If you can't learn, then just fall in love

"I'm going to do it. No matter what you say, I won't give up." Ren Ye raised his head and saw his best friend's smile. He knew that this guy said it on purpose. "Really, try another way to encourage me."

"Huh? I didn't encourage you."

Eriri played the song of her ex-boyfriend who imitated her way of speaking.

PS If the protagonist really agrees to make a game, his character will be ruined.

And spoiler alert, the protagonist who has regained some of his nature will do something that is in line with his character.

I've never understood why in fan fiction, no matter what kind of protagonist you are, you have to join the service club.

Chapter 4 I think you two are a couple

"Anyway, Qingkong, go to the multimedia room after school, and I will show you my determination." Lun Ye held the notebook in his hand as if it were a treasure.

“Although I know you don’t have the determination now, the more important question is whether you have the ability.” Hanyu held his forehead helplessly, “At least you have to show me a decent plan. If possible, I will recommend it to Senior Kosaka.”

Hanyu knew that Ren was also eyeing his other identity, the Black Rabbit. If he could get him to join, he wouldn't have to worry about the script and illustrations. "Let me make it clear first, there's no way I'm going to join your club."

Renye looked at Hanyu firmly, "No matter what, I will make you willingly become mine."

After a knife-hand strike, Hanyu was convinced by Tomoya. If this idiot tried to win over girls, it would easily cause misunderstandings. Although he was not sure whether Tomoya did this on purpose.

"It's up to you. I'm going to play basketball. I'll be there on time this afternoon." Hanyu turned around and waved his hand.

Looking at Hanyu's departing back, Aki Tomoya clenched his fists and said, "I will persist no matter what, because this is my only chance not to be left behind by you."

"So, you're not going to watch him play basketball?" Ren Ye asked Eriri next to him.

Eriri took the notebook from Tomoya and looked at his incomprehensible plan again. "I don't understand it anyway. It's enough to see him like that."

The tsundere girl frowned. She felt that the description in these few lines of words by Renye was somewhat familiar. "Renye, does the heroine you mentioned have a prototype?"

The boy blushed, "Maybe."

Eriri glanced at Hanyu's back, and a sly smile appeared on her face as she remembered something.

"Senior Hanyu, is the problem solved?" Wakamatsu, who was playing one-on-one with Nozaki, greeted Hanyu who came back. "Just now, a senior said she wanted to play with us, but she was pulled away by Senior Sakura."

Nozaki recalled the dangerous scene just now and couldn't help but cover his face, "That guy Seo almost joined in."

Yuzuki Seo is a celebrity in their grade. She is very beautiful and the ace of the vocal club, but she is a little mentally abnormal. She is a typical KY. Hanyu knows her, but he is not very familiar with her.

"Thanks to Chiyoko, hehe..." Hanyu couldn't help but sigh.

The sweet Wakamatsu junior looked puzzled, "Senior is so good at playing basketball that she can scare the two seniors like this."

Having had the good fortune to witness Seo's disastrous playing style, Hanyu nodded in agreement, "You can think of her as a harmless but more extreme Hanamiya Makoto."

Nozaki was stroking his chin. He felt that the combination of Wakamatsu and Seo seemed unexpectedly attractive. Seeing him like this, Hanyu sighed helplessly.

"Can you please take care of our junior a little bit?"

"But don't you think this is fun?" Nozaki tried to persuade Hanyu, "Tanaka, no, Hanyu."

Wakamatsu waved his hands gently, "It's okay, seniors. Seo-senpai is actually quite nice. She looked very cute when she asked me for help today."

Hanyu and Nozaki looked at each other. Their junior's brain waves were not on the same channel as theirs. "Why did she ask you for help?"

"She said someone was chasing her, so she asked me to stand in front of her."

Hanyu thought about it and thought that the guy was probably late and was being punished by the teacher, so he randomly grabbed a cute and silly junior when he was running away.

Nozaki patted Wakamatsu on the shoulder, turned around and said something to Hanyu, who also agreed.

"Why don't I make full use of him before he becomes a disaster? It's time to add a new character."

After school in the afternoon, Hanyu and Kato told each other that they would go to the multimedia room later.

"I'm going to look for the teacher. If we can go home together, let's go together." Kato looked at Ichika who left in a hurry, a little puzzled, "Ichika-san, what's wrong with her? Why doesn't she want to go back with you, Qingkong?"

