Take a ride on a mysterious train that will travel through Siberia to your final destination.

She let go of Bagshas, ​​and the little piece of meat disappeared in an instant. The tentacles still chased after it reluctantly, and finally stopped at a corner where there was nothing.

"Giggle, giggle, giggle... Giggle, giggle..." The voice suddenly changed, and it was a woman's voice.

Anya was not in a hurry to tell her elder sister the news, but planned to go to her younger sister first. She thought it was very likely that Xinmin had kidnapped Gu Zhilan, and the reason why he left the letter and address was for An Xiao.

I'm a little worried, but it's always good to go and check more often, and it can also deter those guys who may be wandering around the hospital and ready to make trouble.)

When she walked out of the room, the phagocytes in her body suddenly started to move. They no longer screamed, but whispered to each other, with countless different voices interweaving in chaos.

The overlapping parts are blurred and gradually become clear.

Mio

grid……(

Chapter 179 The Blurry Figure in My Memory (I)

An Xiao had been sitting on the bed reading a book, and witnessed the sunset outside the window turn into dusk, and then suddenly become bright at night. It seems that every city in the world is more vibrant and more dazzling at night.

The brilliance makes people yearn for it, and calms the irritable mood. Perhaps this is why it is more suitable for the elder sister. ⒐

In the past, Naia walked alone on the street or on the top of the mountain, and the glowing buildings turned off the lights, leaving warmth.

An Xiao is a bit sleepy, sleeping from morning till night, but can't fall asleep at night, so he plays games on his phone. When he gets tired of playing games, he reads novels. When he finishes reading novels, he just stares out the window in a daze.

When the nurse came to change the water, she noticed An Xiao's discomfort and deliberately opened the curtains.

She looked out the window at this bleak city. Even the bright and beautiful buildings will eventually fall into disrepair. The howling wind sounded like a car honking.

Where is Gu Zhilan? Is she okay?

An Xiao lowered his head, afraid that he would feel something from the scenery outside the window and feel sad.

These days she has been thinking all the time about how to find Gu Zhilan, but she has no idea. The eldest sister doesn't like her because of her repeated offenses against Sister Anya, and she doesn't pay much attention to her.

What about Anya? After becoming a big sister, some of her personality did not change. She never considered herself an adult and always thought her little sister was still young, so she always gave in to her little sister.

Suddenly, An Xiao felt like he had returned to the past and covered his head with the quilt tiredly.

When she was a child, she was the most dazzling white butterfly in the family. She was noble, but also lonely. She didn't fit in with the crowd and was a deformity.

No matter what she asked for, a group of waiters would come to satisfy it. If she wanted to eat cake in the evening, they would bring it to her immediately. If she wanted to go out and play, the waiters would prepare a helicopter to take her to see the highest mountains, the reddest lakes and the most beautiful snow scenery. No matter what she wanted, she would always get it. She was like a princess in a fairy tale, and the world revolved around her.

This seemed beautiful, but it frightened An Xiao. She found that it seemed natural for the world to solve all her troubles, and it was also natural for her family.

She is always the most special one. The way everyone looks at her is not the love of a relative or the concern of a friend, but a very false respect.

That's why she felt terrified. The guests' friendly greetings were just like numb puppets carrying out certain instructions. In the eyes of others, An Xiao was always an outsider. She could never fit into this family. She had lost her sense of security over the years and had shut herself off from the world.

At that time, An Xiao was what Director An Ran used to be, an extremely lonely child.

At the lively and noisy banquet, the girl enjoyed all the praises and was loved by thousands of people, but she had no friends. She was just a treasure in everyone's eyes.

Whatever the girl wants, everyone will find a way to get it for her. Everyone praises her, but no one is willing to be on equal footing with her.

until that day.

The boy sat beside the bed waiting for her to wake up. The warm sun shining on her body made her look like an angel. An Xiao finally had a so-called friend.

The next day, her brother took her out of the house. That day happened to be his birthday. The stubborn boy got the car keys from somewhere, and it turned out to be a limited edition Bugatti.

The brother and sister got in the Bugatti and drove along the steepest mountain road. No one thought about the consequences of the two children's actions. The car might overturn in the next second. An Ran only learned about racing knowledge from an uncle, so he drove the Bugatti like a racing car.

Because her brother said she would take her to a good place, a place An Xiao couldn't find, and it was an unprecedented birthday gift, so she had no scruples.

In fact, she was not afraid of death at all, but was afraid of loneliness. Now a boy said he wanted to give her a special gift, but she clearly didn't even know whether she would live or die in the next moment.

The boy was actually quite flustered, even controlling the Bugatti was difficult. There was a clear sky above, and a vast expanse of white below. The cedar forest was covered with thick snow. It was snowing heavily at that time, and the Bugatti seemed to be traveling through another world, carrying the brother and sister to soar over the top of the white clouds, so fairy-tale-like.

