I changed green tea

"No need to say these compliments."

"Even if you succeed, don't give up on me. Don't think I'm annoying. Remember, you said you would support me. I also want to work hard like the old you."

"This is not my success, it's the success of Jiang Fengqi and Fengqi Media. I said I would only shoot this once. I will never forget to support you, I will transfer half of the money to you today."

"Why not continue? Ah Xue, you are really stubborn sometimes. With such good traffic in front of you, it is an opportunity for you to make a fortune. I checked my x blog and it has 7 followers now. The positive energy photos I posted before about fitness and love of life, and the good image I have cultivated for two years, finally came in handy.

It is impossible for Jiang Fengqi to break up with you under such circumstances, let alone force you.

Think about it, isn’t it?

I think you can keep a stable mentality and will be able to stick to yourself in such a wave.

The most important thing is that after you get to the top, you can also give me a chance. Your success means that my future is promising, and I think you can catch this wave.

I know you want to live a relaxed and free life, but isn't writing a novel more difficult?

Jiang Fengqi has a professional team for video and vlog shooting, which saves you countless burdens.

You will have more time to play games and exercise." He spoke in a brisk and lively tone on the other end of the phone, and seemed to be as calm as yesterday.

Otherwise, how can we say that Xu Yan is her past self? His thoughts are highly consistent with Xu Yan's to some extent.

I seem to have forgotten that no matter how Mu Mingxue changes, he is still the same Mu Mingxue.

The core of Mu Mingxue's success is that the media is an internet celebrity, or in other words, the overall direction of our school's employment is like this. Most of our successes recognized by society, both in front of and behind the scenes, come from traffic.

When traditional print media declines, the pros and cons of new media become very obvious.

Why didn't I scold He Du to death or even hold him up high?

He Du’s writing style isn’t good enough and lacks depth, but at least he’s still creating content.

And what is the reason for my fire?

It was Jiang Gou's capital push, it was others looking at me with novel eyes, it was others treating me as a real opinion leader and cheering for my ridicule, and more importantly, now I have Mu Mingxue's appearance and figure.

I know the circumstances under which I was born.

The desire to show off in front of Mu Wan, to prove my so-called connotation? More importantly, my laughter, anger and scolding came from my original obscurity.

All the miracles that happened to me were because of Mu Mingxue's identity.

It’s not because I’m aloof or a lazy dog, there’s always a fear in my heart.

This fear is more than just the uneasiness that Jiang Gou brings to me.

I felt myself being carried forward.

Mu Mingxue said it very simply. She said, "Can I stick to my original intention?"

This sentence is so beautiful. I am using Mu Mingxue's skin to sell the clichés that I hate the most. I started out this way. Later on, I can indeed attract fans, but I know very well that I can't bear such wantonly expanding desires. What other ways can I use to attract fans? ?

Does the fresh and refined woman who complains about otaku have to compromise and flatter otaku in order to keep her wallet?

I know my hypothesis sounds ridiculous now. I haven't even done it yet. How do I know what tragic ending I will have? Why am I so sure that I can't come up with any new jokes?

For those big names in live streaming, it’s good enough if they can create one or two new memes a year. When they can’t, don’t they still repeat the same memes over and over again in their daily live streaming?

I still say that there are many reasons to convince myself, but once I step into the world of fame and fortune, it will be impossible for me to get out.

I can't get over the hurdle I set for myself.

I suddenly changed my identity and used Mu Mingxue to make money?

This is completely different from how I work hard and seriously in writing novels to gain readers' appreciation and trust. I can't convince myself.

I don't want to be an ascetic monk and live in poverty, but at least I want to have my own world. This is not my ambition.

I should always have the right to choose for myself.

Now I can still hold the steering wheel clearly, but if I shoot another video or make another video go viral, I probably won’t be able to hold it. I won’t know where my destination is, and I won’t want to write novels anymore.

Fifty thousand is not a small amount for me, but it is still an amount that I can catch up with when writing novels.

What happens next may not be certain.

When the value of words is left far behind, no one will want to pick up the pen again to weave life.

I can make money to support Mu Mingxue in the past and Qin Huan now, but I can't let him completely control my thoughts.

On this point, I don't want to be understood by others, to say that I am stubborn, pretentious, ridiculous, or prejudiced. I don't want to promote things like foul-mouthed abstract art and become famous by using clichés.

"Mingxue, Xu Yan thought about this before, but I really don't want to continue. Your reasons are indeed very sufficient and they sound very nice, but I still can't agree.

This time, I am just helping Xu Yan..."

Before I could finish my sentence, he interrupted me harshly on the other end of the line.

"Is a bitch like Xu Yan so important to you? After thinking for so long, you came to this conclusion? You helped Xu Yan, why is it so difficult to help me?

Don't tell me that helping Xu Yan is a piece of cake, but helping me is extremely difficult.

I know your mentality, you are an intellectual. You always have countless fears, your malice towards Jiang Fengqi, malice towards capital, and malice towards self-media.

I looked at the Moments you posted in the past. Many of them were screenshots of news, and many of them were long comments criticizing self-media marketing accounts. No one read them at all, and no one liked your comments.

It’s okay if you really don’t want to do it. Please give me a chance. I don’t believe that with your inspiration, you can’t even shoot a second video.

She doesn't deserve to be around you.

The person you owe is me, and the person you really should help is me!

Let me play a supporting role and let Xu Yan go!

I just need you to help me this time! Just this once, okay? " His voice was a little distorted on the other end of the phone, and he lowered his voice almost twistedly. The gentleness and ease just now were swept away, and his anger, together with those comments and compliments, gathered into a dark cloud.

This book still focuses on positive energy.

