I changed green tea

I was still wearing my nightgown with the broken straps, and because I was home alone, I hid in my bed and hugged myself.

I had no friends, I didn't feel like playing DOTA for the time being, I was in a terrible mood, I had all these tangled emotions building up inside me, and before this, I had never thought that this would happen.

Yes, I know it's impossible with other men. Even with Jiang Yuncun, I couldn't generate even the slightest spark of love. Even though Bai Zhi was so arrogantly trying to take advantage of me, I remained indifferent.

I won't toss and turn about who Jiang Yuncun is going to play with, and I won't think about it too much. When I hear Qin Huan's voice, I have the illusion of returning to the old days.

I had more ideas for novels and scripts, and I wanted to make more money. He didn't love Su Zimo, and I always had a confusing illusion that he wanted to come back to me, and he was also looking for an opportunity.

I tensed my legs, feeling that loneliness was like a maggot on the tarsal bone, a spear of boiling blood, stepping on the heel of my soul.

I couldn't fall asleep even when I closed my eyes. All I could think about was how arrogant I was when I was standing on the moral high ground.

I knew I couldn't give up Qin Huan, and he found out about it, and he also knew that I couldn't give up on him.

I rolled around wrapped in the quilt, and finally put on my headphones and found the first video he and I had made together. In just one month, a story that was more tangled than what happened in the past 20 years happened to me.

I didn't think, I just listened, and fell asleep listening to him and me arguing according to the script.

……

When they arrived at the company that day, Jiang Yuncun also showed up, and Bai Zhi's location shooting was basically over.

And the new video between Wang Ru and I officially started shooting.

Mu Wan also came over, and during the break she asked me, "Qin Huan posted a new video, did you see it? It's a collaboration with Su Zimo~"

"I've seen it a long time ago, and I even liked it. It's a good photo. What's wrong?" I pretended to be calm and said calmly.

"I didn't expect him to find a new employer so quickly, but what about this Su Zimo?"

"What's wrong? Is it the kind of scam?"

"Not really, but Su Zimo is a veteran team in Hangzhou. I heard that several investors wanted to invest in her and wanted some benefits, but she refused to give them. She also happened to work on more ambiguous topics such as nightlife. She rarely cooperates with others, but she came to Qin Huan for only two or three days?"

"Qin Huan brings his own traffic."

"Indeed, 70 fans is a piece of fat meat no matter where you go." There was always a hint of discomfort in Mu Wan's words.

"Well... let's leave it at that for now, Mu Wan. I'm going to go eat something." I suddenly felt like not wanting to communicate too much with Mu Wan, as well as Jiang Yuncun.

Although Jiang Yuncun's frequency of chatting with Bai Zhi has greatly decreased, I have ideas for new scripts and he chats with me a lot. He has not completely taken away my former excitement.

He also said in front of Bai Zhi that my show is still very important. Maybe Jiang Yuncun really appreciates talent rather than anything else. I don't care what Bai Zhi says in my ear.

He is nothing special to me, and I don't have too many expectations of him. We are just like-minded, and that's all. If I can't write anything...

Forget it, I shook my head, too lazy to think about it anymore.

I should have hated Qin Huan more, but somehow I did start to doubt Mu Wan and Jiang Yuncun.

I felt very uncomfortable when Qin Huan slept with Xu Yan, but as for Su Zimo... I didn't feel too much pain and entanglement.

only…

I returned home quietly by myself, and Qin Huan sent me a message, "I'm still working, how about you, Axue? Our third video will be online tonight."

"You don't need to reply, just watch."

Qin Huan sent a short video of the location where they filmed, the camera props, and himself. He smiled brightly in the video and even said hello to the staff...

Chapter 126: Long Live Understanding (1/)

Two days later, my new video came out again.

Baizhi's video still couldn't surpass mine in clicks, even though Jiang Yun saved up all his energy to push it. I felt very emotional after watching Baizhi's video, with both the sadness of reminiscing about the passing years and certain firm emotions.

