The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

Otto avoided the answers to all his questions, but did he really have no idea of ​​the answers to these questions? How could it be possible... Otto was avoiding them, wasn't he also avoiding them?

We are all running away, running away from a future we dare not face.

But now, when I finally mustered up the courage, I found that I didn't know where to go.

If the road is covered with thorns, then remove all the thorns. It doesn't matter even if your hands become scarred by those thorns, because you have already set foot on that road, because this road is just covered with thorns, it is there, right under your feet.

But there are no thorns on the road because the road no longer exists.

If there is no road, as long as the destination is there, I am willing to pave a new road even if it is more difficult than the thorny road.

But she didn't know where the end was.

Otto, Otto... What should I do? Every time I reach this point, I can't help wanting to rely on you, wanting you to give me an answer, but... You no longer give me an answer, you let me find it myself, but the answer I'm looking for is in you.

Finally, a certain Otto came back to his senses from the thoughts of how he entered Kaslana's stigmata space, and found out... ah, it turns out that Kallen and he were sitting on the same plane? In the past, I was used to thinking about things when I was alone on the plane, and unconsciously ignored Kallen's existence.

Ignored...Karen?

Otto suddenly felt that he was a ridiculous fool. If his past self saw himself now, he would definitely punch himself, right?

Why is it so... Perhaps, he already has the answer in his heart. He and Kallen are like two chains entangled together and locking each other. Now, he has learned to get used to a world without Kallen and learned to let go of everything in the past, but Kallen has not broken free from the shackles of the past.

Because for Karin, her time stopped at the moment when she loved her the most, and the past five hundred years ago was just a matter of blinking an eye for her now, but she herself has truly gone through five hundred years, and all her love has turned into a deep obsession.

Now that the long-cherished wish has come true, all the love has finally turned into ashes along with the five hundred years of obsession.

And the emotions that were concealed by these loves and obsessions all surged out as they disappeared. He would dream about the past again and again, recall the old days that could no longer be found again and again, and recall a person whose similar individual could not even be seen in other worlds.

Eleanor, Eleanor... Is this the embarrassing and ridiculous appearance you want to see? Is this your final revenge on someone as unjust as me?

All the neglect, all the memories, at this moment, turned into regrets...

"Otto, do you think that everything you are doing now can undo what you did in the past? You are just deceiving yourself again, because no matter what you do, the person you want to make amends to can no longer see or hear you."

Hiss... How could Kiana, with her mouth that had normal body temperature, say such a fact at a temperature dozens of degrees below zero?

Otto stopped his wandering thoughts again and wanted to say something to Kallen, but in the end he decided not to say anything and let this situation continue.

Kallen will have to get used to such days sooner or later. After all, Otto Apokalis has insisted on staying in the past, and in the near future, he will personally go to the "grand death" he designed.

There is nothing to be uncomfortable with. After all, didn’t I go through the past five hundred years in the same way?

[So, do you really dare to say that there is no revenge against Kallen in this? ]

Xukong Wanzang laughed at Otto's mind at an inappropriate time.

To be honest, after seeing the two ancestors who founded the Shaniyat family, Mavis and Lilith, and combining his own gains in the paradise, it was hard for Otto not to suspect that Void Wanzang was sometimes or essentially Lilith herself who changed her identity and logged in again.

Because Void Manzang is the only one of all the Keys of God that was created in modern civilization, and before that, it had always been located in Lilith's body as the Herrscher Core.

Anyway, when it comes to his sarcasm towards himself, Xukong Wanzang's tone and attitude are sometimes exactly the same as Lilith's.

It is not unreasonable to think so. After all, the two daughters who betrayed their father and mother sacrificed themselves and hid in the Stigmata space because of a disagreement. Alicia stayed away from the world after that. If they want their plan to go on as they expected, in addition to interfering with the Shanyiat family in the Stigmata space, they must have a pair of eyes that can observe the real world, that is, Xu Kong Wanzang.

[Not a bad guess. How about you guess how many times it was me talking to you, and how many times it was the AI ​​of Void Wanzang talking to you? ]

Ha...you're not pretending anymore, are you?

[Because there is no point in pretending anymore, right? To be honest, I really want to see what you will look like when you welcome your own grand death.]