Focus on the emotions and values ​​of both parties, as well as the people and things encountered along the way.

I am used to using writing techniques, occasionally being a bit literary, but I don't do shit.

It has bitterness, but also sweetness.

My story has not always been smooth sailing.

There is one more thing I would like to remind you of. This is a novel after all. We should be more tolerant of many things. There is definitely some artistic creation. I always find it strange. No matter what, my novel is still a story. There is no need to be so gnashing of teeth.

I still want to express a kind of poetry and distance that today’s brotherhood allies find very boring and pretentious.

I know everyone will say that life is not just about the present, but also about the distant future.

But the story should always be joyful and hopeful. If you can be happy reading my novel for even an hour or two, that is great.

I will also try my best to shrink the pattern.

I know that my weakness is that I can't handle big stories. This is also the reason why I repeatedly mention Yi Fang Tian Di. The microcosm of certain societies is reflected through small characters. What people see is not a flat and boring upgrade, but more of a struggle and entanglement. The short-lived sweetness obtained in this way is enough to be savored.

I will try my best to update as promised to my brothers after the article is put on the shelves, but my daily writing is not the kind that can make a living by just writing nonsense. Sometimes it is difficult to guarantee a large amount of quality text as I please. I will still work hard to update and do my best on DOTA.

I hope I can do better.

Chapter 55 I would rather walk on the ground than dance in the clouds (1/5)

"Didn't we agree on this at the beginning? I'm just helping, just this once.

I can give you 25,000 of the 50,000 I earn, and I can give you more if you need it.

I really wanted to help Xu Yan. This incident happened because Xu Yan messed up and I went to remedy the situation.

You didn't raise any objections at that time. I stressed several times that I would only shoot this once."

I didn't get angry. It was not surprising that he had the twisted mentality of Mu Mingxue, so I remained restrained.

"Can you please stop pretending to be noble with me in a place like this?! You don't have my face, what qualifications do you have to help Xu Yan?

You hated Young Master Jiang so much before, calling him "Jiang dog" all the time, but you still made an exception, didn't you?

What are your principles?

Shooting a video wouldn't have such serious consequences. There are so many internet celebrities, are they all doing shameful things?

I didn't have such plan originally, I also wanted to rely on my own efforts.

But you have achieved success so easily, why don't you think about what you were like before? Will others give such an ordinary and weak man a chance to perform?

I went to do an internship. After someone interviewed me, do you know what positions I could only apply for?

I can only be a script supervisor. You know what a script supervisor is, right? ? It's just doing odd jobs, serving tea and water.

What chance do I have?

Xu Yan messed up and you have to help? ?

Why can't you give me a hand? ? I really can't understand your ridiculous logic, or do you just want to see me do well? ? Do you still hate me in your heart? Do you still want to act superior and act like you are giving me alms? "

His voice on the other end of the phone was getting louder and louder, and angrier and angrier, as if I was really a scum who deserved to be punished.

"Have you said enough?"

I felt a little irritated for no reason.

"No, I haven't said enough. I can't say enough even if I talk all day and all night. Why did I agree to let you make the video in the first place? I just thought you had a brainwave. Help me this time? Didn't you help He Du once before? Haha? Once, once, you are really interesting.

In the eyes of others, it is so easy to get your chance, even if the person standing is Xu Yan, whom I hate the most, or Jiang Gou, whom you hate the most.

In my case, I am the weirdo who doesn't respect your freedom, right?

Are you going to teach me a lesson again? Are you going to scold me again?

Yes, you are awesome. You used my best qualifications to perform in the video. I admit that you have the ability and I admit that you deserve to be famous, but I just hate your arrogant and condescending attitude.

You are the most delicious person in the world, I can't even have a sip of soup.

"It's so exciting to help a bitch like Xu Yan, but I've been refused again and again. Okay, okay!" He was so excited that he couldn't find any way to threaten me, so he could only curse helplessly.

I know that all the explanations now are ridiculous lies to him, but I still have to say what I need to say.

"I won't take another video, because I know I'm not Mu Mingxue." I lowered my voice on the balcony. "You think I don't want to make money quickly? You think I don't want to lie down and count money? You want me to T out Xu Yan, yes, it doesn't matter, I can T out Xu Yan today, can't I T out you tomorrow?

The more I film, the more popular I become. If I really think I am Mu Mingxue, do you think you still have room to survive? Will I let you sleep happily under my bed? ? Will I eat barbecue with you casually?

As long as I shoot a second video and become more popular, I won’t care about your life or death, and I won’t even answer your calls.

What can you bring me?

I can take all the fruits of victory by myself. This is my success.

You didn't make good use of such a good advantage before, but instead you knelt down and licked Jiang Gou. Now Jiang Gou is wanting you more than anything else and is completely obedient. He is licking me, and it's obvious who is better.

There is not much difference between you and Xu Yan.

Everyone wants to rely on others to succeed, and everyone wants to get a piece of the pie from others. But you and Xu Yan can't keep up with my pace at all.

According to your profit-seeking thinking, I wish you would disappear and never show up again.

Can you tell me a reason, a reason why I should still laugh and joke with you, be with you, and go eat barbecue with you after I have truly become an internet celebrity?

You don't understand all my jokes, and your values ​​are completely different from mine. Your gentleness is easy for me to handle. I can endure loneliness, but you can't.

When you lower your humanity to this level of cruelty.

You'll find that everything is falling apart and we won't have any pure relationship.

Why do you think I gave you money?

I give you 50% without reservation, and I am willing to continue working hard on writing novels.

It's because I treat you as a friend. I know you have flaws, but I still think you are cute. I never measure life by interests, so I help Xu Yan and I also help you.

I don't hate Xu Yan, just like I don't hate you.