Don't you guys dislike me?

"so……"

Kasumigaoka Utaha glared at him fiercely with her beautiful eyes, as if she was determined to stir up the muddy water today and didn't want to see him being calm again.

She wanted to take advantage of the fact that Yuichi couldn't refuse her and that he was attached to her body and make him bewildered. Only in this way would the girl's sensitive and insecure heart give up and she would have enough confidence to fend off the swarm of admirers dancing around Yuichi.

After all...it seems like this is all she has left.

But her resentful and fierce look did not last long before it turned into dullness. She was forcibly pulled into a warm embrace. Youichi just patted her head and put his arm around her waist without any other excessive movements.

what is this?

"Isn't it just the fanatical believers that are making my sister feel bad?"

A gentle breeze blew by, asking about her troubles.

Yes! Of course it's not just this one thing. Fanatical believers are just as annoying as those suitors, but they are just annoying at most. What bothers her is why her relationship with Yuichi has not made any progress after so long, and has just been stuck in this stalemate for a long time.

Why did he and Gui Yanye make up so quickly after their quarrel? It seemed like their relationship had taken a step forward...

She was somewhat puzzled and bewildered, her heart wandering in a void, anxious about gains and losses. Nothing could fill the void in her heart, and she lost interest in doing anything, whether writing novels, reading anime or comics...

All the beautiful things suddenly become dull and boring.

So she came to Yuichi's room. It seemed that only by hearing his voice, seeing his appearance, and watching him greedily pursuing her body, the emptiness in her heart would be filled with beauty for a short period of time.

But... now, she has heard the voice and seen his appearance, and Yuichi is hugging her body tightly, but the gray hole has become even bigger.

By the way, she doesn’t need such a hug, let alone such care. Yuichi’s hands shouldn’t be so honest. Yuichi should kiss her.

She doesn't need a hug like that from a family member.

Kasumigaoka Utaha put her hands on Yuichi's chest, trying to push him away, but his honest hands were too strong.

"You'll feel better if you speak out the troubles hidden in your heart."

Hoshino Yuichi is still guiding and persuading.

"Don't act like you know me so well. You obviously don't know how I feel right now!"

The girl's face was like red ink dripping onto rice paper and spreading out, and it was unclear whether it was because of the anxiety from struggling or the warmth from being hugged.

"Isn't that what my sister does? Now that you are in trouble, let me comfort you, okay?"

"Who is your sister?", Kasumigaoka Utaha muttered.

"You.", Youyi patted her head.

"I don't have a scumbag brother like you! How dare you pat your sister on the head!"

She finally broke free from the embrace, the cold air seeped into her bathrobe, her body felt slightly chilled, and her heart felt restless.

Kasumigaoka Utaha pounced on Yuichi, her beautiful eyes looking down at him with a natural charm, and she kissed him without saying a word.

The lips were warm and soft, but that was all.

She couldn't pry open Youyi's teeth, and her emotions were unable to be vented. They were stuck in her heart, and she felt a little anxious.

Why...you are unwilling to accept me like this?

The wine-red eyes slowly moved away, and Kasumigaoka Utaha placed her hands on both sides of Yuichi's head, "Why..."

The girl dropped her eyes in frustration, feeling down.

"You don't want to do it, Yuichi?"

"I don't think you're such a sexually frustrated person. You're just in a bad mood. We can sit down and talk. There are more ways to vent."

Utaha Kasumigaoka stared at Yuichi Hoshino's smiling face, feeling inexplicably disgusted and a little strange.

"Like normal siblings?"

"Yeah, like normal siblings."

He still chuckled, as light as the clouds in the sky, which could be caught and reached in a blink of an eye. Kasumigaoka Utaha hated this kind of smile. She grabbed his face in dissatisfaction and kneaded it into various funny expressions, but she couldn't laugh:

"Yuichi, what's wrong with you today?"

141. Useless Attempt

"I just feel that there is no point in continuing. We live under the same roof, why should we go to such lengths to scheme against each other? We are family, why should we hurt each other?"

Yuichi's eyes moved slightly, and he looked at Kasumigaoka Utaha with a complicated look and continued:

"Just like my sister obviously doesn't like me, but she wants to do that kind of thing with me. Don't you think it's weird? If you don't do that kind of thing with someone you like, you will definitely feel disgusted, right? Every time I think of you enduring the disgust and doing it with me, I feel a little uncomfortable..."

"Since I have made you feel uncomfortable, then my goal has been achieved to some extent."

Kasumigaoka Utaha grinned in a rather malicious manner and moved her thigh, which was pressed between Yuichi's legs, upwards.

"Yuichi will just drown in your sister's arms with that uncomfortable feeling?"

Until forever~

"But if we continue to be entangled like this, it will only get deeper and deeper, and the more it gets entangled, the more complicated it becomes. There is no point in maintaining this pathological relationship except wasting time. When we are married in the future, how will we view each other?"

"Is it really okay to waste your limited youth for someone you don't like?"

As he spoke, Youyi suddenly felt a sharp pain in his arm. Kasumigaoka Utaha held his arms tightly with both hands, her nails almost digging into the flesh. Her wine-red eyes were no longer shiny, and were as dim as a bottomless hole.

"Who are you going to marry? Who am I going to marry? What right do you have to lecture me in such a condescending tone? You act like you're doing this for my own good. If it weren't for you, how could I be wasting my youth here?"

Yuichi's expression changed slightly. He knew that doing this would arouse the girl's sensitive emotions, but this was the first time he had seen such a reaction.