Finally, Bugatti successfully reached the top of the mountain. An Xiao asked her brother where the gift was. Her brother smiled and said he would wait. She really waited, instead of suspecting that the boy had deceived her.

In fact, she suspected that her brother was lying to her. She felt that everyone was wearing a mask to deceive her, and every word was unreliable. But her brother was willing to use his life to arrange a lie, so she would accept it and sit on the top of the mountain and wait.

She just kept waiting and waiting, secretly glancing at the boy from time to time. She was very excited, thinking that this was her brother, a brother who looked as weak as a girl, but was willing to drive her around in a Bugatti.

In the past, this would have been unthinkable.

It was not until night that An Ran suddenly opened his eyes and shouted, "Look, there's a meteor shower!" He was so excited that he hugged An Xiao and pointed at the sky. The dots of light cut through the night sky, as if they were the most beautiful things in the world.

It turned out that this was the gift. An Xiao had seen it many times and had seen countless meteor showers, but she had never been as happy as this time. This was her first time to enjoy it with others.

My brother was so happy as if he saw a meteor shower for the first time, while An Xiao proudly told his brother that he had seen it a long time ago.

But my brother shook his head and said, no, this time is different, this is the first time you paid a price and relied on what you saw to catch the star rain! We controlled the ugly Bugatti together and rushed on the mountain road until dark.

It was then that An Xiao suddenly realized that this was the most special gift from his brother.

My brother said that this is just the first step. We have to rely on ourselves to do what we want to do. The strong white butterfly advocates freedom and breaks through the tight falsehood of the white flowers.

At that time, she really thought her brother was so mature, and that his weak body could say such powerful words. Now thinking about it, it was ironic. Maybe An Ran really forgot everything, and he was insecure and afraid of losing everything, so he always stopped his sister's actions.

He certainly didn't even know what he was thinking when they first met.

It felt like someone was laughing at me.

The light footsteps stopped beside the bed, and it seemed that someone had entered the ward. An Xiao lifted the quilt covering her face, trying to see who it was.

The moment she lifted the quilt, she suddenly felt a little scared, afraid that the other person was her elder sister. She knew that she felt very sorry for her elder sister, and her desire for her was nothing but possessiveness.

I'm afraid that after Anya becomes my elder sister's little monster, she will gradually become indifferent to me. After all, my elder sister doesn't even have any memories of the past, and the bridge that supports her emotionally may no longer exist.

Fortunately, the person who came was not Anya, but a little girl. She knew the little girl, whose name was Xiao Nuo.

"You're here again." An Xiaosong said, closing the book and putting it back on the bedside table.

She had known Xiao Nuo for only a short time, just this week. She was considered a distant relative, had An family blood, and was also close to Aunt An Moshu.

When they first met, for a moment she saw the figures of Anya, Gu Zhilan and Xiao Mino in Xiao Nuo at the same time, but as she got to know their identities more deeply, her doubts were dispelled.

"Let's go shopping?" Xiao Nuo asked directly without any polite greetings.

"That'll do for this time."

The girl was so kind and familiar, so familiar that it seemed to be engraved in An Xiao's bones. She didn't think much about it, and she was too lazy to think about it. It was as if they were good friends in the past.

Chapter 180 The Blurry Figure in My Memory (Part )

The shared minivan that could only accommodate two people moved slowly, swaying on the slightly undulating gravel road. The wind was stronger at night, but they still opened the windows.

Xiao Nuo was not actually very skilled at driving the shared tram, she just hid the feeling of difficulty very well. An Xiao pretended not to notice and let the girl take him around.

Like a princess and a little knight riding on a donkey.

The minivan was moving very slowly, giving An Xiao the opportunity to truly observe the city. The solemn street lamps like guards illuminated the snow, and both sides of the main road were lined with buildings from the old era. The closer you got to the side roads, the more desolate and dilapidated it felt, as if it were the revolutionary new century of the past.

There are not many cars on the road, but this is indeed the safest area in Santa Ana City. Buildings from the imperial era are preserved next to church-style buildings. An Xiao knows about that period of history. This place was once glorious and full of hope. It was here that the first director of FACA met the girl she was going to protect.

It seems to be snowing.

Because the car was too crowded, An Xiao had to sit next to Xiao Nuo, but she didn't mind at all. Instead, she felt an unreasonable warmth. Looking at the street, white snowflakes were floating under the street lights.

An Xiao listened to his own and the girl's breathing.

"I went to see Sister Anya today, but for some reason, Miss Anxin was also there."

Xiao Nuo looked straight ahead and turned the steering wheel from clumsy at first to gradually proficient. This girl has a strong learning ability, and An Xiao also saw that this should be her first time driving.

Just like An Ran who took me racing along the mountain road back then.

"This is a secret that cannot be told." An Xiao treated the little girl as her own sister and told her that it was a matter between adults. "Adults all have their own secrets."

