The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

He is an experienced person, he understands...

He once got stuck in a dead end because of Alicia. At that time, he really liked Alicia. He would be happy for her, jealous of her, and confess his love to her on impulse. After the confession "failed", he tried to comfort himself with all kinds of reasons. In the end, he just gave up and kept in mind the fact that "Alicia would not fall in love with any single individual" for more than ten years.

Never, and refuse to think of other possibilities.

Now he knew that Alicia was also an ordinary girl, who had someone she liked and would be happy and sad because of him... But now he...

Mobius looked at Zhu Yufeng with empty eyes. You really talk a lot of big truths, but why does she remember that someone died in the same way?

I must keep an eye on you in this life!

Isn't it okay to live a good life thinking about how to sacrifice yourself every day? It feels good to be unable to sleep every night, right? It feels good to have only a few days left to live before the final battle, right?

"Amo?" Desdobia's eyes moved, and then she looked at Kosmo.

Zhu Yufeng also looked at Kosmo. He had tried his best. If Kosmo could still fight with Desdobia like this, then he was really hopeless and could be buried.

Kosmo was silent for a moment, then said: "...Feng is right."

Desdobia: "..."

Amo is hopeless... Never mind, at least Amo can finally communicate with me normally. I can't force this piece of wood to suddenly have an epiphany or something.

Come to think of it, Feng's tone of voice is really mature, like a man who has experienced a lot and has a vicissitudes of life in his past...

But the question is, isn’t Feng still a minor?

"Speaking of ideals, what are everyone's ideals? How about we take this opportunity to have a good talk about them?" Alicia said with a smile, "It can be a childhood wish or some of your current thoughts~"

"Ideal?" Padu scratched his head. "I... I don't have any lofty ideals. I just want to live a carefree life every day with sunshine. That's enough. Hmm..."

It would be best if Brother Yufeng could accompany me to bask in the sun.

"Hmm~ This is an ideal that fits Phyllis' personality very well~" Alicia nodded, "Then, what are other people's ideals or wishes?"

Zhu Yufeng looked at Alicia with empty eyes. Why did he feel that someone was trying to cause trouble?

As for ideals...it seems he...doesn't have them.

If it was an ideal before he traveled through time, then he did have one. As for whether it counted... I think it should count. He didn't want to be singled out for not having any ideals.

"Ideal? I don't have any big ideals." Ying reached out and touched Ling's head, "I just hope Ling can grow up happily and healthily. As for the other things... I haven't thought about them."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

Are you her sister or her mother? That's right, after all, the two sisters depend on each other, it's normal for Ying to be both a sister and a mother...

The Thirteen Heroes...the so-called ideals and wishes of most of them are actually very simple.

I think everyone else's wishes are relatively normal except for Mebius.

Mebius' ideals were too advanced for human beings.

"...I have always wanted to be a hero." Kosmo said, looking at Zhu Yufeng, "Feng, what about you?"

Everyone turned their eyes to Zhu Yufeng.

Ling and Desdobia were just curious, but the others wanted to know what the ideal of this young man was and what supported him to walk out of such a thorny road.

What is meant to come will come.

Zhu Yufeng thought about it. This was probably what Alicia had come up with. She had said that she wanted to go through it all with him, and that she would gradually get to know him again...

So why not just ask him directly? He would tell me if you ask him directly.

That’s why it’s said that girls’ minds are really hard to guess.

"My wish...at first, it should be to get into an ideal university and find a job that is neither too idle nor too busy." Zhu Yufeng said. He also mentioned this to Kevin when they were chatting in his previous life.

Once you get to know Kevin, you will find that he is actually a very good friend and a brother you can be with for life.

"And then?" asked Alicia.

Zhu Yufeng thought about the actual situation in his previous life and said, "When I got older, my family urged me to get married, so I went on blind dates, hoping to meet someone I liked and spend a relatively ordinary life with her."

But even if it is such a life, few people can achieve it, right? That is why I say it is an ideal.

In fact, he had thought about marrying his childhood sweetheart. After all, they were childhood sweethearts and had a good emotional foundation.

Rather, this is the most likely scenario.

But if I say it out loud, my current situation might become even more difficult.

