
Chizuru was silent for a while, then said: "This girlfriend status is only nominal. I will not date you. I will not reply to your text messages, nor will I have close contact with you. I can't do anything about your illness. If you want to contact other girls, I will not stop you. When the time is right, I will break up again. At that time, whether Kazuya-kun is willing or not, it has nothing to do with me."
Chizuru still felt a little guilty about what happened to Kazuya-kun, so she decided to take her share of the responsibility.
In other words, lending out the nominal identity of girlfriend.
There is no romance between men and women here, it's just a transaction.
Chizuru thought of something in her mind, and then said to Kazuya: "It's like renting a girlfriend."
Chizuru's plain words were like a sharp knife, piercing deeply into Kazuya's heart.
The rental girlfriend was the initial relationship between Kazuya and Chizuru when they first met.
But after going through so much, Chizuru's relationship with him changed from girlfriend to rental girlfriend.
No, my relationship with Chizuru has reached freezing point now, even worse than when we first met.
However, the only relationship left is that of girlfriend in name only.
But this was the only way Kazuya could think of to prevent Chizuru from breaking up with him.
Chapter 79: "Spoiling"
By the time Kazuya Kinoshita left, it was already dusk.
Chizuru took a sip of the cold coffee, and then heard Ichika say, "Hey, Chizuru, is this really okay?"
Objectively speaking, Chizuru's breakup this time can be considered a failure. After all, she is still Kazuya's girlfriend.
However, Chizuru seemed relieved and said, "For me, this is already a breakup."
In fact, Chizuru has already made it clear to Kazuya that their relationship has broken down. For the girl, the essence of her relationship is more important than the title of rental girlfriend.
Ichika hesitated for a moment, then asked, "Should we notify Mr. Hikigaya and let him handle it?"
Although she had not experienced the same severe beating from Hachiman as Miku had, Ichika still instinctively trusted the man. She believed that as long as he took action, she would be able to resolve everything properly.
But Qianhe shook her head decisively and said, "No need."
If she had to ask Mr. Hikigaya for help with every trouble she encountered, then wouldn't her previous behavior of distancing herself from him be a joke?
When there is no request, you keep a distance to show your nobleness and independence. When there is a request, I'm counting on you, Mr. Hikigaya.
Chizuru herself could not do such a shameless thing. Although she was convinced that if she told the other party, Mr. Hikigaya would definitely be able to solve it. But this was not the result Chizuru wanted, and the current situation was not beyond her ability.
"You, sometimes, are as stubborn as a stinking stone." Although the words did not sound like nice things, there was clearly admiration in Ichika's eyes.
Chizuru just smiled and accepted it as a compliment.
"Although you don't want to listen to my advice, it should be okay for you to come to my house for a simple meal. After all, it doesn't seem very convenient for you to go home now." Ichika said with a smile.
After being reminded by her friend, Chizuru finally remembered that if she went home now, she would probably run into Kazuya again.
She wanted to cover her face. She knew why office romance was not allowed in the workplace. It was okay when they were in love. But it would be too embarrassing to have to stay in the same room with each other after breaking up.
It seems that she has to prepare to move. The only good news is that the company will provide standard single dormitories. She can stay in the company's apartment during this period and no longer have to be neighbors with Kazuya-kun.
Under Ichika's cordial invitation, Chizuru did not refuse her kindness.
*
It was a hazy night. In a bar called "Ecstasy" on Shinjuku's bar street, Kazuya Kinoshita was drinking alone. There were many empty bottles of wine on his table.
"Why, Chizuru, I like you so much, why do you have to break up with me?"
It was meaningless. He was already drunk, but after all, he came here to get drunk because of a breakup, so it was understandable.
In his heart, he knew that he and Chizuru had broken up in fact. He just took advantage of Chizuru's guilt and kept her as his girlfriend.
"Is he really that powerful there?"
It is precisely because of his inferiority complex that Kazuya has the wrong idea, thinking that Chizuru followed Hikigaya Hachiman because she was greedy for lust, and that he cannot give her such happiness.
But he can only get hard when he sees Chizuru and Hikigaya Hachiman doing it.
He knew in his heart that this was very twisted, but his body was out of his control.
He raised his head hazily and saw a girl with pigtails. The alcohol paralyzed his brain and he actually saw Chizuru here.
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