The Improper Strategy of Yandere
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"Xiao Yuan's reaction is getting stronger and stronger, grandma." Zheng Fujin said calmly: "My sister has grown up. She is eager to know the truth and to become a normal girl."
"I can't hold it back any longer. I'm worried..." The cold and beautiful woman stopped talking. The old woman on the recliner was crying.
She and Zheng Xueyuan shared a body. In Xiaoyuan's eyes, she was a bad person, a monster who occupied her body... not a protector.
Zheng Xueyuan believed that she was brave enough and did not need the protection of Zheng Fujin, the secondary personality that cut off part of her memory.
As Xiao Yuan gets older, her sense of independence becomes stronger. She has gone to a psychiatrist more than once to get medication - her sister wants to destroy herself.
When he was nine years old, because of his willfulness, He Xiao caused his parents to have a car accident. Before they died, they entrusted a boy to him.
Only after Zheng Fujin reached a relative balance with her other self did she finally have the energy to look for the boy.
But that boy, He Xiao, already has a new family. Sixteen-year-old Xi Nanfeng is a disabled person with paralyzed lower limbs, but Zheng Fujin does not discriminate against her.
Because she was in the same situation, she secretly sent people to investigate and was convinced that Xi Nanfeng might do a better job than her, so she only sent people to protect their safety in the old city and send her regular secret reports.
It was she who arranged the stewards and retired army personnel in the community, it was she who made the call so that Dr. Jian's medical station could get a large number of prescription drugs, and she also helped their family settle down in Fuqiu and enter the affiliated middle school.
Even after knowing that it would be difficult for Xi Nanfeng to receive benefits from the Disability Insurance Association, she still facilitated the reform of the Disability Insurance Association and provided Xi Nanfeng with a job as an online writer.
But Zheng Xueyuan is not a fool. She is as smart as herself, just lacking some experience. Little Zheng soon discovered some of her secret actions and found He Xiao.
There was nothing that could be done about it, but fortunately He Xiao had matured and he no longer needed to be taken care of himself.
Mrs. Chen burst into tears and said silently, "I am going to lose another granddaughter..."
Zheng Fujin gently wiped the tears from the old woman. Everyone has to go through the process of growing up from childhood to adulthood, and the process from childishness to maturity.
This process does not depend entirely on age, but also on whether a person's spirit is independent and strong, and whether he can shoulder the responsibilities he should bear.
The other self, Zheng Xueyuan, has also grown up. She is eager to take responsibility, know the truth, and overcome her fear.
Xiao Yuan always thought that she was the main personality, and Zheng Fujin was the secondary personality created to protect her.
But what Zheng Xueyuan didn't know was that the truth was completely reversed - she was actually another self created by Zheng Fujin in order to escape responsibility, guilt and the truth.
The moment she knew the truth, the meaning of her existence was destroyed.
Zheng Fujin knew this so clearly because Xiao Yuan was not the first self-consciousness to disappear due to exploring the truth. There were two other "Xiao Yuans" who disappeared before her.
Madam Chen covered her face and cried, murmuring in tears: "This is the third time... Why does God treat you like this? Xiaojin... Xiaoyuan..."
"Xiaojin... it keeps happening over and over again... it's only been ten years and already two little Yuans are gone..."
"You are all good children, and you are all my family in my eyes. How could this happen...Xiaojin, what did you do wrong? The death of He Xiao's parents is the fault of the paralyzed woman's father!"
"I was wrong, too." Zheng Fujin hugged her grandmother and said softly, "It's okay, grandma. There will always be someone left to accompany you."
Chapter 230: Must Do
Mrs. Chen closed her eyes and squeezed out two more hot tears, shaking her head gently: "Maybe there really is retribution... Old Zheng and I really went too far back then... We have a lot of blood on our hands."
She and Lao Zheng were both diplomats of Lan Fang. They were called diplomats, but in fact they were the minions of a superpower, stirring up trouble and fanning the flames wherever a country needed them.
"Grandma, there are no ghosts or gods in the world, let alone retribution - you are serving your country, you are a hero."
Zheng Fujin smiled coldly and comforted the old man. Her emotions were too indifferent. More than ten years ago, she was just a child, but she had experienced tremendous changes.
From then on, she was burdened with responsibilities, and her childish innocence and willfulness were completely consumed before they could even become adults - instead, the other self, Zheng Xueyuan, was more likable.