But it still lost to the topics that everyone likes to hear about.

Bai Zhi was very happy at first to see her data rising wildly, but when it reached around 40, the effect of the recommendation was almost zero, and it became very difficult to increase her data.

The number of views for my videos continued to increase from 90 to 130 million. On the one hand, it was due to the accumulation of previous viewers, and on the other hand, Baizhi’s own youth was too perfect. I looked at the comments and many people expressed envy, but also felt that it was more or less a dreamy feeling. And most importantly, everything in Baizhi’s videos was good except for the lack of emotion.

Everyone prefers to speak out and make heated comments on topics that they can get involved in.

Youth without love is like Sichuan cuisine without spicy food, or like frying deep-sea hairtail fish, which lacks some excitement and beauty.

There are really no other flaws. The shooting process and post-production effects are very good and exquisite. They are much more high-end than my fixed camera position and the investment is also much higher.

Bai Zhi was a little depressed when she saw the final result, and Jiang Yuncun praised her for doing so well on her first try.

"Yuncun, why don't you praise me? I work so hard on every video?" I smiled softly, just on a whim to play a trick on the academic Baizhi.

"Haha, Mingxue, you are already our main C, the core position. I praise you a lot. Baizhi just arrived."

"You haven't really read my script these past few days, and you haven't really come to take care of my filming. It seems like you've been following Bai Zhi all the time, from the early stages to the later stages."

I know Bai Zhi wanted to stir up conflict just to prove how strong she is. Chu Zhaozhao just wanted to tell Jiang Yuncun that women like me are easy to find. Bai Zhi's script really caught my eye.

I thought that such excellent production, her makeup and clothes should be enough to win me over. But the market does not believe in paper talk.

No matter how great your graduation season is, those god-like graduation movies are like mountains standing in front of you. Bai Zhi wants to express the sophistication of the petty bourgeoisie, but at the same time she has to say that she is just an ordinary person, which sounds more or less hypocritical and ridiculous.

I know I shouldn't say these words, but I can't help but find some confidence in Baizhi. These days, most of the resources of this newly established company are revolving around her, and even the post-production editing of my show has been delayed.

Although I don't like Yuncun, he is my leader and my friend, so I still have some complaints to express.

“…Well, isn’t your first video like this as well?”

"Yes, I still remember that you gave me a lot of comments and asked me to revise a lot of things, instead of just saying yes and no, like now, without any other thoughts, and this debate has been delayed to next time. I don't really care, but Yuncun, whether it's business considerations or the so-called artistic sense, you need a balance.

I can tell you directly that I am not very happy recently. I am not a woman who makes trouble for others or speaks ill of Bai Zhi behind her back, but your emphasis is a bit too biased.

You said that you invested in me, you and I are partners, and Baizhi is our employee.

I don't think what you said was a joke. You also said that you can't play DOTA well if you have connections. I don't deny that you and Baizhi stayed up late to watch the game and drink, and I won't overly suspect that you two have any private affair. I know that Mr. Jiang, you are an upright person.

But this is running a company, not a place for you to be a good guy.

You gave Baizhi too much freedom. I was too lazy to say it before, but you will know when the results come out. Don't tell me that success or failure is not the key to success. In this era where traffic is king, the only indicator for our videos now is clicks.

You are too idealistic and impartial in some areas." I said this directly and concisely in front of Jiang Yuncun and Bai Zhi in the office.

"I'm sorry... Sister Mu, I was the one who kept holding President Jiang... President Jiang also meant well..." Bai Zhi immediately admitted her mistake. She did not confront me in front of Jiang Yuncun, nor did she play dumb. Her attitude when speaking was neither humble nor arrogant.

