Sister Toosaka Rin

"Sir, how can you just guess a girl's age? She is only eighteen years old this year."

"Are you Yakumo Yukari's long lost sister? You're always eighteen?"

"Who is that? I've never heard of him."

"Nothing. I think with your personality, you are definitely suitable for living in Gensokyo."

"My Lord, you are speaking incomprehensible words again."

Tousaka Kiyoshi took two steps back: "Nothing, I'll leave then."

"What an abrupt transition!" You Su has already accepted the cold and cruel reality.

At this time, Xiaoyu threw herself into Tosaka Kiyoshi's arms, buried her head in Tosaka Kiyoshi's chest, took a deep breath, and raised her head and said, "Brother, you must come back soon! No!"

Now she still naively thought that Toosaka Kiyoshi was only going to Qingqiu to pick up her sister and would be back in a day or two at most.

Tosaka Kiyoshi felt a little guilty, rubbed Xiaoyu's head and said, "I will be back as soon as possible."

"Well, I believe brother."

Although she said she believed it, Xiaoyu felt a little panic for no reason in her heart, but she finally attributed it to the discomfort she felt from being away from her brother for the first time.

Xiaoyu's trust made Tousaka Kiyoshi feel extremely heavy. He turned around and flew high into the sky as if escaping, quickly disappearing from everyone's sight.

After flying into the clouds, the endless pure white made Toosaka Kiyoshi's mood gradually calm down. His unusual psychology made him quickly accept his debt to Xiaoyu, and he planned to work hard to make up for it the next time they met.

Then he flew leisurely above the clouds. On the way to Qingqiu, he even discovered the hole in the alien space where the celestial beings lived.

However, he had no intention of going in to visit them. Those celestial beings with no desires or requests were not even considered lives, and wasting energy on them was simply a waste of time.

That evening, Toosaka Kiyoshi arrived at Qingqiu. Taking advantage of the night, he sneaked into Qingqiu Kingdom quietly.

Logically speaking, he should discuss it with Xiaobai first. It would be best if he could convince Xiaobai to go to Tushan.

If negotiations fail, it is not too late to resort to violent kidnapping.

However, he had no intention of communicating with Xiaobai. After sneaking into Xiaobai's residence, he tied him up while Xiaobai was sleeping, blocked his mouth, and carried him on his shoulders and left before he could react.

Xiaobai realized something was wrong at first and struggled hard for a while. But when she found out that the person who kidnapped her was Kiyoshi Toosaka, she struggled much less vigorously. So the kidnapping process of Kiyoshi Toosaka went more smoothly than he had imagined.

During the process of leaving Qingqiu, the kidnapped Xiaobai did not cry or make a fuss, and even stared at Toosaka Kiyoshi with interest. He did not care about the fact that he was kidnapped at all, and had no intention of escaping.

Not until they were far away from Qingqiu did Tousaka Kiyoshi untie Xiaobai, because he could see that Xiaobai had no intention of escaping.

After Xiaobai regained his freedom, Tousaka Kiyoshi said depressedly: "Why aren't you afraid at all? Don't you even think about running away?"

Xiao Bai replied: "Because you will definitely not hurt me, brother."

"Who said that? Your human-like body is one of the most beautiful among all the women. I might be here for your body."

"So Xiaoyu should call me sister-in-law? Or brother and brother-in-law? But brother is the brother and I am the sister. No, it's too confusing and my head itches..."

"Is this what you thought of?"

"What else? Confirming kinship is very important!"

"You're a girl! You're about to be violated! And you're not going to resist at all?"

"If it was anyone else, of course. But it doesn't matter if it's my brother. I don't mind my brother."

Being called brother by a girl who looks like Sora Aoi, and who doesn't mind having a special relationship with her, Kiyoshi Toosaka feels as if his dream has come true.

He shook his head and said, "Don't you want to know where I'm taking you?"

"Can I know? Then I want to go to Tushan to see Xiaoyu and my mother!"

"I'm not asking you to make a wish!"

Xiaobai's mood suddenly became a little depressed: "Can't we go to Tushan?"

"Not really, the destination is actually Tushan."

"Great!" Xiaobai clapped his hands happily.

"But why wasn't Su among the people you mentioned just now?"

Upon hearing the name, Xiao Bai's face suddenly turned gloomy: "Haha, yes, I almost forgot that Sister Su is also in Tushan!"

Looking at her like that, it seemed as if she wanted to skin Yousu and eat his flesh, which made Toosaka Kiyoshi curious. What on earth did Yousu say in the letter that he left for Xiaobai that could make the naive Xiaobai look so evil?

