Sister Toosaka Rin
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After continuing to hold Homura Akemi in his arms for a while, Homura's faint sobs were heard in his arms.
"Why... Senpai already has Yukinoshita-senpai, but he still said that to me..."
Giving people high expectations and then letting them down is undoubtedly a very bad behavior.
Kiyoshi Tousaka patted Homura Akemi's back and said quietly but firmly, "Homura, I'm sorry. But no matter how many times I have to say that, I will say that."
"I like you, I want to be close to you, I want to hold you in my arms, and I don't want you to suffer any grievances."
"If I make you feel bad, you can hit me, scold me, and punish me. But please give me a chance to stay with you."
In the arms of Kiyoshi Toosaka, Homura Akemi felt unprecedented happiness. Even though she knew it was wrong to destroy other people's feelings, she was still immersed in Kiyoshi Toosaka's sweet words.
But soon, Homura Akemi came to her senses. She did not agree to Tousaka Kiyoshi's confession this time, but asked: "What about Yukinoshita-senpai?"
Her kindness makes her unable to tolerate herself becoming the third party that destroys other people's feelings, but she also hopes very much to become a boyfriend and girlfriend with Tousaka Kiyoshi.
Tousaka Kiyoshi wanted to say "You are all my wings", but he felt that it was too shameless to say such a thing at this time, so he said tactfully: "I don't want to give up Yukino either."
Homura Akemi fell silent. Although Kiyoshi Toosaka spoke tactfully, what he wanted to express was very clear - he wanted to date both her and Yukinoshita Yukino at the same time.
Homura Akemi is very happy to be able to date Tousaka Kiyoshi.
But Homura herself didn't know whether she should agree to share Kiyoshi Tōsaka with others.
Originally, there was no possibility for her to date Kiyoshi Toosaka, but now it has become possible, and it seems to be a good development. However, as a girl in modern society, it is really difficult for her to convince herself to share a boyfriend with other girls.
She wanted to refuse, but she was worried that this was her only chance to get closer to Kiyoshi Toosaka.
If she missed him, she might just be a passerby in Kiyoshi Toosaka's life.
After a long while, Homura Akemi asked, "What does Yukinoshita-senpai think? Does she know what you think, senior?"
She knew her own heart and she was unwilling to give up this opportunity.
So if even Yukinoshita Yukino is willing to share Tousaka Kiyoshi with her, why would she not agree?
She doesn't care about worldly gossip or the legal provisions on monogamy.
Before meeting Kiyoshi Toosaka, her life was filled with pure white hospital wards. Her previous life had been detached from the secular world and society, so why should she be bound by the secular world now?
To put it another way, after becoming a magical girl, she has lost the right to pursue worldly emotions. Her body will not grow, her face will not age, and she has nothing to do with the world of ordinary people.
Moreover, the time she had known Kiyoshi Toosaka was the happiest time of her life so far. Now, being kissed and hugged by Kiyoshi Toosaka, was the happiest moment of her life.
Just by staying by Kiyoshi Toosaka's side, she gained great courage and dared to challenge the brutal Witch Night and face the cruel truth of magical girls.
So she wanted to get closer to Kiyoshi Toosaka, wanted to be hugged by him more, and wanted to be with him forever.
Even if there are other girls around Kiyoshi Toosaka, it is better than watching Kiyoshi Toosaka being close to other girls while you can only secretly love them on the side.
If she were still an ordinary person, she might refuse for the sake of some man who might appear in the future.
But she is a magical girl now, and she has no ordinary future.
So she hoped that she could possess at least a part of Kiyoshi Toosaka.
Chapter 139 The Road Ahead Is Long
When Kiyoshi Tousaka heard Homura Akemi's question, he realized that she had already agreed, but she only cared about Yukinoshita Yukino's opinion.
"Humura, you're so nice!"
Kiyoshi Toosaka happily hugged Homura Akemi around the waist and spun her around, kissing her on the cheek as she spun.
With her feet off the ground, Homura Akemi was a little flustered. She dodged Tousaka Kiyoshi's kiss and said, "Put me down now. You haven't told me what Yukinoshita-senpai thinks."
She didn't know what the future would be like, but at this moment, her heart was filled with joy, excitement, shyness, happiness and other emotions.
Tousaka Kiyoshi put Homura Akemi down, his face full of worry: "As for Yukino, I will try my best to convince her."
Homura Akemi has figured it out here. It can only be said that the special nature of magical girls and the uncertain future made Homura Akemi choose to enjoy the present.
