I changed green tea

"I'm really sorry." I apologized sincerely, because I knew that what I wrote these two days was really not very good.

I didn't have time to adjust my mindset and really just wanted to do things perfunctorily.

"? Are you a repeater?"

"What's the use of saying sorry? Why don't you just update it properly?" Yuexia's attitude was also a bit tough.

This is an inevitable result, writing style determines everything.

I can indeed use a more despicable way to retain readers and gain their forgiveness, which is to shoot a short video, or start a video call, and directly tell them that I am Mu Mingxue, play the victim, pretend to be pitiful and say that I am shooting a video recently, and the reader group will probably become quiet in an instant.

But I still gritted my teeth and thought about it, this approach seems a bit green tea.

Speak with words!

I didn't continue to argue. When I was rendering the story, I forced myself to overcome the fatigue after filming and came up with a very stomach-breaking plot. Yan Mo was still thinking about work when she had her period. Her brother already had a girlfriend, so she called her brother and wanted him to pick her up, but he didn't answer the call because he was angry with his sister.

Jiang Gou showed his well-honed gentleness in such a place. He brought Yan Mo back home and cooked for her personally.

When the younger brother was sitting on the bed afterwards, he remembered his sister and called her. Unexpectedly, it was Jiang Gou who answered the phone. The misunderstanding between them deepened and the pain became even more unspeakable.

The sudden gentleness of Jiang Gou, this scumbag, made Yan Mo unable to cope with it. She was a little mentally disturbed and wanted to find some spiritual sustenance in Jiang Gou...

It was probably this 3000-word chapter that finally calmed some of the anger in the group.

K admitted that this chapter was good, Longteng was also very satisfied, Yuexia said that the stomach medicine was a bit uncomfortable, and the abstract leader asked me to gkd.

I have never been stingy with praise when it is time to scold and when it is time to praise. In a novel that is praised for its writing, it is a bit irresponsible to use my identity as Mu Mingxue to take shortcuts. I must at least keep the flame of my novel alive. Writing is my most confident skill and my only way out, so I must persist.

The video is finally done. I watched it from the beginning and proofread the subtitles again. After confirming that they are correct, I uploaded the three videos to different sections and attached the links on x blog. I am going to take a shower and rest and check the situation tomorrow.

After taking a shower and changing into my nightgown, Mu Mingxue came in at some point and lay on my bed playing with her cell phone.

"Are you still not sleeping? It's already past 12 o'clock. I'll go to bed right away."

"How can I sleep? I keep refreshing my page. Hehe, in just over ten minutes, the number of hits has exceeded 20,000, and there are many comments! We will be famous, we will definitely be famous!!!

We have already been recommended by the mobile app with many likes. You are awesome! ! As expected, I believe all your problems will be solved! "He looked at me excitedly.

"Of course, after all, I, Qin Huan, am a man who can turn decay into magic!" I ruffled my long hair in a somewhat childish way. I had foreseen this outcome, but I was still quite happy.

It is certainly gratifying that it can still maintain such popularity after so many days without the support of capital.

I have a certain fan base, so although it is tiring, shooting and editing with a fixed camera position is not difficult.

"You are a great beauty now~ Hehe, I am Qin Huan~ You are so adorable in the video, I can't help but looking at you over and over again, your little expression of disdain for me, and some casual movements of lifting your hair and stretching your waist, you are super cute, so cute that I want to eat you up in one bite..." His eyes were bright and hot under the dim light.

I shuddered for no reason, and I suddenly thought of the message Jiang Gou had sent me before, "I read it over and over again like a pervert..."

"Mu Mingxue, can you be more normal?"

"Hehe...Axue...I've thought of a way to tie you up." He looked at me, with a hint of greed and expectation in his eyes.

"When I was filming the video with you, I really felt that... if I had a girlfriend like you, then it didn't seem so bad for me to be a man. Or rather, this seemed to be the only benefit of being a man."

"This is just a show in the video, Mu Mingxue, you're not normal tonight, go back to sleep, I'm very tired." I waved my hand. I still didn't feel that the situation was serious, but the atmosphere seemed a little wrong.

"But... I have feelings for you... for my old self, for my old, unfamiliar self. I know very well that I am Qin Huan now, and I have completely lost the identity of Mu Mingxue... Can we really be boyfriend and girlfriend? Otherwise, kindness is just a charity from you... I really like the feeling of having you by my side... You don't hate it, do you?"

My heart skipped a beat and I frowned.

"You guys, are you serious?"

Chapter 69 I don’t need his response, let alone love. (3/?)

"?? But you have already declared that I am your boyfriend. This video has been sent out. Everyone knows that our relationship is intimate. We live together and live under the same roof.