Hanyu thought that Ichika was probably going to the film set. Ichika had a lot of scenes to play and could only complete her work in her spare time. There was nothing she could do about the increasing pressure.

Arriving at the multimedia room, Hanyu didn't notice Tomoya. "That shouldn't be the case. Didn't he come out of the classroom a long time ago?"

Helplessly taking out his mobile phone, Hanyu checked Twitter. When he was bored, only the silly netizens could give him enough happiness. Many people asked him if he had rested well and when he would prepare new works. Hanyu said these questions were too sharp.

"You are slacking off here, Hanyu-san." A pair of long white legs appeared in front of Hanyu. He looked up and saw that it was Kasumigaoka-san. "I have something to talk to you about."

Hanyu put away his phone, "What's wrong?"

Sitting next to Hanyu, Kasumigaoka Utaha propped up her face and opened her phone. "It's this. Editor Machida is urging me to write a new work, but I don't know what kind of story I should write."

"I don't believe in love and youth anymore, which are just nonsense. I can't write a work like Love Metronome." Kasumigaoka looked into Hanyu's eyes, which were still as clear as ever, "Because someone played with my feelings."

Seeing the approaching face of the senior, Hanyu panicked and stepped back a little, but he bumped into the wall because he liked to sit by the window. "Senior, I remember you have never been in love, right? When you wrote "Love Metronome", you were just imagining single people. Don't attribute your inability to write a new work to your emotional problems..."

Pinching Hanyu's mouth, Kasumigaoka Utaha gritted her teeth. This damn junior actually dared to say that he has been solo since birth. It's not that she can't fall in love, she just doesn't want to.

"Kasumigaoka! Let Aozora go." Eriri, who had walked in happily, got furious when she saw the fat woman in black stockings bullying her ex-boyfriend, "Get out of my way and let me do it."

Hanyu's forehead was full of black lines. He didn't offend the young lady, so why did she let you come? But it was also because of Eriri that Hanyu was freed from the hands of the senior sister.

"Hey, isn't this classmate Slide? Didn't you say you wouldn't talk to me anymore?" Kasumigaoka savored the touch of Hanyu's face, deliberately put his hand on his face, and looked at Eriri with interest, "I don't want to see you either, a loser can become a winner."

Eriri grabbed Kasumigaoka's hand. She didn't want this guy to take advantage of her ex-boyfriend. "I care about you because the misunderstanding has been resolved. It's all thanks to Aozora-chan. It has nothing to do with you, an old woman who only makes trouble."

"Besides, I'm not a slide!" Eriri hit Hanyu who was laughing beside her unhappily, "And you, don't you know how to hide?"

Hanyu weakly retorted, "After Kasumigaoka-senpai was touched in the sore spot, I didn't dare to provoke her anymore, and there was nowhere to hide."

Kasumigaoka watched the conversation between the two people, and thought of what Yuzuru said to her on a snowy day. She felt a little sad for no reason, and she tied up her hair and prepared to leave.

"Kasumigaoka Utaha." Eriri called out to the senior who was about to leave, "I'm sorry, I misunderstood you."

It's true that Eriri is very willful, and she also knows that the friend she knew before likes Hanyu, but there is no need for her to dwell on such things, because she also knows Kasumigaoka's feelings, and there is not much difference between them.

"The difference is that you met him earlier than I did." Kasumigaoka looked at Eriri with a complicated expression. Eriri, who was like a child in his heart, was as mature as Hanyu said at this moment. "I am the one who should apologize. That kind of ridiculous feeling should not exist."

It was quite ridiculous, falling in love with her friend's ex-boyfriend, and for such a childish reason. Regardless of her original intention, Kasumigaoka Utaha didn't want to defend herself, because Hanyu had made it very clear that day that she was just immersed in her own fantasy.

Kasumigaoka sighed inwardly, "I'm alone again."

"I won't disturb you two young lovers from talking about love. Goodbye."

After hearing this, Eriri blushed, "We are not in that kind of relationship, at least not now."

Chapter 5: Happiness is captured by myself

"That's not important, Kasumigaoka. I asked you to come here for something more important."

Hanyu blinked and thought, it turned out that it was you, the tsundere idiot, who called the senior girl with black stockings over here. No wonder I was discovered even when I was slacking off here alone.

