The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

This major event definitely involves the truth about his life experience, and the reason why Feng didn't say everything might be, on the one hand, there might not be enough time, and on the other hand, maybe he was worried that he couldn't bear the truth that was directly revealed to him, so he said this to prepare himself mentally and let himself deduce and guess.

"Does my existence still have any meaning..."

Feng's words were reminding her of something. It was obvious that Feng hoped that she could continue to live on with strength, telling her that she was not alone. Her life experience might eventually make her doubt her own existence. He must have thought so.

but……

Kiana could only think of these. Her heart was a mess at the moment. She sat alone away from others and found that she still felt lonely and panicked.

Because of Feng, because the guy who said he would not leave might really be gone this time...

Otherwise why would he say those things?

Every time Feng went offline, Kiana would feel insecure, and it was even more serious this time. She was confused and didn't know what she should do.

the other side.

Ying was sitting on the plane returning to the Far East, and said to the other end of the communicator: "Yes, that's right, I have confirmed that K423 is the container, the last door for Feng to return to this world... What do you think of Feng's attitude?"

Ying was silent for a moment, then continued, "Compared to his return, a mere container, is it that important? If he comes back, isn't he thousands of times better than a little girl?"

The person on the other end of the communicator seemed very dissatisfied with her actions this time, but Ying just said: "Now that the container has been confirmed, it's time to prepare for the action earlier, right? I now have enough reason to suspect that Gray Xiu, Su and Qian Jie will become obstacles to us. Wei Wei's attitude is also unclear. Ji Wu's one personality cannot represent everything. If you want to take K423 away, it may not be that easy."

After discussing for a while longer, Ying ended the call, propped her cheek with one hand and looked out the window at the cloud view.

She no longer cared about her predetermined fate. She just wanted him to come back. It had nothing to do with ideals or life and death. To her, her sister and Feng were the only people she cared about the most. The other pioneers could be considered friends. If they expanded beyond that, they were no longer within her scope of concern.

I vaguely remember the Midrash's comment on me hundreds of years ago: "You always seem to be silent, but in fact, your inner obsession may be much deeper than Kevin's."

Feng's channel connecting to the real world still seems unstable, so he has to find a way to stabilize the channel later.

After Feng temporarily used K423's body to deal with Cocolia's troops and the Fourth Herrscher, he only had time to say a few words to himself. He didn't want to throw K423 on the operating table.

But... she only cared about the final result. Let Feng blame anyone when the time comes. She just wanted him to come back again without any accidents. With the precedent of Siegfried's defection, she no longer had the patience to wait.

It was she who chose to remain silent, hesitate and procrastinate after hearing the conversation between Feng and Lionel, instead of killing Lionel, which led to all the firepower being poured on him in the end.

So this time, she will not remain silent, hesitate or procrastinate any longer.

What's more, she really couldn't do anything to Kiana now. She had already planned to take Kiana away by force when she was in Oceania, but she was not the only one present at the time. Su and Grayshu had been watching the whole process. Grayshu used a touch of color and Su's Wheel of Karma to trap herself, and warned Angelica not to act rashly.

Therefore, she could only take a long-term view.

Even if Sue and Grayxiu wanted to protect K423, now that the identity of the container has been confirmed, they cannot protect K423 for too long.

His forced test was still effective. If K423 was in danger at that time and Su and Gray took action to protect her, he would have more reasons to doubt their intentions. After all, if he wanted to ensure Kiana's safety, he could do it alone. As long as they took action, he would have more reasons to continue testing Kiana.

What's more, the fact that she had left the stigma of Yaezakura alone didn't mean that she couldn't notice some things.

Chapter 35: Each with His Own Thoughts

St. Freya's Academy, Graysh's art room.

"Teacher Grace... I want to ask, in the history of the Shanyatid family, is there a member of the Shanyatid family named Feng?" Kiana asked while looking at Grace who was drawing a draft in front of her.