Silence for two seconds.

"This city is very beautiful. There is no snow scene like this in Flower City." An Xiao praised softly, "Thank you for taking me around."

"Actually, I hate snow. It reminds me of the bad past. But Sister An Xiao looks sad. You are a white butterfly. White and snow have been connected since ancient times. I thought you would like it."

Xiao Nuo paused and lowered his voice.

"Sister An Xiao must have lost something important."

An Xiao nodded, "Yes, a friend, a very good friend."

"Did they break up?" Xiao Nuo asked. "If that's the case, we need to take the initiative to ease the relationship and not leave any regrets in the future."

He clearly looks like a sixteen-year-old kid, but he can speak old-fashioned words that sound very experienced.

"She's missing and kidnapped." An Xiao shook his head, "I can't find her."

"This is a serious matter. Why didn't you call the police or inform the Countermeasures Bureau?"

"She has a very special identity."

"It should be an alien species. Even if we notify FACA and rescue her, her next life will be ruined, so she has to rely on the power of her family." Xiao Nuo still looked straight ahead and didn't find it strange.

"Aren't you surprised?" An Xiao wanted to know her attitude.

"I used to be surprised that humans and aliens were irreconcilable, but with the emergence of artificial aliens, the world's public opinion has come up, and birth is never wrong." Xiao Nuo said, "There are also many good aliens and bad humans."

"But monsters eat people."

"So this is an unsolvable problem. It all depends on how you think about it. We can be selfish or fair, but the latter is too hard to live."

"As an executive officer, I have to protect an alien friend. Do you think I'm a failure?" An Xiao asked softly.

"I'm just envious." Xiao Nuo snorted.

An Xiao was stunned, "Envy?"

"Sister An Xiao is a key training target of FACA. You are the national goddess. People are talking about you online. You are almost the successor of your brother's Hall of Fame. I heard that he is also going to retire from the front line. And you are in this state. What kind of person is it that still allows you to protect the alien?"

"She... is a little paranoid." An Xiao looked back ahead, "She's very pitiful."

"You pity her?"

"I don't know why, I just want to help her. I don't want to see it again..." An Xiao raised his head and took a deep breath of cold air, "Have I ever told you about my brother?"

"You didn't say it, but I can guess that he is not the same as before."

"Well, he used to be a very brave and proud man. He was very kind to everyone and liked everyone."

She had never told these things to anyone, but she could tell Xiao Nuo, and she didn't know why.

"But I don't know what my brother went through. He gradually closed himself off and became full of hatred towards everyone. He turned into a vigilant beast and deliberately kept his distance from everyone, even me."

Xiao Nuo nodded, "I see. You and your brother had a good relationship when you were little, but then he changed. You witnessed it with your own eyes, but you were powerless to do anything."

"So... right?"

"The friend you're talking about looks a lot like your brother, doesn't he?" Xiao Nuo said.

An Xiao was stunned.

"You don't want that friend to become like your brother. You were powerless to stop it in the past. Now you have a chance. You want redemption."

Xiao Nuo said softly, "You want to redeem that friend, and you are also redeeming your past self. In fact, you want to redeem your brother at that time more. You are also a paranoid person. Don't endure that feeling of powerlessness anymore."

That's how it is.

"Your friend is Gu Zhilan, right?"

"Why?" An Xiao showed curiosity and tilted his head to look at Xiao Nuo, asking her why she felt that way and how she knew that person's name was this.

"You forgot that I am also a member of the family, but not the main family. I also know that Gu Zhilan killed the great elder of Tananiya. Everyone knows it, but they just don't say it."

Xiao Nuo told An Xiao about the family affairs that he had never paid attention to:

"Not only that, we also know who your friends are. Gu Zhilan should be the best among them. We also guessed how you would react if Gu Zhilan was wanted." (

"I don't know how I will react, but I have few friends and I don't want to lose any of them." An Xiao wrinkled his nose. His emotions were very calm tonight. "I will ask my brother to use his connections to get the wanted order issued. I think so."

She had clearly promised her elder brother that she would become a justice enforcer, but it turns out that she has always been a selfish person.)

When she learned the secret of her elder brother and witnessed his relationship with her elder sister, she felt more uneasy than possessiveness and jealousy.

I am afraid that the memories of the past are nothing but false.

It's terrible.

"The car is running out of battery. Let's get off and take a walk. It's still early." Xiao Nuo suddenly said.

The girl seemed to know her very well. They had only known each other for a short time, but it seemed like they had met many times.

An Xiao looked out of the window and saw the minivan slowly slowing down. There were a few snowmen piled up on the side of the road where it stopped, and the streetlight next to the public bench was off, probably because it was broken.

The falling snowflakes had a fairy-tale feel, and An Xiao thought of the pumpkin carriage and Cinderella in the story.

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