Collapse, surrender to me!

Faced with the cruel fate, Xingzi realized that making wishes for others easily would bring misfortune to herself. She began to become selfish, using her ability to steal items to satisfy her desires, and became indifferent to the lives of people around her.

Become what it is now.

So is it the wish's fault?

Is it Xingzi's fault?

Is it Kyubey's fault?

After a brief summary, Grayshut came to a very simple conclusion.

It's Xingzi's father's fault.

He still cares about the world and is willing to take his entire family with him to die. He must be crazy.

The moment Sakura Anko's already unfortunate family was destroyed because of her wish, she completely deviated from the normal track.

Her insane and ruined father will become the only remaining scene in her mind and the eternal shadow in her heart.

After this, using magic for others can only lead to misfortune, which becomes the first theorem of her world.

If you just live for yourself, everything will be your own fault.

There is no need to hate others, and it is impossible to regret.

If you think this way, most things will be bearable.

"You don't need to impose your father's problems on yourself. Magic and wishes are always good, at least when the Soul Gem is not contaminated... well."

Gray was halfway through her words when Anzi's spear stabbed her in the face.

But Grace was too thick-skinned.

The bucket won't break.

"Don't talk about my father, it's all my fault!" Xingzi finally stopped being indifferent and became a little excited.

"Can you say that you don't hate your father at all?"

When Gray Xiu spoke, she was even more straightforward than Yan.

It was like a knife tearing open the memories that Xingzi had always wanted to escape from.

"I know you want to say that if you hadn't made a wish, even if no one would listen to your father's speeches and your family would still be poor, at least this 'home' would still exist. It was because of you that the tragedy that followed happened."

Before Xingzi could speak, Graysh said what she wanted to say.

"But there's nothing wrong with wishes and miracles. You're just... how should I put it? You're punishing yourself with the mistakes of others."

If Sayaka in the normal timeline drowned in the deep sea of ​​her ideals, then Sakura Kyoko was lost on the road of reality.

"Since you lost to me, I don't need you to deal with Witch Night. Why don't you just take a walk with me?"

"……baffling."

Sakura Anzi patted the dust off her body with a bit of pride. Her injuries had recovered.

But at the same time, the Soul Gem has also become quite filthy.

But the next moment, she felt a warm little hand on her chest, where the soul gem was.

Wait for the little hand to move away.

The Soul Gem became clear again.

"you……!"

Xingzi was really shocked this time.

“What about the despair in this?”

Xingzi understood that nothing could disappear out of thin air.

But Grayshu is not a kind of lamentation.

"This little despair is nothing."

Grayshu laughed, took the hand of the stunned Anzi, and left this remote place.

This city is not Mitakihara.

It is next to Mitakihara.

After all, magical girls also have territories, and senior Mami Tomoe of Mitakihara is not dead, so Anzi will not go over to steal monsters.

"You have been in this city for a long time, right?" Grayshu asked as he strolled along the streets of the city.

"what?"

Xingzi was holding Grayshu's hand, her mind was in a mess and she didn't hear anything clearly.

For some reason, she held Grayshuin as if she were holding the embodiment of the beauty of the world.

Combining her own experience, she even felt a sense of self-ashamed, but was too greedy to let go.

Seeing this, Grace had no choice but to repeat the question again.

"Ah."

Xingzi nodded silently. The dilapidated church in the distant suburbs was where his father once preached.

She is naturally familiar with this city.

"No, no, you've never seen this city."

Gresh shook her head.

She stopped and took Xingzi into a coffee shop, a quiet corner in this busy city.

Grayshu ordered a cup of coffee for Xingzi, sat down by the window, and pointed at the sidewalk outside the window.

Xingzi followed Gray's finger and looked

There was a little girl whistling and skipping on the street, seemingly oblivious to the noise around her. Her smile was bright and innocent, bringing a touch of warmth to passers-by.