How could this be just a casual act?

You're so good to me? How dare you say you have no feelings for me at all?

I know you like me too, right? Otherwise, why would you take care of me so much, be so nice to me, and indulge me so much? And you said so many nice things... You always let me hug you... How dare you say we are just friends?"

I glanced at Mu Mingxue…oh no, it’s Qin Huan now.

I said it very calmly. "I don't like you. Most of the feelings I have towards you are sympathy and indebtedness, based on kindness. When you hugged me, I didn't feel anything, just a little resistance and disgust. Will you like me like the old you?" I would never give Mu Mingxue even the slightest illusion.

When I thought about the fact that he had some reaction when he hugged me before, I felt very uncomfortable. Seeing my former self having desires for my current self without knowing its limits... This feeling is a bit absurd and ridiculous.

How could Mu Mingxue think of saying such things to me? How could he, such a smart man, not see that I had no feelings for him? Or did he think that what I said before was all love talk? The three biggest illusions in life?

"But have you ever considered each other's parents? We can only be together, both socially and family-wise. You have chosen to stand by me. If you really resisted and hated me, you wouldn't have shared a house with me from the beginning.

We are just friends, how could we accept such an intimate gesture?

The relationship between us must be made clear eventually.

I think the timing is right now.

We still have to face this awkward situation. Do you want to be with another man? Do you want to do it with another man?

That's even more unacceptable, isn't it?

If it is simply a matter of interests or so-called kindness, it cannot withstand too much of a storm.

You said before that you would give me a piece of heaven and earth, but what you gave me now is not a piece of heaven and earth.

We are already tied together, and this... is also my promise to you." Mu Mingxue looked at me seriously.

"promise?"

"Even if we switch back, I won't leave you. No matter how life changes, no matter what kind of storms there are, we will still be together... At that time, I will still be your woman... This is double insurance.

We are in each other's family now, aren't we? "

"I don't think it's necessary. If I change it back, it will be just a dream. I will continue to write my novel. I can get to know you again, but I don't have to like you.

I don't like this kind of forced relationship. I may have desire for you, but I am more restrained. I am not so passionate that I will go crazy and want to be with you as soon as I see you.

We can still be friends, and you can end this relationship at will.

I help you because I feel I should do it, not because you asked me to.

I can do something for you, and I can also take the initiative to sacrifice some of my time and choices.

But I don't want love from you.

Yes, but not necessary.

Or maybe this kind of love will only make our feelings more decadent and more helpless. I don’t want to get lost in the whirlpool of gender.

More importantly, in my eyes, you are just someone I need help with. I don’t need any promises or rewards.

I am worthy of myself.

You may have mistaken this pure kindness for love. I don't blame you, but please be more careful.

What I have to do cannot be wasted in such a love.

So, in the final analysis, your so-called double insurance is only beneficial to yourself, and a relationship can never lock you down. These means are really not enough in the face of real interests.

More importantly, what you have in your eyes right now is more desire than reason. You want to try something new, right?"

My eyes were a little cold. Even though I didn't want to believe it, there was indeed a greed in Qin Huan, played by Mu, that could be easily captured.

"Why do you have to be so smart at this time? Wouldn't it be better to just agree to me without thinking?" He was a little annoyed.

"This is the girl's red wine that you have been treasured and waiting to sell for a long time and were reluctant to give it up. Why are you willing to give it up now and want to drink your own fine wine?" I smiled jokingly.

"I don't know. I just couldn't help myself. Seeing your outstanding qualities, your superior appearance, and your expressionless face, I thought you were doing everything for me when you filmed the video. I thought you had feelings for me. I don't believe there is such a fool in the world who treats me so well without any desire...

I just want to tie you up and not let you go anywhere. You are too beautiful, too beautiful, even prettier than I was before. You are simply a crystal clear, sparkling work of art. I have lost you, at least let me get you back in another way." Mu Mingxue said this with gritted teeth, unable to stop.

"Is it your fault?"

I think Jiang Gou was probably in the same mood, even worse than before. Men at this stage are indeed a bit unreasonable in their youthful vigor. His eyes fell on my waist which I was sitting upright but he still felt I could hold it in one hand, on my legs which I was tightly closed but he still thought I was ostentatious, and on my expressionless face but he still saw a seductive look on my face.

As long as he looks at his original self with a man's mentality, this girl, whose every frown and smile is like a bright afternoon in the south, is really hard to let go.

But of course I can't give it to you, are you kidding?

I don't have any feelings for Qin Huan now.

To put it bluntly, as a woman, I don't even want to fall in love with myself, let alone the soul of Mu Mingxue.