If this is likened to a play, then I will try my best to satisfy the audience.

[But you also understand that with only one person, you will never be able to satisfy her, because your plan itself runs counter to her current wishes. ]

Kallen...she had to learn to face it instead of running away from it.

[Hahaha... Oh, learn to face it... Let's go back to my original question, Otto. Is it true that what you are doing now is not a revenge against Kallen at all? Do you really have a little resentment for her not choosing you and abandoning you? ]

Unfortunately, my answer is destined to disappoint you.

That is... I have never hated Kallen, neither in the past nor now. Otto Apokalis would only hate himself, why he couldn't handle everything properly, why he avoided all the correct answers and chose the most wrong path.

[Okay, you can fool everyone, but don’t fool yourself. ]

……

[I will assume that your current attitude towards Kallen is your normal attitude after letting go. But five hundred years ago, in the dungeon where Kallen was imprisoned, when Kallen rejected the opportunity you had given up all your dignity to seek and decided to abandon you and your past ideals, and when you watched her die in front of you on the execution ground, did you really not hate her at all? ]

……

[Alas, Otto, I would like to call you the best at deceiving yourself. After all, even our father once hated Mother Alicia after the tragedy of restraint. So, why don't you dare to admit it? Is it so difficult to openly admit your hidden emotions? ]

……Ah.

We all pay the price for our choices, and this is the truth that never changes in this world. Just assume that what you said is right, Ancestor Lilim, but... you are wrong about one thing, that is...

Everything had disappeared with her resurrection.

Chapter 188 Expecting a Miracle

Shaniyat Stigmata Space.

"Feng, that world is Foros. How much time do we have?"

At the tea party table, Alicia looked at the young man who was calmly drinking tea beside her with a little distress. As for Lilith who was also calmly drinking tea on the other side, she naturally ignored her.

"Not much, but it won't happen that fast either." Feng put down the teacup in his hand. "This is just the beginning of the destruction. The destruction of a civilization can sometimes come not only from external pressure, but also from internal collapse. Whether it's us or Foros."

Alicia was silent. Feng's words reminded her of some bad memories, and what she had seen and heard in Foros before really made her a little PTSD.

"Is there no way?" Alicia asked, "Such destruction must continue to happen?"

"After all, it's just an asteroid at the edge of the solar system, a place that the roots of Cocoon can hardly reach, and it doesn't have much to do with us in the Eigenworld." Feng lowered his head and thought for a moment, "But... if humans can overcome the Collapse in the future, using this place as an outpost and transit station for development would be a good choice."

Alicia: "..."

Is this what I'm asking?

Forget it. Feng is just that kind of person anyway. It’s better to expect him to care about a world that has little to do with him than to expect him to care about something that has little to do with him. It’s better to hope that there will be a time when he doesn’t have to worry about other people who want to snatch Feng from her, such as Lilith.

"Alisa, 50,000 years have passed. You seem to have changed but not completely. I thought you no longer cared about this kind of thing." Lilith said in a nonchalant tone, "Instead of worrying about an asteroid that is almost out of reach of the sun's light, you might as well worry about what our world will look like in the future."

"I just got wet in the rain, and I don't want others to get wet again." Alicia retorted bluntly, "Besides, the cycle of destruction has been played out countless times in Foros."

"Then there's no need to worry about it, right?" Lilith put down the teacup in her hand and spread her hands. "Anyway, they've been destroyed countless times. What difference does it make if it's one more time or one less time?"

Alicia was speechless. How should I put it? After experiencing all the things in the previous civilization, she was indeed a little changed as Lilith said, but...

"Those seven children, after all, have shouldered too many things that they shouldn't have shouldered." Alicia took out the photo that Guang Vita had taken with her, Feng and them when they left Forros. "Just think of it as a small reward for their kindness. I always want to do something within my ability."

"Are you addicted to raising children?" Lilith said, supporting her chin with one hand, "How about I consider having a biological child with Feng and you raise it?"

Alicia: "..."

It’s hard, the fist is hard!

What do you mean by addicted to raising children? If she wasn't the only one left in the Eigen world, would she have to raise both children? ! No matter what, when Feng pulled her out of the cocoon fifty thousand years ago, she should have been able to leave with Feng.

