It's weird to apply for Witch Academy as a boy

"Are you taking a nap here?"

"Well, I was going to watch TV, but I didn't find any TV series I liked."

"Well... I have to say, Guan Qiuling, you are really becoming more and more... How should I put it?" Seqin Loli? Is it too straightforward to describe her like this?

"It's okay, Sister Xiaohan, just tell me directly. I know what my reputation is like in the dormitory now..."

"But those seniors are really enthusiastic... It would have been impossible for me to be surrounded by so many beautiful seniors before. This is the result of my own choice..."

"Um...Okay, then take care of yourself." I was embarrassed for a moment and didn't know what to say. I didn't expect Guan Qiuling to reveal this to me directly. "In fact, I was the same before... In short, don't indulge in it, Guan Qiuling, no one will wait for others' pampering forever. The moment you lose your value in the eyes of others, you will fall miserably."

"I know...the seniors want something from me, but...at least now I can't leave them..."

At this moment, I silently put the photo album into the storage clover. I felt that the topic that Guan Qiuling and I were discussing was becoming more and more restricted.

This reminded me of the time when I took Guan Qiuling from that senior schoolmate and within a few days, she took the initiative to look for him again.

This incident shocked me greatly at the time and had a serious impact on my young mind.

"Okay, so are you going to entrust your life to them?" I sighed and thought about it, and finally decided to have a chat with Guan Qiuling. After all, this is a rare opportunity, and she is also my roommate, so I might as well just gossip and have some fun.

I haven't had any fun in too long.

Of course, the main reason is that I have nothing to do. As for studying the rune ritual?

There's no rush. I can't come up with anything useful in just one afternoon. I plan to go back and study this rune, but I simply have nothing else to do and I'm forced to make this choice.

But now I have something to do.

"I want to...but they don't accept..."

"what?"

"They said I was the most perfect boy they had transformed... I, I am also working hard..."

"…" I don't even know what to say at this moment. What is this? Congenital weakness? Stockholm syndrome? Or something else?

"Then...well, I mean, are you working hard for them or for yourself?" After holding it in for a long time, I finally asked about my doubts.

"I…I don't know."

"You're right that you don't know."

"Ugh?"

“When your first thought is not working hard for others, then you are working hard for yourself.”

I cleared my throat, and at this moment my life mentor, Sister Xiaohan, appeared!

"I... am working hard for myself... but..."

"Can't believe it?"

"Yeah." Guan Qiuling nodded slightly. Even she herself didn't believe it.

"Then imagine this: when those seniors no longer love you in the way you like, will you still like them?"

"I...I will change myself..."

"Uh..." I was choked by Guan Qiuling's words, "Well, it seems that you are very determined. Then let's look at it from the beginning. You want to please them, right?"

"Yes... maybe?" Guan Qiuling was not sure at this moment.

"But that's just your own desire to find spiritual comfort, right?" From what Guan Qiuling said unintentionally just now, there weren't so many beautiful senior schoolmates around him before, but now those senior schoolmates are willing to "accompany" her. Is this a kind of retaliatory compensation?

"It seems... yes..."

"You just told me that you had never experienced this feeling before. The beauty you feel now is all a filter you put on yourself. It's a kind of retaliatory compensation for the past. Do you think this is an appropriate description of you?"

I started out with a firm tone, as if stating a fact, to forcefully instill the concept in people, which is a good preconceived strategy for introverted and cowardly people.

It's like telling someone who is feeling down that certain symptoms are depression, then most people will have the same illusion: "Oh my God! That's exactly me!"

As long as Guan Qiuling has not experienced too much poisonous chicken soup, she will most likely think that what I said is right, especially my last question with a soft tone, which formed a certain contrast with the previous one, making her suddenly lose the strong guidance just now. In confusion, most people choose to agree.

"Revenge... compensation... seems to be true." Guan Qiuling also crawled up from lying lazily, and curled up in the corner of the sofa, like... no, just a weak and submissive loli who lacks a sense of security.

Seeing this scene, I couldn't help but sigh at the senior sister's amazing means.

I remember... that senior gave me a business card? I don't know where I put it.

"You work so hard and cooperate so well just to fill your own needs, but... have you ever thought about the future?"

"Let's talk about the future later..." Guan Qiuling said.

"So what about now and in the future? Those seniors are obviously veterans. They can have many freshmen junior sisters, but you have no choice. If something is too easy to get, you won't cherish it. Do you want to wait until the other person loses you before reminiscing about you?"

"Then...then what should I do? Then I will..." At this moment, Guan Qiuling was already a little anxious.

Sure enough, if someone who is immersed in the gentle past is shown a bleak future, she will become anxious now.

"Ever heard of a saying?"

"What?"

“Life is like sex. Since you can’t resist it, just enjoy it. People with weak hearts can only let life manipulate you and endure it; but people with strong hearts can choose to enjoy the way life manipulates you.”

