"As long as my feelings are not false, then this happiness that I have managed will not be false either."

This is a game of process and results.

Gu Qing would not persuade Su Xiyue to accept and understand his ideas, because Su Xiyue has not yet understood the process of forming this concept.

Seeing that Su Xiyue might have fallen into a brief state of confusion, Gu Qing spoke again:

"Xiyue, let me ask a question that is more relevant to your current situation."

"What do you think confession is?"

Gu Qing asked.

The relationship between men and women is an eternal topic.

At this time, Su Xiyue was not able to understand Gu Qing's ideas about family and happiness, but if it was just a relationship between men and women, she might have already had some opinions of her own.

"Confession..." Su Xiyue thought for a moment and organized her words: "It is to express one's inner love to another person."

"That's how it should be."

Su Xiyue affirmed herself again.

After saying that, she looked at Gu Qing again. She was very curious about Gu Qing's opinion on the confession.

"It seems to me..."

Gu Qing crossed his fingers and placed them in front of himself.

He looked at Su Xiyue and expressed his thoughts.

“Confession is a declaration of victory, not a call to charge.”

——Confession is a declaration of victory, not a clarion call to charge!

This simple sentence struck Su Xiyue's mind like thunder in an instant.

At this moment, Su Xiyue felt as if she had grasped a corner of Gu Qing's figure.

The girl tried hard to search for relevant clues in her only ten years of experience.

Rather than love at first sight, Gu Qing believes more in love that grows over time.

Rather than fate, Gu Qing believes more in self-improvement.

Rather than relying on fate, Gu Qing believes more in preparing for a rainy day.

At this time, Su Xiyue could not fully understand what Gu Qing wanted to express.

But at this moment, she truly felt the distance between herself and Gu Qing.

Although it has been shortened, it still exists.

Su Xiyue pursed her lips and constructed her own thoughts in her brain.

Gu Qingze suddenly handed the book in his hand to Su Xiyue.

"This book is for you." Gu Qing said.

"Aren't you watching?"

It took Su Xiyue a few seconds to react. She still remembered Gu Qing's action of inserting a bookmark just now.

"I've actually finished reading it, but I suddenly wanted to read it again."

Gu Qing explained.

Su Xiyue lowered her head and looked at the book in her hand. There were not many patterns on the orange-yellow cover.

If this book were on the shelf in a bookstore, most people would probably have absolutely no interest in it.

The title of the book also used a font combination that Su Xiyue had no impression of at all - "The Myth of Sisyphus".

Sisyphus? What is that place?

Su Xiyue instinctively thought that this was a place name, and that this book would tell the mythological story of this place.

"Don't be in a hurry to watch it. Wait until you are bored before watching it."

"You don't have to watch it. This is not a homework or assignment. It's just a tool to kill time when you're bored."

“If you can’t appreciate it, throw it aside. If you can appreciate it, don’t think too much about it.”

Gu Qing's instructions only made Su Xiyue even more curious about the book in her hand.

She decided to take some time to finish reading the book, perhaps it would bring her and Gu Qing closer.

"I'll watch it!"

Su Xiyue nodded seriously.

Gu Qing smiled at this. He didn't mind reading this kind of books with a purpose.

"It's time to go to bed. Please turn off the lights before you leave. Thank you."

Gu Qing knew that at this time Su Xiyue might need an independent space to calm down and digest today's information.

"Okay, okay!"

Although she felt a little reluctant, Su Xiyue really wanted to think about it carefully.

Holding the book given by Gu Qing, Su Xiyue turned off the light in the bedroom and gently closed the door. Finally, she stood in front of the closed door for a while before returning to her room.

"By the way, Gu Qing doesn't seem to have the habit of locking the door at home."

For some reason, this message suddenly popped up in the girl's confused mind.

Su Xiyue returned to her bedroom and threw herself onto the soft big bed sleepily.

She might not realize it at ordinary times, but just now, she suddenly discovered that seriously exchanging thoughts and ideas with Gu Qing was such a laborious and time-consuming task.

“Is this the difference between him and me?”

Su Xiyue felt that Gu Qing could see through her, but she could never see Gu Qing clearly.