Kasumigaoka Utaha stopped and looked at Hanyu with cold eyes, "Did you call me here for anything else besides letting me watch you two show your affection?"

"Did you see the wrong person?" Hanyu didn't dare to say this out loud, but just looked at Senior Kasumigaoka seriously with his eyes, "Sure enough, if I get a little serious, it's Senior who gets shy."

Although this method wasn't very good, Hanyu was a little shy, and Eriri got annoyed by his expression and hit him on the head.

"Huh? I'm not doing this for that kind of thing. I've already told you, Qingkong-chan and I don't have that kind of relationship." As Eriri said this, she flattened her fist and gently touched Hanyu's head, as if to comfort him, "I just want to work with you."

"Cooperation?" Hanyu and Kasumigaoka were confused about what she meant by cooperation.

The corners of Hanyu's mouth twitched. It was impossible that Eriri wanted the fan authorization of "Love Metronome". There was no way the senior would agree to this.

Moreover, Hanyu, who knows the prototypes of three of the main characters, finds it hard to imagine that Sayuka's prototype, Kasumigaoka Utaha, would agree to someone else drawing her book.

"It's like this, I want to complete a work with you." Eriri wanted to sit on the table, but her height was not enough. Noticing the strange looks they gave her, she coughed lightly, "Well, it's your fault that you sneaked away, Kasumigaoka."

With a sharp look in her eyes, Kasumigaoka looked at Eriri and said, "You found out."

Not wanting to be outdone, Eriri stared at Kasumigaoka and expressed her own opinion, "The ending had a strong sense of déjà vu."

The two fell into silence, and Hanyu felt like a light bulb as he looked at them. The phone on the table vibrated, attracting the attention of the two girls.

"Just pretend I don't exist." Hanyu frowned when he saw the message, "Do you two have anything else to do? I have to leave first."

"Nothing, I'll leave now." Kasumigaoka turned around and didn't leave like she said. "It's true that I sneaked away, but it doesn't mean I will cooperate with you, because I can't continue to create."

Eriri grabbed Kasumigaoka's hand, and the aggression in her blue eyes disappeared, as if ice had melted into water. "I feel the same way about this, so I want to cooperate."

There was a gleam in the sea-blue eyes, and Kasumigaoka thought that the boy standing in front of him was as gentle as water. "What do you mean?"

"Although I really don't want to disturb you two, I really have to leave for a while." Hanyu looked helpless, "Renye kidnapped Xiaohui and said he found clues about the heroine."

Kasumigaoka and Eriri were stunned for a moment. They both thought of that quiet girl. It would not be a good idea for her to be entangled by a otaku like Tomoya.

"Ah, you two don't have to worry too much." Hanyu looked at their expressions and wondered why they were more excited than me. "Xiaohui said she was looking forward to my visit. It seems that Lun didn't do anything out of the ordinary."

Eriri frowned, "But otakus are scary creatures. Can Hui chat with Renya calmly?"

Kasumigaoka Utaha nodded in agreement. There are many otakus among her fans who call "wife" all day long. Damn it, neither I nor the characters I write have anything to do with you.

Hanyu looked distressed and thought to himself, I'm sorry I'm a otaku.

"Now that you mention it, I'm a little worried. I'll go find them then." Hanyu picked up his schoolbag and smiled apologetically. The detailed explanation has been sent to Eriri. That tsundere idiot shouldn't be angry, right?

"Ah, Yuzu-kun left us two behind, Sawamura-san." Kasumigaoka stroked her cherry lips with her slender fingers, waiting with interest for Eriri to get angry.

After reading the message, Eriri put her phone away, looking helpless, "It's yuzuru (Hanyu), not yuzu (Yuzu), could you please call me by the right name? And this nickname you just came up with, right?"

Kasumigaoka Utaha shook her head. "I just think this nickname is cute, and it can also distinguish it from your 'Little Blue Sky'. Let's not talk about this anymore. Can you explain what you mean by cooperation just now?"

Eriri pouted unhappily and stared at Hanyu's back. "Although I really want to explain it to you, the prototype of the male protagonist ran away. I have to get him back first."

Kasumigaoka Utaha's face turned cold, she squinted at Eriri, "Are you teasing me?"

She was a little angry. She was clearly prepared to stop interfering in anything related to that young man, but this person still wanted to involve her.