“Maple…” Grace raised her eyes, her expression becoming somewhat meaningful, “As far as I know, there is no Shaniyat with such a name, at least, not among those I know.”

"Eh?" Kiana was stunned. "But didn't you say before that you knew a Shaniyat when you were a child? Isn't his name this?"

"It's not wrong to say that his name is Feng, but as Shaniyat, his name is not this." Grayshu said with his eyes lowered, "Why? Why are you suddenly curious about this?"

"I... I just want to know what relationship that Shaniyat has with my life experience." Kiana asked anxiously, "Teacher Grayshu, how much do you know? Can you tell me?"

"The truth you seek may come to you soon." Gray Xiu stood up, walked to one of her paintings, and said, "Qiana, do you believe in the existence of Lucifer?"

Kiana was a little confused about the change of topic by Grace. She looked at the painting next to Grace, which showed the scene when Lucifer rebelled against the gods. After a moment of silence, Kiana said, "Isn't Lord Lucifer the ancestor of the Shaniyat family? Even if others can believe it, the Shaniyat family can't possibly not believe it, right? But, what does this have to do with Feng?"

"What if I say his name is the name of Lucifer before he was called Shaniat?" Grayshu said lightly.

"?!"

Kiana opened her eyes wide in disbelief. She looked into Grayshu's eyes, trying to find some joking or teasing in them, but unfortunately, the emotion in Grayshu's eyes was just like her tone, without any ripples.

Feng...is the ancestor Lucifer himself?

That's not right. Feng said that he had met Teacher Grayshure when she was a child, and Teacher Grayshure also knew him... But considering that Feng always had various sharp comments and indifference towards Lucifer, there seemed to be no other possibility except that he was Lucifer himself.

"But, didn't the ancestor Lucifer disappear in the legend?" Kiana said with some difficulty, "And you also said that you met Feng when you were a child, didn't you?"

Could it be that the Maple in the Stigmata that Teacher Grayshu saw when he was a child was also Maple in the Stigmata?

"Yes, I saw him when I was a child..." Gretchen moved her eyes to the window. She slowly walked to the window, looked at the scenery outside and said, "Whether what I said is true or not depends on whether you believe it or not. As for more things, I still say that you have to wait for the Shanyiat family to tell you these. And, in the near future, you will know these."

Kiana was silent for a moment, then asked again: "So, who am I?"

"Kiana Kaslana, isn't that your name?" Gresh turned around and asked, "Do you need to know the answer to the question of who you are from me?"

But, Kiana Kaslana...is this really my name? Or in other words, am I really Kiana Kaslana?

Kiana felt her mind was in a mess. What could be more important than the fact that Feng was Lucifer? Was what Teacher Grayshu said really true? Did that mean that she was not special to Feng, or that he was also the spirit behind Teacher Grayshu?

Besides this, who am I?

The question of her own background had become inescapable, as her mind replayed her life before that birthday over and over again. She had no memories before the age of eight, and she did not have a name before her last birthday with her father.

So, who is she? Who is Kiana Kaslana?

"You don't look well. Why don't you go and take a rest first?" Grayshu said, "I heard from Principal Theresa that you just defeated the Fourth Herrscher. The battle must have been difficult. You need to take a good rest, Kiana."

"You're right, maybe... everything will be fine after a good night's sleep..." Kiana pressed her brows. Grayshure's words did make her feel a little tired. Every time Feng was offline, she would feel extremely insecure, and she would keep thinking about the problems that Feng told her not to think about.

Especially the words Feng left for me before he went offline this time...

Feng... No, maybe I should call him Lucifer now. If he is really Lucifer, then the fact that Lucifer has always been with the Shaniyat family seems to have been confirmed...

but……

Kiana thought again of what Siegfried had said before.

"The Shaniyat family is no longer your family. They are crazy!"

"Kiana, listen to me, the Shanyat family will do you..."

What will you do to me?

What is the mystery of my origin? Am I Kiana Kaslana?

