Don't you guys dislike me?

"Were you staring at it the whole time?!"

Kasumigaoka Utaha pursed her lips, her pretty face as red as the intoxicating sunset at the moment.

"Hmm..." Youichi carefully chose his words to praise the beautiful scenery that was imprinted in his mind, but his sister glared back at him with a look that said "just wait for me".

Then, the old lady took a large box of various sprinkler bottles and placed it in front of Kasumigaoka Utaha, causing fear to appear on her originally calm face.

That day, Youyi just used alcohol to disinfect her and she burst into tears in pain. Now... so much.

"Um...will it hurt later?"

Kasumigaoka Utaha looked so timid, like a deer in the woods coming out to look for food and seeing a hunter aiming a gun at his head... he felt like he was going to die.

"It will hurt for sure, but you can hold your little boyfriend's hand and try to believe in the power of love."

The old lady who liked to watch the fun said something meaningful and then gave Yuichi a look.

The general idea is, you little brat should seize the opportunity.

"This guy is not my boyfriend or girlfriend."

The two said it in unison, which made the old lady smile even more. She waved her hand and replied perfunctorily:

"Okay, okay, you're not."

At first, Kasumigaoka Utaha was nervous, and then she stubbornly covered her mouth to prevent herself from making any sound, because there was a scumbag next to her who was ready to laugh at her.

But soon, under the old lady's devilish smile, Kasumigaoka Utaha grabbed Yuichi's clothes tightly, and the girl's painful moans were heard in the clinic.

…………

I can’t accept it! Why do I always make a fool of myself in front of that scumbag?! Ever since I met him, I’ve been unlucky all the time… It’s terrible!!!

Kasumigaoka Utaha changed into a thin shirt, looked at the ceiling, and thought indignantly.

It seems like I have caught the scumbag!!!

…………

At night, in front of Juyangcai's house.

The warm and peaceful light was scattered on the balcony through the window. It had been a few days since he last came to Tachibana Haruna's house. Yuichi seemed to be able to smell the smell of alcohol and light fragrance on Tachibana Haruna's body.

The obsession in his heart urged him to ring the doorbell, just to see Tachibana Haruna inside the door, to hear her call him "Yuichi" again, and to imagine that she had broken up with her boyfriend.

This nagging thought has been there since they last separated, but now that he has arrived at the door of Tachibana Haruna's house, Yuichi's thoughts have become even heavier.

Thousands of thoughts popped up in his mind before it even started. His rationality was like a small boat that could disappear at any time. Secret love was painful... There would never be an answer, but he felt that he always had a glimmer of hope that he would win.

"Yuichi, why are you standing at the door and not coming in?"

The gentle voice that sounded like a lingering dream made Yuichi's heart tremble. The door had been opened by Kasumigaoka Utaha without him noticing, and Tachibana Haruna's puzzled look was so cute.

"Hello again, Shiyu."

"Excuse me, I will have to trouble you for some time in the future."

When facing the elderly, Kasumigaoka Utaha's formulaic response was neither too bland nor too harsh, and there was nothing to fault with it.

Feeling the alienation shown by Kasumigaoka Utaha, Tachibana Haruna did not care, after all, the two had only known each other for a short time.

"You don't have to say that. Youichi always came to my place for dinner before. Just treat it as your own home."

Kasumigaoka Utaha nodded slightly, and Tachibana Haruna turned her smiling face to Yuichi, and her smiling face made him lower his head at a loss.

"Come in quickly~"

Tachibana Haruna said this, and took the quail-like Yuichi and walked into the house.

Hoshino Yuichi's reason had been bombarded into ruins by her smile, voice, and cold, soft little hands. His last resistance was the shy silence of this young boy who was just beginning to feel love.

Kasumigaoka Utaha just felt it was unbelievable that the boy with expressionless face would actually show such an expression. His wine-red eyes looked at Yuichi's back thoughtfully.

In the restaurant, Yuichi Hoshino's eyes were still fixed on Tachibana Haruna's twisting waist. His hands were still feeling the delicate touch, and a look of confusion appeared in his eyes.

Kasumigaoka Utaha pouted her face and watched Yuichi's every move meaningfully. If it weren't for the injury on her leg that prevented her from doing so, there would definitely be a tapping sound on the floor.

That was her clarion call to find her chance to fight back.

No...she should stop the noise soon. If she wakes up Youichi who is indulging in the gentleness, wouldn't it be a waste of time?

"Here, Youyi, this is your favorite cheesecake. I bought it specially for you."

