The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

Lilith walked out of the hotel, and the old housekeeper followed her and asked with concern: "Miss, how did you discuss with Master Nahaima?"

"Well, it went very smoothly." Lilith put on her mask as usual, "Father will be satisfied."

Nahaima is different from her. Although both of them don't care about the so-called wealth and glory, she can destroy it all because Feng is enough for her and she doesn't care about anything else. But Nahaima only wants pleasure. He is an extremely materialistic guy, and the basis of his enjoyment of life is the wealth and glory that he doesn't care about.

Moreover, meeting Nahaima today made her confirm one thing: the Thirteen Fire-Chasing Heroes had memories of their previous lives, and except for herself and Feng, the other eleven fallen angels had no memories of their previous lives, but they retained some habits from their previous lives.

For example, Nahaima is more afraid of himself, and Mostima trusts himself more than normal.

Is it because everyone merged with Feng in the end, so even if they were reset, they were not completely reset?

Nahaima was afraid of this, probably because of the muscle memory he got from being beaten in his previous life. This guy always wanted to drag Feng to some brothel, and he didn't change his bad habits even after being beaten so many times.

Lilith got on the car for the return trip. Simon sat in the front and drove. She closed her eyes and thought about other things: "Fire Chaser Thirteen Heroes... Feng, to you, is our world and our existence real? Or do you always think that this is a game? In any case, at least, the Thirteen Fallen Angels joined this stage called [Honkai Impact 3] because of you, and to me, you are real and can be touched. Our story... started with you. No matter what happens next, I will come back to your side again."

Chapter 100: Hometown I Can't Return To

The rain has been falling, as if someone wants to clean away the filth in this city. However, if there is too much filth, what can a continuous drizzle wash away?

The girl leaned against the cold wall. She had been searching for several days and sent out countless leaflets, but still no news.

She knew that her sister was probably in danger, but she didn't know how to live the rest of her life.

The girl stood up and walked alone in the rainy city, staggering step by step like a zombie. The rain soaked her hair and her clothes.

But she was unconscious, she walked aimlessly, she didn't know where she was going.

"I haven't seen you for a few days. You seem almost dead." A familiar voice sounded, and the girl's eyes lit up. It was Feng. He left her contact information with Alicia. So...

She looked in the direction where the sound came from. Feng was holding an umbrella, with Alicia standing beside her. Alicia was looking at her with concern, but Feng... still had no expression.

She wanted to find her sister from the two people around her, but there were people coming and going around, and only these two people stopped there.

"Excuse me..." The girl spoke hoarsely, ready to say what she had said countless times in the past few days, but Feng didn't have the patience to wait for her to finish, so he said bluntly: "Your sister, the one named Su Fia's little girl has been confirmed dead."

The girl's pupils shrank, and she instinctively rejected this answer: "Impossible, she must..."

"If you think so, then that's it. I'm not in the mood to comfort you anyway..." Feng said this, and Alicia beside him couldn't help but pinched his waist.

“Why…why is it like this…” the girl whispered, “We…we just want to live a good life, is this…wrong?”

"Of course you are right. Everyone has the right to live. It's just that fate is unpredictable. There will always be people who get off or change trains on the one-way train of life." Feng's tone became gentler from indifference. "But no matter what, life must go on. Dying is actually simpler than living."

“It’s not that simple…” The girl looked at Feng, then looked at Alysia, and said self-deprecatingly, “You… at least you still have your family. You can go home and see your loved ones, but I…”

Feng's expression became a little strange. He looked at her and said, "You think I can't understand? On the contrary, I can understand. If you still want to live and want to live with your sister's share, then your life has just begun. Try to adapt. This is the first step."

As he spoke, he looked at Alicia: "Alisa, she was the first person I met when I took a new step in this world. She was my first friend. What you are about to go through, I have also experienced before."

After a moment of silence, he added: "Of course, I may be luckier than you because I met Alicia."

Alicia's eyes moved, she wanted to say something, but in the end she didn't open her mouth.

"That's all I have to say." Feng said and stopped talking.

Alicia sighed softly and said to the girl, "I think if your sister is still alive, she would definitely want you to live well."

As she spoke, she took out a pink umbrella from her bag and handed it to the girl: "Go home and have a good rest. I'll lend you this umbrella. Take it home first. We will stay here for a few more days. You can return it to me then. If you keep getting wet, you will really catch a cold."

The girl was silent for a moment, and stretched out her hand to take Alicia's umbrella, but she suddenly retracted her hand halfway. She looked at Alicia and said softly: "No need, people like us are actually in good health..."

"Take it. I'm afraid you haven't had much rest these days. Even the best body will break down. If you live alone, it will be even more uncomfortable if you get sick." Alicia stubbornly put the umbrella in her hand and gave her a note. "This is the hotel we're staying in. You can come here to return it when the time comes. Be sure to take good care of yourself!"

The girl looked at Alicia, then at Feng, and said, "You are really lucky, Feng. Well... I will borrow this umbrella first, and I will return it tomorrow."