It's so hard to be a human being.jpg

Speaking of my childhood sweetheart... I don't know how she is doing now. My family probably thinks she is dead since I have been missing for so long. I just hope they can get over this.

For a period of time after traveling through time, after experiencing the initial excitement and thrill, he actually missed home quite a lot. Traveling through time was not that fun. How could one not miss home when one ran to a place where one was unfamiliar with the place and where one could die at any time?

But he didn't even have a way to contact his family.

He is not an orphan, nor is he an emotionally deficient monster. He has his own home, relatives and friends.

I was inexplicably "left" behind and traveled through time... I have nothing...

During this time, the pillar of his heart was Alicia, who was far away at the headquarters. She was the first person he met in this world and the only person he knew.

Then, I joined Alicia's team during the Fourth Herrscher incident. During that time... I really received a lot of care from her.

Everyone was speechless. Desdobia was thinking, so the ideal of this senior Sea King is so simple?

What others thought was that he could not even realize such a wish, but instead shouldered the fate of a world that was far from this wish.

Alicia was silent for a moment, then said softly: "My wish is actually very simple~"

It's quite simple. I want to meet someone who is just like me. I want to meet people of the same kind.

Zhu Yufeng thought about it, but what Alicia said next surprised him:

"My wish is to spend every day with the person I love. I want to watch fireworks with him, travel around the world with him, and... go hand in hand until the end."

Alicia looked at Zhu Yufeng and said this.

Padu, Velvet, Mebius, and Destobia: "!"

Is Sister Ai Li (Ailishia) so cool? !

Alicia did think so, and this was her current wish. To be exact, she thought of this when she was alone looking up at the starry sky after the incident with the 12th Herrscher in her previous life.

He had watched the fireworks in the big city during festivals with her, and they had made an appointment to watch it together next time under the starry sky with the fireworks.

But... they only watched the fireworks together once, only this time...

She knew very well that Zhu Yufeng must have seen it more than once, after all, she had seen it many times herself, but she also knew... that at that time, the person standing next to him was not her.

"It's a wish that fits your personality very well..." Zhu Yufeng looked away. He did remember that he and Alicia had agreed to watch the fireworks again, but...

In the end, Lilith didn't know how many times she had dragged him to watch the fireworks.

And he and Alicia really only watched it once.

Alicia just looked at Zhu Yufeng with a smile. Anyway, everyone present knew what she was thinking, so it didn't matter if she gave a hint. She just wanted to remind Feng of the agreement between him and her, and to declare her sovereignty at the same time.

Chapter 79: Baiwei: Who is afraid of whom?

Now even the honest child Hua noticed something was wrong. Why did Alicia look at Feng when she expressed her wish? Did she like Feng?

Hua thought about it seriously. Why did she remember that Feng and Alicia didn't have much interaction in her previous life? And weren't Feng and Lilith a couple?

She felt that both Alicia and Eden were more likely than this.

I must have misunderstood.

So when everyone was silent, Hua spoke up: "My ideal... I don't have any ideals or wishes. I have always been doing what I should do."

She did fantasize about life after Honkai disappeared, but reality woke her up again and again. She watched with her own eyes her best friends and captains leave her one by one, and she was powerless to do anything.

Therefore, she chose to numb her soul.

Perhaps death is also a kind of destination? She thought so.

"Everyone has his or her own ideals. Maybe it's not that you don't have ideals, but that you forget them in front of the monster called 'reality'." Zhu Yufeng said, "But it will always remain in your heart until one day you remember it."

"I hope that day will really come." Hua smiled helplessly.

"We still have a lot of time left. You will definitely be able to remember, or find, your own wishes and ideals," said Desdobia.

Time...still a long time?

Everyone turned their attention to Desdobia again.

"Eh? Why are you all looking at me? Oh, it's my turn..." Desdobia thought for a moment, "My ideal in the past was similar to that of Amo. I hoped that all children could live a better life and that there would be no more evil in the world. Ah, don't look at me like that, I know this is impossible... So, my wish now is to do my best to save everyone."

How should I put it? Compared with my own wish, Desdobia's wish is really much more noble.

