As a veteran of Group C, I want to destroy mygo!

However, even I don’t know where to start or what I should say.

Obviously everyone had been so happy and contented, and although everyone in Crychic could not fully understand each other, even when Li Xi, who was followed by Youhe, bluntly said that he didn't feel anything about her lyrics, she didn't feel the haze coming at all.

Although I am still not a complete human being, even if I am an alien, if someone is willing to get along with me with an open heart, then the whole world will be sunny from then on.

Why did such a beautiful Crychic end up going their separate ways, as if everything was forgotten overnight?

She wanted You to be touched, to resonate with her, to give her compliments, and to never forget her second song after seeing the lyrics... Before even a single character appeared, the band that she thought she could support her whole life had been cut into pieces by Saki-chan, one cut after another, coldly and ruthlessly.

There is nothing anymore.

Even though the band started with Saki-chan, isn’t this too selfish?

No…it’s her who wants to be selfish.

Obviously, Saki-chan was the one who made her start to feel that she was truly alive and breathing before Yuu.

But⑻, even if Saki-chan Wu was not there, even if Saki-chan Qi left, even if Lu just wanted to continue to be with You as an eternal, natural ally for life, she did not want Crychic to disband. She still hoped that the band could continue.

But was it to punish her for such selfish thoughts?

Without Saki's band, there is no way to keep Yu who has basically only had eyes for Saki.

"Why...why would Yuu leave Crychic?"

Even though a year had passed, at that time, she had already cried secretly again and again in her bed late at night, and had already shed countless tears.

But now, facing You's questioning, Gao Songdeng suddenly realized that he was just lying to himself. He didn't think that since he wouldn't cry anymore, he would be numb enough to not face that matter calmly.

"lamp--?!"

Looking at the lamp that suddenly started to cry, Kamiya Yu, who was originally waiting for an answer, never expected that this girl who was as timid and obedient as a little animal would ask him back, and her emotions suddenly became so excited.

"Calm down and wipe your tears first." Surprised, he hurriedly reached out his hand to wipe away Deng's tears, but found that no matter how he wiped, it was of no use. Deng became more and more excited as she cried.

"Why, just because Saki-chan left, you have to leave too... Obviously, me too, Riki too, Sushi too, Mu too, as long as You is still here, we can all continue on and no one will leave!"

She sobbed.

Although they are small animals that are not good at speaking, because of this, they have eyes and hearts that are more sensitive and sharper than humans.

Maybe she didn't know exactly what kind of feelings everyone had towards You, but at least she understood that no matter whether it was You or Saki-chan, even if something happened to one of them or they left, as long as the remaining one could stay in the band, everyone would be able to remain calm to a certain extent and would never fall apart.

Because everyone knows that as long as one of Yu and Saki-chan remains in Crychic, the one who stays will one day attract the one who left back.

Yu and Saki-chan have the kind of relationship that even Takamatsu Deng would be jealous of.

She was so jealous that even though she was very angry at Saki-chan for doing such a disgusting thing, she would never show the slightest bit of it, because even if it was her, even if it was Riki, if they had any complaints about Saki-chan, Yu would only stand firmly on Saki-chan's side.

It's impossible for her to be loved by Yu the same way he loves Saki-chan.

But, she is not that greedy, really not that greedy... It would be enough if she could just get a little favor from You, but why did Saki-chan have to snatch You away from them even for that little bit of care?

If she hadn't done that, Yuu might still have a chance of staying.

Then, after a long time, Saki-chan will also come back because of Yu who stayed.

By then, Crychic will still be Crychic, just with someone temporarily absent.

However, such a wonderful thing did not happen.

"…Me, me and Riki and the others, the four of us, even if we're not as important as Saki-chan, are we really useless? Are we unwilling to let you stay in Crychic for a day or two longer, Yuu?!"

“I want to sing you a song!”

"Just like the lyrics I gave to Saki-chan, I also want to give you a song that's better than Kasuga Kage's, with lyrics you can understand!"

“But why, why didn’t you even give me this chance? If, if there was no Aine-chan, Crychic——the band, would no longer exist. I couldn’t, really couldn’t convey this to you. I want to convey this to you, Yuu!!”

Deng, with her face covered with tears, threw herself into You's arms, howling. He was at a loss as to what to do. After a moment of stunned silence, he smiled bitterly and fell silent.

...He really has nothing to say.

Before, at Ring's place, when he saw Tomo and the others forming a new band with Chihaya Aion, although he did immediately target only Motoyo and Chihaya Aion, it was impossible for him not to have any thoughts about Tomo.

After all, the first person who said "forever" to Chihaya Aine was Deng!

At that time, he just couldn't bear to do anything to Deng and Li Xi, so he turned to attack Su Shi, who was obviously more innocent.

