Obviously, I should understand that the best time to take action is when I am still conscious and have complete control over my body.
"…Because you understand that you were able to wake up from the darkness because of Teacher Ji Zi's life-saving rescue. She gave you another life. You don't want her efforts to go to waste, but you are full of confusion about the future and don't know where you should go." The self in the mirror said this as if reading out his own inner thoughts.
Hmm...it seems that it is not an illusion created by that person. Although Kiana has been ignoring Fu Hua as air all this time, it is not true that she did not hear what Fu Hua said when she tried to communicate. It can only be said that Fu Hua definitely could not say these words.
"Yeah... I can't see clearly where my future will go. I'll just take whatever happens along the way." Kiana said softly.
"At least, you didn't completely give up hope of living, nor did you completely abandon yourself. Even though you couldn't see your future clearly, you still did what you thought you should do at the moment. You never surrendered to the Herrscher of the Void, and on the road of exile, you never ignored the Honkai Beasts that appeared."
"You are not afraid of death. You just don't want to let down your mentor who risked his life to save you. You are looking for the meaning of your life."
"That's enough, Kiana. I recognize you. You did a great job. At least, it was within your ability. You did everything you could."
As soon as the voice fell, the person in the mirror seemed to break through the limitation of the mirror, walked out of the mirror, stretched out his hands and gently hugged Kiana. Although the other party was still just an illusion at this moment, or Kiana felt that it was just an illusion born when she was on the verge of collapse, everything was false, but...
At this moment, she longed so much for this embrace to be real.
Even though I couldn't touch the other person, my tired heart found a little comfort at this moment.
"...How I wish I could be like you. If I were like you, I would be able to solve all the problems, right? The Herrscher of the Void, Otto, Anti-Entropy... they wouldn't be a problem..."
Fu Hua who was hiding on the side: "..."
In a sense, at least your first thought is correct. The Herrscher of the Void is now being suppressed by Kiana and doesn't even dare to breathe. There is indeed no problem.
"We were in the same situation, and had similar experiences, so I understand your fear and loneliness. You are so eager to be loved and afraid of being abandoned..." The other Kiana gently stroked Kiana's head, "So, I understand how important he is to me. Because of him, I will never be afraid at any time."
Kiana's eyes widened when she heard that. She immediately took a few steps back and looked at herself who had walked out of the mirror: "What do you mean?"
Similar circumstances, similar experiences...
Doesn't this mean that the girl in front of me is not the so-called self in the mirror at all?
"It's a bit complicated to explain the principle. After all, according to my inquiry to Miss Fu Hua, your academic performance during your time in Saint Freya was not very good." The other Kiana opened her arms and smiled at her, "So you might as well just treat me as you from another world. Relax, Kiana, you see, I'm just an illusion now, I can't even touch you."
"Me...in another world?" Kiana repeated.
Kiana, who was standing opposite her, smiled and nodded.
Kiana pursed her lips with a complicated expression. She now regretted not studying hard during her time at Saint Freya. They were both the same, with similar circumstances and experiences, but the person standing opposite her was always calm and composed, and seemed to know much more than she did...
They say that people get killed when compared to others and goods get thrown away when compared to others. But if you compare yourself...
Should she feel proud or ashamed? Proud that her other self could become what she wanted to be, or ashamed that she was now in such a miserable state?
Fu Hua's expression was even more complicated. She could certainly see that Kiana felt a little inferior when facing Kiana from another world, but let alone Kiana, she would feel inferior if she came here herself.
What's the situation with Kiana on the opposite side?
The practical class teacher is Kevin, the biology teacher is Mobius, the physics teacher is Vivi, the music teacher is Eden, the art teacher is Grayshu, and her self in another world also taught her how to use the Taixu Sword God...
Although she had almost forgotten the memories of everyone except Kevin due to years of wear and tear and the memory damage caused by old injuries, she still vaguely remembered that those people were geniuses in their respective fields, especially Kevin. The value of this name alone was self-evident.
A hero who saves the world and carries thousands of aspirations.
It was this Kevin who recognized Kiana and personally handed the Holy Judge of Skyfire to her.
Kiana, who has such top-notch educational resources, is probably the most unmatched person in this world.
Not to mention that according to Kiana's own account, she is now basically a confirmed candidate for the next head of Shanyiat. Although she herself does not really want to be the head of the family, she said that if she does not become the head of the family, she can only become a bishop.
