The civilization before the collapse, heroes and heroes are reborn with me

The Fourteen Heroes... Initially, the proposal was rejected by the top leaders because Zhu Yufeng refused to serve as the leader. Later, Zhu Yufeng personally went to the top leaders and stated that he just didn't want to lead a team other than the thirteen fallen angels, and that the proposal was finally passed in order to boost the morale of the remaining humans.

Desdobia was silent for a long time before she said, "What you said makes sense. It's better to say... you are right. Maybe... I am just being hard on myself."

Perhaps, from the beginning to the end, what she cared about most was Kosmo's attitude. She grew up with Kosmo since childhood and could even be considered Kosmo's senior sister. She knew Kosmo too well. It was precisely because of this that she could not accept the fact that Kosmo made the same choice as Zhu Yufeng and the others.

Because this was a choice that the Kosmo she knew would never make.

If Kosmo is as resistant to this matter as she is, then she will comfort Kosmo because she cares about Kosmo's mental state more than her own.

This is also the reason why Desdobia sank into the dream of the Eighth Herrscher in her previous life. She resolved Kosmo's entanglement, but she was never able to get out of her own inner predicament. Under her cheerful appearance, she had an unnoticed knot in her heart. She pulled Kosmo out of the whirlpool, but she herself sank into it.

"If you're thinking about Kosmo, he's not feeling well right now either." Alicia said, "He made this choice probably because he's been with Kevin for too long. After all, people always influence each other. Look at Kevin's cold and cool look. Maybe Kosmo is the same. He just obeyed his rationality and made this choice on the surface, but he's still very conflicted in his heart."

Alicia was telling the truth. Kosmo had indeed managed his facial expressions very well. After all, this Kosmo was a hero who possessed the Inscription of [Rising Light] in his previous life. This change in him happened after the incident of the Ninth Herrscher. It was normal that Desdobia could not notice it.

By the way, let Kevin take the blame~

Kevin and Feng have been too close recently. They can be seen standing together everywhere. Tonight, she finally found an opportunity to be alone with Feng for a while.

Alicia didn't even bother to think about why Kevin was like this. On the one hand, Kevin and Feng were indeed good friends in their previous life. On the other hand, this guy was 100% sure that he was keeping an eye on her to buy time for Lilith.

Humph, even Lilith only kissed Feng once, but she kissed him twice. She won by a lot!

Destobia thought about it and it seemed to make sense, so it was all Kevin's fault, right? Her demon had gone bad because of Kevin!

In the boy's room.

The three of them looked at Kevin who sneezed for no apparent reason. Zhu Yufeng was the first to say, "Kevin, I thought you couldn't sneeze."

"I don't know why... I just feel like there's something extra..." Kevin said with a puzzled look on his face.

Because the review process has slowed down recently, I used to post at night, but now everyone can see my posts the next day. It’s definitely not because I’m going to run away. I’ve said before that I will finish writing this book no matter how it performs, but authors often run away halfway through writing, so I was worried that everyone would think I was going to run away, but I really wasn’t…

Chapter 61 Kosmo: ...Sorry!

the next day.

Kosmo opened the door of his temporary residence and saw Desdobia standing in front of the door. Kosmo was silent for a moment and closed the door.

Destobia: “???”

Ah Mo, what do you mean? I finally figured it out and came here to apologize!

She knocked on the door quickly: "Ah Mo, open the door for me! I am a girl standing in front of your door, what do you mean by closing the door? Ah Mo!"

Inside the door, Kosmo leaned against it, his pupils trembling. Didn't Desdobia scold him harshly yesterday? She also said that he had changed his mind. He had spent the whole night preparing himself and had thought of all the lines for a good chat with Desdobia today.

For example: "Just think of me as a changed person. People can't drown themselves with meaningless ideals."

Or: "I don't care what you think, but I hope you know that sometimes, there are things that you can only choose between two evils, and in the future, there will be more such things."

