I changed green tea

I went to a restaurant near the hospital and opened a review, found a porridge restaurant with good reviews, and bought a portion of crab roe soup dumplings.

On the way back, I was considering whether to let Mu Mingxue go.

The question is whether I should let Mu Mingxue know that I feel sorry for her and treat her a little better.

This leads to many questions. I treated her a little better, but where is the limit?

Another question is, should I help her?

Do I need to help her get out of her current mental predicament and make her less depressed?

Then, while I was waiting for the red light to cross the road, I secretly ate a soup dumpling. It was super delicious, and the soup exploded on my taste buds. What was I thinking about just now? I'm a little tired, so I don't want to think about it anymore. That's it. I'll secretly eat another one...

When I went back, of course no one in the infusion hall would continue to talk about her. They didn't know each other, and saying a few words to each other was already too much. But Mu Mingxue still had a cold face and sat there motionless.

I coughed a few times.

I asked the nurse to borrow a small stool, took a piece of newspaper, spread it out, put the porridge and soup dumplings on it, and put out disposable chopsticks and spoons.

"Eat a little, don't starve yourself."

She was stubborn at first, but I didn't say much. I took out my Mac, logged into my QQ, checked the partially finished draft in my email drafts, and continued writing.

After half an hour, she couldn't hold on any longer and started moving beside me. She finally began to drink the porridge in small sips and eat a soup dumpling. Maybe she thought it was delicious, or maybe she was really hungry, so she didn't stop.

We didn't talk for the next two hours. She still had too much resentment and emotions towards me. I also completed the homework for the journalism class, successfully noted my name, and sent it to the teacher's email. After hanging up three bottles of IV drips, the nurse told me that I would come again tomorrow.

Neither of us was willing to give in. When we left the hospital, his steps were much lighter. He had more strength after eating, so he walked very fast on purpose, leaving me several meters behind.

But he soon stopped at the hospital entrance.

"what happened?"

"I didn't bring anything with me, not even my cell phone or taxi fare. Just come here." He turned his back.

"Okay, then can you come by yourself tomorrow? If not, call me then. I have a class at 2 o'clock tomorrow afternoon. It should be okay for me to accompany you in the morning." I said in this manner. It was already very good of me to be reasonable. I sacrificed my time to sleep in to accompany him to get the IV. Personally, I hated the smell of disinfectant in the hospital.

"Well..." This time she didn't resist firmly. Want me to leave? Maybe after thinking about it, she realized that there was really no one who could come to the hospital with him and sit with him for an hour or two. This woman was so disgusted with loneliness that she looked so depressed that she was overwhelmed.

We got on the car back to school, with mottled shadows passing by. This time he didn't look out the window, but just lowered his head, as if thinking about something. I didn't want to interpret his mental activities, and deduce in my mind which hero I should choose in the next game, how to recharge the small purple book most cost-effectively, and whether to vote for Carl or the Queen when voting for the treasure.

The car drove back to the school in just over ten minutes. He sat there without moving. I couldn't get off because I was near the road, so I had to walk from his side.

"Get off the bus." I urged him, and he hesitantly took some action.

I looked at the time. It was okay, 21:20. I went back to take a shower and still have time to do it. I was also going to buy some midnight snacks for Mingyu and the others. I felt a little embarrassed. I promised others to go to the masquerade ball, but ran away without saying a word and without explaining clearly.

But just as I took a step forward, Mu Mingxue grabbed my hand unexpectedly.

Chapter 23 I have no one else to rely on!

“I don’t want to go back…”

Mu Mingxue held my hands tightly. His voice was very low but his movements were very forceful. I could feel the calluses on my hands.

"I don't want to go back!" she repeated. "I really don't want to see your roommate...even for just one day."

"You want to stay out all night?"

"I want to get a good night's sleep."

"I would like to agree with you, but do you know what day it is today? 5.20. On ordinary weekends, all the hotels in Hangzhou are fully booked. Do you think they may not be fully booked today?" I understood Mu Mingxue's thoughts.

I picked up my phone and showed her the app. Everywhere was fully booked with no rooms available.

In the days of gunfire, it is simply a pipe dream to find an empty room.