But Yukinoshita Yukino is different. Although she has deeper feelings for Tousaka Kiyoshi, she also has more choices than Homura Akemi.
Kiyoshi Tousaka was even prepared that Yukino would temporarily break up with him, and that was not something he was worried about.
At worst, I can just try to get it back by stubbornly trying to get it back.
What he was worried about was that Yukinoshita Yukino would return to the state she was in a few years ago after the argument with her parents.
At that time, Yukino could be said to be like a walking corpse, lifeless, and he really didn't want to see Yukinoshita Yukino like that again.
After observing the sad expression of Tousaka Kiyoshi, Homura Akemi seemed to realize that it would not be easy to get Yukinoshita Yukino to agree to this matter.
"Well, I can only agree to this after you convince Yukinoshita-senpai, so you have to work hard, senior."
She was not suitable to persuade Yukinoshita Yukino, as she always felt like a mistress showing off in front of the wife, so she could only ask Toosaka Kiyoshi to do this.
If you want to have two women at the same time, you will naturally have to put in more effort.
Toosaka Kiyoshi was stunned for a moment, then he sighed: "Okay. But don't deny it when the time comes."
This kind of thing really requires him to mediate the ideas of both parties before it can be confirmed, and it can only be done by him.
If someone else mediates, who should be approached to handle conflicts in the future? If he does it, at least there will be a culprit for the injustice and a creditor for the debt.
"But..." Tousaka Kiyoshi said, "Yukino has no memory of other reincarnations. What if I fail to save Madoka this time and she won't remember what happened in the next reincarnation? How can I convince her?"
Homura Akemi bit her lip lightly. She really wanted to say that she would not fail this time, but the previous two experiences made her unable to say this with confidence.
If she fails again this time, she will have no choice but to restart time. By then, even if Toosaka Kiyoshi has convinced Yukinoshita Yukino, everything will cease to exist after time is restarted.
"What should we do?" Homura Akemi has become accustomed to relying on Kiyoshi Toosaka. When faced with problems that she cannot solve, she subconsciously chooses to ask Kiyoshi Toosaka for help.
Kiyoshi Toosaka thought for a while and came up with a solution that was not a solution.
"I want you to agree to this now. We will keep this a secret from Yukino until we save Madoka and the cycle of reincarnation ends."
"After the cycle ends, we will also end this relationship. I will confront Yukino, and once I convince her, everything will be fine."
Homura Akemi lowered her head in thought.
Although it seems immoral to date Tōsaka Kiyoshi without telling Yukinoshita Yukino, that is also because Yukinoshita Yukino cannot inherit the memories before the restart of time, and she actually does not want to hide it from Yukinoshita Yukino.
Moreover, if Kiyoshi Toosaka cannot persuade Yukinoshita Yukino to agree to this ridiculous thing, then she will never be able to be with Toosaka again.
With this memory of reincarnation, she will at least not have any regrets.
In fact, if she could save Madoka this time, she would only have one month to be with Kiyoshi Tōsaka.
She also felt that one month was too short.
If you make a concession once to achieve your goal, you will make it a second time, otherwise the first concession will become a sunk cost.
At this time, Homura Akemi held this mentality and gradually convinced herself in her heart.
"Okay, okay."
The moment she agreed, Homura Akemi suddenly felt extremely ashamed. She felt like she had become a bad woman who interfered in other people's feelings.
Toosaka Kiyoshi was extremely happy. Although he was still a long way from complete success, a good start was half the success.
However, he still felt a little guilty about dating Homura Akemi without telling Yukinoshita.
After all, they were not in the same world before, and the two kings did not meet each other. But now they are under the nose of Yukinoshita Yukino and may be discovered at any time.
Although he had no intention of hiding it from Yukinoshita Yukino, Yukinoshita's memory would be reset by time. It would be really torturous if she were to be discovered again every time she reincarnated.
Feeling extremely ashamed, Homura Akemi agreed and took advantage of Kiyoshi Toosaka's inattention to quickly run out from the corner and go down the stairs.
Cheng: "I, I have to go back to class, senior, please don't chase me anymore."
Seeing Homura Akemi running away in panic, Tousaka Kiyoshi smiled and waved his hand: "See you in the afternoon then."
Today is a good day, everything you want can come true...
Toosaka Kiyomasa was humming a song and was about to go back to the rooftop to find Yukinoshita Yukino, but as soon as he reached the third-grade floor and turned the corner, he saw Yukinoshita Yukino leaning against the wall.
Toosaka Kiyoshi's mind went blank in an instant, he stopped humming the song, and he didn't know where to put his raised leg, and he just froze in place.
