If you can't learn, then just fall in love

Next is my date with Eriri. Will they get back together?

Unable to guess

Chapter 67 I like you very much, but I can’t

"Mom, come here." In the bedroom, wearing only her underwear, she was worried about what to wear for the date. But she was not satisfied with any of them, so she had to ask her mother to help.

Sayuri Sawamura had heard that her daughter was going to meet Hanyu, but she didn't expect it to be so embarrassing. There was no such domineering attitude that she had used to control her child's father. "Anyway, Qingkong thinks whatever you wear looks good on him, so what are you afraid of?"

"No, he always said that the clothes I wore were not cute at all. Mom, please help me." Eriri looked through her wardrobe and felt that Hanyu would not like any of the clothes. "Also, mom, don't call him Xiao Qingkong. I can only call him that."

Sayuri Sawamura looked helpless. Her own daughter was jealous. "I know. Even though Hanyu said that, he was just teasing you."

Really, how come you haven't caught up with him in all these years if you like him so much? Sayuri felt a little hurt for her silly daughter in her heart. She didn't know that the silly-looking Eriri had been dating Hanyu without telling her.

"How about this one? Didn't Qingkong say that you look really cute in skirts?" Seeing how Eriri couldn't let go of the dress, Sayuri Sawamura looked upset because this skirt had just been thrown aside by Eriri.

Eriri quickly changed her skirt and stood in front of the mirror, looking left and right. Just thinking about Hanyu's expression when he saw her made Eriri feel very happy. "Mom, why are you still here? I need to put on makeup. I always feel weird with you around."

Sayuri Sawamura began to doubt why she gave birth to such a proud and silly girl, but she was also a little relieved, "You don't need your mother anymore because of Hanyu. Well, I'm leaving, you can go find your boyfriend."

Eriri's face was completely red, but she was still putting on makeup seriously, "Hanyu likes to go without makeup, but he has serious dark circles under his eyes, so he should put on some light makeup."

After a final check before leaving, Eriri made sure that she was flawless today. If she was still the same Hanyu Aozora who liked her, he would definitely fall in love with her again.

With such confidence, Ying Lili arrived at the agreed place, "Where is Xiao Qingkong? Will he be anxious waiting for me? I am a few minutes late, he won't blame me, right?"

Only when she actually arrived at the place did Eriri realize that her confidence was useless. When it came to matters related to Hanyu, her heart could no longer hold anything else.

"You're not here. Did you leave because I was late?" Ying Lili was a little overwhelmed. "Oh, by the way, I have to call and apologize first."

No one answered. Ying Lili was a little upset. "I shouldn't have been late for a few minutes. If I had known, I wouldn't have put on makeup. What should I do? I finally got a date."

Eriri, who was dressed beautifully, looked like Snow White who was left in the forest and was in a panic, as if she would burst into tears at the next second.

"Eri, you're here. Here, this is milk tea for you." The voice coming from behind brought the desperate Eriri back to her senses. "Sorry, I came early so I wanted to buy you something to drink, but there were so many people lining up, I..."

Eriri didn't say anything. She just hugged Hanyu Aozora who was explaining without saying a word.

Hanyu had no place to put his hands, but he could feel the girl in his arms trembling like a frightened bird. "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."

When Eriri heard Hanyu's apology, she realized her mistake and let go with a blushing face. She took the milk tea from Hanyu's hand and turned her head away from him.

"That's mine...forget it." Hanyu muttered softly but didn't say it out loud. After all, for some reason the taste he liked was becoming more and more similar to Eriri's, and the difference in taste between the two cups of milk tea was not that big.

If it were in the past, Hanyu, who couldn't stand sweet things, would have bought a cup of strong coffee, which was exactly what Eriri didn't like.

Eriri, who was walking in front, stopped and said, "Hey, where are we going?"

"You were walking so fast that I thought you knew. Do you still remember the store we often went to?" Eriri nodded with a straw in her mouth. Her exposed little canine teeth made Hanyu feel that Eriri was particularly cute today.

