The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

Why did Esmodes kill so many people on that day? According to Esmodes herself, it was because she witnessed the priest of the church trying to do something bad to the children. After she stopped him, he became angry and wanted to kill her, but she killed him instead. At the moment she killed the priest and the moment the blood splashed on her face, she felt an unprecedented sense of pleasure. Then, she looked at the others...

To put it bluntly, she is the kind of person who will go crazy while killing and can no longer distinguish between friend and foe...

Esmodesm is easily excited, whether it is about the harm done to her or the harm she inflicts on others.

Under normal circumstances, Esmodesm is quite normal, but no one can guarantee when she will go crazy after seeing blood, so when Padre first joined the Fire Moth, he advised Padre not to get too close to Esmodesm and to be careful of Esmodesm.

Aponia looked in a certain direction, which was the direction of the church. She knew Esmodesma and how dangerous she was. She had heard about what happened back then... After her rebirth, she went to see Esmodesma. At least now, Esmodesma looked very normal and was a very gentle nun.

"I'll pay attention." Aponiya said, "So, do you want to go to the church and take a look later?"

Zhu Yufeng thought for a moment, then nodded: "I'll go over there and take a look later. Oh, by the way, what happened between that kid named Kona and Qianjie?"

"Kona is a very smart and sensible child. At that time, the funds that the church could allocate were a little tight, and the sanatorium was also a little...difficult...so, in order to subsidize the living expenses of the sanatorium, Cona took some part-time jobs." Abonya said softly, "You can see that he now has symptoms of Honkai erosion. In his previous life, it was because of these things that his erosion symptoms worsened. In the end... Qianjie and he have a good relationship. When Qianjie was moving things, he would follow Qianjie and help. Qianjie is not very good at communicating with other people. When I was not around, he helped Qianjie communicate with others..."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

I understand. No wonder Qianjie is not very willing to mention Kona... Although Qianjie appears to be irritable on the surface, he actually values ​​feelings more than anyone else. When the werewolves were killed in Le Tu, even though Sakura was the most suspicious person, Qianjie always believed in Sakura and proved Sakura's innocence in his own way.

Or, the Qianjie that he knew outside the Paradise, made an agreement with Imer to fight together until the last moment. After the incident of the Tenth Herrscher, he was willing to cause a big commotion in the storage place of the Key of Domination in order to find the Key of God made with Imer's core. Because he knew the plot in advance, he stayed at the Fire Moth headquarters at that time waiting for Qianjie, forcing him to calm down, and found the Key of God made with Imer's core together with him.

After all, if I don’t stop Qianjie, he will have to dismantle about half of the Key of God, about half!

After the tragedy of the restraint, he also resonated with Qianjie's thoughts...

"I really hope that I can also be qualified to become a fusion warrior and fight alongside you. In that case, maybe I can understand your thoughts, instead of being unable to see your true thoughts like now, Feng."

"You are a warrior, and you have things to do. I am just a nun, not even qualified to be a fusion warrior, so I can't do that much. The only thing I can do for you is to stay behind and take care of the people you are protecting."

Michael...

In the end, I fought with Michael till the end... Her wish was fulfilled...

Feeling that the atmosphere seemed to be getting heavier, Zhu Yufeng came back to his senses. He looked at Abonya and said with a smile: "Speaking of the children in the nursing home, that girl named...what's her name? She seems to be...quite sensible too?"

"Are you talking about Evelyn?" Abonya looked at Zhu Yufeng and said helplessly, "Feng, you have the habit of not being able to remember other people's names. I still think you need to change that..."

"Alisa said so too, but I'm used to it. After all, we may not necessarily have any intersection in the future..." Zhu Yufeng scratched his head. He remembered Kona's name because he wanted to gossip about Qianjie's past and he wanted to know more about other Fire-Chasing Heroes. As for Evelyn... he didn't take it to heart and mentioned it just to change the heavy topic.

