Suddenly, Su Xiyue grabbed one of Gu Qing's hands.

Gu Qing's whole body trembled, and the next moment he felt his hand being pulled slowly downwards...

……

The next day.

Gu Qing was not woken up by Gu Yuan until noon.

After washing up, I went to the first floor and saw the food was already prepared on the dining table.

Su Xiyue had already taken her seat, and when she saw Gu Qing, she looked straight at him.

That look was full of heat.

Gu Qing involuntarily looked away and began to eat in silence.

Gu Yuan looked at Gu Qing strangely and asked, "Qingqing, what's wrong? Is the food not to your liking?"

Gu Yuan made today's lunch.

Although it wasn’t as rich and delicious as Gu Qing’s, it wasn’t to the point of being difficult to swallow either.

"It's okay, I just woke up."

Gu Qing shook his head.

He was just confused.

Having lived two lives, he thought he had already dispelled his confusion and had a clear direction in everything he did.

Whether it is studying or future life and work, he can always find a clear goal.

Even if there is no goal, there is a general direction to guide you.

But what happened at night left him completely confused.

Confused in the completely unclear relationship and position with Su Xiyue.

What are he and she?

147. The girl's attack becomes more fierce

Afternoon 4: 15

At the entrance of the high-speed railway station, Gu Qing and Su Xiyue waved goodbye to Gu Yuan and Su Changqin.

If nothing unexpected happens, the next time the family of four reunites may have to wait until the New Year's Day holiday, or even longer.

The suitcases went through security check one by one. Compared to the time I came back, I brought more things back to Jinling this time.

In addition to a small amount of autumn replacement clothes, Gu Qing and Su Xiyue also packed some Los Angeles specialties to bring to their classmates or roommates at school.

Afternoon 5: 00

Gu Qing and Su Xiyue boarded the high-speed train.

After finding a seat, Gu Qing sat down by the window, while Su Xiyue placed their suitcases on the luggage rack of the train.

Su Xiyue is now much taller than Gu Qing. She is nearly 1.8 meters tall and has a pair of perfectly long legs.

Even if she was wearing a knee-length skirt, with only half of her body exposed, she could still get a glimpse of that beauty.

The girl who was once a little naive is now evolving into a tall and mature lady.

Although her pretty face is still childish, the outline of her future can be seen.

After the train started moving, Gu Qing rested his face on his hands and looked out the window at the scene that was receding.

There was a hint of reminiscence and confusion in his expression.

What happened last night was not just a dream, which made him completely confused.

If the girl's bold behavior can be explained by love, inability to control herself, and the heat of adolescence, then Gu Qing's incredible cooperation is completely out of his long-standing self-concept.

Gu Qing is analyzing himself, but this requires both wisdom and courage.

What on earth made him indulge Su Xiyue to such an extent?

Or...is this his indulgence of himself?

Gu Qing believes that the latter is the real answer.

For a long time, he had been spending every day with Su Xiyue, a young and beautiful girl in his eyes. It would be absolutely self-deception to say that he didn't have any feelings.

The girl's innocentness, the girl's silly smile, the girl's company...

Gu Qing was used to the girl walking on his side, used to the girl helping him push his luggage and carry things, and even used to the girl washing his feet and socks...

The barriers he built were rapidly collapsing amidst these tiny details.

Therefore, it would be more accurate to say that it is an indulgence of Gu Qing himself rather than an indulgence of Su Xiyue.

Su Xiyue wanted to take advantage of Gu Qing and wanted to get close to him.

Faced with such a beautiful girl who wants to get close to him every day, how could Gu Qing not be moved?

It's just that he has to consider more and has more concerns, so he can't be as fearless as Su Xiyue.

But Gu Qing was longing for it again!

The desire for youth, the desire for love, the desire for sex, all of these exist.

He is not without desires, nor is he completely rational.

After all, he was just an ordinary man who lived a few more years.

There may be some strange experiences and insights, but that’s all.

He did not achieve anything great, and although he may have experienced some spiritual suffering, it was not to the extent that his soul could evolve.

Just more tenacity, more thinking, more rationality, that's all.

The hand resting on her cheek seemed to still retain the warmth and aftertaste of the girl.

It's time to re-examine the relationship between him and the girl.

