I, the Lord of the Fifth Heavenly Throne, flow out of all things!

"Excuse me, Yuuko, this is the new [me]."

Tennis Lian showed a friendly and polite smile on her face, nodded to the girl in front of her, and then introduced Duanmu Lian beside her.

Hearing this, the girl called Youzi looked at Duanmulian with some surprise and melancholy.

It was as if he didn't expect that Duanmulian, who was still alive, would come here.

"Please come in, two Lotus Lords. He happens to be at home as well."

The girl didn't say anything much. She took the two of them into her home and took out slippers for them to change into in the corridor.

When the three of them walked into the living room, they saw Lian, who was wearing casual home clothes and glasses, placing cut fruits on the table.

After doing all this, he turned around and looked at the two people who came to visit him, and chuckled:

"What a rare visitor! Apart from me taking the initiative to visit other memory universes, no one has taken the initiative to visit my memory universe for about 6,441 years."

"Well, I came to you because of my inner emptiness. After all, you have an angel lady who is very good at teaching people."

Tennis Lian shrugged, then patted the shoulder of Duan Mu Lian beside her.

Duanmulian scratched his head. The woman in front of him and his other self gave him a very peaceful and harmonious feeling.

And inside this house, he also felt a sense of relaxation.

"I see. Didn't Darien and the others reach the finish line?"

Lian, the owner of this house, looked at her new self with a hint of melancholy in her eyes.

"So.....what can I learn here?"

Duan Mulian was not shy in front of him. After sitting down, she looked at the other self in front of her with the black-haired girl and asked in a deep voice.

Hearing this, Lian and Yuko looked at each other, and then a smile appeared on their faces at the same time.

"My power is not as exaggerated as the other me. I am just a researcher who loves research."

"Well, my Lian doesn't have as much power as yours."

It was like a husband and wife singing in unison. No, it was exactly like a husband and wife singing in unison.

The two people in front of me, Lian and Yuko, are just like people need air, so natural and easy-going.

"It seems that this Lian-kun was born not long ago. I haven't formally introduced myself before. I am Yuko, Yuko Amamiya."

The girl called Youzi had a gentle smile on her pretty face. She said softly to Duan Mulian, "Everyone in this space says that I am a psychologist who helps people to relieve their emotions. I obviously don't understand psychology. I just have some experience and insights in relationships."

Duanmu Lian felt very good getting along with the girl named Yuko Amemiya.

But when I heard that one of them couldn't help him physically and the other was just a psychological counselor,

Duanmu Lian looked at Tennis Ball Lian who was eating fruit beside her with an expressionless face and calm eyes.

Tennis Lotus was not afraid of Duan Mulian's calm and deep gaze at all, and spoke directly:

"Why are you looking at me? The pre-set past life experiences we had in the past are already considered psychologically ill."

"......"

Duanmulian could not refute that she was indeed sick.

Even if his past experiences were pre-planned, they left him with indelible scars.

Personality and emotions become what they are now because of personal experiences.

"Yuko, this isn't the first time you've seen the original me. I'll leave it to you."

As the only two masters of this memory universe, Lian directly pulled up the tennis ball and temporarily left the living room, leaving space for the two to talk.

But when only Yuko Amemiya and Duanmu Lian were left in the living room, Duanmu Lian began to feel uncomfortable.

With the strange feeling in his heart, he could probably guess who the girl in front of him was in the past.

This contradictory feeling of strangeness and familiarity that arises when facing someone you were close to in the past alone is really uncomfortable.

However, Yuko Amamiya did not have that feeling.

When there were only two of them left, she smiled and stood up, came to sit next to Duan Mulian, and said:

"Let me guess, Lian Jun is looking for his own difference?"

".......Um."

"The feeling of emptiness in the heart is very uncomfortable. Lianjun is also a person who will not look back and will only move forward. This is good. At least there is a goal, and I can move forward and work hard."

The girl named Yuko Amemiya seemed to know Duanmu Lian's heart very well, and she spoke out many of Duanmu Lian's true thoughts.

Feeling empty inside, he was looking for something that could motivate him to take action.

He is not afraid of having extremely difficult goals, but he is afraid of not having any goals.

Crossing the eternal calamity and returning home is one of the reasons Duanmu Lian found for herself.

Because without this reason, he wouldn't know what to do and would lose the reason and meaning to survive.

Precisely because it is so difficult to do, we are able to keep doing it and keep going.

The reason why Duanmu Lian hoped so earnestly and urgently was that she could find another thing that she could continue to do until her death.

It is also because he does not want to lose the reason to live, and does not want to live in emptiness and meaninglessness.

Maybe this is a bit of an unnecessary worry. What should I do after he successfully crosses the eternal tribulation and returns?

"As for me, I really think Lian Jun is very powerful, because Lian Jun's experiences and stories are more exciting than myths and legends. When I came to you long ago, I doubted whether I had the qualifications to interfere in your story."

