Collapse, surrender to me!

For the first time, it was filled with hatred.

No matter how cold Ikari Gendou was before, no matter how disgusting he was.

At most, he just adopted the attitude of a passerby who said that if we have different ideas, we cannot work together and we will go our separate ways if we cannot understand each other.

But now, they have finally risen from passers-by to enemies.

The father was kind and the son was filial, but they became enemies.

"Your father... do you want to see what your father went through?"

Grayshu said.

It was as if Shinji was watching a movie, replaying Ikari Gendo's life before his eyes.

In the memories played by Gray Shu, his father completely overturned the impression that Shinji had of him.

He was a typical otaku, with extremely low self-esteem, who only knew how to study. However, he was liked by the protagonist's beautiful mother, Wei. As a result, they fell in love and gave birth to Shinji.

They are all students of the super otaku Dongyue, and under Dongyue's leadership they came into contact with the Human Instrumentality Project.

Shinji's mother was unable to stop the Human Completion Project. In order to protect her son, she voluntarily offered her soul to be taken away by Unit-2. Unit- took away half of Asuka's mother's soul.

Because of this incident, the research found that although they were replicas, their power was still too great, so fixators were added to all Evas to limit their power and prevent soul-stealing incidents from happening again.

Commander Ikari went crazy on the spot. He had finally found such a beautiful wife, but now she was gone. In order to see his wife again, he decided to cooperate with Seele to implement the Human Instrumentality Plan to become a god and founded Never. Although there were some differences from the organization's plan, most of them were the same, and the organization turned a blind eye.

What follows is that the apostles who are unaware of the truth and all mankind who have been deceived by Seele start a life-and-death war. Although it is said that the apostles must be stopped, it seems that the apostles are not killing innocent people. Instead, it is Seele who is preparing to destroy all mankind.

Shinji felt like a long time had passed in his consciousness, but when he came to his senses, the fish soup was still hot.

His opinion of his dad had changed a little, but not a lot.

He was in a daze because of his mother.

As for Commander Ikari.

"He is not worthy of my mother."

"I thought so too." Gray Xiu said faintly, "But isn't his current plan to resurrect your mother after becoming a god? Doesn't this prove that he loves Wei very much?"

"No."

Shinji let out a breath.

"Now that I've seen it, I'm even more certain that he is a selfish person. Because if he had any love for my mother, he would have cared about me at all."

Just like Grace's father, whose wife died in an accident, he treated his daughter, who was the continuation of his wife's life, like a treasure.

I already lost my wife, and I can’t lose my son too. Otherwise, how can I be worthy of my dead wife?

This is the logic of normal people.

Let’s take a look at what Commander Ikari did.

He just regarded this son as a tool for him to see Wei again.

Tiger poison does not eat children.

You can tell what Ikari Gendo is made of without even checking.

"When my mother sees this, will she regret marrying this bastard?"

Shinji smiled self-deprecatingly.

He even suspected that Ikari Gendo did not love Yui, but Yui's appearance filled the missing part in his heart, and now he just wanted to get this part back for himself.

Bullshit true love.

"Grayshudder, I want to go back and drive the EVA."

Ikari Shinji suddenly said.

After understanding everything, and seeing the life of that damn father.

He seemed to have finally grown up at this moment.

All along, he has actually been suppressed by Ikari Gendō using various means, and he wants to gain his father's recognition.

But now, he found out that his father was a selfish bastard.

"You changed your mind so quickly?" Grayshu didn't seem surprised at all, she just smiled and teased.

"Ah."

Shinji nodded.

He looked towards the Third New Tokyo City.

According to what he knew, at first the fortress city only had the families of nervs, but later it attracted a lot of people because ordinary people felt it was safe enough, and then more and more people came.

Whether it is according to that seele organization or NEVR's plan.

Human beings will eventually turn into orange juice.

So they would not move these gathered civilians, even though the apostles would come one after another.

"I can't stand by and watch thousands of people being harvested like crops by the apostles and dying here."

Shinji muttered.

"I want to go back and fight."

"But if you go back to fight, isn't that exactly what your father and the adults want?" Grayshu asked, "Besides, you are a bit useless now. You can't protect anything."

"Of course I know this, so, Grayshu...can you help me?"