"That's enough. You've only just started working. It's a good thing you met Jiang Yuncun. You're ambitious and capable, and Jiang Yuncun is easy to talk to. I don't bother with you. But you haven't even added my WeChat yet. Your work attitude is not good. You just pursue your own artistic sense. What comes out in the end satisfies you, but you've also seen the market's reaction.

You were so reasonable when you criticized me, why do you want to drag Jiang Yuncun into the water when I criticize you now? "

My eyes were moving. How dare Jiang Yuncun be angry with me?

Of course he didn't dare. There was no sign of joking on my face. My expression was tense. The data of my two videos crushed Bai Zhi. Even if I was bullying the newcomer, in other words, why should the resources that originally belonged to me be divided up to a woman who hated me and whose ability was perhaps even worse than mine?

"Mingxue, don't blame Baizhi. There are many things in this script that I wanted to write. I know you are unhappy. I...well...don't be angry." He had an embarrassed expression on his face, which was rare.

Apart from Chu Zhaozhao, there are few people who can talk to him in such a strict manner. I have never been angry with him. The atmosphere was indeed very awkward, but I still have to say it even though it is awkward.

"Well, I'm not angry, but after that, we'll sit down and make arrangements for the shooting. I don't care about Bai Zhi's script, and you can continue to play with her freely. After all, you like diversity? But I have to ensure the progress on my side.

Since the power has been given to me, I should have the final say in certain aspects. Don’t let it be like this. It’s difficult for me to decide whether to give it up or not. What do you think?”

I glanced at Jiang Yuncun. His high heels gently kicked the cabinet, and he nodded silently. Bai Zhi still smiled confidently, and this confidence was more like pretending to be calm. But when I went out, he still said a few words to Bai Zhi.

What I hate most is that after someone says they trust me, they take back part of their promise.

Either let me take charge of the overall situation, and you can assist me, or you can hold up a banner, and if you can't do it, just shut up. My condition was not good to begin with. After discovering that I indulged Qin Huan in some aspects, I had a headache. Fortunately, Qin Huan only sent me work-related messages these days...

Anyone would feel stupid to admit that being a bastard and a scumbag is my weakness.

I also have a fulfilling and busy job, which keeps me from getting carried away.

Jiang Yuncun quickly chased after me, "Recently it's been a bit, a bit... Mingxue, I know something's not right with me, let's call Mu Wan out, and the three of us can have something to eat together?" He looked at me apologetically.

"Yeah." I lowered my head and scratched the marble floor with my high heels, making a noisy sound.

When Mu Wan received Jiang Yuncun's call, she directly said that she was on a business trip.

"Then let's wait another day."

"Mingxue, I really don't know... I might be too involved in this, please don't take it to heart..." Jiang Yun was really stupid at this time. That's right, he never knew how to coax people since he was a child. When he was with Chu Zhaozhao, it was Chu Zhaozhao who gave him excessive tenderness. I heard from Mu Wan that his mother doted on him too much.

"No, I just said these things because I treat the company as a company. I don't know if I am qualified enough. Maybe in Bai Zhi's eyes, I am a pretentious woman, a bad woman who interferes with art casually."

"No... Mingxue, hey, I just feel very touched by this script, and I also think positive energy is better... I really didn't take good care of your progress, anyway, it's my fault, I did a bad job on this matter... In the future, I will definitely ask you before making plans for the company's specific affairs..."

"Don't be like that. This is still your company. I just need to ensure the progress of my own program. Baizhi should just write about her own business. Programs like Baizhi are still necessary."

“Long live understanding…”

Chapter 127: Meanness is the passport of the mean (2/)

I was so serious and cold in front of Jiang Yuncun, but when I got home, I melted away on the sofa, ordered a takeout and went to take a shower. I liked my decisiveness more and more. I originally thought that I didn't need to wear a mask in front of Jiang Yuncun.

Jiang Yuncun will not favor one over the other, which is a bad thing.

I have to say something good about Jiang Fengqi, even though his name hasn't appeared in our conversation for a long time. He is very bad when he should be.