He never expected that the mercy he showed back then would be the boomerang that prevented him from turning into a beast now.

If he had said something condemning to Deng in anger at that time, then at this moment, he really didn't know what to do.

Kamiya Yuu didn't know what kind of expression he should put on now. He could only open his mouth and was silent for a moment. Finally, he asked with some emotion: "Have you been thinking about this since Crychic disbanded, Deng?"

Takamatsu Deng, curled up in his arms, nodded with tears in his eyes, and choked with self-blame, "Well, but I... can't think of anything... I'm sorry, You."

Ever since the band disbanded, the lyrics she had vaguely seemed to have a clue about for You after Kasuga Ying's live ended, just like Crychic, became completely fragmented, and until now, she has been unable to gather them together and cannot complete any words.

"Don't apologize to me, Deng. None of the six of us have done anything wrong, and none of us is guilty. Regardless of whether we are bandmates or friends, I am already deeply moved by your thoughts, Deng."

As the lights of the showdown finally quieted down and the tears stopped flowing, Kamiya Yuya began to cheer up and said this with a little emotion.

But besides being touched, he also felt a little regretful.

Being given a song with lyrics specially made for him... Although he was touched, he didn't really have any demands in this regard. It would be great if the person the song was given to could be Li Xi.

If that were the case, Li Xi wouldn’t know how happy he would be.

However, after hearing what You said, Takamatsu Deng did not feel happy, but instead his mood sank involuntarily.

Sure enough, even now, You would never blame Saki-chan.

What does "no one is wrong, no one is guilty" mean... Takamatsu Deng cannot agree with this sentence at all, even though she still regards Saki-chan as her white moonlight to a certain extent, and is grateful for her salvation, even so, she does not think that there is nothing wrong with Saki-chan.

However, looking at Yu's expression, she couldn't say anything negative about Saki-chan.

It's useless at all.

Takamatsu Deng no longer wants to criticize Saki-chan. Instead, she only hopes that the wish she didn't say at the beginning can be conveyed:

"Aine-chan asked me to form a band together, and I thought that if I could be in a band again, maybe I could recover to the point where I could write the lyrics for Yuu... And I also want to be together with Aine-chan and everyone else again."

"At that time, Li Xi and I wanted to find You after we formed the band, but Su Shi kept wasting our time..."

She never betrayed You, and neither did Li Xi.

However, due to Su Shi's obstruction, You only heard half of the conversation.

Because of that, Yu, who was originally alone, had been alone for such a long time, but just two days later he found someone else, established a new band that had nothing to do with them, and once again left them...

Clearly, she had the opportunity to clarify and speak out.

However, she couldn't say anything at that time because she hadn't seen You for such a long time, and she felt guilty and nervous about forming a band with others. She couldn't even say "If you want to come, Deng and I won't refuse" like Li Xi, who was also very nervous and so nervous that she hid under the table with her legs tightly clamped together.

It was obviously to get You's band back.

But she... ended up pushing You very, very far away.

Volume 73: Chapter 72 . The lights are on and the sound is red, and the trace of Toyokawa Shoko

"Su Shi..."

Kamiya Yu felt a little annoyed when he heard what Su Shi had done and felt that Deng had unconsciously complained in his emotional state.

This is really disregarding friendship. It's been so long, and she is still holding a grudge?

Kamiya Yu only thought about it for a moment and he could completely understand why Su Shi would stop Li Xi and Deng from inviting him.

When Xiangzi just quit Crychic, he missed the performance on the second day during that turbulent time. Considering that Su Shi loved Crychic just as much as he did, he must have hated him for both new and old grudges at that time.

Not to mention, later on, when he discovered that Xiangzi's personality had changed drastically because of a change in his family, and that he had become a poor man short of money, he began to think about abandoning his conscience and using the system's cheats to join someone else's band, thereby turning himself into a national-level musician and earning gold coins to free Xiangzi from endless part-time work and fatigue...

At that moment, who would have thought that he would be caught by Su Shi.

Although Su Shi was actually a traitor who betrayed Crychic before him, perhaps in the eyes of the other party, it was him, Kamiya Yu, who abandoned everyone shortly after Crychic disbanded and planned to play in a new band with others alone. He was simply extremely ruthless and ungrateful.

It was that encounter that made Su Shi have a deeper prejudice against him.

In anger at the time, Su Shi even condemned him, saying that he was no longer qualified to be their friend, and since he was so cold and heartless, they should not contact each other anymore - if he dared to chat with Li Xi and Deng Hemu during that time, Su Shi might not know what to do.

That guy sometimes has some amazing wisdom.