Toosaka cleared his throat and said, "Well, I have a letter that I want you to give to Xiaoyu."

As he spoke, Tousaka Kiyoshi took out a piece of animal skin from his pocket. There was no paper in that era, so he just followed the local customs.

The simplified Chinese characters written on the animal skin could not be understood by people of that era even if they wanted to. The only one who could understand it was Xiaoyu, who had learned Chinese from him.

Xiaobai took the animal skin and asked doubtfully, "Brother, aren't you going back to Tushan?"

"I have other things to do."

Xiaobai nodded, and since Tousaka Kiyoshi didn't go into details, she didn't ask any further questions.

"By the way, why did my brother suddenly take me to Tushan?"

"Because your mother misses you, please let me take you there."

Xiaobai was surprised, but then felt something was wrong: "Really?"

"It's fake." Toosaka Kiyoshi slowly told the real reason.

Xiaobai immediately struggled to get up: "If this is the case, then I can't leave Qingqiu. As the king, I have to be responsible for the fox demons in Qingqiu!"

Toosaka Kiyoshi pushed her to the ground and said, "What responsibility do you have, little brat? Even without you, those old foxes in Qingqiu will protect the others. Just stay in Tushan and wait for the war to be over, so that your mother will worry less."

"And Qingqiu is an independent country after all, so it may not be affected. It is not your turn as the mascot king to be responsible. Didn't you say before that you didn't want to be the king? Isn't this a good opportunity for you to get rid of this shackles?"

Upon hearing this, Xiaobai indeed hesitated. Toosaka Kiyoshi took the opportunity to strike her with a knife, knocking her unconscious. Then he carried the girl's body and rushed towards Tushan.

……

In the early morning, the forest of Tushan was filled with the singing of birds and the fragrance of flowers. A beautiful girl with white hair and fox ears slowly opened her eyes.

"You're awake." Tousaka Kiyoshi's voice came from the side.

Xiaobai rubbed his head and looked at the figure beside him: "Brother, were you the one who knocked me out?"

Tosaka Kiyoshi shrugged, "I'm sorry, but I'm in a hurry. We've already arrived at Tushan, and there will be patrolling fox spirits passing by here, and they will take you to see your mother."

"I see."

Xiaobai's thoughts have not changed. She still wants to go back and fulfill her responsibilities as the ruler of the country.

But since I'm already in Tushan, I might as well go see my mother first and then find a way to leave.

According to Toosaka Kiyoshi's description, the war between Huangdi and Chiyou is still in the preparation stage, and there should not be much change in a day or two.

Seeing that Xiaobai accepted it calmly, Tousaka Qing was slightly relieved: "By the way, don't forget the letter to give to Xiaoyu."

Xiaobai nodded: "I won't forget it."

After giving the instructions, Tousaka Kiyoshi took off again and flew into the clouds.

Xiaobai waited there for a while, and sure enough, the patrolling Tushan fox demon appeared.

After revealing his identity to them, Xiaobai met his mother.

In fact, she didn't need to reveal her identity, because of her special identity, there were very few fox demons in Tushan who didn't know her.

Just when Xiaobai and Tushan were rejoicing at their long-awaited reunion, Xiaoyu, who had learned of Xiaobai's appearance, also rushed over.

Xiaoyu hurried over and walked into the house. She saw only her mother and sister. A hint of disappointment flashed in her eyes, but she still couldn't hide her excitement.

"Where's my brother?" she asked Xiaobai who should have come back with Tosaka Kiyoshi.

Xiaobai stood up and took out the animal skin that Tosaka Kiyoshi gave her: "He asked me to give this to you, and then left."

Xiaoyu was stunned, and the excitement on the surface froze. She stared at Xiaobai and did not take the animal skin she handed over.

"Left?! Where on earth did my brother go?!"

Xiaobai was a little afraid of Xiaoyu's huge change, and said nervously: "I, I don't know either. My brother looked like he didn't want to tell me, so I didn't ask. I'm sorry."

When Xiaoyu saw her sister’s frightened reaction, she realized that she was too excited, so she took a few deep breaths and tried to calm herself down.

"Sorry, sister, I scared you." Then Xiaoyu took the animal skin from Xiaobai's hand, holding a glimmer of hope in her heart, thinking that Toosaka Kiyoshi might have written the place he was going on the animal skin.

After opening the animal skin and seeing the simplified Chinese text all over the page, Xiaoyu realized that this was indeed a handwritten letter from Tousaka Kiyoshi, but the content was really not pleasing.