"And in the end, I realized that I was just a sinner."

Yuko Amemiya's face was calm and gentle, with her eyes filled with memories of the past.

But Duanmu Lian couldn't help but frown when she said that she was a sinner.

"sinner?"

"Yes, just like Daji who turned Emperor Xin into a tyrant and Tamamonomae who bewitched Emperor Toba, I turned Lian Jun from a hero destined to create great achievements into an ordinary mortal."

There was an obvious and complex sense of guilt in Yuko Amemiya's tone.

Just as she said, because of her existence, Duanmulian in a certain life had gone from being extraordinary to being ordinary.

Although it was Duanmulian's own will.

But Youzi thought that it was because of herself that she hindered Duanmulian from flying higher.

She became his birdcage, a birdcage in which the bird was willing to be locked.

Kunpeng, who was supposed to soar into the sky, has become a harmless domestic bird.

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Chapter 55: Christmas in Suwahara

The girl named Yuko Amamiya is just an ordinary girl.

She doesn't have any earth-shattering talents.

In addition to her cute and beautiful appearance, she has the same virtues as the male protagonist in the light novel, namely [gentleness] and [kindness].

However, such an ordinary girl gave Duanmu Lian a kind of spiritual redemption.

Her acquaintance with Duanmulian was due to an accident.

In order to collect resources from various different worlds, Duanmulian not only uses the [Gate of Crossing Worlds] to travel through time herself, but also uses [World Projection] to perform crossing actions similar to reincarnation.

It was because of a world projection that Duanmu Lian, as Amemiya Lian, was adopted by Amemiya Yuko's family.

Duanmulian hates interpersonal communication, rejects so-called family affection, and does not want to be tied down.

When the world was projected, his reincarnated parents either died young or had weird and bad personalities.

Those with weird and bad personalities are like some of Duanmu Lian’s parents in her previous life, or similar to some parents in novels who dote on their adopted children and hate their biological children.

Duanmulian did not have any dislike or hatred towards such people, but simply responded with an attitude of ignoring and indifference.

Anyway, in his opinion, they are just the birthplace of his new world.

He is a nihilist, but not a negative nihilist.

Even if some things seem meaningless to him, he will still do what people should do.

For example, Yuko Amemiya's parents, who were destined to die young, were very good to Duanmu Lian.

So he gave all the due rewards to Yuko Amamiya, as if he had received a favor and didn't want to owe it, so he returned it.

A sudden and severe earthquake destroyed countless families.

Yuko Amemiya also lost both her parents in this disaster.

Duanmu Lian also took on the responsibilities of the other party's parents and raised the girl until she grew up.

When she grows up and becomes independent, she will have her own family.

After completing all her responsibilities in the new world, Duanmulian can leave and start a new journey.

However, the truth is often not as simple as people think.

In every aspect, Duanmu Lian has been very dedicated to Yuko Amemiya.

But it’s just doing one’s job.

But there is no family affection at all.

Yuko Amemiya felt this when she was very young.

In Yuko Amemiya's eyes, her brother Amemiya Ren is omnipotent and treats her very well in all aspects of life and material aspects.

But she didn't feel any affection or concern.

It was as if the other party had abandoned the whole world and treated everything in the world as a game.

Yuko Amemiya felt like a female character on the game screen, being taken care of by a player named Duanmulian.

So when they get along with each other, there is a very obvious gap.

[Brother, don’t you like Yuko? ]

One day, Yuko Amamiya finally couldn't bear it anymore, so she said these words to her brother Ren Amamiya.

【...】

Duanmulian responded with silence.

It was this silence that made Yuko Amamiya completely unbearable.

Because she has great respect and love for Amamiya Ren, who is only slightly older than her but has taken on the responsibilities of a parent and taken care of her.

She likes the other person's calmness and maturity, likes the other person's voice, likes the other person's calmness and indifference when facing all difficulties, and likes everything about the other person.

So, she couldn't accept the fact that the person she liked had no feelings for her.

Because of this kind of thing, she became rebellious.

However, in the eyes of Duanmulian, who has unimaginable experience, this is just a stage that a girl of this age should go through.

So even though she was rebellious, Duanmulian still did what she was supposed to do, silently taking care of the girl and waiting for her to be able to live independently.

They grew up with each other like this.

After Yuko Amemiya grew from a girl to a young woman, she completely understood one thing.

That is—I am the only one who is happy, and my brother is not happy.

It was because of this understanding that Yuko Amemiya changed her personality and became a gentle, polite, kind and caring girl.

Over the years, regardless of whether Duanmu Lian had feelings for her or not, she lived a good and happy life after all.

Just this is enough.

Since she has never given anything in return to Duanmulian since she was a child, how can she expect the other party to give her more?

If she wants to get those, she has to give something.

This is what Yuko Amemiya thought, so she had a dream in her heart.