Can anyone tell me? Can anyone answer me?

Feng...what exactly do you want to express in the end?

"Excuse me, Teacher Grayshu, maybe I really need to have a good rest... I'll be leaving first." Kiana said and left the studio.

Grayshue quietly watched Kiana leave, then her eyes fell on her various paintings and she fell into deep thought.

"Gretsch."

Suddenly, Fu Hua's voice rang out.

"Sister Hua, what do you want to talk to me about?" Grace came back to her senses from her thoughts and looked at Fu Hua and asked.

"What else could it be? You should have received the news, Ying...she confirmed that Kiana is Feng's...'container'." Fu Hua said, "Now that the identity of the 'container' has been confirmed, shouldn't we also be prepared?"

"Didn't Sister Hua oppose Grandma Mebius and the others before?" Grayshu asked with some curiosity.

"That's right, because Mobius's methods are really too radical. The 'Container' is still undecided, and both children should have their own lives instead of lying on Mobius's cold operating table." Fu Hua replied, "And now the identity of the 'Container' has been determined. If we delay, things will change. Siegfried's incident really cannot happen again. What's more, Feng's return is a good thing for us and for civilization."

"Really... What's Brother Su and the others' attitude? Or did you, Sister Hua, come to me first?" Grayxiu asked, tilting her head.

"As for Weiwei, I'm afraid she's more anxious than me. As for Su, I've already looked for him... He seems to be worried about something." Hua said, "Of course, there's still no conclusion as to how Feng will come back. I'm also worried that Mebius and Ying will do something out of the ordinary, so I plan to stay by Kiana's side and at least be on guard against their actions."

"So that's how it is...So Sister Hua, what you mean is that we should let Kiana go back to Sky Harbor first and move around within Otto's controllable range. This way, Grandma Mobius and Sister Sakura won't be able to reach there, right?" Grayshu said thoughtfully.

"Yes, Otto is a suitable balancing character." Fu Hua said, "And at the Fate Airport, I have Li Xue and Desdobia to take care of each other, so Kiana won't be hurt too much."

Gray Xiu held her chin with one hand and said, "Sister Hua has indeed considered everything, but isn't Mother Aponia still here at the Fate Airport? Besides, Uncle Qianjie and Brother Yufeng have such a good relationship, what if he also thinks that what Grandma Mobius did is right? Of course, Sister Wei Erwei must also be taken into consideration."

"Your worries are not without reason. It would be difficult to deal with Qianjie or Weiwei with my own strength, and Aponia's ability is indeed very troublesome." After thinking for a while, Fu Hua extended a hand to Grayshu.

"Is this... Yu Duchen?" Gray Xiu was stunned for a moment and said, "Sister Hua, what are you doing..."

"If a fight is unavoidable, Yu Duchen is in my hands, and Wei Erwei may have a way to deal with him. We can only take him by surprise." Fu Hua said, "Then, I may have to rely on you, Grayxiu."

Grayxiu was silent for a while, but she still stretched out her hand to take Yu Duchen from Fu Hua's hand, and then said: "Don't worry, Sister Hua, this time, there will be no more accidents, absolutely not again..."

"Every one of us hopes this is the case." Fu Hua sighed softly and said, "Come to think of it, when Kiana left, I saw that she seemed a little bit off. Did she say anything to you?"

"She has begun to doubt her identity." Grayshu replied, "Also, there seems to be a sign of disconnection between Brother Yufeng and him, which causes the Herrscher of the Void to take advantage of the situation. He almost awakened once before, but I suppressed him. Now Kiana's state..."

"I understand. She and I live in the same dormitory. I will keep an eye on it." Fu Hua nodded and said, "If the Herrscher of the Void really awakens by then, it will be urgent to bring her back to the Destiny Airport."

Grace smiled and said, "Yes, I think so too. I'll leave it to you, Sister Hua."

"Ah."

Fu Hua left after saying this.