But this requires enough courage.

Gu Qing felt that he might need a little more time, or some other opportunity.

On the other side, Su Xiyue quietly looked at Gu Qing's profile.

No matter from which angle or when you look at her, Gu Qing is always so beautiful.

Like daffodils blooming at night, exuding fragrance, so beautiful that it seems to attract the moonlight.

What happened last night meant a lot to her.

Not only was it a new physical experience, but more importantly, Gu Qing did not reject her.

Su Xiyue could see the contradiction and persistence on Gu Qing's face, and could also sense the entanglement and struggle.

She could more or less understand what Gu Qing was worried about, but she couldn't experience it thoroughly herself.

But she knew that accompanying, persisting, and softening Gu Qing little by little was an absolutely feasible method.

To her, Gu Qing was not as unapproachable as she had imagined.

Beneath that cold temperament, there is a sense of alienation and incompatibility hidden, which is the difference in concepts.

When Su Xiyue tried to understand and integrate into this concept, she found that Gu Qing was so cute and charming.

Gu Qing's inner qualities are no worse than his outer qualities, and may even be better.

This is what makes Gu Qing truly charming, and it is also what makes her unable to stop.

And now, looking at Gu Qing who was obviously confused and struggling, Su Xiyue knew that she must not be too complacent or relaxed at this time.

Instead, we should keep up the good work.

After thinking for a moment, Su Xiyue suddenly took the initiative to grab Gu Qing's hand.

After holding the soft and small hand, Su Xiyue felt the boy's obvious struggle.

But she did not let go. Instead, she held Gu Qing's hand and looked at him with her watery eyes.

Gu Qing caught a glimpse of a glance of affection from the corner of his eye, but he didn't dare to look at it now.

The skin on the hands is pressed tightly against each other, and the temperature of each other can be clearly felt.

Gu Qing looked out the car window. He didn't dare turn his head because he hadn't found the answer yet and didn't know how to respond.

"too fast……"

After a long time, Gu Qing's hands stopped struggling, but his words quietly entered Su Xiyue's ears.

"I know."

Su Xiyue spoke, her hand still not loosened.

She knew Gu Qing was not ready yet.

"I will wait patiently until you are ready, Gu Qing, ready to spend the rest of your life with me."

Su Xiyue spoke softly.

It is a confession, like a talk, but also a revelation.

Su Xiyue didn't know what it felt like for other people to fall in love.

But she knew very well that she could not let Gu Qing get away.

Ever since her biological father passed away, she has never felt such palpitations and reluctance again.

Admiration, love, infatuation, attachment, dependence... these are all her feelings towards Gu Qing.

It is not just the impulse between opposite sexes, nor is it just the feelings between lovers, it seems to carry much more.

The relationship between the two began to become strange, not as natural as before.

Although their hands were clasped together, Gu Qing was unable to look at or talk to Su Xiyue naturally.

Even at the moment their eyes met, he instinctively wanted to avoid it.

And Su Xiyue would appear particularly bold at this moment.

She made no secret of her feelings for Gu Qing, and her ardent gaze was like the scorching sun in summer, capable of melting even the ice.

7:15 pm

Gu Qing walked in front, and Su Xiyue followed behind him pushing two suitcases.

"By the way, why didn't Zhou Jie go back to Jinling with us?"

Su Xiyue tried to break the dull atmosphere with another topic.

This actually works.

Gu Qing opened his thin lips and said, "Ning Yu went to Jinling, so Zhou Jie went back yesterday."

148. Dinner with the girl’s roommates

After returning to their home in Jinling, the two of them tidied up a bit and then took a rest in the living room.

"What are we going out to eat?" Su Xiyue asked.

It's almost nine o'clock in the evening, so I'm naturally too lazy to cook at home.

“Can we have a barbecue downstairs?”

Gu Qing suggested that he didn't want to take the car again today.

"No problem, let's go with the crawfish one!"

Su Xiyue's eyes lit up. As summer was coming to an end, she naturally wanted to have beer and barbecued crayfish again.

After they agreed, they prepared to change their shoes and go out.

At this moment, Su Xiyue's cell phone rang.

After a moment, Su Xiyue covered the microphone of her mobile phone and whispered in Gu Qing's ear:

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