Shinji made the request solemnly.

"You are so powerful, there must be a way for me to become stronger."

"Have."

Gray nodded.

"Will you become my messenger?"

"Messenger?" Shinji was stunned.

He had never seen this word in Ikari Gendo's memory.

“This is something from another world.”

Grayshu told me about her other messenger in the Immortal Boat World.

Maybe it’s because of the studio.

Even though they were separated by a world, her little envoy could still borrow part of her realm.

At the beginning, he actually didn't have any power. It was just with the help of Grayshu's realm and perspective that the little blind man could see the colors of the world.

After becoming Gray Shu's messenger, unlike the messengers of other star gods who can borrow vast power, he can only borrow a small part of the realm.

Perhaps it was because Grayshu was not yet a true Star God and her destiny was not determined.

"But it should be enough for you."

Chapter 300: Hanging Father on the Street Lamp!

Gray Shu can actually turn Shinji into a superman directly.

This is a simple thing for her.

Just impart the combat experience, training tips, and power usage methods of a Cloud Cavalry soldier to Shinji.

They can all have a transformative effect.

But experience alone is useless.

Shinji is just an ordinary person, and even if he is now determined to save the world, nothing will change.

Experience can be shared, but if experiences are also shared...the EVA version of Treasure Identification was born.

"You were too weak when facing the apostles before."

Gray corrected the color.

"I'm not saying that the EVA you're driving is weak, but that your heart is too weak. Only when your mental quality is strong can your skills and strength be fully utilized."

“…Well.”

Shinji wanted to defend himself, but couldn't say anything.

After all, he couldn't resist the dying feeling every time.

His body's instinct was to flee.

"Actually, this isn't a big problem." Grayshu did not mean to blame: "Courage can be acquired quickly. A cowardly person can turn into a fierce person overnight after experiencing something."

Of course, it is also possible that it will be ruined and completely collapse.

Grayshu helps people practice in the Ark World because the warriors in the Ark World have firm wills.

Shinji's willpower is only at the level of an ordinary person.

If Shinji does what Ark does, he will probably soon not even know who he is.

Gray turned her wrist.

A small dagger appeared in the palm of his hand.

Suddenly, Shinji's eyes twitched wildly.

Because there is also a similar particle vibration knife on Unit-01.

"The quick method you mentioned could not be..."

"That's right. I've met many training instructors in the Fire Moth. I will control the rhythm and make you feel the feeling of death. When you are no longer afraid of death, facing the apostles will be a piece of cake."

As Graysh spoke, her temperament began to change.

Not all Fire Moths are fusion warriors. It is better to say that fusion warriors are a minority. Most trained ordinary people wearing combat uniforms and holding weapons can also fight against ordinary Honkai beasts.

It's like a weakened version of EVA and the Apostles.

"The first lesson in becoming a Fire Moth warrior is courage."

After Grayshu's temperament changed, she became very fierce and sharp, and her whole body was like the scythe of the god of death. People who met her gaze felt as if their throats were cut and suffocated.

"You don't need this to train your courage..."

Shinji stepped back again and again.

What kind of knife is this?

EVA is used to kill apostles, so isn't it too much of a luxury to train him?

Grace did not say anything, but proved it with her actions.

The knife flashed, and the little hand held the vibrating knife and cut over.

Shinji was indeed extremely frightened. He suddenly became panicked and could no longer remain calm. His mind went blank.

Even though he knew that Grace would not really kill him.

But he was really scared.

This is not fake, it is real. If you rub it even a little, your hands and feet will be broken and a transparent hole will appear on your body.

pat.

This is blood dripping onto the land.

There was a knife on Shinji's neck, and blood was flowing from the carotid artery. When he wiped it with his hand, the sight was shocking.

For the first time, he felt so close to death.

But after wiping off the blood from his neck, it was just a small cut, not a serious injury, and he was back to full health after applying a Band-Aid. Even if he hadn't applied a Band-Aid, it would have healed on its own before he went to the hospital.

If Grace had been even slightly off center, her arteries and trachea would have been severed, and she would have died.

"You are the worst student I have ever taught."

……

Shinji was undergoing special training as a Fire Moth Warrior with Graysch, while Gendo Ikari was worried to the point of his head falling off.