"If you can find it, then live outside."

He snatched my phone and started swiping rapidly. Two minutes later, he waved the phone with a bit of pride, “Obviously it’s here!”

I took one look and went, “Are you crazy??”

Mu Mingxue chose a five-star hotel close to the city center. It was said that a deluxe king-size room would cost 1200 yuan a night. At this time, one could catch the subway, so the fare was relatively cheap.

"It's my money, not yours. I still have some money, right? I had 5000 before."

"I gave you 1000 yuan, and you spent a little over 500 yuan on your roommate's dinner (1000 yuan minus the 500 yuan I got from He Du). I spent a few hundred yuan here and there over the past two days, so I only have about 3000 yuan left. If you spend the 1200 yuan, you will only have 1800 yuan left?"

"1800 is not enough for you?"

"Enough is enough."

I am extremely resistant to this kind of completely unnecessary and wasteful behavior. Emotionally, I can accept that Mu Mingxue wants to stay out at night... but rationally, I know that rationality is not enough. I know some people will complain and ask, "Is it just a small amount of money that matters at this time?"

The difference is nearly 1000 yuan. Usually, a slightly better budget hotel room costs at most 300 yuan.

"That's good, isn't it? Let's go."

"How about this, you just make do with it today, and I'll book a motel for you on Friday night. A slightly better one will cost less than 300 yuan. You can also ask Wang Chao from the next dorm to borrow your Hanting membership card, and I'll give you a KFC breakfast.

If you want to live outside, you can bring your spare clothes and cell phone with you. It will be quiet and no one will disturb you. You can even stay for two days."

"Qin Huan. Can you not be like this?" He looked at me and sighed deeply.

"I know you think I'm kidding. Normally, it's much cheaper than it is now, but I'm in a really bad mood today... You know exactly what I'm thinking. I want to fall asleep looking at my old self. Even though I'm in this miserable state now, seeing my old self at least gives me some hope.

Can't you give me a little more care?

You also know that you sent me to the hospital out of guilt. I really want to go out now. What's wrong with indulging myself in a five-star hotel?

Today is today, it is different from tomorrow and the day after tomorrow.

I have no one else to rely on.

Even my parents don’t recognize me anymore, I don’t even have a place to cry, I’m not even allowed to be weak…”

Mu Mingxue's attempt at appeasement was very successful this time, and his aggrieved voice really fit the situation.

There is no reason, I just felt soft-hearted.

I looked at my miserable face...

When Mu Mingxue said, "I have no one else to rely on," I suddenly felt that I must be able to make her happier.

No one would think that Mu Mingxue just hoped that this sentence was just a joke.

Mu Mingxue can indeed be the hope and inspiration for many people.

Every word she said echoed in my heart.

I have to respect his soul which is now unattended.

Just like I know that my soul is still male and his soul is still female, but he is so harsh on me just because I have changed my appearance. Isn't this just the kind of person I hated the most before?

"Stop cursing, stop cursing. Let's go, let's go now." Let's go to the subway station. 1200 is 1200. He Du said before that he would give me 1000, which was a transfer, not a red envelope. With the way he looked in the afternoon, I had no intention of returning it to him. I took it to completely draw a line in the sand and we owed each other nothing.

"You still have some conscience." Mu Mingxue finally forced a smile at me and pushed me forward.

The subway to the city center that departed at 9:40 was certainly not crowded. There were a few passengers scattered in one empty carriage after another, and the cool breeze from the bustling city ahead blew over our bodies.

You can see the hotel just two steps away from the subway exit.

I watched my former self skipping ahead like a fool, barely breathing just a few hours ago.

There's nothing strange about going to the hotel like this. He can't possibly give me a bargain.

Walking into the magnificent hall, I took out my ID card and completed the formalities.

Don’t ask me why I carry my ID card wherever I go. This is a good habit I have kept from the past. I don’t have to bring anything else with me, but I will definitely bring my ID card and cell phone.

The ID card can ensure that I can score points in any Internet cafe in this city or spend a night when I really have nowhere to go.

Mu Mingxue went to sit on the sofa and wait for me.