Fu Hua: "..."
Otto from another world actually wants to abdicate? What kind of magical world is this?
Oh yes, Kiana also mentioned that her current political teacher is Otto himself.
Who on earth is that man whom Kiana calls "Maple"? Why doesn't this person exist in my world?
Therefore, Fu Hua really wanted to tell Qiana, stop comparing, this lady is really not comparable, comparing with her is just asking for trouble...
At this time, another Kiana was thinking about a serious question.
Is it safe for her to guide Kiana to the World Snake now? After all, Fu Hua in this world doesn't even remember the existence of the Paradise of the Past, so what does this World Snake look like?
And if the Paradise of the Past is still functioning normally...
I wonder what Alicia would feel if she knew about her experiences in the other world, especially after she knew that Kevin firmly chose to stand on the Fengli Party between her and Lilith and cheated her many times, what would her expression be?
Well, there was absolutely no intention of revenge against Kevin for training her, nor was there any intention of revenge against Alicia for locking Feng up and cutting off the connection between her and Feng.
Absolutely not, impossible.
Kiana Extra: Another World (3)
Seeing Kiana, who had been numb and often looked panicked for the past few months, now breathing evenly and peacefully, Fu Hua looked at the other Kiana standing beside her and said, "Thank you very much for showing up. If you hadn't enlightened Kiana, I don't know how long she would have been in this state. If she continues like this, the consequences will be disastrous."
"My guidance..." Kiana lowered her eyes, "Captain, I think you are too early to feel relieved. My guidance can only solve the most urgent problem, but it cannot solve the other problem. The sword of Damocles hanging over her head has never gone away. I just delayed the time of its fall."
Fu Hua looked puzzled.
"Her body is far from being able to withstand the erosion of a Herrscher core and two gems." Kiana said calmly, "Although in fact, her resistance to Honkai energy is excellent enough. Others, let alone accommodating two gems at the same time, even one would probably turn them into ashes. I think you should be aware of this."
In order to find the container of the Serenity Gem, Otto arranged countless experiments. Many Valkyries died in the experiments of the Serenity Gem, which directly led to the defection of Dr. Maki. As the direct executor of that pursuit mission, Fu Hua certainly knew that except for the Serenity Gem, the Desire Gem had better luck. After countless experiments, it finally found the temporary container Wendy, but in the end it also led to the birth of the Herrscher of Wind.
Fu Hua hadn't noticed this before the other Kiana asked such a sharp question. Of course, she would have discovered it over time. After all, for Fu Hua, her focus was more on Kiana's mental state at the moment.
"According to my judgment of her physical fitness, her body can only withstand one Herrscher Core of the Void Herrscher and one gem at most." Kiana looked at Fu Hua and said, "But now, there is an extra gem in her body. If she continues like this, sooner or later, her body will be destroyed by the erosion of the gem."
"Is there no other solution?" Fu Hua asked.
silence.
Under Fu Hua's puzzled gaze, Qiana retracted her gaze, pressed her brows and said, "Sorry, monitor, I'm still not used to my current state."
Obviously, according to her life experience, Fu Hua shouldn't ask for her opinion on such a matter. She is the leader of civilization. This makes me look like that leader...
The historical trend of this world is obviously similar to that of my own world, but in some details, it is really different. As the executor of the Spark Plan in Shenzhou, how did Fu Hua end up like this...
No, this cannot be blamed on her, because without Feng's participation, the Shanyati family in this world is not the Shanyati family she knows, and Alicia and the others are most likely sleeping in the previous civilization, otherwise Fu Hua would not have forgotten their names, let alone fallen into such a situation.
If it weren't for the broken body, with Fu Hua's strength, Otto would never have been able to stab her in the back. Suppressing the Herrscher of the Void should not be a difficult task for Fu Hua.
As if she had seen through what Kiana was thinking, Fu Hua sighed and said, "I'm sorry, I... was seriously injured five hundred years ago and I can no longer use the Grand Void Sword God. As a result, every time I use the Grand Void Sword God, I need to rely on Yu Duchen's power and burn my past memories to perform it."