After all, Xiao Yuan doesn’t know the truth. She is just a child who woke up in a honeypot and has never suffered any setbacks except the evil ghost in the dark.
But Zheng Fujin is different. She bears all the truth, like Sisyphus pushing the boulder, and can never be freed.
Therefore, the battle of wills between the two was a complete crushing one.
As long as Zheng Fujin puts a little effort into it, she can trap Xiao Zheng in his mind and make him unable to move. Even if Xiao Zheng controls his body, he cannot stop himself from seeing through her eyes and hearing through her ears.
Madam Chen sighed silently, and the fatigue in her eyes could not be concealed no matter what: "Xiaojie, what happened to you is torturing you and me as well."
"Since you sisters cannot coexist because of one truth... then you must make a decision early. Who exists? Who disappears?"
The old man almost finished his sentence with a trembling voice. There is nothing more cruel in the world than the elderly sending the young away. Every personality in the granddaughter in front of him is a good child, but he has to decide on a winner.
"Don't worry, grandma." Zheng Fujin said softly, "I have a way. I promise you that such cruel things will never happen again."
"I will definitely do it..."
He Xiao promised Li Zi that he would do what he promised. The next day was the time they had agreed on, and they booked a rural-urban bus ticket to depart at eight o'clock in the morning.
At six o'clock in the morning, he got out of bed with full energy, pinched the delicate face of elder sister Xi Nanfeng beside him and called her: "We should get ready to clean up."
"So early?" The elder sister half-asleep and half-awake, squinting her eyes, pulled the thin blanket to cover the nightgown half-hanging on her shoulders, looked at the time, and reluctantly lay on him: "Xiao Xiao, help me put on my clothes."
Xi Nanfeng has become more and more lazy recently. In the past, he knew to act like a sister and would only ask her for help when she couldn't reach her legs, but now he just lets her do whatever she wants.
He Xiao lifted up the thin nightgown, hooked and pulled the shoulder strap to take off the only piece of cloth on her body, and gently tapped and twisted it with his fingers. She shuddered and knocked his head with a red face.
"Xiao Xiao - didn't you say to clean up?" Xi Nanfeng angrily stretched out his hands to protect him, lest he deliberately make a weird appearance, and angrily said: "Bad boy! Don't mess around in the morning!"
He Xiao picked up her long hair and said yes perfunctorily. Although the elder sister would give up resistance if he persisted a little, today was not the right time. He gathered her long hair and tied it up.
"Who told Sister Xi not to let me last night..."
"I'm going on a long journey today!" Xi Nanfeng pinched his mouth to stop him from continuing, and puffed out his chest in embarrassment and anger, shaking like tofu with every breath.
She was just afraid that Xiao Xiao would not know how to control himself, and would spend all his time with her every day, using up his extra energy and thus delaying important matters: "If...if Xiao Xiao has no strength left...he won't be able to hold me."
She leaned her head closer coyly, held the young man's face and kissed him on the lips, coaxing him: "Go wash up quickly, Xiaoxiao, choose a nice outfit for me."
"Huh?" He Xiao blocked his ears and teased her deliberately: "You didn't call me Xiao Xiao the day before yesterday. I want to hear that...that is--"
"Xiao Xiao, why are you like this?" Xi Nanfeng grabbed his face aggrievedly, gasping for breath, her face flushed with tenderness, she felt a pain in her abdomen like a needle prick, and the stimulation made her feel like drowning.
"Xiao Xiao... Xiao Xiao... good husband..."
She suddenly stretched out her hands and hugged her neck, and the breath she exhaled from her mouth and nose was hot with shame: "Husband... Xiaoxiao husband, don't put on your clothes first, I want to go to the bathroom..."
There weren't many clothes in Xi Nanfeng's closet. She was a homebody, but when He Xiao opened the closet door, he still noticed the changes.
The shape and color of clothes have quietly changed. The old and conservative styles are placed at the bottom, and the most eye-catching ones are several bright-colored long skirts.
Although the appearance is still simple, the color itself is a reflection of a person's inner heart. He Xiao picked up a sky blue pleated long skirt and imagined how it would look like on the older sister.
Xi Nanfeng used to like to “act older”, deliberately putting on heavy makeup and wearing sober-looking clothes - so that she would look like a mother.
But now the elder sister's mentality has changed. She is now thinking about how to look younger and show off her beautiful figure and the color of her hair.
He Xiao held the long skirt and selected an off-white chiffon embroidered shirt. An irrepressible joy rose in his heart - he did it.