When he went out with Eriri in the past, Eriri would always ask Hanyu, "Do I look good in my outfit today?" Hanyu's standard answer was "No, it's stupid," but she didn't ask him today, which made him feel uncomfortable.

After entering the store, Hanyu and Eriri chose a seat by the window and sat down. "This store is still the same as before, but I don't know if the taste has changed."

Ying Lili didn't throw away the milk tea she had finished long ago. She bit the straw and said vaguely, "Anyway, I've come here several times and it's still the same feeling. There's no need to worry."

Hanyu Aozora looked at Eriri sitting in what was almost her exclusive seat, and imagined that this idiot had come here alone or with friends when he was not around.

"I didn't have time to tell you just now, Eriri, you look very beautiful today." Hanyu Aozora brushed his bangs, looking at the girl opposite him awkwardly, "I feel like you've changed a lot."

Eriri's face instantly turned red, and her eyes became erratic when she looked at her phone. "Of course, I'm naturally beautiful, and I look good in anything I wear."

You used to say that I didn’t dress well and was stupid, but you are the one who has changed.

Ying Lili couldn't help but raise the corner of her mouth, "Humph, it's worth my time and effort to dress up. I think you have good taste today."

But Eriri always felt a sense of disharmony. The little Qingkong in front of her seemed different. The little Qingkong she was in love with was not like this. It's not that Hanyu was not gentle at that time, but the feeling of Hanyu's disguise was too strong now.

After the two of them finished their meal, they walked down the street. The lights on the street were already on, and the feeling of being alone with each other made Eriri feel as if she had returned to a year ago. Before they knew it, they had reached a place they had particularly loved to stay at, and Eriri sat on the swing, swinging back and forth.

"Hey, Qingkong, don't you have something to say?" Eriri didn't look at Hanyu and started the conversation first.

Hanyu Aozora looked at the cute Eriri. Although he couldn't remember why he asked out his ex-girlfriend who he was a little reluctant about, he had no other choice but to get back together. "Eriri, I..."

No matter what, he couldn't say what to say next. Hanyu Aozora always felt that he was not doing this for the sake of getting back together, but for something else.

Seeing Hanyu like this, Eriri smiled with relief, "I told you, Hanyu, that you wouldn't come to me for that matter. You look strange now, not at all like the little Qingkong a year ago who often insulted me but loved me more than anyone else. You are acting for someone's expectations, right?"

"Ah, you can't be blamed for this. After all, before we broke up, I asked you to be gentle to girls and not be afraid of trouble. It seems that this has become a problem for you." Eriri knew that except for Hanyu's classical club, all the other members were girls. If it had happened in the past, Hanyu Aozora would definitely have collapsed because of the trouble.

Eriri rolled her eyes at Hanyu Aozora who looked uneasy. "Are you a fool? You just do whatever your ex-girlfriend says. Didn't you tell me to do whatever makes me happy? I did what you said, but you became different."

"I'm sorry, I just think that I broke up because I didn't do well at that time, so I want to be better, sorry..."

Eriri laughed. "You still don't believe me when I say you're stupid. I was the happiest girl a year ago. Our breakup wasn't because of anything you did wrong, but because of me. Do you think a girlfriend would ask her boyfriend to be more gentle? That would create a lot of competition. I'm not stupid."

"So, Hanyu, don't think you owe me to be better. You are good enough." Eriri got off the swing and patted her butt without any ladylike image. "Come here. I have something for you."

Tying the knot on her ex-boyfriend's hand, Eriri lowered her head and said, "This was given to me by someone else. I think it will be more suitable for you to wear."

The other knot broke a few days ago. Feeling that special touch again, Hanyu felt as if some memory was being recalled along with time.

"Okay, this is super cool." Eriri didn't look up. "Since you don't have anything else to say, go back. I'll be here for a while and then go home."

Hanyu was hesitant about whether to stay, but Eriri's crying voice forced him to leave, "Please, go, I want to be alone."