Of course I will inherit the pride that runs in Mu Mingxue's bones.

I won't fall into this boring trap easily.

My desire is very low now, but as a woman I can still keenly capture that ambiguous atmosphere. However, as long as there is a hint of displeasure, this ambiguity will be deformed, becoming unrecognizable and disgusting.

All I could think about was getting rid of it as quickly as possible.

I really don't hate him, but there's a bit more caution in my eyes. Maybe I'll lock the door before I go to bed in the future, and I won't agree to his request to sleep in the same bed with me ever again.

But I'm still grateful that he said it so bluntly.

If Mu Mingxue didn't tell me, and she was doing something behind my back, like getting me drunk? Or sneaking into bed with me? If I caught her, I would never have anything to do with her again, and we would have cut off all ties.

This is no longer a lie, this is a crime.

But at least he has made it clear now, speaking his mind and sticking to the facts.

"So according to you, from now on, I can't even touch you? As long as I still have desires for you? Is that what you mean? I can't touch you, I can't look at you, I can only express my kindness in a light way?" He looked at me deeply, and the expression on his face kept changing.

"Almost. I help you unconditionally, not to make you fall in love with me or be grateful to me, but just to make you live happier in my body and make up for the trauma. Now that you are well fed and warm, is it a bit too much to think of swallowing me whole? If you really can't help it, just go to the bathroom and take a shower." I made a rosemary, rosemary, Paris...

Chapter 70: The couple sitting at the alley entrance (1/4?)

(Sorry, so far, there is no plot that I want to change back in the direction of my novel. I don’t want to write the same kind of story as before. I would rather open my eyes to the world from a single perspective. Thank you.)

"I know." He was like a deflated ball, his eyes dimmed quickly, and he became depressed. His mood changed every day. "I was thinking about living a good life with you..."

"No? Isn't this called living a good life now? Am I not obedient enough to you?"

"But I always feel like I owe you something. You just treated me like an ordinary friend and did all this just out of kindness. I feel really bad..."

"You feel guilty about talking about love with me, and you want to pounce on me like a wolf and eat me? What kind of logic is this? Mu Mingxue, are you crazy?" He was talking to me again with this stream-of-consciousness-like jumping thinking.

"That's not what I meant! I thought you liked me too, I thought..." He was still pestering her, always feeling that the matter was still connected.

"Don't think so. I've told you everything clearly now. Let's go to bed, okay?" I sighed.

"No room for negotiation?"

"No."

"You...you've never thought about changing back, you and I can...I..."

"Mu Mingxue? You want me to repeat it again?? Don't wear out my patience. I'm really tired. I've been busy all day. For your bullshit dream of becoming famous, I've been shooting all day. In order to make money, I have to work hard to update. If I write badly, I will be scolded by readers. Do you really think that life is so easy and I have time to talk about love with you? Don't you have a sense of crisis?"

“But we are already famous…”

"You're famous after 20,000 views?"

"It's only been a short time... Forget it, you'll really get angry if I continue, so I won't say any more. Anyway, I know I've annoyed you." Mu Mingxue looked at me aggrievedly and walked away silently.

I patted my bedding to sweep away any lingering scent of Mu Mingxue, washed my hands, locked the door with a click, lay on the bed without playing with my phone, and slept peacefully.

I don't have time to linger on Mu Mingxue's love affairs. To be honest, when a woman doesn't like someone, she can always be extremely rational. When she can't develop feelings, her tone is almost cruel and firm.

I finally got enough sleep that day.

The next day I was awakened by a hurried knock on the door, "Qin Huan, Qin Huan, hahahaha, there are more than 50 hits, more than 50!! " He was cheering and jumping for joy at the door, shouting with great excitement. After all, it was just a bedroom door, so it had a bit of a mute effect, but he was shouting against the door, so of course I could hear it clearly.

Although I didn't want to get up, I turned over in bed and had a strong urge to pee. There was no way I could avoid going to the bathroom, which meant I had to open the door.

After I woke up, the feeling became stronger. I tugged on my slippers in annoyance, unlocked the door, and rubbed my messy hair. It seemed like Mu Mingxue had not remembered my advice from last night at all. The next second she saw me, she hugged me and rubbed against me.

"What on earth are you doing so early in the morning? Let go of me now, let go, do you hear me?"

"I'm not expressing my desires. Look at my eyes. Look at my eyes. Aren't they clear?"

"Whether you are clear or not, let go. I'm going to the bathroom urgently." I said impatiently.

His voice trailed off.

He let go of her hand and hid aside, standing against the corner, his smile gradually disappearing.

I caught a glimpse of it out of the corner of my eye, but was too lazy to pay attention.