"Evelyn is indeed very sensible." Aponia said, "But, Feng, you have also discovered, right? Evelyn's Honkai erosion symptoms are more serious than others. Her original family members also died because of Honkai erosion. She is also more mature than other children... In the previous life, when the Honkai erosion symptoms became more and more serious, she left the sanatorium on her own. I don't know where she went."

"Is that so..." Zhu Yufeng nodded thoughtfully, then he seemed to have thought of something and his expression was stunned.

I remember that Esmodes said that she took the initiative to be infected with Honkai in order to experience the pain that a girl felt when she was dying, and to experience the pain that the children like her mentioned by the girl felt.

"That girl's name... I still remember her now... She was from a nursing home on Dusk Street. She would come to church on weekends, listen to my stories, and learn to read... She was a very good child, and then she died. That day, she found me and said she was leaving and hoped that I would pray for her in the church... I wanted to hold her hand, but she withdrew her hand like a frightened rabbit, saying that she was afraid that I would be infected by her. She didn't even dare to enter the church... After she left this world, I kissed her forehead and prayed for her one last time."

Zhu Yufeng couldn't remember the rest. Esmodesma did mention the girl's name, but he forgot it. It was impossible for him to remember the name of someone who had nothing to do with him and was already dead.

I just know that there is such a person and such an incident, that's all.

Now that I think about it, the girl who became the opportunity for Esmodes to come into contact with Honkai could not be Evelynn?

Abonya stared at Zhu Yufeng quietly until Zhu Yufeng came back to his senses and said a little embarrassedly: "Sorry, I was distracted again..."

"No, you don't have to apologize." Aponia shook her head. "I guess you are wondering if Evelyn chose to go to the church in the end, and she just happened to become the opportunity for Esmodes to change?"

"Eh?" Zhu Yufeng was stunned. "My thoughts...are they so easy to guess?"

First it was Lilith, then Alicia, then Mebius and Velvet, and now even Aponia can read his mind? When did his mind become so easy to guess?

"No, I just thought of it when you mentioned Esmodesma." Aponia smiled and said, "In my last life, I wondered if Evelyn went to the church in the end, but when I went there later, no one said they had seen her. In this life, I have observed that Esmodesma seems to have a good relationship with her. I have also observed Esmodesma, and she is somewhat different from the Esmodesma I know. The difference is probably that the current Esmodesma seems to be in a state of confusion, and after becoming a fallen angel, Esmodesma seems to have re-recognized herself."

In other words, Esmodes was bloodthirsty and sadistic by nature, but she suppressed this nature because she was a nun. The collapse just gave her the opportunity to become crazy and release her nature. That unlucky priest was just an opportunity...

Forget it. There aren't many normal people among the fallen angels anyway. Only Abaddon, Astaroth and Mostima are normal. The rest, including myself, are all crazy.

This is normal only relative to other fallen angels, not relative to normal people.

If you don't have a serious illness, you'd be embarrassed to say you're a fallen angel.jpg

"Is that so? It seems that I really need to go to the church to take a look. Although Esmodes probably doesn't remember me, but just like Roffko and the others still have some thinking habits from our previous interactions, the fallen angels' memory reset is not complete either." Zhu Yufeng said thoughtfully.

"Now, how many fallen angels and heroes are around you?" Aponia asked.

Zhu Yufeng thought for a moment and said, "As for Yingjie, except for you and Eden, everyone else is in the Fire Moth Chaser. As for the Fallen Angels, the ones in the Fire Moth Chaser are Lilith, Roffko, Admiral, and Mostima. Beffinger has met Mobius once, and Nahemah was tricked by Lilith. Xila is now Mobius's bodyguard, at least in name."

"I see." Aponiya looked at Zhu Yufeng for a while, then turned and walked towards the door. "I'll take you to where the church is."

After all, she was also a nun in the church, she just left the church.

Chapter 182: Alicia finally wins

"So, you went to the church to see Esmodesma later?" Alicia said.