Tears were like beads that had broken off the string, and they couldn't stop falling. Eriri kept saying sorry in her heart, "I'm sorry, Hanyu, I lied to you. I didn't do what you said. My heart hurts so much now. I can't be happy at all."

"But there's no way. I told you that if you weren't that little Qingkong, I would let you go." Ying Lili tried her best to force a smile, but she couldn't do it. "I really don't want to, but after I proposed breaking up and deleted my friend list, there's no turning back."

Kato found me this morning. She told Eriri the real reason for the breakup and gave her the kit. Her original intention was probably to get Eriri and Hanyu back together.

"I can't do this. I was the one who pushed him away. It was clearly my fault, but I blamed him for a whole year." Eriri's tears wet her carefully applied makeup. "How can I force this completely different little Qingkong to stay?"

Eriri, who claims to know Hanyu best, deeply hurt Hanyu a year ago and even broke up with him. This made her dare not keep Hanyu again, for fear of hurting someone more important than herself.

I will write about the breakup tomorrow

Eriri doesn't ask for a reconciliation because Hanyu is not normal right now, and she is afraid of hurting the person she loves again.

Part of it is my emotional experience. I think it is normal not to choose to reconcile in order not to hurt the other party.

But this is just my personal opinion. We can discuss it when we have time.

Seven more to go

Chapter 68: Ending Too Hastily

When summer vacation was about to start in the third year of junior high school, Eriri suddenly called Hanyu Aozora out, saying that there was something very important.

"What's wrong? Is it another deadline?" As soon as Hanyu Aozora saw Eriri, he guessed why this person asked him out, "Why don't you just go to my house or call me over? Why do you have to meet here?"

Eriri looked at the street with some nostalgia, "Xiao Qingkong, do you still remember when you carried me down this street?"

"Well, because you're so stupid that you can sprain your ankle even on flat ground. You're so heavy that I'm almost dead tired when I carry you," Hanyu laughed. "I haven't been back here for a long time, since I went to a different junior high school."

When Ying Lili heard this person say that she was heavy, she snorted in dissatisfaction and her thoughts went back to the time when they were still in the same school.

"I want to drink the milk tea over there. Let's go buy some." Eriri set her sights on a store not far away. In the past, she would always order a cup of milk tea there and sit on a chair and wait slowly for Hanyu Aozora to finish the basketball team's training.

Before Eriri severed her relationship with Tomoya Aki and Aozora Hanyu, she was waiting for Hanyu at the basketball court so that she could hand him water as soon as possible, but after that she could only drink her beverage alone in the milk tea shop and calculate the waiting time.

Eriri has always been a girl who cares a lot about what other people think of her. Because of this, she can play the role of a perfect young lady in front of others. As a result, her relationship with Hanyu deteriorated for a while.

The temperature in the milk tea shop is like two different worlds from that outside. Hanyu felt the cold air and thought it was a real pain to run out. It was much more comfortable to eat watermelon at home with the air conditioner on than to run outside on a hot day.

Looking at Eriri next to him, Hanyu suppressed his thoughts. After all, he hadn't played with her for a long time, so he should just follow the young lady's temperament today.

"Excuse me, do you have something that's not so sweet? Then give me a glass of ice lemonade." Hanyu doesn't like things that are too sweet, and lemonade tastes better.

Eriri looked at Hanyu who was squinting his eyes while sipping lemonade and found that this person seemed to have many hobbies that were different from hers. "I think sweet drinks are better. Lemonade is too sour."

"I don't deny that sweeter drinks taste better, but if they are too sweet, they will feel sticky and the more you drink, the thirstier you will feel."

After listening to Hanyu's explanation, Eriri inexplicably felt her mouth getting drier and drier. This feeling became more and more obvious in the summer.

"It's all your fault. You gave me psychological hints. I'm so thirsty now. What do you say I should do?" Eriri put her hands on her hips and questioned Hanyu half-jokingly.

Hanyu looked back and realized that they were already far away from the store, so it was not realistic to go back to buy it. "Then I'll give you mine, can we exchange?" He knew that Eriri was just being stubborn, and in fact she would be quite shy if he teased her a little.