He corrected elder sister Xi Nanfeng's mentality. No matter how contrary to human nature his method was, he did not regret it at all.
"What are you grinning at?" Xi Nanfeng waved, tilting his neck to look at the clothes in He Xiao's hand: "What's wrong? You look good in this outfit, right? Where's your underwear? Won't Xiao Xiao help me prepare it?"
"Call me husband!" He Xiao corrected her, squatting down and opening the bedside table to look for underwear. The older sister looked helpless and grabbed a hair and poked the young man's neck.
She felt both embarrassed and excited when he called her Xiao Xiao like that, and she would only be coaxed into calling him that when she was not fully conscious.
There's nothing I can do, it's just the truth anyway... Xi Nanfeng suddenly thought of Li Zi's face, feeling a little guilty but more of a hot and itchy feeling in his heart. He cleared his throat and called out softly and ambiguously.
"Husband~ Xiaoxiao, please help me put on my clothes~"
After they changed their clothes while playing around, He Xiao pushed her wheelchair and brought her to the large mirror in the bathroom. Xi Nanfeng looked at herself sideways.
Her long hair was combed into a neat ponytail, her dignified and soft face was not made up, her shoulders were curvy and her figure was graceful. The elder sister held his hand and asked softly, "Does it look good?"
"Something is missing." He Xiao held her collarbone and stroked her snow-white neck. The elder sister leaned her head on his arm and asked, "What's missing?"
"I should buy you some jewelry." The young man was a little annoyed. Xi Nanfeng was beautiful. Even though she was confined to a wheelchair, she still stood tall and proud.
There is not a necklace on such a beautiful and slender neck, not a pendant on the exquisite earlobes, and not a ring on the onion-like hands.
Chapter 231 Rakshasas
Xi Nanfeng chuckled, shook her head slightly, rubbed her snow-white cheek against the young man's arm and said, "What do you need jewelry for? I haven't even pierced my ears, it's just a waste of money."
She knew what her children were thinking. It was okay in the past when the family didn’t have much money, but now that they are rich, of course they want to make themselves happier.
"Xiao Xiao thinks it looks good, that's fine." Xi Nanfeng kissed and bit He Xiao's arm gently until a red mark was left, then he pushed him guiltily: "Let's go downstairs."
They also brought some luggage, a few sets of clothes and some daily necessities. When He Xiao opened the door, he saw Natalia standing at the threshold with a resentful look on her face.
"Nata? What's wrong?" He Xiao pushed his elder sister out. It was a bit crowded to fit them all in the narrow stairwell.
"I'll help you carry your luggage... and then - take a holiday!" Natalia said with a pursed mouth. She picked up the luggage and raised her head. Her slightly curly blonde hair almost brushed He Xiao's face.
From a distance, he saw a pair of pretty figures standing at the entrance of the community. He Xiao waved his hands, and without waiting to call Apple and Pear, they came running over in small steps, one after the other.
The one in front is Apple, she wants to run towards her as fast as she can. The one behind her is Pear, pulling her. Ever since her body started to develop, she has disliked jumping and bouncing, as it makes people feel embarrassed.
"Brother He Xiao~" Apple came over happily and grabbed his hand and refused to let go, then greeted Xi Nanfeng and Natalia.
Xiao Qingmei's short hair was barely tied into a small bunch at the back of her head, and she wore a baseball cap on her head to protect herself from the sun.
She was wearing a sandy white sun-protection suit on her upper body, through which the curve of her chest could be vaguely seen, but she was still wearing shorts on her lower body, revealing her well-proportioned and strong calves, which made people's eyes pop out as she jumped.
Li Zi followed closely behind, holding her sister's hand to prevent her from running around, and greeted her with a smile: "Brother He Xiao, have you eaten? Let's go to the station."
The bob hairstyle she had two months ago has been completely deformed as her hair has grown. A hairpin holds her bangs in place in front of her forehead, and the two ponytails on the back of her neck, one on the left and one on the right, are very cute.
Da Qingmei was also wearing a similar sun-protection suit, but it was much larger. Even when the zipper was pulled to the top, it still couldn't cover the two plump lumps on the front, leaving a large gap in front of her lower abdomen.
Li Zi doesn't like to show her skin, but no matter how much she wears, she can't hide her overdeveloped figure. The whitish jeans are stretched out in every crevices, tightly outlining the girl's voluptuous figure.
"You... be careful." Natalia's suitcase was snatched away by Apple, and she stood there pitifully and said.