"Yeah." Zhu Yufeng nodded. "At least for now, Esmodes looks normal... She is still in a state of confusion about what to do or what she should do. Everything she does now is based on what her identity as a nun requires her to do."

"Esmodes... So she's also from Twilight Street..." Alicia nodded thoughtfully, "This is the first time I've heard of this information. As far as I know, the only fallen angels from Twilight Street are Astaroth and Baal."

"Maybe it's because their resumes are relatively clean." Zhu Yufeng said, "Abaddon also came from Dusk Street, but he left Dusk Street early and wandered outside. He probably joined the European branch after the Fifth Herrscher incident."

"I know this. Abaddon was one of the members of your team when you were in Europe. After the Seventh Herrscher incident, you were transferred back to the headquarters, and he chose to come with you." Alicia said, "After that, you came forward to guarantee that you, Lilith, Abaddon, Xila, and Nahaima formed a combat team with you as the captain."

"You know a lot." Zhu Yufeng was a little surprised.

"After you confessed to me that time, I have been keeping my promise and watching you!" Alicia said a little aggrievedly, "But you didn't tell me a lot of things, so how much information can I learn by myself?"

What's more, a certain Lilith admitted that she just didn't want to have more opportunities to get to know Feng, and deliberately reduced the opportunities for communication between herself and Feng...

This was also something that Alicia cared about very much. If she had been a little more curious about the side effects of Zhu Yufeng becoming a fusion warrior, and had been a little more persistent in resisting Mebius's obstruction, perhaps... she would not have let him endure all that alone for so long, and she only found out about this at the end.

In fact, this cannot be blamed on Alicia, because among the first eight fusion warriors who completed the fusion warrior surgery, only Kevin experienced extremely serious side effects. People like Alicia herself, Sakura, Hen, Destobia, Mebius and others did not experience any obvious side effects.

At most, Sakura, who has grown fox ears, might be more seriously affected.

Zhu Yufeng did not have any changes in appearance, nor did he have any changes in physical data like Kevin's extremely low body temperature. It was just that his emotional fluctuations became less severe. Therefore, before learning the truth, Alicia had always guessed that Zhu Yufeng's side effect was emotional repression.

Although when she and Mebius talked about this matter again after her rebirth, Mebius also explained that emotional suppression was indeed one of the side effects suffered by Zhu Yufeng.

"Perhaps... it was this kind of emotional suppression that allowed Yu Feng to finally bear the side effects. But because of the emotional suppression, he became more paranoid than anyone else, and no one could make him turn back."

That's what Mebius said.

In the later period, as more and more Honkai beasts merged, Zhu Yufeng's emotional repression became more and more obvious.

But Lilith also said that when the fallen angels were performing missions or team building, Zhu Yufeng still talked a lot... Anyway, he communicated less and less with her!

Hmph ╭(╯^╰)╮!

"This is indeed my problem..." Zhu Yufeng touched the back of his head awkwardly. When talking about this topic, he also felt that most of the conflicts between him and Alicia in the previous life were actually caused by himself... He wishfully viewed Alicia from the perspective of a game character, and actively and passively avoided excessive communication with Alicia...

"It's not like I don't have any problems..." Alicia lowered her eyes.

"So this time, because of the regrets left in the past, this regret is strong enough for us to break through that barrier, communicate well, and embark on a new path that is different from the past." Zhu Yufeng said with a smile.

Alicia looked up at Zhu Yufeng, and after a while she also laughed, teasing: "Feng, sometimes, what you say is really inconsistent with your personality, and it is hard to believe that you can say this."

"Even if I am a fool, a fool can make many mistakes, but he will eventually make some good points." Zhu Yufeng said with empty eyes. He really felt that his emotional intelligence was not low, at least higher than that guy Kevin, right?

"Anyway, no matter what you look like, I will like you and love you." Alicia held Zhu Yufeng's right hand with both hands. "In my previous life, I also asked Su whether I had met you in other worlds, and Su's answer was no. In this life, after learning about your story, there is one thing I have always wanted to say to you."