Kiana showed a thoughtful expression. She suddenly thought of one thing, that is, did Feng know the fate of this world long ago? After all, she had also received such information from the Paradise of the Past and Alicia and the others. Feng had predicted everything that happened in the current civilization long ago, although what happened later caused the "prophecy" to deviate due to Feng's interference in the world...
Does that mean that the world we have now is the world that would have existed if Feng didn't exist and hadn't interfered with him?
For a moment, Kiana's mood fluctuated, which attracted Fu Hua's attention. At that moment, she felt Kiana's inner turmoil.
"When I was unaware, Cocoon succeeded in corroding the original world and corrected Feng, the [outlier], from the original world? No, this is just a possibility. After all, Cocoon should not be able to wipe out Alicia and the others. Because they resisted Cocoon's reincarnation, the existence of Yingjie would not be easily wiped out by Cocoon... Well, that should be the case..." Kiana thought.
Things always get complicated when Feng is involved...
So returning to the issue of Kiana in this world, after observing the condition inside Kiana's body, she came up with a solution.
"Let Mei awaken and become the Herrscher of Thunder, and take away the authority to conquer the gems from her. This way, we can save her current situation."
But when she thought of Mei from her own world, Kiana began to wonder if Mei from this world could actually do this...
"Besides that, there is another way. That is for me in this world to complete the [Transformation] of the Herrscher, fully accept the power of the Herrscher, acknowledge the identity of the Herrscher, and strengthen my own beliefs. However, my mental state in this world is not good at the moment. Even with my guidance, she can only be considered slightly calmed down. The meaning of her own battle is not something that I should give her."
While the other Kiana was thinking, Fu Hua was concerned about the physical condition of Kiana in this world. In order to help the other Kiana come up with a solution as much as possible, Fu Hua said: "Destiny is definitely not a good place for Kiana, so... what about Anti-Entropy?"
Anti-entropy...
The other Kiana looked up.
Fu Hua read a very complicated emotion in her eyes. Unsure, she asked, "Anti-Entropy is another anti-Honkai organization that can fight against Tianming. If Tianming cannot go, Anti-Entropy should also be an option."
At least, during the Singapore incident, Siegfried and the anti-entropy conservatives behind him, as well as the plan in the War of Destiny where the anti-entropy conservatives assisted Theresa in attacking Destiny to take back Kiana, made Fu Hua look up to them somewhat.
For Fu Hua, this was a choice she had no other options. The only choices before her were destiny or anti-entropy. There was no third way.
"Anti-Entropy... I'm sorry, in my world, Anti-Entropy... is not that trustworthy." Kiana said, "The Singapore Honkai-inducing incident, the Changkong City Honkai incident that catalyzed the birth of the Herrscher of Thunder... Compared to Destiny, Anti-Entropy is not much better."
Fu Hua was silent. It turned out that the same thing happened in another world? Then when Kiana brought up these things, Fu Hua was really at a loss for words.
After a long silence, Fu Hua said, "But... Kiana, those were all done by the Anti-Entropy's reformists. The Singapore incident was finally solved by the Anti-Entropy's conservatives who commissioned Mr. Siegfried to solve it..."
"So there are no reformists in Anti-Entropy now? Or are the reformists no longer part of Anti-Entropy?" Kiana asked back.
Fu Hua was speechless.
Kiana continued, "As long as the reformists still exist, they will try to use me in this world just like Otto did. Even if the conservatives really want to help me in this world, what does it matter? As long as the reformists are still part of Anti-Entropy... the final result will not be much better than going to Destiny."
Fu Hua still tried to save the reputation of the two conservative doctors of Anti-Entropy and a missing Anti-Entropy leader: "But based on my understanding of the two conservative doctors and the Anti-Entropy leader, I believe they will not give in easily. First of all, they are more trustworthy than Otto. What's more, on the Anti-Entropy side, there is Mr. Siegfried..."
"If they could suppress the reformists, the Singapore incident and the collapse of Changkong City would not have happened." Kiana said calmly, "Besides that..."
She frowned slightly.
First of all, she was skeptical about whether Anti-Entropy could solve Kiana's physical problem in this world. After all, the Anti-Entropy ability in her own world was not very good. Secondly, she felt that after she went to Anti-Entropy in this world, she would essentially be asking for help from others. So when faced with some discordant debates within Anti-Entropy, she would probably have to remain silent. Then, whether she was willing or not, she would be firmly tied to Anti-Entropy's warship.
