Madam, you don't want your sister to be unable to pay the rent, do you?

"You want to reject me, don't you?"

Shen Xixi held Lin Yi's mouth.

170 Underground Lover

"Don't talk. When I hear you talking now, my whole body starts to tremble."

The weight of Shen Xixi's entire body almost fell on Lin Yi's thighs. Her trembling arms supported her petite body. She looked at Lin Yi in confusion.

Lin Yi swallowed the words that were about to come out of his mouth.

He looked at Shen Xixi deeply.

They looked at each other.

I couldn't utter a word.

But Lin Yi knew very well that this was not the time for him to remain silent. Shen Xixi was just as she had said. Even at this moment, she was still holding back what was in her heart and it was difficult for her to say it out loud.

If I don't say anything.

The last sentence between him and Shen Xixi was probably the one just now.

"No, listen to me. Listen to me carefully."

Lin Yi grabbed Shen Xixi's wrist, lifted her up easily, and pressed her on the sofa.

Shen Xixi was half-crouching on the sofa, with her hands held by Lin Yi. Her slender waist was protruding slightly forward without any strength, as if she was deliberately sticking out her chest, completely defenseless.

"I don't want to hear it from you."

Shen Xixi struggled a few times, but her struggle was powerless, so how could she escape from Lin Yi's palm?

"If you don't want us to get involved, then just listen to me."

"It doesn't matter if it's over, or not, I've already done what I should do..."

Shen Xixi gritted her teeth and said, "I am a coward. Even now I still can't say what is on my lips. But Lin Yi, you are not a fool. You are not a coward like me. You already have a girl like Yin Lili. You should know the relationship between men and women."

"My novel clearly states it, are you still going to question me? Are you still going to question the truth of the novel? Are you still going to ask me if I'm joking, just like eight years ago... I repeat it again and again, but you ignore it again and again. Don't you think that the person I want to give a gift to is actually you!"

Shen Xixi almost shouted in a low voice, her cheeks, which were so beautiful that she had lost control of her expression, were now extremely red, and a trace of crystal liquid was slightly exposed from the corner of her mouth.

She looked at Lin Yi in bewilderment, questioning herself, "Tell me, Lin Yi, why didn't you think I liked you at all at the beginning? Why is that?"

Lin Yi was silent for a few seconds, then answered quickly.

"You were very beautiful at that time, and no normal boy would have the confidence to think that you would like him, and I really didn't expect that you liked me."

"But I did so many things, and you didn't even flirt with me. Don't you think you can steal my girl? You snatched me away, you snatched me away from other men. Even if I really liked someone else, why didn't you snatch me away? Why?"

Faced with Shen Xixi's almost unreasonable questioning, Lin Yi fell silent again.

"I see. You already liked other girls at that time, right?"

Shen Xixi glared at Lin Yi.

"At that time, I really didn't have anyone I liked. I just simply didn't understand the idea that you liked me."

Lin Yi took two deep breaths.

he knows.

It might be difficult to talk about these things with Shen Xixi now.

If it were so easy to explain a relationship that had been dormant for eight years, there probably wouldn't be so many people willing to die for love.

"..."

Shen Xixi's lips turned white from being bitten.

"Okay, even if that's true, you didn't have anyone you liked at that time, and you just didn't understand that I really liked you, but now... don't you understand it now?"

"You've seen the novel I wrote, don't you think I like you?"

The voice of questioning became louder and louder. Shen Xixi seemed to have completely given up on managing her emotions. The words that she had not originally said came out from between her teeth one by one, hitting Lin Yi's face hard.

She struggled to break free from Lin Yi's wrist, as if she wanted to grab Lin Yi's clothes and press him down.

But he still retained a trace of rationality in his eyes. He saw that Lin Yi, who was sitting in a wheelchair, stopped in mid-air and slowly sat back on the sofa.

His head rested on the sofa pillow, and he hugged his knees weakly.

Lin Yi stretched out his hand and gently pressed Shen Xixi's back.

Just soothing me slowly,

"This is my fault. I didn't understand and I really didn't see that you liked me. You have to know that you are such a beautiful girl. Compared to a disabled person like me, how could anyone be so naive to think that you would like a disabled person?"

"So you're saying I deserve better?"

Shen Xixi raised her head and exclaimed, scolding angrily.

"No, I absolutely cannot say that. What I want to say is that it is precisely because I am in a wheelchair and have disabled legs that I did not expect you to like me. Even though what happened at the amusement park and in the hotel, and even in the bathroom just now, I still think that this is one of the three major fantasies in life. Some girls are born so gentle and kind. She is not only good to me, but also to everyone."

Lin Yi said word by word.

Shen Xixi's chest was heaving violently, and the emotions just now had not yet dissipated.

Obviously, Lin Yi's words did not touch her heart, and this was not the explanation she wanted to hear.