"The day after tomorrow is fine, don't worry." Feng finally spoke again, "Take care of your own body first."

The two men just watched as the girl bowed to them and then watched her disappear in the rain.

After a long while, Alysia finally spoke: "Feng, I also want to say that I am also very lucky to have met you...really."

Zhu Yufeng smiled and said, "Then I am really honored to make you feel lucky to know me."

"Don't always say that. I'm just an ordinary girl!" Alicia looked at Zhu Yufeng and said, "Or do you always think that I'm a Herrscher?"

"I didn't." Zhu Yufeng denied decisively, "You are undoubtedly a human, just a super beautiful girl who is a little special."

"Then don't say things like you're honored to know me anymore. If you want to say something, just say... um..."

While Ai Lixia was still thinking, Zhu Yufeng spoke first: "Let me put it another way. I am very happy to receive such an evaluation from you. Thank you, Ai Lixia."

"Um... you're welcome..." Alicia's cheeks were a little red, and she turned her gaze in the direction where the girl left, "Speaking of which, Feng, isn't your discrimination a little obvious?"

When talking to her and Kevin, Zhu Yufeng was never so direct and touching.

If she hadn't pinched Zhu Yufeng, she would have doubted that Zhu Yufeng could have driven the girl into despair.

Lilith was right. Feng would be gentle for her. At the moment when Feng's tone suddenly changed, she was actually a little... happy.

"I just think she should get over it on her own instead of always bothering others like this." Zhu Yufeng shrugged.

He suddenly noticed that the way Alicia looked at him had begun to become strange. She looked at Zhu Yufeng, reached out to hold his head still, and made him look at her.

"So, in your previous life, how did you get through before the Fourth Herrscher incident? And how did you get through after the Sixth Herrscher incident until you met Lilith, Feng?" Alicia asked seriously.

"It's all in the past, there's nothing to mention..." Zhu Yufeng said helplessly. Ever since meeting Lilith, Alicia has become much more proactive than before. What did Lilith say to Alicia? !

"It's not like there's nothing to talk about just because it's in the past." Alicia looked at Zhu Yufeng with empty eyes and said, "Why, can't I know?"

"It's not that I can't know..." Zhu Yufeng said, "I just think there's nothing to say. What she's going through now, I've also been through before, it's that simple."

"Have you ever thought about committing suicide?" Alicia asked.

"Of course I have." Zhu Yufeng thought about the situation at that time. "After you returned to the headquarters, I would always think of my family and friends when I went to sleep at night... Whenever I wanted to give up, I would think of you. At that time, saving you from the future that originally required you to sacrifice was my only obsession."

"But why..."

"Because you deserve it." Zhu Yufeng smiled and said, "You love this world so much, blooming your colors without reservation. Just this point is enough. Just this point is enough to make me yearn for it at that time."

He still remembers that every time he entered the game, saw Alicia, and heard her voice, he would feel a vague sense of regret.

When the chapter of the paradise in the past began, he already knew that the story of the Thirteen Fire-Chasing Heroes was destined to be a tragedy, and when the story of the paradise came to an end, the regret in his heart reached its peak.

And then... it happened in such an outrageous way.

Is there any more ridiculous way to travel through time than this? I woke up from my sleep and was buried under the ruins!

"Feng...your answer is really unfair..." Alicia said softly.

"Didn't you ask me to say that? Ya," Zhu Yufeng tilted his head and said, "I just told you what I was thinking at the time."

Alicia looked at Zhu Yufeng and felt like her heart was stabbed again. Yes, he cared about her so much in the past, and he still cares about her now, but...

The feelings between them have long changed.

"I wish I could go visit your hometown someday." Alicia said as if she remembered something. "I think you went back once when you were on a mission? And you went with Lilith."

She didn't remember everything. She knew about this in her previous life because she was already paying close attention to Zhu Yufeng at that time. Now, thanks to Lilith, she recalled everything she remembered about what Zhu Yufeng and Lilith had done.

Then I found out that she was jealous.

Zhu Yufeng's eyes twitched. How do you remember such a thing? And that place is not his hometown at all. He doesn't even know the way... At that time, Lilith looked at him strangely and said, "Isn't this his hometown? How can he not recognize the way?"

He could only explain that he had been away from home for a long time and had changed a lot...

"What are you going there for?" Zhu Yufeng asked.

"What? Lilith can go with you, but I can't?" Alicia said with her arms crossed.

Zhu Yufeng was silent for a moment, then said: "That is not my hometown. I can never go back to my hometown."

Alicia was stunned for a moment, then said: "When you and Lilith went there, it was already after the Eighth Herrscher incident, so there must have been some changes..."

"No, I mean, even now, I can't go back." Zhu Yufeng looked at Alicia and said, "If I go back, then maybe..."

"possible?"

"Maybe we will never see each other again." Zhu Yufeng turned his gaze to the dark sky in the distance, "Between my hometown and you, I can only choose one."

Alicia didn't understand what was going on, she could only look at Zhu Yufeng in confusion.