As Youyi moved the little hands that were pressing on her arms away, Kasumigaoka Utaha also came back to her senses from the strange state she had just been in.

"But it has already happened. Sister will meet someone she likes in the future, and from knowing each other to falling in love and finally wearing a wedding dress, this is what every girl will experience. You are just abusing your body just to make someone like me uncomfortable. Why don't you punish me in another way, so that you won't get yourself into trouble."

Kasumigaoka Utaha seemed to be tired, so she got off Yuichi and lay beside him, speaking softly with a few frivolous laughs:

"After saying so much, you still want to distance yourself from the matter? You scumbag, you just want to deny it after you've done it."

Hoshino Yuichi carefully considered his words and spoke slowly:

"A girl's chastity is a precious thing that she has throughout her life, but many times it is given away under the impulse of hormones."

Kasumigaoka Utaha interrupted him:

"Don't forget... I was forced to do this, and don't confuse me with those impulsive girls. I'm keeping this once-in-a-lifetime thing carefully until someone shows up..."

The girl's eyes flickered across his face, hinting at something.

"That's true..." Youyi sighed, shielding the glaring light with his arm, and asked in confusion:

"Isn't it possible to make it up to you in other ways? Apart from that kind of thing..."

The girl turned sideways, her beautiful eyes looking at him quietly, her mouth slightly opened:

"What? Are you tired of it after just a few times, Yuichi?"

Yuichi also turned around, her bathrobe half covering her delicate body, which was neither deliberately concealed nor overly wanton. Her body was casually and lazily embellished like a veil, hazily dotted with the rising and falling lines, one stroke after another, and every stroke that fell into Yuichi's heart was rich in color.

"Of course not, Kasumigaoka Utaha is beautiful!"

Without many fancy words, he simply stated the facts in front of him. Kasumigaoka Utaha widened her eyes slightly, because because of Yuichi's words, the seemingly bottomless hole in her heart was filled in an instant.

Clusters of flowers bloomed in that barren land. A few petals fluttered in the wind and fell onto the wine-red water. A few ripples slowly spread out, and the red lake seemed to be trembling.

"I've loved her deeply for her looks, her figure, and even her personality, which has some flaws."

Yuichi looked at her unconcealedly, with a smile in his eyes, as if he was looking back at the boy who once was ignorant and moved.

Yes... I liked him before. Kasumigaoka Utaha didn't ask him again whether he liked her now, because that would be too embarrassing... A good horse will never go back to its old lover.

He wasn't tired of her, he was just afraid that if he got close to her, his heart would be moved again, and he would be hurt again, so he closed himself off and didn't smile for a while...

You played with my body and I played with your feelings, and her revenge was achieved long ago.

Kasumigaoka Utaha lowered her eyelids to hide the overflowing emotions in her eyes.

Are you just going to cut ties with him like this?

Can we really be ordinary sister and brother?

Kasumigaoka Utaha doesn't know the answer, but maybe she can give it a try, for Yuichi and for herself. She also hates herself for being so emotionally unstable.

"Let's give it a try and become normal siblings."

Perhaps it was a momentary impulse, or perhaps it was the beauty of the flowers blooming in her heart that gave her courage. The girl stared at the ceiling in a trance and spoke calmly.

"real?"

"But I have a condition!"

"Tell me."

"We're going to sleep together every day."

Kasumigaoka Utaha asked this in a serious tone, making Youichi unable to tell whether she was joking or had something else in mind.

"After all, they are siblings, so it shouldn't be a problem to sleep together, right?"

"Genders are different. It's not like they don't know anything when they are little. Even siblings have to sleep in separate beds."

Yuichi rejected her proposal, somewhat doubting whether she lacked common sense or was just trying to take the opportunity to do something else.

"Change the conditions."

Seeing Yuichi's stern refusal, Kasumigaoka Utaha suddenly laughed, "It's just a joke, then we can go home together after school, right?"

"But we can't walk around the campus together, or rumors will spread." Yuichi glanced at Kasumigaoka Utaha: "You will be troubled too, right?"

"It doesn't really matter to me. Besides, we are just ordinary siblings. Why should we be afraid of what others will say?"

"Since you are the elder sister, you should consider your brother's feelings. Those people are very annoying."

"You've said everything about love. Oh well... never mind. I'm your elder sister. I'll just agree to it, little brother. But in return, you have to open your shoulders to me at any time."

Kasumigaoka Utaha poked Yuichi's shoulder and spoke softly.

"Yes, I promise you."

"And more! I have another condition~"

Kasumigaoka Utaha turned over, lay on the bed, propped up her smiling face with her hands, and spoke in a gentle tone with a hint of coquettishness.

"Tell me, tell me."

After all... it's not easy to make Kasumigaoka Utaha change her mind...

"I want to sleep with you tonight~"

142. He is kind but also cowardly

"Are you serious?"

Hoshino Yuichi noticed Kasumigaoka Utaha's gaze, and the faint smile on her pretty face was like a playful cloud, making it impossible to see her true thoughts.

"seriously."

"Isn't it said that there are differences between men and women? Why are you so obsessed with this?"

Youyi's face darkened slightly, and a look of distress appeared in his purple eyes.

"Just tonight, I won't come again. Just treat it as a souvenir before I make a break with the past."

She folded her hands and rested her face on them, looking at him quietly with her tender eyes.

"Tonight?"

"Yes! Tonight."

"You can't do anything else?"

"Nothing to do but sleep."