Then, an elderly couple also walked hand in hand through the street, their steps slow and steady, revealing a long-standing tacit understanding and intimacy between them, which made people feel a deep envy and respect.

It makes people feel that love and companionship are the most precious treasures in life.

It doesn't make people feel like dog abuse, but rather it is a kind of scattered food, a feeling of being touched that makes people feel blessed.

But Xingzi felt so cold.

Because of these happiness, she has completely lost it.

My family members are dead, and my beloved sister will never come back.

She didn't understand why Grace asked her to watch these.

"Are you using other people's wonderful lives to mock me?" Xingzi couldn't help but retort.

Grayshu shook her head and pointed to another place.

On the street corner, a blind homeless man sat on the ground, stretching out his hand to beg, hoping to get help from some kind-hearted people. He was not a liar, but a real person in need. Just looking at him made people feel sympathy and heartache, and realized that there are still injustices and difficulties in the world.

On the other side, a disabled person is walking with difficulty using a cane. Trying to overcome the difficulties in life requires great courage and perseverance in every step.

It makes people deeply understand the fragility and tenacity of life, and treat everyone's stories and challenges with respect and sensitivity.

In the corner of this coffee shop, you can see all kinds of people in this bustling city.

Xingzi was confused for a moment.

I didn't understand what Grayshu meant.

"It's very simple."

Grace picked up the coffee that had just been brewed with 100-degree boiling water and drank it down in one gulp.

"You have been here since you were a child, which means you have defeated many witches."

"That is to say, if you hadn't used magic to fight, that little girl who was like your sister might have been killed by the witch. Countless happy families would have been broken up and died, and tragedies like yours would have spread throughout the city."

"You always say that magic makes people unhappy, but in fact you have saved many people, whether they are happy or unhappy, you at least let them live."

"But I'm only doing this for myself!"

Kyoko retorted instinctively.

"I kill witches just for the Seeds of Sorrow, and I'll even allow my familiars to become witches!"

"Yeah, but what does that matter?"

Gresh shook her head.

"That's the result. There's no need to deny it. Magic is just magic, and magical girls are supposed to save the world."

"…Then how do I explain my own experience?"

"I told you, that's your dad's problem. Not your problem."

Gray practiced Buddhism.

"After you became a magical girl, you were completely different from what you are now. Have you forgotten what your original intention was and what you were thinking at that time?"

"..."

Of course Xingzi didn't forget.

She wants to use magic to make people happy, fight witches, and then save the world with her father, one in the light and one in the dark.

"Your father didn't do it, but you did it, didn't you? You have saved many people in this city."

Grayshu knew that it was unrealistic to expect Xingzi to understand everything right away.

But once your heart is cracked, it's much easier to break it again.

A person is an individual and also a part of the world.

When Xingzi began to understand that her seemingly selfish behaviors would actually have various effects on others.

Her theory that if she only lived for herself, everything was her fault, would begin to collapse.

……

Grayshu wanted to leave Kyoko alone, so she left first.

But not long after he walked, Yan's voice was heard beside him.

What he said was also surprising.

"Has anyone ever told me that the way you persuaded Kyoko just now was very similar to Kyubey?"

“That’s different.”

Grayshu replied with a smile, her tone becoming lighter.

"Because I really believe that magic and miracles exist. Magical girls are magical girls. They represent hope, not despair."

Chapter 287: New Magical Girl, Twisted Bonds

"Do you want to listen to what you're saying?"

Yan frowned.

Magical girls are witches.

It's all despair, there is no hope at all.

That's why Xiaoyuan entrusted her with that.

Let Homura go back in time and save herself before she became a magical girl.

Because once Madoka becomes a magical girl, everything will be too late.

"But if there is no hope, then what are you doing?" Gray asked back, "Wouldn't it be better to just give up?"

"I'm not doing this for myself, I'm doing this for Madoka."

Yan explained.

She is beyond saving, but Madoka can still be saved.

"That's right. Aren't you using your magical girl power to bring hope to others now?"

Gray repaired said as a matter of course.