People in the music show, the band girls will not be lonely

She suppressed her anxiety, forced a smile on her face, nodded, and unconsciously lowered her voice.

"Then let's go to my house, Deng-chan."

Then the two of them came to her home, silent all the way.

After entering the room, Nagasaki Suyo closed the door, then immediately turned around, holding the other person's wrist with both hands, with an apologetic look on her face.

"Deng-chan, I'm so sorry, I really didn't mean to do that..."

"I'm sorry for not replying your message. I don't know what to do..."

"I'm sorry, Deng-chan, I'm really sorry..."

"I won't look for Zejun again..."

Gao Songdeng looked at her silently with complicated eyes.

Seeing that the other party did not express his attitude, Nagasaki Suyo became more and more panicked. She held the other party's hand, put her forehead against the back of the other party's hand, and tears began to fall from the corners of her eyes.

"Deng-chan, please forgive me."

"If possible, I would like to continue playing in a band with you."

"I can't lose you again, Deng-chan."

"If there is nothing left, Vatasi..."

Gao Songdeng looked at her, his eyes full of sadness.

"Su Shi, if this is your final decision."

"I don't think I should wait until today to make a choice."

"Or is this just an excuse for you to get my forgiveness?"

Nagasaki Suyo was stunned.

The other party's few brief words were so profound that they went straight to the bone.

She felt the strength in her body gradually dissipating, and even her mind became dazed.

She was confused and murmured in her heart,

[Yeah...Have I really made up my mind? ]

[Or am I just saying this subconsciously because I want to end this torturous situation as soon as possible? ]

She slowly raised her head and met Gao Songdeng's gaze.

There was only sadness in the other person's eyes, but it made her feel as if she was instantly in a sea of ​​fire and swords...

After only a moment of eye contact, she felt very nervous and subconsciously looked away...

It was also at this moment that she understood her own heart.

She realized that she was just trying to deceive herself and others again.

After realizing her own thoughts, Nagasaki Suyo instantly felt that all the strength in her body had been drained away. She could no longer support her body and slowly collapsed to the ground...

Volume 1: Chapter 161: Deng is ready to make the corresponding enlightenment

Seeing Nagasaki Suyo collapsed to the ground, Takamatsu Deng quickly leaned over and held her armpits, trying to help her up.

"Su Shi, let's sit down and talk first."

Nagasaki Motoyo felt that she was too ashamed to face the other person. She cried and shook her head, repeating "I'm sorry" over and over again.

Gao Songdeng increased his strength slightly, but still couldn't drag the other person, so he had to give up.

She looked at the crying girl in front of her and spoke slowly.

"Su Shi, this matter is like a multiple-choice question for both of us."

"To me, this is more like a multiple-choice question, requiring me to choose between you and Zejun."

"But for you, this question doesn't seem to be like this."

"Just as you said just now, if I forgive you and let you draw a clear line between you and Zejun in the future, are you really willing to continue playing in the band with me?"

Nagasaki Suyo was suddenly startled.

She felt like she had no secrets in front of him.

Gao Songdeng continued to speak.

"For you, the options in this multiple-choice question are 'both' and 'neither'."

"Only in this way can you achieve the greatest balance in your heart."

Nagasaki Suyo looked up at the other person, her voice choked with sobs.

"But Deng-chan..."

"I have no choice now..."

She lowered her head and fell silent.

After a while, she raised her head and looked at the girl in front of her. Her eyes regained their calmness.

"Deng-chan, I really can't let go of Ze-kun."

"But Zejun never had any bad intentions towards me. He is innocent."

"You are the only one in his heart."

"Now, I just hope that this incident will not affect the relationship between you two."

"Sorry……"

Nagasaki Suyo felt grief-stricken at the thought that she would become a human being again.

She raised her hands and hugged the silent girl in front of her, tears falling again.

"Deng-chan, I really don't want this to happen."

"It was not easy for us to get back together."

"But fate always likes to play tricks on people."

"But I don't think I have the right to say this. If I hadn't let my heart run wild, at least I wouldn't have lost you and everyone in the band."

"To be honest, I don't know what to do next."

"I've lost my 'home' once again, Deng-chan..."

Gao Song Deng gently stroked Nagasaki Suyo's back, and the struggle hidden in his eyes gradually disappeared...

She knew that the other party did not try to instigate or destroy the relationship between her and Baichuan Ze.

If it weren't for this, she wouldn't have come here today.

Before coming, she made a decision.

This decision is quite difficult.

When she walked through the door, she hadn't made up her mind.

When she saw Nagasaki Suyo collapsed on the ground, crying bitterly, she still hadn't made up her mind.

It was not until she heard what she just said that she made up her mind.

She patted Nagasaki Suyo's shoulder and spoke softly,

“Whether in CRYCHIC or in the current band, Sushi is the one who always takes care of everyone.”

"After everyone from CRYCHIC got separated, it was only Su Shi who worked hard to find everyone again."

"Maybe you do this more for yourself."

"But people are selfish."

“There is no essential difference between us.”

"Later, Su Shi fell in love with Ze Jun, but you were not completely happy."

"I've seen your struggle and pain, and I know you've been trying to convince yourself."

"Although it seems like a failure, no one can deny that you have tried hard."

"Su Shi is always like this, keeping everything to herself and working hard to maintain the atmosphere and relationships among everyone in the band, being gentle, tolerant, and strong."

“So sometimes, I always forget that Su Shi and I are the same age.”

"It's always easy to overlook that Su Shi also has times when he's sad, when he wants to talk to people, and when he can't hold on any longer."

Gao Songdeng loosened his arms, held her shoulders, and looked straight into her eyes.

"For me, the best thing is to be needed by others."

"I will always remember Xiangzi on the overpass, Zejun under the starry sky, and Sushi in RiNG."

"It's you who made me feel needed."

"So, I don't want to lose you."

"The band can't live without you either."

At this time, Nagasaki Suyo was already in tears, deeply moved.

"But, but..."

Gao Songdeng's eyes softened.

"I know what Su Shi is worried about."

"Since I want to keep you, I have naturally made the corresponding preparations."

"If your relationship with Zejun is real but not named, would you be willing?"

Nagasaki Suyo was shocked.

She didn't expect the other party to give in to this extent.

Although I was very touched, I was also conflicted inside.

After all, everyone has self-esteem.

Agreeing to the other party's suggestion is actually a devaluation of one's own personality.

It has substance but no name, and is actually just another way of saying "cannot stand the light".

But she also felt that she really needed Baichuanze.

Suddenly, the words that Yalena had said before flashed through her mind.

【Let’s get married together...】

And the word that came to her mind at that time,

[Privileged class]

Nagasaki Suyo's thoughts began to flow,

[Maybe... maybe we can get married together in the future? ]

[If that's the case, then temporarily existing without a name is not unacceptable...]

[People are never afraid of the difficulties in front of them, but they are afraid of not seeing hope in the future...]

[But now it seems that the future is not completely hopeless...]

Slowly, her gaze became firm.

She looked at the girl in front of her and nodded.

"Thank you, Deng-chan."

A smile appeared on Gao Songdeng's face.