Another example: "You are not qualified to seek answers right now."

But when Kosmo saw Desdobia, he instantly felt weak, and all the "big words" he had thought of all night yesterday disappeared.

With trembling hands, he took out his phone and typed a message to Zhu Yufeng, who had already left: "Feng, Desdobia is blocking the door to our room now, what should I do?"

Kosmo originally wanted to ask Kevin for advice, but then he thought about it and realized that he couldn't get along with the relationship between Kevin and his girlfriend Mei. And as Feng was someone who could be liked by Alicia, Mebius and others, how could she be more wooden than Kevin?

The reason why Kosmo was the only one left in the room was that he had been thinking all night yesterday, slept too late and got up late. Zhu Yufeng and Su had to get up early to arrange the disposal of the infected people. Kevin would naturally follow them to keep an eye on Alicia, so Kosmo was the only one left in the room.

The same thing happened to Desdobia. She had been thinking about it all night. When she thought that Kosmo was pretending to be tough just like Kevin in order to take care of her emotions, she buried her helpless entanglement deep in her heart. And then she, as his childhood sweetheart, didn't see it and even scolded him, she couldn't sleep at all. She thought that she must apologize to Kosmo.

So she didn't sleep well the previous night and got up very early today. Seeing Kevin and the others had gone out, she stood at the door alone waiting for Kosmo to come out.

Originally, Padu wanted to stay with her, but she refused. She wanted to apologize to Amo alone. She was afraid that Amo would think that she would bring her sisters to bully him.

Before Kevin left, she glared at him, but he just glanced at her expressionlessly and walked away.

This made Desdobia believe Alicia's words even more, and her resentment towards Kevin began to deepen.

Look at what you have done to my Ah Mo!

Seeing that Kosmo still didn't respond, Desdobia stamped her feet and said, "Amo, if you have the guts, don't come out! If you don't come out, I'll just stand here!"

She could apologize through the door, but she wanted to apologize to Kosmo face to face.

Kosmo in the room stared at the screen of his mobile phone. He had never prayed so hard that Zhu Yufeng could see his message in time.

Soon, Zhu Yufeng replied: "It's not easy for a girl to come and have a good talk with you, you can't let her down~"

Kosmo: "..."

He repeatedly confirmed that the person he sent the message to was Feng, so why did the person who replied to him look like Alicia? Speaking of which, after returning from the previous vacation, the relationship between Alicia and Feng became much closer? Could it be that they really...

Regardless, in this case, Kosmo felt that he needed to be tough. He typed a message with great determination: "Alicia, return the phone to Feng."

The reply came back quickly: "You wish~ Feng's phone is under my custody today~"

Kosmo: "..."

Alicia!

Kosmo took a deep breath. Since Feng could no longer be counted on, he could only force himself to calm down and think about how to deal with the current situation.

(Daisy Dobia is a very serious person. If she said she would wait outside, I would definitely wait... How about I leave through the window? No, although this plan is also possible, what if others see me... Besides, Alicia must know about this. If she and Feng are really in that kind of relationship now, she might tell Feng differently if I do this. Hmm... Do I really have to ask Kevin for advice...)

After thinking it over again and again, Kosmo decided to send a message to Su for help.

After what seemed like a long wait for Kosmo, Sue responded: "You two really need to have a good talk. Don't be afraid of this, Kosmo."

Just as Kosmo was about to type that he really couldn't do anything, Su's second message came: "This is something you have to deal with on your own. None of us can help you. Also, don't ask Kevin, his phone is also with me."

Kosmo: "..."

This must be Alicia's fault again, right?! I really can't handle this situation!

He decided to find Michael in advance. Although he didn't know where Michael was now, he could learn from Kevin.

But the most urgent task now is to resolve the current situation. He can't just sit here and do nothing.

After thinking for a long time, which was quite long for him at the moment, Kosmo opened the door. Desdobia was indeed still waiting for him there. There was a hint of fatigue in the girl's eyes, which showed that she did not get enough rest last night.