"What...what do you mean?"

"It means that as long as you are strong, you can choose the lifestyle you want. Don't be bound by the word strong. It doesn't prevent you from enjoying yourself as you are now, as long as you keep your original intention."

"Sister Xiaohan...you want me to...become stronger?"

"The concept of becoming stronger is too general. It means making you strong inside. Being strong may just be about physical strength, which is meaningless. The confidence brought by strong strength makes you strong inside, and this is what you need to pursue." I said, but before Guan Qiuling could say anything, I spoke again, with a slightly bewitching tone.

"Imagine this scenario: at this moment, you have 10,000 mana sources, and a lot of high-consumption spell books, and even super-consumption spell books, but those seniors invite you to play with them at this time."

I looked at Guan Qiuling's expression at the moment. It was obvious that he had entered the fantasy moment. I continued to speak while the iron was hot, "But when you get there, you find that those senior sisters have actually invited other junior sisters. They just tie you up there and don't move. Do to those junior sisters what they did to you before, and you can only watch and can't do anything. And they are enjoying your embarrassment. How will you feel?"

"I...I..." At this moment, Guan Qiuling was a little overwhelmed by my sudden change of direction, and he became visibly anxious.

Obviously, all this was just my assumption, but she took it seriously and became anxious. It seemed that she had anticipated this possibility, but she instinctively resisted and did not accept it, nor did she want to think about it. It was only now that I pointed it out to her that she had to face it.

At this moment, I really wanted to say to Guan Qiuling, "Good, keep it up," but I held back.

"You'll be desperate, right? At that time... they'll say I'm tired of playing with you, and you'll be submissive and have no sense of conquest. What will you do then?"

"I, I don't know... Sister Xiaohan, what should I do?"

"Do you remember the premise we assumed just now?" I put my hand on Guan Qiuling's shoulder and smiled to calm her down. "You now have 10,000 mana sources. Perhaps you don't know that 10,000 mana sources is the limit before you are promoted to a super witch. At this moment, you have the power to crush almost all the students in the Witch Academy, and you still have so many spell books. You have the means to crush them. Will you attack them? You can easily break free from the ropes they tied you with. At that time... what will you do to them?"

"I...I can't do it..."

"Right! You won't do it!" I affirmed her firmly at this moment, but I was actually changing the concept, "Because you have power, your mentality is different. Power can do a lot of things, but you don't necessarily need to do a lot of things, because from that time on, you are the school girl they can't get. The unattainable is always in turmoil. At that time, you are the white moonlight they can't live without."

Of course, if Guan Qiuling really had such strength, would he really care about these senior sisters?

There are many senior girls in the Witch Academy who are better than those senior girls, but it is obvious that Guan Qiuling only has eyes for those senior girls at the moment, just like an old farmer thinks that the emperor is hoeing the fields with a golden hoe.

Without the strength, Guan Qiuling's fantasy can only be limited to this.

"But...but I don't have that kind of strength. They are seniors...how can I possibly catch up with them..."

"So am I your senior? Do you think they can beat me?"

“…” Guan Qiuling looked at me blankly, as if he had just realized something.

"A horse cannot grow fat without night grass. There is no point in studying step by step in the Witch Academy. You will only become an ordinary student with no special features. What can you show for yourself at that time? If you continue like this, you will only be abandoned by others in the end!"

"I…I don't want to be abandoned!"

"Right, that is it!"

"But...but...I don't know what to do..."

"It's okay. You still have me. I'm your roommate too."

"Sister Xiaohan, are you willing to support me?" Guan Qiuling looked at me with a little hope and asked.

"I will only help you when you are at your lowest point in life, but I will not support you in the most direct way. I will not save those who are willing to degenerate. As long as you want to become stronger at this moment, I will help you change little by little."

"But...but I don't know how to do it...what we learned in class doesn't teach us how to become stronger..."

"Becoming stronger is just a general concept. Your goal is to strengthen your inner self. There are many ways to do this. It just depends on whether you are willing to do it."

"I...will..."

"Okay..." Listening to Guan Qiuling's unconfident answer, I understood how this conversation of mine could possibly change her nature all of a sudden?

So at this moment I stood up from the sofa, looking down at Guan Qiuling who was curled up on the sofa at the moment, "In the Witch Academy, studying step by step is useless. From the beginning of school to now, I have also been exposed to many ways, spells, runes, alchemy, potions, planting, physical skills..."

"There are too many ways to become stronger in the Witch Academy, but they will not appear in your classroom. The purpose of the academy is to let you become extraordinary witches, and the first three years of courses are to let you understand the common sense of the extraordinary and recognize the path you want to take. It will not teach you how to become stronger. If you want to become stronger, you can only rely on yourself. You must remember that as long as it is not forbidden, you can do it. The class did not teach you to become stronger, but it did not prohibit you from becoming stronger. The weak can only linger in the extraordinary world and eventually lose their value and lie on the garbage dump. Do you understand?"