Tachibana Haruna put her hands on her hips and smiled, looking like a child seeking credit.

"Thank you... Haruna-san."

Youyi opened his mouth, not knowing what to say.

"Mo~ Why are you being so polite to me!"

Tachibana Haruna rubbed his head with a helpless look. It was more like a caress than a rub. Her movements were very light, as light as a goose feather sliding across the tip of his heart, causing an unstoppable itch.

"Oh, by the way, Shiyu, do you have anything you like to eat? Don't be polite to me~"

Tachibana Haruna's older sister-like demeanor made people feel no disgust, but Kasumigaoka Utaha gently shook her head and suppressed all the excitement in her eyes.

Youyi looked at Tachibana Haruna hesitantly and told himself, see...Sister Haruna also asked my sister, I am not an exception, her gentleness has long been overflowing and as cheap as the red sleeves waving in the building.

He slandered so badly.

30. Defeat

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The refrigerator door was closed, and Tachibana Haruna came to the dining table with beer. Hoshino Yuichi's face changed slightly. He prayed that with the presence of Kasumigaoka Utaha, Tachibana Haruna could be more restrained.

Kasumigaoka Utaha caught the change in Yuichi's expression, and was looking forward to her brother's behavior that she didn't know about, but she didn't know that a neighbor sister who had a very poor alcohol tolerance but was addicted to alcohol had already appeared beside her.

Two plump fruits hung on Kasumigaoka Utaha's head, and her shoulders were entangled by two pairs of soft hands, with a strong smell of alcohol.

The drunk Tachibana Haruna had completely forgotten the distance she should maintain. She clung to Kasumigaoka Utaha unscrupulously, her eyes filled with confusion:

"Why do you always have such a cold face, Shiyu-chan? You are so pretty!"

The two delicate faces rubbed against each other, Tachibana Haruna's face was full of silly smiles, and as for Kasumigaoka Utaha...

He was winking at Youyi frantically, as if telling him to take this drunkard away quickly.

Hoshino Yuichi picked up his cell phone at the right time and covered his face, so he could not see his sister's eyes asking for help.

Both of them are rare beauties. Tachibana Haruna is like a dog-skin plaster that keeps sticking to Kasumigaoka Utaha, and Kasumigaoka Utaha's struggle and resistance will inadvertently lift a corner of the cool clothes.

As a healthy young man, Youyi simply put down the phone that he was hiding and appreciated the stunning beauty that might be revealed at any time.

"enough!"

Sweat oozed from the disheveled Kasumigaoka Utaha's smooth forehead. The quiet girl finally couldn't stand Tachibana Haruna's clinginess after drinking, and ran out of the door.

Hoshino Yuu suddenly felt that something was wrong and was about to find an excuse to leave, but he was still a step too slow.

The corner of her clothes was pulled, and Tachibana Haruna's beautiful green eyes were filled with tears of grievance, and her delicate voice was filled with begging:

"Hey~ Yuichi-chan, stay with me for a while... You haven't chatted with your sister for a few days."

"Sister Yang Cai, you are drunk, you should go to bed early, I won't disturb you."

Hoshino Yuichi squeezed out these words from between his teeth. It was really hard for him to refuse the coquettish Tachibana Haruna. There was a voice in his heart driving him to hug this big sister who was afraid of loneliness.

But... you already have a boyfriend! Why are you still so defenseless against me?!

Of course, Youyi didn't say it out loud. He or she was afraid that the two of them wouldn't even be able to be friends because of the obsession in his heart.

"You know what? When you're not around, I don't even have anyone to talk to. I can only drink alone. I became like this after drinking. I don't dare to tell anyone."

"But I love drinking so much that I really can't stand myself. So, if Xiaoyouyi leaves, I really will have no one to chat with..."

"So, don't leave, okay?"

The emerald green eyes reflected Yuichi's awkward face. As she talked, Yuichi's struggle gradually faded, and then he let Tachibana Haruna lead him to the sofa.

Yuichi found the half-hearted look funny, but he didn't want to refuse...

A gentle voice lingered in my ears as Tachibana Haruna talked about trivial matters, the troubles at work, and said that it would be great if the leader could be as obedient as Yuichi.

She gently leaned on Yuichi's shoulder, making Yuichi feel for a moment like her husband...

At some point, Tachibana Haruna's voice gradually fell away, like a stone sinking to the bottom of a valley, and disappeared without a trace.

She fell asleep, but still leaned against Yuichi's side.