Desdobia also looked at Kosmo with a slightly tired look, and her guilt for doubting Amo deepened.

"Amo..."

"I'm sorry." X2

The two spoke almost at the same time. They were both stunned, and then they spoke in sync again:

"Let me speak first."

The two were stunned again. Knowing that Kosmo was prone to hesitation, Desdobia quickly prepared to seize the opportunity to speak, but to her surprise, it was Kosmo who spoke first this time: "Desdobia, you don't have to apologize to me. I've been thinking about it all night, and maybe to you, I am really different now, so I should be the one to say sorry."

"No, Amo, actually..."

Kosmo interrupted Desdobia with an unusually tough attitude: "Let me finish first, okay? I... I thought about it for a long time, and I realized that I had never thought that you might be so resistant to this matter, never thought about it... But, Desdobia, you know, I have learned a lot during this period of time since joining the Fire Moth. If you say that I have changed, then I have indeed changed. Because I realized one thing, in this world called reality, many times we have to face the choice between two evils. In order to reach a bright future, someone always needs to bear the darkness. The definition of a hero... is no longer important to me."

"Amo..."

"I'm sorry, Desdobia." Kosmo looked at Desdobia and said, "This is my answer. I'm sorry to disappoint you."

After saying that, Kosmo prepared to leave.

Desdobia reached out and grabbed Kosmo's hand: "Amo, listen to me! I...I am the one who should say sorry!"

"No, you are not wrong." Kosmo did not look back, but chose to take away Desdobia's hand. "We are already on different paths. There is no point in discussing this matter any further."

After saying that, he left without any stopping.

Desdobia stood there, watching the boy's back as he left. After a while, tears flowed down her cheeks. She was too familiar with Kosmo, so she knew that Kosmo was serious.

"Stupid Mo! Stupid stupid big idiot! Wuuuu..." She squatted down with her hands covering her face.

She had originally followed Kosmo all the way to Changkong City, and followed Kosmo to join the Fire Chaser Moth. She just wanted to stay with Kosmo forever...

Why did it end up like this?

Kosmo walked to a corner and let out a long breath.

(That's good. She doesn't need to waste her time on me anymore. I have decided to walk with Feng. She will definitely not accept the path Feng is taking. Instead of both of us suffering from this, it is better for us to part ways as soon as possible.)

Kosmo never really understood Desdobia from beginning to end.

Chapter 62 Zhu Yufeng: I can only help you this much

"Alicia, are you sure you can really do this?" After Zhu Yufeng arranged the treatment of the patients eroded by Honkai energy, he looked at Alicia. He had seen the message that Kosmo had sent him before. He was about to reply and ask Kosmo and Desdobia to speak out their thoughts, but before he could type, his phone was taken away by Alicia.

Alicia said she would take care of everything and would definitely let Kosmo and Desdobia have a good talk.

Zhu Yufeng didn't bother with it anymore.

As for Alicia asking to keep his phone for a day, let her do it.

He doesn't have much use for it now anyway.

What's more, there was nothing in his phone, so it was useless no matter how much Alicia looked through the chat records.

As they were talking, they saw Kosmo coming over. Zhu Yufeng looked at Kosmo and asked, "Are you done talking?"

Kosmo nodded, glanced at Alysia, and then looked at Zhu Yufeng: "Have all the patients been settled?"

"Yes. The logistics of the Fire Moth will be here soon. After that, they will take these patients away and conduct a comprehensive examination of the residents here." Zhu Yufeng said, "Where is Desdobia? Didn't she come with us?"

"I have nothing to do with her anymore." Kosmo said, "People with different ideals cannot work together. I remember that was a proverb from your hometown. She can't accept it now, and what I'm going to do next may make her even more incomprehensible, so..."

"So you dumped her?" Zhu Yufeng looked at Alysia. Is this what you said, "Is it all up to you?" Isn't this a clear failure?