After Fu Hua left, Gray Xiu looked down at the Yu Du Chen in her hand and said as if she was talking to herself: "Yes, no matter what, no more accidents can happen. Sister Hua, you were secretly testing me with Yu Du Chen before, right? But, I really didn't lie."

"Accidents will never happen."

Destiny Airport.

"Rita, hasn't the bishop approved my application to go to St. Freya yet?" Yulandel looked at Rita with some doubts. She really wanted to go to St. Freya to see if her sister was injured! Fighting against the Herrscher was no joke, not to mention that Kiana was only an A-level Valkyrie now. It was not that easy to deal with the Herrscher.

"Well, Lord Yulandel, I understand your feelings, but..." Rita hesitated for a moment, then said, "The Bishop is not in the Destiny Airport now. He has gone to Klosten."

"Klosten?" Yulandel thought for a moment and finally remembered where this place was.

Before the establishment of Tianming Airport, Klosten was the original location of Tianming Headquarters. It can be regarded as the old site of Tianming Headquarters. I heard that there are still some historical materials and cultural relics before the construction of Tianming Airport left there.

What is the bishop doing there?

As if she had seen through Yulandel's thoughts, Rita spread her hands helplessly and said, "This is beyond Rita's knowledge. The bishop did not explain the reason to others. He left a note for Amber saying that he would give himself a day off. Then, before Amber saw the note, the bishop left with Lord Ivar and Lord Ludwig."

Yulandel: "..."

The bishop is just trying to be lazy, right? Isn't Ivar still recuperating? The bishop has forced him to work again, right?

As for Amber, who was secretly tricked by Otto, she looked at the documents piled up in front of her and the note left by Otto in her hand that said "Just deal with it yourself", and crumpled it into a ball with one hand.

I'll take care of it myself? Then I'll wait for you, Bishop, to come back and handle it yourself!

Amber was feeling indignant, but she remembered that Otto had gone to Klosten for no reason before. Others might not know the reason, but Amber knew something about it.

It’s… because of Lady Kallen again, right?

Amber sighed, sat down resignedly, and approved the documents according to Otto's instructions. If there were important documents, she would put them aside for the time being and wait for Otto to come back.

Hmm? Bianca wants to go to St. Freya to comfort Kiana? Hmm... Bianca's identity is still too sensitive. Let's wait until the bishop comes back.

Klosten.

"Although Klosten has been renovated over the years, it has basically remained the same," said Ludwig as he walked behind Otto.

"It's not just as simple as keeping it basically the same." Ivar said lightly, "Some places have been preserved in their original appearance according to the instructions of the Bishop, such as the old houses of Kaslana, Apokalis and Shaniyat."

"Your Excellency the Bishop is truly a nostalgic person." Ludwig said with his arms folded across his chest.

"Nostalgic?" Otto, who was walking in front, lowered his eyes. "Ludwig, Ivar, you two can walk around Klosten first. I still want to have some time alone."

Ludwig and Ivar looked at each other, neither objected, and both bowed slightly before leaving.

Anyway, this was not the first time they followed Otto back to Klosten. Every time they came back, the places Otto would go to basically remained the same, nothing more than Kaslana's old house and a few dessert shops that were five hundred years old.

"She is worthy of being Saint Kallen. After five hundred years, she still occupies such an important position in the heart of the Bishop." Ludwig said with some emotion, "Alas... Speaking of this, how did Lady Eleanor lose in the first place?"

Ivar rolled his eyes at Ludwig, "Is this something we should be concerned about?"

"Can't I even complain a little?"

"……up to you."

After the two walked on the streets of Klosten for a while, Ivar said, "In fact, the bishop will stay in the old library in Klosten for an evening."

"You followed the Bishop quietly, right?"

"Wraith did it in disguise, it has nothing to do with me."

"It's so funny! Do you dare to say that you were not curious and asked the other party to follow the bishop quietly?"

After sending away the two guards, Otto came to the place he had been to countless times.

Under a wall.

This is where I first met Karen...