Lin Yi placed his hand on Shen Xixi's shoulder which was leaning on the sofa, and gently hugged her into his arms.

"To be honest, Shen Xixi, now that the truth has been revealed, I will definitely accept you directly and possess you. However, the appearance of Yin Lili has made this matter too complicated. There is no way for me to just say yes to you."

"So I thought, if you are willing to keep this matter a secret, we can work together to resolve Yin Lili's psychological condition. Before that, we can date secretly."

Shen Xixi's eyes flickered a few times.

"It may sound a bit harsh to say that we are in a relationship, but this is the best solution I can think of at the moment. I don't want Yin Lili to die because of you, but I don't want you to be completely heartbroken either."

Lin Yi said bluntly that there was no need to say anything euphemistic at this time.

Although this method may not be so good for Shen Xixi...

"Are you serious?!"

Shen Xixi seemed to have heard some great news, and directly interrupted Lin Yi's thoughts and ideas.

She stood up suddenly, grabbed Lin Yi's shoulders tightly, and put her entire weight on him.

"Then, I will become your secret lover!"

Shen Xixi was like a drowning person grasping at a life-saving straw, his lips opened wide and his voice was a little hoarse.

171 Romance

mistress?

Screw it.

I am a lover first, then underground, and no matter how underground, I am always a lover.

Shen Xixi doesn't care and will never think about those unnecessary things.

Underground lover, that's enough.

For her now, this is more than enough.

Yin Lili came first, and she has become Lin Yi's girlfriend. I am a latecomer.

As a latecomer, it is already very, very, very good to be treated like this.

There was no way she was not satisfied.

"……real?"

Lin Yi was a little surprised.

"Of course!! Don't regret it!"

Shen Xixi had already thrown herself into Lin Yi's arms, looking up at him excitedly.

"No, you should be the one who shouldn't regret it. Yin Lili's heart disease is not so easy to change. It's too difficult to change the influence her mother has on her. You may have to be an underground lover for a long time."

"I don't care, no matter how long it takes, at least you and I are together, and that's enough."

Lin Yi felt a little warm in his heart and smiled.

"Come, let me put the gift on you."

He showed the silver necklace in his hand.

A heavy rain soaked the clothes of both of them, and when they were drying their clothes, the necklace was placed next to them.

"……Um!"

Shen Xixi looked at the necklace in Lin Yi's hand, and all the gloom in her eyes disappeared.

As the slightly cool necklace was put around her neck, Shen Xixi smiled and looked at her beloved man in front of her with joy.

The emotions that had been pent up in my heart for eight years gradually melted away.

Something just broke.

Self-esteem, vanity, loneliness, stubbornness, these invisible self-defenses that we put on ourselves...

These bad things that always stop me from saying that sentence...

Shattered...

"Lin Yi, my secret lover."

Shen Xixi held Lin Yi's face tightly.

"Well, I'm your secret lover."

Lin Yi responded with a smile and put his arm around Shen Xixi's waist.

Shen Xixi subconsciously got into Lin Yi's arms and rode hard on Lin Yi's body.

"Shen Xixi, I have a good impression of you, but I have never considered you as someone I want to pursue. But now..."

Before Lin Yi could finish his words, Shen Xixi pressed her lips tightly against his as if he was caught off guard.

The two of them entangled together and fell directly onto the original wooden floor.

Shen Xixi felt that this was the first time in her life, the first time she felt such a thrill when her lips touched...

When she finally opened her mouth and took a deep breath of fresh air, Lin Yi smiled and looked at her with his bright dark eyes.

Looking at Lin Yi's handsome yet cute face, Shen Xixi felt more and more that she was completely unable to think normally.

My brain was in a trance, my breathing became rapid, and my heart beat fast.

Maybe it was the shower, or the alcoholic beverage starting to take effect, or something else, but it didn't matter now.

She didn't want anything to disturb herself. All she wanted now was to indulge herself and wallow in the happiness and enjoyment of this moment.

Shen Xixi moved forward again, hugged Lin Yi, and then sucked his cheeks and neck hard.

Lin Yi also used his powerful hands to tightly grasp her back, as if he wanted to crush her...

Forget the bedroom, forget the soft big bed, just lie on the hard wooden floor...

Intensely craving for each other.

Release it as you please...

I don't want to think about anything, nothing can stop me, only the constant shouting echoes in the small room..

a long time.

The two of them were already lying on the sofa.

Shen Xixi gently stroked Lin Yi's chest with her fingers, making him feel tingling.

"What are you thinking about, Shen Xixi?"

Lin Yi's gentle voice enveloped her in an instant.

"No, I was just wondering if you would have agreed to my confession eight years ago. Haha, but it doesn't matter. It's best to be with you now..."

Shen Xixi stopped what he was doing and laid his little head on the left side of Lin Yi's chest.