She was so well-behaved at the moment, her delicate face like a doll was right in front of him, her small and straight nose, her pink lips pursed cutely, her brown hair falling to Youyi's hand, with a faint scent of flowers.

I heard that people fall into a deep sleep after getting drunk, so she probably doesn't know anything now... Then Yang Caijie probably doesn't remember what I did, right?

My heart suddenly paused, and then started beating violently. Once this thought came to my mind, it spread rapidly until it filled my entire heart and I could no longer suppress it.

Hoshino Yuichi could feel the obsession residing in a corner of his heart cheering and leaping for joy, as if it was shouting that it had defeated Yuichi's reason.

It was like the ecstasy of a parasite defeating its host. Yuichi seemed to be able to see its hideous laughter.

The slightly trembling hand touched the smooth face of Tachibana Haruna, she was still sleeping soundly. Seeing this scene, Youyi's heart became even more restless, this was good news from the scout.

It means he can go a little deeper, a little bolder, a little more unscrupulous.

The sound of Hoshino Yuichi's heartbeat sounded in his ears like thunder, until his hands completely held Tachibana Haruna's pretty face, and the subtle touch between his fingers instantly occupied Yuichi's brain.

His movements unconsciously slowed down, becoming gentle and careful, as if he was afraid of scratching her perfect face, or afraid of waking her up.

Hoshino Yuichi is greedy for the beauty of the moment. Only at this moment, Tachibana Haruna belongs to him alone.

Caressing slowly and kneading gently, as if wanting to enjoy all the movements and feelings at this moment.

Tachibana Haruna rubbed Yuichi's hand as if feeling somewhat comfortable, as if in response.

Is she enjoying it too? Yang Cai also feels very comfortable...

Hoshino Yuichi knew that she was asleep, knew that she was unconscious...but he was still deceiving himself.

What's even more ridiculous is that he knows that he is deceiving himself at this moment, but... he doesn't want to refute it. He is willing to indulge in this utopia of his own imagination and fall into depravity.

Gradually, Hoshino Yuichi was no longer satisfied with this, and he raised his hand and presented Tachibana Haruna's face in front of him.

His eyes were focused on those rosy lips...You opened his mouth, still lacking a little courage, and didn't dare to claim them as his own.

The two were very close, and the touch between their fingers grabbed Yuichi's attention, and the slender green fingers touched his fingers.

The gaps between the five fingers seemed to have a great attraction, causing Youyi's hand to move closer little by little, inch by inch, and then his ten fingers touched each other, and the cool and delicate touch made him unable to stop.

At this moment, Hoshino Yuichi hopes that Tachibana Haruna can wake up, so that he doesn't have to think about the process of confession and can directly show her the result.

Tachibana Haruna suddenly smiled naively, her smile was so sweet that it was sickening. It was so sweet that Yuichi tightened his fingers. An immense impulse drove him to hold those two petals in his mouth and bend them.

Her smile seemed to embody all the beauty in the world, and it interpreted the true meaning of youth and love. Yuichi desperately wanted that bright smile to accompany him throughout his life.

Youyi approached slowly, moving forward bit by bit, wanting to touch the beauty, which was like a real thing that belonged to him alone and was in perfect harmony with him.

Perhaps it was his short breathing due to nervousness, or perhaps it was his excited and forceful fingers, but Tachibana Haruna opened her eyes hazily.

All I could see was the open door and Yuichi's back.

31. I will

Hoshino Yuichi returned home in a panic, locked the door, his back was soaked with cold sweat, and he was gasping for breath in shock.

He lost, lost to the obsession that he had originally disdained. All his previous efforts to restrain himself became nothing. He had already stepped into the quagmire, unable to control himself, sinking deeper and deeper.

Tonight's actions have given great satisfaction to the obsession in my brain, and it has grown quietly.

In the bathroom, Hoshino Yuichi took handfuls of cold water and poured them on his hot face. The coolness calmed his heart a little and his mind gradually became blank.

Youichi slowly raised his head and saw his own face reflected in the mirror. At this moment, the part that belonged to him seemed to be becoming blurred and unfamiliar.

Is this really him? Or is it someone else...!

Yuichi's fingertips touched his reflection in the mirror and he asked himself blankly.

Those bright purple eyes grew dimmer and dimmer, as if covered by a shadow, like a piece of glass filled with gray fog, dirty and shattered at the slightest touch.

If I can't defeat my obsession...will I be replaced by it?

In this gradually warming spring weather, he only felt a biting chill on his wet clothes on his back.