She didn't really like traveling, after all, it was very expensive, but she really enjoyed hanging out with this strange family and having meals together.
No matter how strange it is, it is still home... Nata half-raised her arm stiffly to say goodbye to He Xiao and the others, while the young man raised his arms and waved with a smile.
Is this a provocation? The blond fairy gnashed her teeth, but the young man's eyes were not directed at her. When she turned around, she found that there was another burning gaze on the balcony on the second floor.
It turned out that the goodbye was not even directed to her! Natalia spat, cursed in her native language, turned around and walked out of the community - she had never been a lady, but a mare on the Don Steppe!
Natalia suddenly felt that she had been a little sentimental recently. She was wondering the reason all the way there in a huff. When she got on the bus, she realized that many guys were staring at her from time to time. Then she remembered that she didn't wear sunglasses.
"It's all He Xiao's fault!" Nata was so angry that her teeth ached. She took out a pair of sunglasses from her pocket and put them on her face, complaining unreasonably in her heart.
The bus crossed the bridge across the Chunjiang River and arrived at the new city area. Nata got off the bus and went straight to a bar - she didn't come to drink in broad daylight, but she rarely had time to see her friends.
I pushed the door and entered the box, and saw a group of people with yellow, chestnut and gray eyes. They were all Slavic girls, beautiful women... um, and of course handsome guys!
Luosha not only has swallows, but also crows! The beauty trap and the handsome man trap are used in tandem. Anyway, they are all handsome men and beautiful women - all Natalia's colleagues.
This group of people were originally spies recruited by the Eastern Rakshasa intelligence department. They all received some training in Tyumen City and were then sent to work in Lan Fang.
But two years ago, their superior lost his life in the internal strife of Luosha, and all the swallows and crows in their line became prodigals who have no home to return to.
"Nata!" "Sister Jesinskaya." When the people inside saw Natalia come in, they all greeted her. The blonde fairy responded one by one and sat down with a few familiar sisters.
Today is a special meeting of the Luosha people... The main topic of discussion is the survival of our compatriots in the old city after the purge of the quartermasters.
A beautiful woman who looked a little old stood up and looked around at the crowd, staring at Nata for a moment. Among this group of carefully selected beauties, Nata was extremely stunningly beautiful.
But her blonde hair and blue eyes stood out among the crowd of people with chestnut hair and gray pupils.
The beautiful woman looked dignified, and after everything was completely quiet, she said loudly: "Everyone, I have already coordinated the number of compatriots who need help."
"There are as many as 52 compatriots in Fuqiu who need help recently, 46 of whom are women. Let's think of a solution."
Meeting old friends in a foreign land is one of life's great blessings, but these Rakshasas living in a foreign land naturally have to stick together to survive - they have been abandoned by their motherland and are traitors on the "wanted order".
There was silence in the box. A hint of confusion flashed across Nata's pink face. She was about to stand up and say something. The male model with side-parted hair and exquisite dressing spoke awkwardly.
"Too many... fifty-two people, and most of them are prostitutes, right? What's the use of these people? We are not a refugee shelter."
"What are you talking about, Voroshkin!" Nata stood up suddenly and glared at him: "They have hands and feet, why are they useless? If you want to talk about selling your body, do you think you are more noble?"
"Nata! That's not what I meant." The man looked a little embarrassed. He had always been pursuing this blonde fairy, but arguing with him in public still made people very angry.
"If they have a skill or are even pretty, it wouldn't be a problem to find them a place to make a living! But they are either farm women or students. They were trafficked to Lanfang. What else can they do except for their bodies?"
After a pause, the man added angrily: "If it were in the past, we could organize them to sell their bodies, but now..." He shook his head. The steward didn't care about anything under his heavy fist.
"Sell, sell, sell! You only know how to sell!" Natalia almost broke her teeth. Although the Russians don't care about chastity, being a prostitute is by no means a glorious identity.
She spoke Rakshasa with an accent, quickly and urgently: "They have hands and feet, and even the most humble cleaning job can still feed their stomachs in Fuqiu."
"Is it harder to survive here than to face the encirclement and suppression of the German devils in the jungle and snowfields?"
Nata almost roared out: "Voroshkin! Don't call me Nata! You just think they are troublesome, there is no need to find high-sounding excuses!"
The man's face suddenly became embarrassed, he slammed the table and stood up: "Teshinskaya! We are all people abandoned by our motherland! We are a group of stray dogs, and you are here to blame me."
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