And what do you mean by "I will take care of your and Feng's biological child"? So you are in charge of giving birth but not raising it, right?

Lilith: Yes, everyone and everything except Feng are trivial to me.

After calming down a bit, Alicia continued, "You should know that those seven little Vitas are indeed very similar to Feng after seeing them. At least they have certain similarities with Feng."

"puff."

Both of them turned their eyes to Lucifer, who had just picked up the teacup and took a sip of tea. At this time, he put down the teacup in his hand, took out a handkerchief from somewhere and wiped his hands and the teacup with an expressionless face.

"Hahaha... I thought you would never have any big emotional fluctuations again. You didn't have any other reaction when you saw them. It turns out that you still haven't realized that those seven children look a lot like you!" Lilith almost laughed to the ground. "Admiller has used your authority to make a deal. Do you think he will come up with something else?"

Feng wiped his hands expressionlessly and said, "I think Admiral's life was too comfortable before. We can't let him live so 'comfortably' after returning to the real world."

He said that he felt close to the seven little Vitas. He originally thought it was the effect of his authority in their bodies, but it turned out to be more than that... It was just like when Lilith was born, or maybe it was that Mavis was able to contact him in her dreams when she was a child. There was always some special connection between his children and himself. He didn't know if it was because the Imaginary Number Tree was bored and opened a family website or for some other reason.

The two sisters Lilith and Mavis, who were observing secretly, looked at each other and said: Oh no, someone is going to snatch their father away from them!

A certain Gray Xiu who was also observing secretly: mixed feelings.jpg

Feng wiped his hands and sighed inwardly. As for the child, he had told Mebius a long time ago that he would not have any feelings for the artificial child, because for him, it was not the result of the so-called emotional sublimation.

At that time, he always felt that if he did not express his position so clearly, he did not know when Mebius would create a few artificial humans with his and her genetic information.

At the beginning, he did not have too much objection to Lilith's birth, and he really intended to fulfill his responsibilities as Lilith's father. A big part of the reason was because of the emotional foundation between him and Lilith.

As for the seven little Vitas, Feng could only say that his initial impression was not that bad. After all, they had not done anything harmful to the world. However, what their "mother" wanted was worth discussing.

His original purpose of going to Foros was to confirm Admiral's specific plan and Suo's purpose, and then the conclusion was...

No threat.

Although Admiller had cheated him to some extent, compared to himself, Suo was the one who was cheated to the point where Admiller had almost cheated him out of his pants.

In the museum of Foros, after coming into contact with some memory fragments deliberately recorded by someone unknown, and after interpreting the ancient songs left in the city, Feng finally remembered that he had some dealings with that Suo 50,000 years ago, and also learned the whole story of the birth of Foros.

Suo's purpose was simple, she wanted to rebuild Freusa, rebuild the Venus civilization that had disappeared in the long river of time, but she did not dare to confront Jian head-on, so in the end she chose an asteroid in a remote area of ​​the solar system and planted her roots on it.

But no matter what she does, civilization will eventually be destroyed by internal strife.

So, in confusion and helplessness, she decided to look for some external help, and Admiral and Rovko were also planning a human retreat based on the Ark Project. At the end of the End War, Rovko finally contacted Suo in the Quantum Sea before he died, and during the long exile of 50,000 years thereafter, Admiral was the first to wake up, and then further improved the Ark Project, using part of his own power that Suo coveted that he had secretly traded away without telling him, to directly seize control of Foros.

In short, Suo took great pains to avoid the eyes and ears of Jian, and established a small base in a small place that Jian didn't even care about. However, it was taken away by Admiller and used as a backup plan for the reconstruction of the Earth civilization. Of course, if he had not been able to return to the original world with the help of Kiana or Yulandel, the Foros civilization would have been the intermediary point for his return to the original world.

The "sacrifice" that Admire prepared in order to completely break through the limitations of the cocoon and descend upon the world was the seven little Vitas.

For Suo, the seven little Vitas were originally puppets she prepared in order to guide Foros and better absorb her own authority. Their value of existence for Suo was to be absorbed by Suo in the end. However, Suo really did not expect that Admiller had set a trap in the authority given out, and the seven little Vitas became her obstacles in the end.