As expected, Eriri's face turned red and she turned her head away with a look of disgust. Hanyu smiled faintly and was about to take it back, but Eriri snatched it away in the middle.

"Who said I don't want it? Here, I'll give it to you." After asking Hanyu out today, Eriri had already had some realization and was able to do something that she couldn't normally do. "Now, come with me to the amusement park."

After taking a sip of the sweet milk tea, Hanyu Aozora followed timidly. In this situation, it was definitely right to follow Eriri.

"Are you sure you want to ride this? I remember you were quite afraid of this?" After asking again, Hanyu was still a little surprised that Eriri wanted to ride the Ferris wheel.

Just thinking about what she was going to do next, Eriri's face turned red and steam came out of it. Without answering Hanyu's question, she grabbed his hand and sat on it.

From Eriri's strange behavior, Hanyu seemed to have guessed something. He couldn't tease Eriri who was at a critical point at this time. He chose to look out the window and look at the blue summer sky.

"Xiao Qingkong, um, I have something to tell you." Ying Lili hesitated and couldn't say a complete sentence for a long time. "Look, we have decided to go to the same high school, but there is still a long time before that. I just want to..."

Looking at Hanyu's profile, Eriri couldn't say what was in her heart. She was nervous and anxious, wanting to tell the person in front of her what was in her heart.

It's almost there, I'll be able to say it out soon. When the Ferris wheel was about to reach its highest point, Eriri's mood was also at its peak, and her emotions would be released in the next second.

"It's so troublesome, really." But these words coming out of Hanyu's mouth made Eriri feel cold in her heart. Even though it was summer, she couldn't stop the chill.

Eriri lowered her head, "I'm sorry, just pretend I didn't say anything."

Hanyu Aozora looked at the girl in front of him and expressed his thoughts, "Are you an idiot? Don't confess your feelings to a boy before him. Do you know how much trouble it would be if you confessed your feelings to me in advance?"

Eriri raised her head and looked at Hanyu Aozora with her deep blue eyes, "So you were teasing me on purpose?"

Hanyu smiled and did not deny it, which made Eriri so angry that she hit the bad guy in front of her several times, "Who told you to confess suddenly, and you had to come on the Ferris wheel? I couldn't even prepare well."

Rubbing Eriri's puffy cheeks, Hanyu Aozora looked seriously at the girl who could make him not afraid of trouble, "I was wrong, can Eriri be my girlfriend? I have liked you for a long time."

"I won't listen, you bastard. You're playing tricks on me. If I agree to your request, you'll bully me every day. I won't agree to your request."

Shrugging his shoulders, Hanyu pretended to be indifferent and waited quietly for the Ferris wheel to complete a circle. Eriri next to him lost her temper and rolled her eyes at Hanyu, "Hey, are you serious? I remember you said before that you think dating is troublesome."

Hanyu touched Eriri's head and said, "Maybe I think you are special. You probably make me feel that falling in love is a very happy thing and not troublesome at all."

Like a kitten, Eriri really likes the feeling of Hanyu touching her head, "What if you are annoyed with me? If that happens, I don't like you. Anyway, I didn't confess first, so it doesn't matter if you don't want me."

Hanyu stepped out first and held out his hand to Eriri, "Okay, I'll listen to you."

Eriri blushed and placed her hand on Hanyu's, clasping them tightly together. "What an idiot! You're so nervous that your palms are sweating too."

Two blushing boys and girls strolled in the playground. The two people's mutual teasing and tacit understanding scenes were constantly staged during their love, which made the two people feel that this relationship could last for a long time. Even Eriri thought about the scene of marrying Hanyu.

The subsequent plot is quite cliché. Suddenly, Hanyu and Eriri meet less and less often, and the replies on Line become careless, with impatience between the lines. Eriri knows that this is the so-called cold violence, but she doesn't want to give up first. When Hanyu asks her out one day, she wants to ask everything clearly. If everything goes well, they can go to see the comet as scheduled the next day.