After taking a shower and when the takeaway was still some distance away from me, I suddenly received a message on my bank card, "Your debit card with the last digit xxxx received a transfer of 41000.00." I was stunned because this was not Jiang Yuncun's account.

Then my phone rang. It was Qin Huan. It was only 6:20 in the evening. He wouldn't show off at this time...

"Axue, did you receive the money?"

"Hmm? Did you transfer the 41000 to me just now?"

"Yes, my new card, haha. I posted my video yesterday. The market response was good. I got my first salary. I will pay you back the 30,000 you borrowed from me with interest.

I just know you care.

I can only give you 11,000 yuan of the extra money, and I still need to spend money. I know that such a small favor can't prove anything, but I made money, I'm very happy, I earned my first pot of gold with my own ability, I will return the good you gave me before, I know you are not short of money, but this is my proof that I will soon be successful! First of all, don't push the issue with me.

You have always taken care of me before, and now you can make up for it a little. It may not be that much in the future, but it will always be there. Don't refuse. You didn't hesitate when you gave it to me, even though in your eyes I was a good-for-nothing five or a scumbag who was just trying to get attention, even though you didn't understand me most of the time.

I have nothing, but you still love me. I can feel at ease being a money-making bastard and continue to fiddle with my persona. But that's it. I still have to be busy. I have to shoot something in the evening. I'll hang up first. By the way, you have to remember to exercise. There is no one to urge you. There is no dancing in the show, but you have to practice more or less. Don't always keep yourself locked up in the room.

Oh, one last thing, I took some time to watch your video this afternoon. The red high heels look great, and your ankles are so pretty. "

He was on the other end of the noisy phone line, speaking calmly and energetically, words that I had no idea how to respond to. And the 4 yuan.

When I was about to speak, he had already hung up the phone.

I know he is playing hard to get, I know he wants to change the preexisting impression, his bad record is too bad to be washed away.

This is also good. I work hard and enthusiastically to make money and think about making a name for myself.

I took out 1000 yuan of it, thinking about having a good meal tomorrow.

I did a few sets of sit-ups. It seemed that I hadn't exercised so seriously for a few days. The reason why I didn't have a little belly was probably because of irregular eating and rushing to catch up.

After I finished writing a chapter of the novel, I still opened the WeChat message and said, "I am still happy for you that you make money, but I don't need to take more of your money. I am also a straightforward person. I will keep 3 and return the remaining to you. Then my past kindness to you will be settled."

"Don't worry, we'll never be even in this life."

"Be good to Su Zimo, you have started a new life. I'll transfer you back."

"Okay, we have a new life, we are just standing still, repeating the same mistakes. I can't see what path I should take if I don't become an asshole. There's no need for us to struggle over this ten thousand. When I have no money and no other options, I will still come to you."

"Yeah, that's right."

"Hey, Mingxue, when can we meet again?"

"No. There's no reason for us to meet."

"I don't want to just watch those videos of yours through the screen. I'm not satisfied with touching Su Zimo, and I want to touch you again." What was he thinking when he wrote this?

"Stop being disgusting, and get out of here, okay?"

"I want to see you wearing those red high heels and that black suspender skirt. I want you to sit in front of me like this, and I can't see you behind the phone. Wait until I have more money..."

"What does this have to do with money? Have you forgotten what you did wrong?"

"But as long as the crime is not punishable by death, you can still see the light of day again. I am only in my 20s, and we have only known each other for a short time. The female anchor who smokes and has tattoos and promiscuous sex still says that she is a good girl and that she is pure and innocent.

There are still so many people willing to watch and be the leeks.

I just had Xu Yan, and Su Zimo and I each got what we needed, and we know the difference. This is a natural desire, and I don't steal or rob. You can give me all the care, but you can't give me this now. When you can give it to me in the future, how can I touch other women? "

"Don't bother quibbling with me here. I have things to do." I said with forced indifference.