The current procedures are more complicated. I had to compare my ID card with the camera. When I got the room card and lowered my head to sign, someone patted me on the shoulder.

"Why are you in such a hurry? It will be ready soon."

"What's good?" A voice suddenly rang out, making my hair stand on end and my body bang against the wall.

...

I looked back in great surprise.

Isn't this the voice that the damned Jiang Gou saw in his bones? ?

As expected, it was really Jiang Gou. He was wearing a very exaggerated beach-style shirt today, lazily hugging Xu Yan, looking at me with some mockery.

What does it mean to haunt someone? Is this dog poisonous? Really? Did he mark me, light me up, or increase my damage? Or did he insert a real or fake eye into the platform on my body?

Is the probability of running into Jiang's dog in a five-star hotel at 5.20 pm on May 10 really that high?

Shouldn't a man like him take a woman back to his villa or something?

Oh yes, maybe Xu Yan is not worthy.

Xu Yan's eyes were a little flustered when she first saw me, but she soon calmed down. She also looked at me with a sarcastic look when I appeared in the hotel.

"What a coincidence, Mu Mingxue, who are you planning to be with here?" Jiang Gou's eyes quickly scanned the surroundings.

My heart skipped a beat...wait...where is Mu Mingxue?

There was only a bald man sitting on the sofa not far away and a middle-aged man standing and smoking...

This was probably Mu Mingxue’s first reaction when she saw Jiang Gou… was to run away? ? Did he still want to protect the last bit of fantasy he had with Jiang Fengqi?

This idiot doesn’t even have a cell phone and doesn’t know my room number. Never mind, I’ll just go find him later.

"What? You still care who I go out to check into a room with?"

"Hehe, we can't do anything about it. We're just curious. Mingxue, you also come out to check into a room with a man? Who is the lucky one?" Xu Yan was also helping Jiang Feng to be sarcastic to me, like a loyal dog.

Chapter 24: What kind of tomorrow can we have? (Second update!)

"Xu Yan, I haven't congratulated you yet. You can dress up so beautifully and climb into Mr. Jiang's bed in just two days. You are awesome. Mr. Jiang, are you eating too much top girls and suddenly want to try the greasy barbecue on the street?"

Ning is badmouthing me? Okay, then I'll badmouth Ning too!

Actually, it was not the case. I just wanted to quickly regain my composure in this way. It was a bit unexpected to bump into Xu Yanjiang's dog, but it was just an accident. I didn't have any other emotions.

"Would you say something like that?" Jiang Gou looked at me and smiled.

"Yes, I have a sharp tongue, but I will stop here. I will leave now if there is nothing else. Today is May 5.20th. I wish you a happy marriage and a baby soon."

This time it's my turn to wave gracefully.

"I really want to meet a man who can make you reject me? It seems that He Du is just a smokescreen you set up..."

"I didn't throw any smoke bombs at you, and I don't have any conspiracy against you. I said, I don't like you, understand? I just hate people like you right now."

"But you can't find a basis for your change, and it's so abrupt and unreasonable. I never thought that a woman who had bowed down to others would suddenly shout about the spirit of freedom and independent personality. This really makes me laugh and cry.

And you, a woman who shouts for independence and freedom, happen to appear in such a clichéd place..." Jiang Gou's tone seemed to be very understated, but his eyes had revealed a vicious look, and his smile was so gloomy.

"Just because I hate men like you doesn't mean I hate men. If everything can be explained rationally, wouldn't this world be boring?

I should enjoy my night, Mr. Jiang, go and sleep with your Xu Yan. "I smiled sweetly at him.

Jiang Gou's eyes became even more sinister.

The more I talk and the sweeter my smile is, which in the eyes of men means that I am happier at the moment.

But the reason for my happiness is not Jiang Gou, and the flowers of smile do not stay for him.

The magnificent hotel was divided into ambiguous compartments. What he wanted to do to Xu Yan was what he thought I would do to others tonight. The more excessive and dirty he was, the more attractive Mu Mingxue, who was out of his reach, would become.

I don’t want to elaborate on the detailed description of Eileen Chang’s “Red Rose and White Rose”.