But she found out that the boy she liked was talking to a girl she didn't know, and they were exchanging something. Eriri turned around and left without looking back once.

After returning home, Eriri gritted her teeth and asked Hanyu Aozora to break up, and deleted all chats. When Hanyu called to ask, the two did not say much, as if they had completely let it go. Eriri held back her tears and said, "You idiot should be gentle, otherwise you will be single for the rest of your life, don't be so afraid of trouble." Hanyu was silent for a long time, and expressed his hope, "Are you crying? I have one last request, Eriri, be happy, don't always care about what others think."

Ying Lili hung up the phone and lay on the bed, her pillow wet with tears. "You idiot, how can I be happy without you? You said something like this right after I told you to be gentle. If you don't know, you would think I am sorry for you, idiot, idiot, idiot."

A year passed, and the two of them hardly spoke to each other. The same high school they had worked hard to get into had become a shackle. Every time she saw Hanyu, who had become gentle and had a good relationship with the people around him, Eriri felt very painful, but she could not forgive Hanyu for being tired of her. She wanted to sort out the relationship and then let go completely.

But Eriri couldn't do it at all. She still liked Hanyu very much. Hanyu's gentleness made her think about getting back together, but what Kato Megumi said in the morning made Eriri no longer have the courage to go back for her lost little Aozora.

Thinking of last year's Comet Tiamat, Eriri also prayed towards the gorgeous star trail, praying that the two of them could return to the beginning.

"I'm so sad, Xiao Qingkong. Where are you? Come find me, I'm so scared."

To explain, in the first few chapters, Hanyu treated Takemoto well. It was because a girl with Takemoto's personality helped Hanyu unintentionally that they became good friends. And regarding the confession, Takemoto thought too much. I will write about it later.

These chapters are all about Eriri. As expected, I still like Eriri (Hizashi)

Wait a minute, my wife Mafuyu Kirisu asked me to clean the house.

Thanks to [随了格风][音悦雨夕][西沉的斜阳][中野三玖][灭人丶不溺][不完人] for their monthly tickets, [板井离人][中野三玖] for their blades, and [随了格风] for their rewards. I kowtow to you.

Chapter 69: Liking is very simple

"Sawamura-san, I have something to tell you." In the morning, Kato Megumi found Sawamura Eriri and wanted to tell Eriri everything she knew, to help Hanyu and Eriri as a friend. After all, apart from the two of them, Kato was the one who knew best how strong the two people's feelings for each other were.

At first, Kato thought that Eriri wanted to explain things clearly, which would not be conducive to their reconciliation, but for some reason Hanyu asked Eriri out first, so Kato had to try his best to assist Hanyu who took this step.

Eriri looked at this girl who had scared her and had a very low sense of presence, "You must be Kato, right? If you have anything to say, just tell me directly." As Hanyu's ex-girlfriend, Eriri also knew that there was such a person as Kato, but this was the first time she had communicated with him.

Kato Megumi looked at Eriri and had to admit that she was very cute. Although she was a tsundere, she was much more proactive than herself. She shook her head slightly. Now was not the time to think about these things. "Sawamura-san, did Hanyu-san tell you the reason for your breakup?"

Eriri's eyes dimmed, because she was the one who proposed it. She couldn't stand Hanyu's perfunctory attitude towards her, and the girl who seemed to have a good relationship with Hanyu.

But these seemed to be her own guesses, and Hanyu had never mentioned this. Eriri looked at Kato, thinking that she might have misunderstood something.

Kato Megumi told her everything that Hanyu had told her without reservation.

About two weeks before the breakup, Eriri had a favorite game released. If it was a limited edition bonus, you had to queue up at the release event to buy it. Eriri happened to have something to do that day, so she had to ask Hanyu for help.

After waiting in line for a long time just to buy a female-oriented game that he didn't like, Hanyu Aozora felt like he had really lost his mind. He muttered about how troublesome it was and pretended not to notice the surprised looks of the otaku girls around him.