In order to appease the idiot Nagasaki Motoyo, he was speechless and couldn't say the truth like "I wanted to save Xiangzi because I have a cheat", so at that time he had to follow Motoyo's wishes and temporarily cut off contact with Li Xi and Deng.

After that, he still couldn't give up his conscience and inner desire. He didn't want to form a band with outsiders, so he locked himself up at home for several months, practicing his instrument day and night, hoping to achieve his desired goal with his own efforts.

But...it turns out that without any cheats, his musical talent is definitely the worst and most atrocious in the entire Crychic.

It wasn't until the start of the school year that he was finally slapped in the face by reality over and over again. With no other options left, he finally decided to restart the initiative of forming the Tool Man Band... After enduring for half a year, he really couldn't stand it anymore.

If, for the sake of my conscience, I let Xiangzi wait like this, until he finished high school with hard study, went to a top university like Waseda University, made money during college, and made a lot of money after graduation, then I would rescue Xiangzi from his suffering.

Many years later, even if Xiangbao was not tortured by the terrible reality to the point of losing all the spirituality and beauty of being named Toyokawa Xiangzi, he would never be able to forgive himself when he thought about what he could have done but didn't do.

But now it seems that he was thinking about Xiangzi at that time, and in order to take care of Su Shi's feelings, he didn't contact Deng for a long time. Maybe he made her think that he was going to abandon Crychic and their companions.

It's all your fault, Nagasaki Suyo, you're so evil!

However, as time went by, Su Shi did do some good things.

If Li Xi was harmonious at that time, and if Su Shi came together, the three of them would come to him together and want to reunite with him.

Even if he has made up his mind to form the Tool Man band, he would probably find it difficult. Although he would definitely refuse, he is afraid that it would not be a peaceful outcome and it would become a barrier to the restoration of Crychic in the future.

Fortunately, Su Shi solved this problem for him in advance.

By this calculation, that guy's merits and demerits offset each other.

Next time when she complains to Xiangbao, you can go slower so that she doesn't get whipped too harshly by Xiangbao.

"Yu..."

However, just as Kamiya Yu was sighing in his heart and crossing out the misunderstanding of Su Shi, the problem that he thought had been solved by Su Shi was now bravely continued by the timid Deng after hesitating:

"I, I don't hate Kurokawa and the others, but, we've just started, so it's okay... Can you, can you disband the band and come back to be with us, like before, and stay together forever? Aine-chan and Rakuna-chan, Yuu will probably like them too, Aine-chan is a very good person!"

It's spoken out.

She recalled the courage she had gained during the Crychic period, inspired by Yu.

She no longer wanted to do what happened last time when she formed a new band in a fit of anger after causing You to misunderstand her. This time, Takamatsu Deng mustered up the courage to do something she would never do before, which would hurt others.

But she didn't want to endure it any longer.

Compared to Kurokawa Akane and the others, she, Li Xi and Su Shi need You more, they like You more, and letting You come back here is the right thing to do!

"Li Xi has been looking forward to You's return!"

Gao Songdeng added this sentence in a hurry.

She knew it, she had always known it.

Besides Saki-chan, Yuu's favorite person is Riki.

So, as long as Li Xi is here... Can You come back? It should be possible, right?

However, under Deng's anxious and expectant gaze, Kamiya Yu showed an embarrassed expression.

After hesitating for a moment, he couldn't tell the truth, so he chose to escape and changed the subject, saying: "...Compared to that, Deng, don't you think there is another way?"

Seeing this scene, Deng felt disappointed, she knew You's answer.

However, despite being disappointed, Deng still had some spirit, and his eyelids were no longer drooping and his head was drooping like before coming to the amusement park.

it's OK.

Although You is not planning to come back in the short term, at least the current situation is much better than it was half a year ago. Although they are two different bands, their main activities are both in Ring.

Now, the distance between them and You has shrunk a lot.

And... whenever she feels uncomfortable, You will still find ways to make her happy like he did before.

You still cares about her.

In that case, she couldn't cause trouble for You like Saki-chan did: "...You, what other method are you talking about?"

"Lyrics." Kamiya Yu led the topic back to the original point, "Since you can't write the lyrics for me, why don't you put it aside and write something else?"

"...Otherwise?" Deng asked in confusion.

"Well, for example, you could write lyrics for Riki, or for Chihaya Aine, who you like now. At the very least, you could write for that guy Suyo."

"If you really can't think of a personal song, then you can sing about your own thoughts on the band and music. This shouldn't be difficult for you, right?"

When it comes to the field of talk therapy, which is his expertise, Kamiya Yu did not make any vague and untrue remarks, but instead provided practical and effective guidance on specific actions, providing Deng with several directions to move forward.

However, although all these are feasible, Deng pursed his lips slightly unwillingly: "...I want to give it to You first."