Collapse, surrender to me!

Every expression, every movement, and every word of Wei is so serious.

Without any selfish color.

That is pure maternal love.

Grayshu was fine, after all, she had experienced it.

But Li is different. For the first time, she understands the meaning of a mother. There is such an angel-like person who is willing to love her unconditionally, tolerate her and accept her.

Wei's words deeply touched the hearts of the two girls, making them feel unprecedented warmth and comfort.

Ikari Yui held their hands kindly, which was a symbol of reliance and trust.

Shinji: What about me?

It has to be said that after Wei integrated into Unit-01, it was equivalent to completing Lilith as a human.

But she can take the initiative by relying on the instinct of maternal love. This level of affection is rare.

Not to mention Li who had never seen the world, even Grayshuse was a little overwhelmed and showed a trace of panic.

……

boom.

The door to the room was closed.

Shinji shed two lines of tears and leaned against the wall in silence.

He was kicked out.

How did things turn out like this?

Shinji couldn't help but ponder.

"Do you think you can inspire maternal love, or can Gretchen and Li?"

Kyubey, who was passing by, shook his ears.

As a younger brother, he is totally uncompetitive with those two people.

There is no way to rescue Grayshure's mother yet, and Rei was cloned from Yui's own DNA, which is equivalent to Misaka Mikoto meeting Misaka Sister.

Where is Shinji?

In Ikari Yui's eyes, Shinji is probably now her son who has grown up, become successful, and can support himself, so he can go wherever he wants.

"..."

Shinji was almost choked by Kyubey's words.

After holding it in for a long time, he finally gritted his teeth and nodded.

"Brother, you are right!"

But anyway.

We are a family now.

Shinji walked to the balcony and saw a mature figure, it was Misato Katsuragi.

"You look confused?"

Misato said quietly, holding a glass of boiled water in her hand.

Last time, she praised Gray's ability to throw away garbage with telekinesis, which was very convenient.

As a result, the next day, Grace threw away all her cigarettes and alcohol.

It’s a good deal for the old man who picks up rags downstairs.

Now she can only drink boiled water when she returns to her apartment to barely make ends meet.

"After all, you were secretly in love with Grayshu before, and I tried to persuade you... No, in Grayshu's eyes, your thoughts... were as bright as the sun."

“Is… is it that exaggerated?”

Shinji was stunned for a moment and touched his face somewhat unconfidently.

That's impossible. Every time he faces Grayshu, his facial expression management is at level ten.

So obvious?

"..."

Misato curled her lips. She had seen too many inexperienced boys like Shinji.

She pulled up the surveillance camera in the living room and showed it to Shinji.

Shinji only took one look and felt sick all over, his face turned red.

If you have to describe it.

It was probably like he was a student doing small actions below, but now he came to the podium.

I thought I had concealed it perfectly, but in fact, the teacher was sitting on the stage.

Everyone in the audience could see everything clearly.

It’s just a matter of whether you want to care or not.

When Shinji saw himself facing Grayshu in the screen, his eyes were wandering, and he had to make more than a dozen fake moves in one second, and he felt extremely awkward.

I wish I could dig a hole through the earth.

When he thought about how Grayshu had seen everything, he suddenly felt like he had no desire to live.

It’s better not to save the world, just destroy it quickly.

"Come, have a glass of water and calm down."

Misato handed over the glass of water.

Shinji hissed.

It was like coming out of a den of poisonous snakes.

There are still lipstick marks on the cup. How can he drink from it?

The mature big sister kills too much damage.

If Shinji was in a normal state, his mind might have been wandering, after all, he is still a man.

But now, there is no fluctuation at all.

Just like Misato said when she called him, he was a little confused now.

It seemed a foregone conclusion that his mother would take in two unrelated daughters.

We will all be a family from now on, which seems to be a good thing and everyone will be happy.

But the person I've always had a crush on suddenly becomes my sister. How can I bear it?

Perhaps it's even because of his mother's DNA, Shinji also has some inexplicable feelings for Ayanami Rei.

The result is now better.

After the meal, two goddesses were gone and two family members gained.

He now has the same mentality as Duan Yu.

Duan Yu was betrayed by his father and by his mother.

"What's so good about a little girl movie?"

Misato came closer, bent down, and teased him half-seriously.

"Would you like to try the adult game? You have the physique of Unit-01 now, and I might not be able to handle it."

"Sister Misato, stop teasing me." Shinji turned his head quickly: "How can the power of Unit-01 be used to do something like this..."

"Hmm? So what are you going to do?" Misato asked immediately.

"I……"

Shinji was stunned when he started to speak.

asked tentatively.

"Sister Misato, are you worried that I might get sick?"

"It can't be considered a disease...it's just that no one in this world can stop you."

Misato looked out the window and said leisurely.

"Although your father is a pervert and scheming, he is still a human being. He has a traitor like Fuyutsuki around him. We can stop him. But you are too powerful now. Seele has been brainwashed by Gray, and the United Nations Army calls you Big Daddy. If you are blinded by power and desire, the danger will be much greater than that of Commander Ikari."

There was nothing to hide, so Misato spoke out what was in her heart.

"…So what you just said means that you want to monitor me in the future?"

"That's not entirely true. I can really marry you." Misato said seriously.

That look.

Shinji didn't know whether it was true or not for a moment.

"What are you tangled up about?"

Kyubey took a nap nearby, glanced at Shinji and asked curiously.

"Although I don't have much say in relationships, I can still tell the difference between the beginning and the end. You've thought so much, but isn't it all just imagination and self-strategy? In fact, you haven't even developed a single emotional line."

"..."

Shinji felt uncomfortable the moment he heard this.

But compared to how uncomfortable he is now, there must be someone who is feeling worse than Shinji.

That's his father, Ikari Gendo.

There is a passage in Rabindranath Tagore's "Straight Birds" that is widely circulated.

The furthest distance in the world is not between life and death, but when I stand in front of you and you don’t know that I love you.

The furthest distance in the world is not when I stand in front of you and you don’t know that I love you...omitted.

This poem is widely circulated, so there is no need to elaborate on it.

Perhaps many people feel that this is a bit of whining.

After all, as the poem says, if you truly love someone, even if the other person doesn't know it, it is still much better than being separated by life and death.

To quote another Chinese poem, if love between two people is long-lasting, why does it matter if they are together day and night?

Obviously, Commander Ikari is not that kind of person.

Now Ikari Yui is right in front of him, but she is imprisoned in Shinji's body and can't do anything. It is indeed more painful than life and death.

The biggest difference between Commander Ikari and people like Obito and Otto.

Not only does he have to create a world with Ikari Yui, he also has to be with her.

Otherwise it would be meaningless to him.

But now Ikari Yui is alive, but he is gone.

I also have to watch Ikari Yui share the love that she originally only had for me with other people every day.

The ultimate torture.

It's like falling into hell.

How much he wished that the person in the room was not Grace and Ayanami Rei, but himself? !

Commander Ikari was so angry that his teeth were about to break.

For Ikari Gendo, life and death are just a matter of thought.

If Shinji really killed him that day, it would be a case of the winner taking all.

At that time, he was still wondering why his consciousness should be retained.

Now he finally understood that this was truly a murder.

He could even feel that his good son could sense his anger.

The same is true.