Yukinoshita Yukino showed a puzzled expression: "Are you playing with statues?"
Only then did Tousaka Kiyoshi come to his senses. He raised his right leg, drew a circle in the air, and then fell back next to his left leg. His legs were pressed tightly together, as if he was standing at attention.
"Snow, snow, snow, snow..."
"Why are you still stuttering? You weren't like that when you were talking to Homura-san just now."
Toosaka Kiyoshi felt bitter in his heart. Anyone could hear that Yukinoshita Yukino was being sarcastic.
He was just thinking that what happened between him and Homura Akemi might be discovered by Yukinoshita Yukino at any time, but who knew it would come true so soon!
The question now is how much Yukinoshita Yukino actually heard.
Swallowing his saliva, Tousaka Kiyoshi asked tentatively: "Yukino, when did you come? You didn't even call me when you came, so I didn't even know."
"Not long, actually."
Tousaka Kiyoshi breathed a sigh of relief upon hearing this.
"I arrived just as you cornered Homura-san."
Toosaka Kiyoshi's heart instantly rose to his throat. Wasn't this the case from the beginning?
It's over! God is going to kill me!
"As for why I didn't call you? I was originally planning to call you, but I saw you were too absorbed in kissing Akemi Homura, and I didn't want to disturb you."
Tousaka Kiyoshi took out a short knife and handed it to Yukinoshita Yukino: "Stop talking, Yukino. This is all my fault. I was too greedy. I'm not satisfied with you and I want to mess with other girls. If it can make you feel better, just give me a knife."
Yukinoshita Yukino glanced at Tosaka Kiyoshi, then took the short knife from her hand and said, "I really want to give you a knife."
Toosaka Kiyoshi closed his eyes and waited for the pain to come.
Yukinoshita Yukino put the dagger back into his hand and said, "But I think this is too easy for you. You want to let this go just by getting stabbed? That's wishful thinking."
Tosaka Kiyoshi's heart sank, he opened his eyes and put away the dagger, and said bitterly: "Then what are you going to do, Yukino? As long as I can satisfy you, I will do anything."
Yukinoshita Yukino narrowed her eyes. She really wanted to follow what Kiyoshi Toosaka said and ask him to break off contact with Homura Akemi, but she knew as she had just watched the whole process, Kiyoshi Toosaka would not do such a thing.
Even though she appears calm on the surface, she is actually very sad in her heart and she really wants to cry.
But in whose arms should she cry?
She really wanted to ask Kiyoshi Toosaka: Isn't the relationship of nearly ten years of getting along not as good as the more than two months of knowing Homura Akemi?
But she knew that what had happened had already happened, and there was no point in asking this question. Instead, it seemed as if she could not leave Tousaka Kiyoshi.
In fact, ever since she learned from Ryougi Shiki that Tousaka Kiyoshi often went to another world for activities, she had been mentally prepared for such a thing to happen.
A brand new world will establish brand new interpersonal relationships. After living there for a while, you will naturally meet all kinds of people. It is not impossible to fall in love with other girls.
But psychological preparation is psychological preparation, and she still has some trust in Tousaka Kiyoshi.
But when this kind of thing really happened, she found that her trust was not worth mentioning at all, and she still felt very uncomfortable.
Once this happens, it will happen again. She can't always follow Kiyoshi Toosaka, and Homura Akemi won't be the first one, so is she going to leave Kiyoshi Toosaka?
No, she can't.
Yukinoshita Yukino knew very well in her heart that ever since that "adventure" with Kiyoshi Toosaka, she would never be able to leave Kiyoshi Toosaka in her life.
Taking a deep breath, holding back the bitterness and sorrow in her heart, Yukinoshita Yukino asked: "Do you know what makes me most angry about what just happened?"
"know."
Of course, Toosaka Kiyoshi knew that compared to momentary impulses or physical desires, Yukinoshita Yukino preferred spiritual communication and mental fusion.
She is a faithful pursuer of platonic love.
"I am planning to keep this matter from you in my future reincarnations."
Yukinoshita Yukino closed her eyes gently. Although Tousaka Kiyoshi's answer was correct, she didn't feel happy at all.
He knew himself so well, but why did things turn out like this?
After opening her eyes, Yukinoshita Yukino asked, "How many reincarnations do you need to collect enough cause and effect to prevent Kaname Madoka from becoming the Circle of Principle?"
"About fifty times."
In his first reincarnation, he killed quite a few witches, but the progress was less than 0.5%.
In the second reincarnation, the number of witches he killed was much less than the first time, but the progress was almost the same as the first time.
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