"..." At this moment, there was a little struggle on Guan Qiuling's face, as if he was thinking about what I said.

"Believe in yourself. You can enter the Witch Academy, which means you at least have a recognized talent."

"But... I was kidnapped... Originally... Originally I was planning to go to Afhemian Academy..."

"Afhemy is a top school. This proves your talent, doesn't it? There is nothing more regrettable than wasting your talent."

"So...what should I do?"

Looking at Guan Qiuling's undecided question, I also sighed in my heart. Is it easy for me to do this for a roommate?

"Don't be too impatient about this matter. Let's analyze it slowly. Maybe what you need right now is not necessarily to become stronger, but to give yourself added value."

But seeing that Guan Qiuling is willing to come out at this moment and wants to become strong, it means that at least she can be saved. If there is anything to blame... we can only blame those senior sisters who are too good at playing with little boys. They simply play Guan Qiuling in the palm of their hands.

I don’t know what sparks will be created when those PUA masters meet a funny person like me?

Anyway... think about it coldly. Even if my skills are inferior to others, Guan Qiuling will be the only one who suffers in the end.

But I believe that having power and inner strength, although it cannot solve all problems, can solve most problems.

I did point out a clear path for Guan Qiuling, it just depends on whether she can seize the opportunity.

Besides... once you become strong enough, isn't it just a matter of time for you to be a top or a bottom?

As the saying goes, if you are weak, you can only be manipulated into various positions by the senior students, but if you are strong, you can choose what position the senior students manipulate you into. Isn’t this what Guan Qiuling is thinking?

It's just that she hasn't seen through it yet.

Chapter 385 It’s over…I’m contaminated by something dirty!

After having a heart-to-heart talk with Guan Qiuling, even I felt a swelling in my head, as if the sequelae of overuse of clairvoyance had recurred.

In the past, I thought about trying not to treat my roommates as a joke. After all, they are people you will spend many years with, and no matter what, we will still be friends in the future.

But... Guan Qiuling, I had been trying to guess her behavior and give her some guidance with a very tolerant and open mind, but in the end I was still deeply shocked by her.

It is said that there are four things in the world that you should not do: supporting rotten mud, carving rotten wood, turning over salted fish, and scalding pigs.

I haven't given up on Guan Qiuling yet. I can only think that within her ideas, which I cannot face, I still have the most basic understanding that it is worth changing. However, I am limited by her understanding and don't know how to start.

In fact, at the beginning, when I saw the freshman class schedule, I thought the courses were very important due to my lack of knowledge. But when Teacher Ji Niang exempted me from the course without hesitation, that was the first time I doubted the class schedule. When I found that the gap between me and the people around me was getting bigger and bigger, I became more and more skeptical about the class schedule. As I continued to learn more, I realized that the class schedule is also a part of the college's screening.

Because it perfectly fits the path of those students who like to follow a routine, in theory one can become an ordinary extraordinary witch, but that's all.

I feel that what freshmen need to learn most is the courses on the supernatural world and the planning of the future path, rather than letting everyone plunge into the supernatural world silently and struggle around. Moreover... even if they have to explore on their own, the Witch Academy protects the students too well.

After all, for ordinary people, human life is limited, but this is not necessarily the case for extraordinary people. This is the cognitive difference between extraordinary races and humans.

When life span is no longer important, then whenever you wake up in life, it will be a new beginning.

But this perception does not apply to us.

I admit that those who can be admitted to the Witch Academy are all geniuses, geniuses among geniuses. Many of them naturally understand the path they have planned for themselves.

But one thing is very important, that is, all the people in the dormitory where I live were abducted, and they were all boys before. This plan was broken, their gender was changed, and they had to accept the reality, which could easily break a person down.

Although Guan Qiuling felt good and was very happy and enjoying her time at the Witch Academy, she was the first one to be defeated.

In fact, instead of letting Guan Qiuling master the power, it is better to let her master a skill. In a relatively peaceful college environment like the Witch Academy, mastering a skill will never be out of date.

The skill I initially recommended was alchemy, but Guan Qiuling listened to it right away and expressed his desire to learn it, without even needing me to give any reason or for me to provide other options for comparison, which caught me off guard.

The reason I recommended Guan Qiuling to learn alchemy is naturally because as long as you have money, you can try alchemy. I don't think Guan Qiuling is someone who is short of money.

Of course...the main reason is to see if Betty needs to be taken care of.

Because of Teacher Ji Niang, I may not be able to accompany Betty to try alchemy for a long time. Looking at her appearance, I don’t know if Guan Qiuling can get along well with her.

But nothing can be taken for granted. If there is no foundation at all, then Guanqiuling will naturally be of no use to Senior Betty.