Alicia's eye twitched.

Kosmo didn't even blush this time. He just said, "She and I never started anything. What you said is not accurate, Feng. It's just... maybe I do have special feelings for her. Because of this, I don't want to see her struggling and suffering because of me. Rather than letting me continue to be by her side and make her struggle and suffer, it's better for me to leave first."

Zhu Yufeng turned his gaze to Kevin and Su who were coming over after arranging another patient: "...Is it possible that she likes you too?"

He never liked to interfere in other people's emotional issues. After all, he himself hadn't sorted out the various relationships around him, so how could he be in the mood to pair them up?

As for Kosmo and Desdobia, he could only give some pointers, and don't involve him in giving any advice. To be honest, he felt it was a pity that the two were not together, but he would not give any advice. No matter how much outsiders said about the relationship between the two, it would be useless, as the parties involved had to take that step themselves.

But if they confirmed the relationship and needed his advice, he felt he could still help.

"Maybe." Kosmo was unusually frank, "But... rather than causing each other pain in the future, it's better to part ways early."

Zhu Yufeng: “…”

How should I put it? It seemed to make sense. But according to what Kosmo said, wouldn't he and Alicia have to part ways sooner? The Eleventh Herrscher incident was a hurdle that could not be circumvented, a future they had to face, and it was almost impossible for him to agree with Alicia on this.

That's not right. Alicia understands herself, and he also understands Alicia, but between Kosmo and Desdobia, maybe... there is a lack of heart-to-heart communication.

Wait...why would he think this? Could it be that he really is...

No, he knew that he had no intention of confirming any relationship with Alicia, but he knew Alicia's feelings very well, and Alicia also knew his attitude very clearly. Their current relationship should be said to be that they maintained a special tacit understanding with each other, maintaining such a relationship that was neither friendship nor love.

Alicia looked at Kosmo with a troubled look on her face. She really didn't expect Kosmo to say that. She thought the problem was what Zhu Yufeng and the others said to Kosmo last night, so she looked at Zhu Yufeng: "What did you guys say last night, Feng?"

Zhu Yufeng glanced at Kosmo who was explaining the situation to Kevin and Su, and then looked at Alysia: "Kosmo has decided to follow the path Kevin and I have taken. He still wants to be a hero, but I'm not sure if he wants to be a hero like Kevin, or like me. It's also possible that he wants to be a third kind of hero. No matter which kind of hero he is, Kosmo will choose the lesser of two evils without hesitation, but before that, he will do his best to prevent that from happening."

"You finally frankly admitted that you are a hero." Alicia smiled.

"What I personally think and what others think are two different concepts. If you think I am a hero, then maybe I am. If I don't agree with it, that's my own business." Zhu Yufeng said expressionlessly, "So, what did you say to Desdobia yesterday?"

"Well... I just put some of the blame on Kevin. After all, Kevin and Kosmo have been together for a long time, and Kosmo has been imitating Kevin, right?" Alicia shrugged, "But what I didn't expect is that Kosmo seems to be imitating you now."

Zhu Yufeng did not comment. He just continued, "What should we do with Desdobia now?"

"Huh... I can only let Phyllis comfort her. Although I can do that, but who says that Phyllis is the one who has the best relationship with her now?" Alicia said, "Feng, tell me what you think in your heart. What do you think about this matter?"

"I won't give you any advice on this matter," Zhu Yufeng replied, "After all, I can't even handle my own relationships well."

Alicia knew what Zhu Yufeng was referring to. She pouted and said, "Miss Fairy won't give up easily!"

Now Feng is willing to let me keep the phone for a day, which means that their relationship is getting closer and closer, just like Lilith in the previous life! Even if I was poached, it would be the same if I poached him back.

Speaking of Lilith...what is she doing now?

As they were talking, Desdobia came over. The girl's eyes were red, and it was obvious that she had just cried.