Even though I have already caught a glimpse of that shadow today.

Her hand unconsciously stroked the hard and rough cover of the book. After staring blankly at the ceiling for a while, the girl muttered to herself:

"Su Xiyue, you are a girl. You can't always let boys accommodate and take care of you."

"and……"

Su Xiyue tightened the book in her hands.

"I want to declare victory, too!"

Outside the window, the crescent moon spreads soft moonlight; the breeze stirs the curtains, dancing slowly.

40. Gu Qing's past (rewards and more)

Because of his injured right foot, Gu Qing rarely turned off his alarm clock in the morning.

It was not until the morning sunlight shone on his bed that he woke up from his sleep with satisfaction.

After lying in bed for a while, I saw Gu Yuan walking in without knocking, holding a cup of Chinese medicine.

"Qingqing, take your morning medicine first."

Gu Yuan sat down next to Gu Qing.

It seems to be because of the regained happiness, or perhaps it is the nourishment of love, or more likely it is the reduction of stress.

All in all, Gu Yuan's mental outlook has been completely renewed during this period of time.

Gu Qing was naturally happy to see this situation.

I still remember that when the father and son were relying on each other for survival, Gu Yuan once worked very hard.

From morning to night, I sleep less than four hours a day and have to do three jobs a day.

At that time, Gu Yuan's skin turned yellow, wrinkles at the corners of his eyes became obvious, and he even had a few white hairs.

If it weren't for Gu Qing's careful care every day, Gu Yuan would probably have suffered some irreversible injuries.

However, although life was hard during that period, Gu Qing never regretted following Gu Yuan.

Because Gu Qing’s biological mother, the once high-spirited woman, has degenerated into a hopeless gambler!

After pouring the bitter medicine into his mouth, Gu Qing took a glass of water from Gu Yuan and drank two sips.

After seeing Gu Qing finish drinking the medicine, Gu Yuan placed the cup on Gu Qing's desk and sat back down beside the bed.

While spraying medicine on Gu Qing's right foot, he casually said:

"Qingqing, will you blame me for bringing you back to such a small place like Luocheng?"

After a family tragedy, Gu Yuan and Gu Qing struggled to survive in the prosperous city of Shen for a while.

However, Gu Yuan, who had no assets or savings in Shencheng, was unable to support the daily living expenses of both father and son with his meager salary.

What's more, Gu Qing was in his second year of high school at the time and had to spend money on many things.

"I think Los Angeles is pretty good." Gu Qing said seriously.

This is not to comfort Gu Yuan, but small cities always have their own warmth.

"But Qingqing, you don't have many friends. If you hadn't transferred to another school, this wouldn't have happened."

Gu Yuan actually felt a little guilty.

In the past, he had never been involved in any domestic activity.

With his wife's love, his son has been sensible since he was young.

But later, his wife got into that incident, and not only did the family fall into poverty, but they were also heavily in debt.

I remember that from that time on, Gu Qing became even more aloof and even unwilling to say a few words to his classmates.

Gu Yuan believes that it is the change in environment that has caused Gu Qing's current temperament.

It sounds like a good thing to be completely mature beyond one's age, but who can guarantee that it is a good thing?

And he has a cold personality. He never fully integrates into any group or clique, and always keeps his distance from everyone.

Gu Qing had absolutely no thoughts on the love between men and women that ordinary boys fantasize about.

She doesn’t like playing with her mobile phone, buying clothes, and is very resistant to putting on makeup and dressing up.

In Gu Yuan's opinion, Gu Qing is not a normal boy.

This made him feel very sad and guilty.

"I just hate meaningless social behavior."

Gu Qing defended himself.

Of course he knew what Gu Yuan was thinking.

But at that time, because of family changes, he had to give up some things in order to be able to take on responsibilities as soon as possible.

Meaningless socializing is one of them.

In addition, in this world, he is a handsome man and is often harassed by the opposite sex.

If I felt a little complacent and even enjoyed it at the beginning, it gradually turned into annoyance later on.

It's not that I'm misogynistic.

But I hate girls who don’t know how to keep a distance.

"Dad, don't think too much about it. I think everything is fine now."

Gu Qing said from the bottom of his heart.

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