Because the self in this world would feel that he owed Anti-Entropy... After all, the self in another world is also himself. Don't he know what kind of person he is? Otto sighed several times that she was too indecisive. If others treated her well, she would be willing to repay them with ten times the same.
If the final result is to defeat Honkai, then it doesn't matter, but what if Anti-Entropy can't defeat Honkai? In this case, it is not a wise choice to tie up to Anti-Entropy's warship.
Kiana also has her own views on the concept of anti-entropy.
But as Fu Hua said, anti-entropy is the only choice when there is no other choice.
Although he knew that there was the option of the World Snake, it was still unknown what kind of existence the World Snake of this world was. Not to mention that without Feng, the World Snake would definitely not be very friendly towards himself in this world.
If she was in control of this body now, she would be willing to give it a try. If it didn't work, she could still use the Power of Void to teleport herself away. However, this was not her own body, but Kiana's in this world. Moreover, she didn't know when she would leave, just as she didn't know how she came here.
This is a very important question. What if the connection is lost after Kiana in this world goes to the World Snake?
Wouldn't that be equivalent to pushing this world's Kiana into the fire pit?
After all the calculations, perhaps going against entropy is really the only more appropriate choice at the moment.
"I believe in Mr. Siegfried's vision. At least when it comes to fighting against Honkai, he is indeed a qualified warrior." Fu Hua didn't know Kiana's inner concerns, but instead tried to persuade Kiana, because she knew that the Kiana in her world would never listen to her. It had to be Kiana from another world who spoke before she would take action.
There was no way. His credit had already been ruined by Kiana, and she was unwilling to trust him even a little bit.
As a result, after she said this, the other Kiana's look became even weirder.
"What's wrong?" Fu Hua asked doubtfully, "If I remember correctly, in another world, according to what you said, Mr. Siegfried also saved you and helped Anti-Entropy to contain the Shanyat family's combat power and assisted Theresa and the others to board the Destiny Airport. I think... Mr. Siegfried on both sides should not be too different, right?"
Kiana gave her a cold look and said, "Then do you know what Feng, the person you want to know, thinks of him in my world?"
Fu Hua had a bad feeling: "...Is it really bad?"
"... Feng said that he was a person who only cared about his own sense of justice and never cared about the people around him." Kiana lowered her eyes, "And Feng warned him in the end, saying... [Siegfried Kaslana is not welcome in the Shaniyat family]."
Fu Hua's eyes widened.
If her previous speculation was correct, this Kiana was the eldest daughter of the Shanyatid family, the future head of the Shanyatid family. If the Shanyatid family did not welcome Siegfried, it meant...
More importantly, even she could feel that Feng meant a lot to Kiana, at least definitely more than Siegfried.
"I'm sorry, monitor. Although I know your starting point is also for the good of me in this world, but... I'm sorry, due to my experience in my world, I am still skeptical about anti-entropy. Seeing is believing. I think I will hold back for the time being. I will find a way to train Kiana. Of course, if possible, I also hope that the monitor can teach her the Taixu Sword God." Kiana said, "To be honest, I don't know how long I can stay in this world, but I will help Kiana as much as possible. If I suddenly disappear one day, then, it's up to you, monitor."
But if you suddenly disappear one day, I'm afraid Kiana won't even pay attention to me...
Fu Hua smiled bitterly inwardly.
"Captain, in addition to the two choices of going to Destiny and going to Anti-Entropy, there is a third way." Kiana continued, "That is Kiana becoming a true Herrscher, accepting that she is both a human and a Herrscher, completing her metamorphosis, and becoming a Herrscher who fights for humanity. Then, all problems will not be problems."
Fu Hua understood what Kiana meant: "So, the problem still comes back to Kiana herself, right?"
Kiana didn't comment.
Voice-over:
"...Found it. So you are in this world, Kiana."
“…Heh…I see…”
"Although I have a good relationship with you in the other world, it does not mean that I will tolerate your behavior this time...Show your true identity and tell me your intentions, otherwise...I don't mind taking some extreme measures."
"Don't try to challenge my bottom line."
"...Su."
Kiana Extra: Another World (4)
"Ancestor Shaniyat from another world, I naturally know that my behavior was too reckless and rude, and it angered you. Please believe me, I have no ill will towards Kiana in your world."
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