"Xiaoyu, when you see this letter, I should have left. Please allow me to say 'I'm sorry' to you who sees this letter."

Xiaoyu tightly pinched the edge of the animal skin, staring at the three words "I'm sorry", and roared in her heart: Who wants your apology! I just want you to come back!

"I don't expect you to forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye, but I can't take you with me wherever I'm going and what I'm going to do next."

"The reason is the same as what you are thinking right now. That is a battle you cannot intervene in. The aftermath alone could potentially kill the great demon. So if you don't want to be left behind like this again, improve your strength as quickly as possible."

Xiaoyu's fingers, which had been clenched until they turned white, relaxed a little. Although she knew that Tousaka Kiyoshi was not the kind of person who would abandon her just because of her lack of strength, now she at least had a reason to convince herself.

"Okay, now that I've said those harsh words, let me tell you something from my heart."

"Just because of my strength, it's not enough for me to leave without saying goodbye. As long as I explain it to you clearly, I believe that you are sensible and will not cause trouble for me."

"But even if there is no impact on my ability, I have been thinking about leaving for some time."

"It all started with your overly passionate emotions, Xiaoyu, and I didn't know how to respond."

Xiaoyu felt extremely heartbroken and confused.

Did her feelings scare her brother away? Should she suppress her feelings? Is it wrong to like someone and express it?

If possible, she would go back to the past and try to suppress her emotions. She would do anything as long as her brother could stay with her.

"You are the child I raised with my own hands. I watched you being born from your mother's belly with my own eyes. At that time, you didn't even have any hair, and you couldn't even open your eyes."

"After that, you were closer to me than mother. When you were only the size of a palm, you followed me around like a follower."

Looking at the description on the animal skin, Xiaoyu seemed to see herself as a child following behind Toosaka Kiyoshi.

But when she thought that the person who made her willing to follow him was gone, she felt very upset.

"Later, as you know, I took you away from the fox clan and raised you with great care. You grew from a little fox to a big fox, and from a big fox to a little loli."

Xiaoyu knew that the word "hello" was written by Tousaka Kiyoshi on purpose, and she was too lazy to complain in her heart.

"After a long time, you gradually grew from a delicate and petite girl to a young lady in the prime of life."

"Perhaps it was the changes brought about by growing up. I began to pay attention to the differences between men and women. It was during this process that I discovered the strange feelings you had for me."

"In fact, you never hid your feelings, but I discovered it too late, and it was too late to try to correct it afterwards."

"I don't know why you have such feelings. Maybe it's the common Oedipus complex, or maybe there's something wrong with my parenting style."

"I am not a person of high moral principles. I have fantasized about many things that are considered immoral and immoral by the secular world, and even wanted to put them into practice."

"If I had met you when you were an adult, I would definitely not have rejected the feelings you expressed, and we might even have a child now."

"But even though I watched you grow up, I really can't have any psychological desire for you. Perhaps it's the human ethics that constrain me. If I become as unethical as a monster, I should be able to accept your feelings."

"The time when you grew into a young girl and revealed your feelings was the most painful period of my life. The polar opposites between my physiology and psychology made me suffer."

"Even if you return to your childhood, the pain won't be alleviated much."

As the article progresses, Xiaoyu gradually understands what Kiyoshi Toosaka wants to express, and also understands why Kiyoshi Toosaka left without saying goodbye.

"I'm worried that one day I won't be able to resist your temptation, and I'll let my physiology dominate my psychology and make a big mistake. That's why I want to leave you."

"Leaving you for a while can allow you to calm down and think carefully about whether your feelings are really love, rather than the dependence on people who can protect you that you develop during the process of growing up."

"It will also allow me to re-evaluate the relationship between you and me and decide how to respond to your overly passionate feelings."

"So even if I leave, you don't have to be anxious or sad. Parting is for a better reunion. Maybe the next time we meet, I will give up unimportant things like moral integrity and accept you calmly."

"Personally, I feel that as time goes by, my mentality will naturally change. It is only a matter of time before I abandon human ethics and morals, and what we lack the least is time."

"Finally, I look forward to our next meeting."

After reading the entire letter, Xiaoyu felt unsettled for a long time.

The letter describes the reasons why Kiyoshi Tousaka left, his views on her, his mental journey over a long period of time, his ideas about the future development direction of the two, etc.

It can be said that the cause and effect are explained clearly.

However, for Xiaoyu, apart from knowing that her brother did not leave because he disliked her, she didn't care about anything else!