"Hmm?" Zhu Yufeng tilted his head.

Alicia smiled gently, and then said softly: "Perhaps, in those countless worlds, there are countless me, and I made the same choice as them in the end, but there is only one Alicia who met you. I am just like any other ordinary girl. I have someone I like, and I will be jealous, angry, and sad for the person I like. I will also be happy and shy for him. No matter what, I am the one and only Alicia who met you and intertwined with your story."

Zhu Yufeng was startled, and then he rarely felt his face getting hot. It had been a long time since he had felt this way. It wasn't the kind of feeling that made him want to dig deep into the ground and bury himself after his dark history was exposed, but...

After a moment of silence, Zhu Yufeng raised his left hand, held Alicia's hand, and said with a smile: "It's the same for me. Maybe, in my world, there are countless people like me, but I am the only one who can meet you, fight with you, and experience the journey of chasing fire together."

At a corner not far away, Padu looked at Lilith: "Sister Lilith, do you really have no idea?"

Lilith glanced at Padu, shrugged and said, "It is the most unwise thing to disturb others when they are in a romantic atmosphere. Feng and Alicia will always have such a communication. Why should I interrupt them? Will Alicia interrupt me next time?"

Padu: "..."

Feelings... Have Sister Lilith and Sister Ai Li arranged their schedules? Just like in Australia, since they are prone to quarreling when they meet, they should stagger their time to be alone with Brother Yu Feng... No wonder I haven't seen Sister Ai Li get embarrassed by Sister Lilith recently, but Sister Ying and Sister She are the ones who are getting embarrassed.

"Anyway, in the end, Feng will definitely not be alone." Lilith looked up at the sky, "I won't let go, and Alicia won't let go either, so we can only take a step back."

"Oh, right." Lilith seemed to remember something. She looked at Padu and said, "Little Padu, how long have you been a member of the Fire Moth since your rebirth?"

"Uh... about... almost two years?" Paduo said, tilting her head.

"Have you ever kissed Feng?"

"Eh?!"

"It seems that both Mobius and Velvet have done this before..."

"...Um, Sister Lilith, Sister Snake, Sister Weierwei, as well as you and Sister Ai Li, we are all... we are just ordinary people anyway, we can't do what you can do..."

Padu wanted to say that none of you four are normal, but after thinking about it, she didn't say it.

"Speaking of this..." Lilith took out her phone and pressed a few buttons, then held it in front of Padu. "Your sister Daisy has already kissed Kosmo, don't you really plan to try harder?"

"Eh? Really?" Padu looked at the photo on the phone with some surprise. The background should be the closing ceremony of the Australian Art Festival. She said that she seemed to have never seen where Amo and Sister Daisy went. Given Sister Daisy and Amo's personalities... could they really do it?

"Hey, that's not right. Sister Lilith, how come you have this photo?" After being surprised, Padu looked at Lilith with some confusion.

Lilith took the phone back and said casually, "I had to deal with some things at that time, and I saw it when I went back to see Feng. Although I was a little surprised at first, it was a little early than I expected for the two of them to officially kiss, but it was normal. The atmosphere was right, and they were both young men and women, and they were in love, so it was just a kiss, how normal."

Then Lilith's tone became somewhat helpless, and she complained with empty eyes: "Except Feng, I can't think of anyone else who would not do something at this time."

Paduo quietly poked his head out to take a look again, then immediately retracted his head: "Um... Sister Lilith, I think you said something wrong this time..."

"After all, Feng is numb from kissing in this life, and she doesn't have as much precaution and psychological resistance to this kind of thing as in her last life." Lilith disagreed, "In her last life, I don't know how many times I arranged this kind of scene, and in the end... I only danced with Feng under the moon when I confessed my love."

Padu: "..."

Regarding the fact that Brother Yufeng was numb from being kissed, she felt that Sister Lilith and Sister Ai Li were responsible for more than 90% of the incident...