"I have given up my unrealistic fantasies, why do you want me to remember them?" Like a cat whose tail was stepped on, Kasumigaoka glared at the idiot in front of her who made her unhappy.

"I'm not trying to amuse myself or mock, I'm just looking for redemption."

"Ok?"

A sad look appeared on Eriri's face. "I told you, Senior, that he and I were in a relationship before, but we broke up afterwards, right?"

Kasumigaoka was stunned, because after such a long time, Eriri started calling her "senior" again.

"I told you before how much he went too far, but..." Eriri smiled helplessly, "It wasn't him who went too far, it was me. He put all the blame on himself just to make me feel at ease."

"I know all about this kind of thing." Kasumigaoka raised her eyebrows. If she lost her judgment and cognition of a person because of what Eriri said before, she would not be Kasumigaoka Utaha. "And then?"

Sitting where Hanyu had just sat, Eriri sniffed the sunshine and Hanyu's scent. "I once thought that Eriri shouldn't exist in Hanyu Aozora's world, because I could only bring him sadness and sorrow. I couldn't do what he wanted. I wasn't the perfect girlfriend in his mind. Even if we were together, we would break up because of some inexplicable conflicts."

"But, he told me so seriously that he couldn't live without Eriri in his world. I was really happy when I heard him say that." Eriri saw the impatience between Kasumigaoka's eyebrows and stuck out her tongue. "But even so, I still can't ask him to get back together, because I'm not the only one who made him realize those things."

A strange expression appeared on Kasumigaoka Utaha's face, "He is so fickle."

"If he was really unfaithful, I would have a reason to ignore him, but he is the most shameless one." Eriri gritted her teeth, "He keeps his distance from everyone, but appears when girls need him the most. He uses the excuse of 'having been in a relationship before is troublesome so I don't want to be in a relationship' to reject others, but in his heart he is looking forward to a relationship."

Kasumigaoka Utaha touched Eriri's head. This was the first time she heard of such a thing. She pursed her lips and expressed her doubts, "But I think Yuzu-kun really likes you."

"It's Hanyu... Never mind." Eriri pouted. She didn't know when her behavior started to become more and more like her ex-boyfriend. "I know, I like him too, but I can't confess to him or get back together with him because I can't forgive myself."

"I hurt him time and time again. I wasn't there when he needed me the most. I thought I knew him well but I always ended up hurting him by accident."

"I can't give him the love in his heart, and I will only bring him trouble. I still have this self-awareness."

"With this kind of mood, I can no longer draw works that I am satisfied with, because whether I like it or hate it, the emotions are not strong enough. I think it's the same for you, senior sister."

"For me, a big part of the reason I chose to embark on the path of creation was because of him. I wanted to use my pen to draw the paintings and characters he liked, and that's how the identity of Kashiwagi Eri was born. That identity carries my most primitive love for him, which is exactly what I dare not imagine now."

"I want to regain my original passion for creation, and at the same time regain my love for him, and regain the Eriri who firmly believes that 'I like Aozora-chan and Aozora-chan likes me too'."

"This is my redemption. Only in this way can I regain the happiness I have lost."

“Oh, by the way, since this is a collaboration, it can be considered fair competition. I don’t need to say more about the rest.” Eriri smiled the same sinister smile as Hanyu, “Although I don’t think you can beat me.”

Kasumigaoka Utaha was a little angry. She didn't expect that the silly school girl who she could easily play with before would be so troublesome now. She was as difficult to deal with as that slippery school boy.

"I have no interest in Yuzu-kun, and I don't want to have any so-called fair competition with you. In my opinion, this is just a child's game." Kasumigaoka looked at the sunset outside the window, "It's meaningless for you to do this. It's more useful to talk to him directly."

“Really?” Eriri picked up the headphones that Hanyu had left behind. “How stupid… Let me put it another way. What I want to create is the best love letter. I need your help.”

"Who are you calling stupid? And your love letter is none of my business."

"I didn't say you're stupid. Forget it. You're just an idiot. You wrote the script. It's up to you whether you want to add your own personal opinions to it," Ying Lili smiled. "It's a rare opportunity to be my friend. Why don't you give it a try?"

"...You really are becoming more and more like him."

"I don't have such a poor disguise." Hanyu curled his lips when he came back to get his headphones.

Chapter 6: The collision between stranger heroines

"... "

"... "