In order to regain control of Foros, the seven little Vitas have become existences that Suo must completely kill. However, no matter how she interferes, with the intervention of idealism, the seven little Vitas will eventually be destroyed along with civilization, and then reborn together.

Suo was certainly unwilling to accept this, so she had been trying to regain control of Foros little by little.

So, to sum up, whether in Admire's plan or in Suo's past and present plans, the birth of the seven little Vitas is for their final destruction.

Of course, in the whole game between Admiller and Suo, what Feng could not have imagined the most was that Xier was also involved in it, and it was Xier who was the key person to push the roots of idealism to take root in Foros.

Feng glanced at the photo next to Alicia again. Although Alicia noticed from the beginning that the seven little Vitas looked very similar to her, in the end, at least they did make Alicia very happy. Alicia also really liked the photo that they took as a gift before they left.

Moreover, in fact, as the ultimate source of the fate of the little Vitas, someone's few consciences made him feel that he did owe the little Vitas a little.

This fate of being created to be destroyed always reminds him of Kiana. Although he also knows that Kiana is different from the seven little Vitas in essence, if he does not interfere, for the people in the world, Kiana's purpose from the beginning of her birth is similar to that of the little Vitas.

Taking into account the factors of Kiana and Alicia, well... there is almost a reason for him to be willing to intervene.

"Although Foros is just an outpost that Suo uses to try to rebuild the Venus civilization in the Original World, the fact that Suo has always coveted the Original World still needs to be dealt with." Feng said.

Although... he felt that Suo might not be able to take back the control of Foros even after the end of the world came on his side, not to mention that if something unexpected happened, it would be easy for him to come out and fight Suo, so it was not really a threat.

After tricking Suo from both Admiral and Xi'er, Suo still couldn't see Xi'er who was wandering around in the quantum sea. She really didn't need to care about it...

But there is no way, the teacher has a legitimate reason, right?

Lilith just drank her tea calmly after hearing this. As soon as Feng said this, she knew what Feng was thinking. As expected, no matter how many reasons she had, they could not compare to Alicia. As long as Alicia wanted to, Feng would do it.

Instead, Alicia frowned: "Will it be troublesome, Feng?"

Although Feng's tone was very confident, the shadow left by the End of the War on Alicia was too great. If the matter involved Feng and was risky, Alicia was unwilling to take the risk.

Feng looked at Ailishia, smiled gently and said, "Don't worry, Aili, I will tell you the details of this matter. You can think about it again about what to do next."

Alicia nodded, and no matter what she said this time, she had to keep an eye on Feng.

Having said that, Feng was suddenly stunned.

"What's wrong, Feng?" asked Alicia.

"Cecilia's consciousness... left the Stigmata Forest in Shanyiat?" Feng frowned slightly. He had deliberately preserved Cecilia's consciousness and engraved it in the Stigmata Forest in Shanyiat so that Kiana's family could be reunited one day.

But now he just ruled Siegfried out. After all, he had never thought that Siegfried could cause so much trouble.

He was very sure that Cecilia's consciousness would not disappear out of thin air, unless there was a traitor in the stigmata space. Alicia and Lilith would not interfere in this matter. Then the only person who would do this, who could do this, and who had the motive, was left...

"Lilith, Mavis, do you two have anything to explain?" Feng looked towards a certain place in the stigmata space.

He did not think that now was the right time for Cecilia to return to the world. To be honest, no one, such as a certain Lancelot or a certain Eleanor, had a deeper understanding of Shaniat's inherited love brain than he did.

Cecilia was no exception. This was the first time she saw someone borrowing power from her ancestors and chatting with them about her husband...

Although Shaniya generally shows signs of being in love, but... at least they can still distinguish the priorities and won't act recklessly. The end result is that they are the only ones who suffer.

Based on Feng's understanding of Cecilia, after she knows about Siegfried's situation, she will definitely understand why she did this. However, out of her love for Siegfried, she can't bear to see Siegfried's current state, and finally buries all the pain in her own heart.

Feng was very sure of one thing, that neither Lilim nor Mavis had any reason to revive Cecilia now, except for one person, who would use everything he had to make a deal, even his life.

"Otto...he hasn't given up yet?"

He had said it very directly at the beginning. Was he still expecting a miracle to happen?