Lilith's face rarely showed the playful smile that she usually wore. That being said, it was possible that Feng took the initiative this time, which was different from her taking the initiative to kiss him...

She had actually said something similar to what Alicia said in her previous life. Although Mu Mu understood it at that time, he did nothing in the end. However, she had achieved her goal. From that sentence on, she must have left a deep mark in his heart.

"Feng, if I hadn't met you, my life would probably have ended sometime between the events of the Sixth and Seventh Herrschers. Because I met you, my story can continue. I am willing to stay in this world, just because of you."

In order to even out the extremely high initial favorability that Alicia had in Feng, she had probably tried every possible method.

Heh...Alicia, you've won a little this time~ You may not be as happy as you are now. After all, there are more people watching here than just you and Pado~

I have to find a way to trick Feng into going to the hot spring again...

Another place.

Kevin put down the binoculars and fell into deep thought. He wondered how long it had been since he kissed Mei. Never mind, that was unrealistic... Maybe the probability of Mei wearing a swimsuit for him was higher than the probability of this kiss...

No, before coming here, Mei told me whether she would like to go to the beach with Lilith and Feng next time. Doesn't that mean...

How could Feng take the initiative to attack? It wasn't Lilith? How could he repair it! He just happened to see Feng and Alicia talking to each other and felt that he needed to pay attention to them, but he actually saw this?

No, he had to find a way to create some opportunities for Lilith later...

Archbishop Wen of the Kai Fengli Party felt that he needed to do something.

It is our responsibility to restore Fengli’s glory!

On the other side, Hen took a photo quietly and silently gave a thumbs up, "Great, Feng, you did a great job! I finally saw you get A!"

I'll send this to my wife, so she can give up the idea of ​​bringing Dr. Mobius and Feng together. It's said that big cars are hard to drive, and the age gap is there. Isn't she more attractive if she's the same age? It seems that letting Feng and Alicia take care of little Grayshu can still work.

Back to Lilith.

"By the way, Sister Lilith, are you the only one who knows that things have progressed to this stage between Amo and Sister Daisy?" Paduo looked at Lilith and said.

"Well." Lilith stood up from leaning against the wall and said as she walked back to the observation base, "Maple and Alicia both knew about it. As for the others, I didn't tell anyone except you. The fewer people who know about this, the better. After all, this kind of thing is too exciting for the young couple. Didn't you notice that when we were on the plane back to Fire Moth the next day, Kosmo didn't dare to sit next to Desdobia, and Desdobia didn't dare to talk to Kosmo or mention Kosmo?"

If it were anyone else, Lilith would tell these things casually and laugh at them, but there was nothing she could do. Kosmo and Desdobia were within Zhu Yufeng's focus, and doing so would reduce his favorability, so she didn't want to do that. She told Padu about this because Padu and Desdobia were close, so if Padu accidentally told others, she would have a reason to excuse herself.

But probably Paddy wouldn't tell anyone.

Padu: "..."

At the time, she thought that Daisy was angry with Ah Mo because of his procrastination and lack of understanding of romance... And until now, these two people don't even dare to hold hands... Jump straight to kissing...

Paduo looked at Lilith's back as she left, then stuck her head out to look at Zhu Yufeng and Alicia. After thinking about it, she followed Lilith.

Chapter 183: How many people were there at that time?

Zhu Yufeng felt that something was not right. To be more precise, after returning to the base, he felt that others looked at him strangely... He looked at Hen, who gave him a thumbs up, then walked up to him, patted Zhu Yufeng on the shoulder and said, "Come on, even if it was a momentary impulse, it shows that you are in love. Believe that your relationship will always get better and better."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

Okay, he knew what was going on. He had felt before as if someone was looking at him and Alicia, but he paid a little attention a few times and didn't see anyone nearby. This could only mean that the other party's anti-reconnaissance capabilities were relatively strong, or they had found a good angle from a very far distance and were looking at them through a telescope.