Zhu Yufeng looked at Desdobia. Compared to Desdobia, he was a selfish person from beginning to end. He could not be like Desdobia. He would not save everyone.

"Uh... why are you all looking at me like that? Isn't Ah Mo's wish similar to mine? Although my current wish may be more idealistic than his..." Desdobia felt a little embarrassed by everyone's stares, "By the way, Dr. Mobius, what is your ideal?"

"My ideal?" Mobius retracted his gaze and said lightly, "To reach the end of infinity and the end called 'truth'." Despite the fact that her ideal had been achieved in her previous life, her greatest wish in this life was that Zhu Yufeng could live well.

But there's no way she could say that!

Do you really think everyone is Alicia?

"Dr. Mobius is still the same." Alicia smiled and said, "Desdobia's dream can definitely be realized! Yes, it can!"

"So, Baiwei, what is your ideal?" Zhu Yufeng looked at Baiwei.

Baiwei slowly cut off a piece of steak and raised his eyes: "Yufeng, are you sure you want me to tell you?"

Zhu Yufeng: "...Speak, it's okay."

Although he really wanted to say that if it was inappropriate then don't say it, but he was more afraid that this would make Baiwei become autistic again.

He had seen how much Baiwei lacked confidence.

"I want to make a dish you like, and I even hope that I will take care of your meals in the future." Baiwei said seriously, "As for what the other personalities think, that has nothing to do with me."

Isn't it just A? Who is afraid of who?

Zhu Yufeng smiled and said, "Well... well, I'm really flattered... You really think too highly of me, Baiwei..." Then he just lowered his head to eat without saying anything, not even daring to look at other people's expressions.

Alicia looked at Baiwei with empty eyes. She couldn't believe that you, the least confident one, would have the courage to attack directly.

Baiwei rarely gave Alicia a relaxed smile. Alicia dared to openly admit her feelings for Yu Feng, so why shouldn't she?

Before, the eight of them almost killed Yu Feng, but Yu Feng didn't mind in the end, right? So what would happen if I said it out loud? Would it affect anything?

Besides, she is just a cook. She doesn’t have the ability to cause trouble like other Wei Wei. If something goes wrong, she can’t blame other Wei Wei.

It turns out that Baiwei likes Feng. Hua looked at Zhu Yufeng who was eating with his head down thoughtfully. But there are eight Wei Weiwei in total, will this be troublesome?

Desdobia looked at Pado and started eye contact: "How about you be brave, little Pado?"

Paduo responded with her eyes: "Don't be like this, Sister Daisy, what Sister Baiweiweiwei said is nothing, and saying anything more at this time will not only make things worse?" After all, Baiwei said that she was only in charge of the food. Although she certainly had other purposes than just managing Brother Yufeng's food, wouldn't she make the current situation even more chaotic if she openly joined the battlefield at this time?

Will I be able to eat this meal with peace of mind then?

Kosmo didn't care about all this. He looked at Desdobia with a serious expression.

(Is the time... still long? Maybe it seems so to you, but for me, I am afraid that I don’t have that much time left to spend with you. The Eighth Herrscher incident... given your personality, you will definitely participate in this mission without hesitation. I would be the same, but... how can I guarantee that you can survive this time?)

When other people looked at Desdobia before, they also had similar thoughts, and were concerned about the fact that Kosmo and Desdobia had not made any progress.

the other side.

Kevin put the lunch box on Mei's lab table. Mei frowned and said, "Kevin, that's a lab table. Don't just put things on it."

"It's just a temporary thing, it won't be a problem." Kevin smiled and said, "Try it? I made it myself."

"I still have experiments to finish, you..."

"I can help." Kevin shrugged. "I think I can still help a little. Besides, the lunch box has good heat preservation performance. It's okay to eat it later."

Mei was silent for a moment, then smiled and said, "Forget it, you are always clumsy. If you come to help, the experiment may take longer than I expected."

"Don't be like this, Mei, I'm your boyfriend after all."

"So my dear boyfriend, do you remember how many of my test tubes you have broken?"

"Uh...I promise I won't do that this time!"

Mei looked at Kevin with a smile, thinking to herself that she was really lucky to have met Kevin.