"I remember, Alicia, you were found in the forest by people from a small town, right?" Zhu Yufeng suddenly said something that made no sense, "That was the earliest trace you left in this world."

"Yes, but why did you suddenly mention this?" Alicia asked. She didn't need to think about how Zhu Yufeng knew it. After all, this guy already knew the story of the next era. Isn't it normal to know some things about the past?

"The earliest trace I left in this world was the moment you rescued me from the ruins," said Zhu Yufeng.

"Eh?!"

"Didn't Su use the Thousand Worlds to observe other parallel worlds? I fell here from another world." Zhu Yufeng said, "And then I can't go back."

Alicia looked at Zhu Yufeng in surprise. She remembered that when they were in the amusement park before, Eden had also asked him who he was, but he chose to keep silent at that time.

This is really... big news.

"My world is very similar to this world, so the place Lilith and I went to is indeed my hometown from a geographical point of view, but it's only the geographical location that is similar." Zhu Yufeng said, "This should be my biggest secret. I shouldn't tell you originally, but... I feel it's okay to tell you now."

"So, for you, that place is a hometown that you can only see but can never return to, right?" asked Alicia.

Zhu Yufeng shrugged: "You can say that."

"So, do you want to go home?"

"...Alicea, you asked this question. Of course I want to go home. I still have my parents and my childhood sweetheart..."

"So, if you could... choose between me, us and your hometown, you would actually choose to go home, right?" Alicia said softly.

"But obviously I can't go back." Zhu Yufeng said, "And even if I can go back, before I go back, I must at least let you see..."

"It's meaningless if I can't see it with you." Alicia said, looking into Zhu Yufeng's eyes. She finally understood why Zhu Yufeng treated her so obviously differently. He was not from this world, so naturally he would not care about other people who were not in the story he saw.

Zhu Yufeng was silent.

"I finally get to stand here with you again, but you said you might leave one day. Have you ever thought about... my thoughts?" Alicia hugged Zhu Yufeng, "Is there no one you love in this world? Even if there isn't... then at least there are people who love you, me, Lilith, and even..."

"Alicia..."

"..."

"Are you afraid?"

"...Of course I'm afraid. I'm afraid that you'll leave without saying goodbye one day. With your personality, that's bound to happen, right?"

"..."

"Okay, you don't want to leave?"

"Ailisha, you have to know that the premise of all this is that I can go back, I..." Zhu Yufeng didn't know what to say. If he could go back, of course he wanted to go back and see his parents, but... he also found that he seemed to have been too deeply involved with this world without realizing it, and he couldn't give it up cleanly.

After a moment of silence, he also reached out and hugged Alicia, saying, "If that day really comes, I can't guarantee what choice I will make, but at least now, no matter what happens, I will be by your side, Alicia."

Chapter 101 Wei Wei: Hehe (no expression)

When hugging Alicia in the rain, Zhu Yufeng suddenly remembered that it seemed that someone had been bugging him all along?

However, Weiwei is unlikely to tell this to anyone, but she will definitely go crazy.

If other people knew about this, what would they think? Zhu Yufeng was a little curious.

My identity as a time traveler was almost as sensitive as Alicia's identity as a Herrscher. Alicia didn't dare admit to others that she was a natural Herrscher until the very end, but I... didn't admit my identity as a time traveler to Alicia until this time.

After all, this is the previous civilization, and one's own world has not collapsed. If the technology of the previous civilization can really allow one to go back, then is there a possibility that this will cause a war between the two worlds?

Even if he didn't know how to do it, he would most likely be taken away for dissection.

This person is from another world! Look at Master Qian. If he wasn't so strong, how many times would he have been dissected? In fact, he was also tricked by Mobius to study him on the operating table.

Although it seems that Mobius cannot be used as an example, because other people have also been studied over and over again by Mobius...

"So, you still don't have a definite answer, right?" Ai Lixia leaned on Zhu Yufeng's chest and asked softly, "I know my request is very willful. You have your own family and friends. They are all in a world that I may never reach...but..."

"Because I think it's meaningless to think about this kind of question. I've been thinking about it for more than ten years." Zhu Yufeng said, "Even though my childhood memories have become blurred, even though I have left too many traces of myself in this world, but... if I still have to make a choice, I will still hesitate, Ai Lishiya... In my world, there is no collapse, and although the civilization is not as developed as this world, that is where I grew up."

Alicia was silent.

She understood everything Zhu Yufeng said. She grew up in Vostok-51, and life there made her understand the beauty of human nature. Later, she embarked on a journey, witnessed many things, and understood how complicated human emotions are. Everything deepened her love for humanity.

She regarded everything in Vostok as her most precious memory and hid it in the deepest part of her memory.

Even though she later joined the Fire Moths and fought on the front lines against Honkai as an elite warrior, she still missed her time in Vostok.

Feng is probably the same, but the difference is that he can't go back to his hometown whenever he wants. He can't even see his hometown, and he can't receive any news from his hometown. Therefore... if there really comes a day when he wants to go back, there is a high possibility that he will choose to go home.

What's more, thinking about Feng's experience in his previous life, he might not have much feelings for this world.