I'm not a womanizer for Chihaya Aine

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Chapter 53: Venting, acting coquettishly, and apologizing.

Chihaya Aine is not a crying girl. Difficulties and setbacks hardly make her cry.

In the original story, Aine suffered quite a few setbacks, but she never cried because of them.

I didn’t cry when I failed to study abroad, I didn’t cry when I was pressured by my teammates, I didn’t cry when I ran into my junior high school classmates who were about to reveal their dark history, I didn’t cry when I found out that I was being used, I didn’t cry when my teammates put me on the scale to measure my value…

The only time Aiyin cried was when she played "Poetry Kizuna". She couldn't even get a ticket to the Pink Hair Crying Competition.

By the way, the emoticon of Aine crying in her inner world doesn’t count.

But no matter what, Aiyin is just an ordinary female student in the first year of high school. Having strong self-regulation ability does not mean that she can let go of the things in her heart.

Especially after a short period of emotional ups and downs, this last bit of bad luck and Qing's warm chest became the last straw that broke the camel's back.

"Why... wuwu... even the floor and the shower head are bullying me... wuwu..."

Aiyin wasn't sobbing quietly to keep it to herself, but was crying and shouting to vent her feelings.

Aiyin originally wanted to vent her frustration, but she failed. She was tricked by her own bad luck and finally showed her worst side in front of Qing, so she didn't have to suppress her emotions anymore.

And, the words that Aine couldn't say while crying were: Why do you want to bully me, Qing? Why don't you answer my questions? Why don't you just say you like me?

Through the wet pink hair, blurry vision revealed that the wound on Qing's right knee, which had been bandaged, was now against the soaked floor, and the entire piece of gauze was soaked.

"Woooooooo..."

Why don't you take care of your body? Why do you do this for me? You are the one who is hurt the most, why can you still hold me so calmly?

He gripped Qing's white shirt tighter, feeling the warmth from her body, the difficult protective movements to prevent her from falling, and the sound of her heartbeat. The daily experiences he had with Qing in the past were still vivid in his mind.

"Woooooooo..."

Why are your arms so warm? Why is your heartbeat so hot? Why are you so good to me? Why don't you give me a reason to accept you?

The water from the showerhead washed the ground mercilessly, and the puddle on the ground reflected the two people hugging each other. Only Aiyin's body was shaking from time to time because of sobbing, while Qing just held her motionlessly.

"嘤咛......"

Why don't you come to comfort me?

Aiyin pouted in grievance, but she knew Qing couldn't see her expression, so it was futile to expect her to suddenly come to her senses and comfort her.

So Aine began to secretly adjust the expression on her face. In fact, she had already finished crying. After all, it was not something that made her very sad. She just cried out what she felt at the moment.

But when Aiyin cried just now, she did cry very hard, and her tears and snot flowed onto Qing's clothes.

I must look very ugly now, right? I really don't want Qing to see me in this embarrassing state.

So Aiyin secretly wiped her tears on Qing's white shirt, still howling.

Qing, of course, sensed Aine's strange behavior and immediately realized that Aine had stopped crying. He breathed a sigh of relief and said unhappily, "Hey, you're not going to blow your nose on my clothes, are you?"

Aiyin raised her head, looked at Qing's beautiful face, and said aggrievedly: "Who told you not to comfort me? Anyway, your clothes are all wet, so it doesn't matter, right?"

Seeing that Aine had indeed stopped crying, Qing let go of her arms and held Aine, saying to her, "You're about to spray me with the shower head, and you still want me to comfort you? I would like to cry with you, but it's a pity that I can't cry. If you're okay, get up quickly. It's really hard for me to stay in this position."

Aiyin curled her lips and thought: Why didn’t you come and catch me the first time?

I don’t know if it was an illusion, but when Aine looked up at Qing just now, she seemed to be able to feel that Qing’s heartbeat seemed to have quickened.

If her feeling is correct, then does that mean Qingye...

Aiyin put this meaningless thought behind her. After all, she couldn't put her ear close to Qing's heartbeat now, right?

Actually, Ain was right. The situation was urgent, and Qing was worried. He was not in the mood to think about other things. After Ain finished crying, Qing felt relieved. Then he saw Ain looking up at him pitifully in his arms and asking for comfort. This kind of top beauty's behavior of acting like a spoiled child was too destructive for Qing. It was normal for his heart to beat faster.

After Aiyin stood up, she immediately blocked Qing's eyes and said, "Don't look at me!"

Qing was pushed to the wall again. She raised her hands to cover her eyes and closed them while saying, "I won't look at you. I'll just close my eyes."

Aine took this opportunity to wash her face. The crying and splashing water must have ruined the makeup on Aine's face. Sometimes, ruined makeup is uglier than no makeup, so Aine didn't allow Qing to look at her, and she took this opportunity to wash her face and remove her makeup.

After a while, after Aine confirmed that there was nothing wrong with herself in the mirror, she did not ask Qing to open her eyes immediately. Instead, she quietly walked to Qing's side. Seeing that Qing covered his eyes tightly, she felt relieved and let Qing open his eyes.

Then Aiyin used a towel to wipe the stool that Qing had just sat on. Because the two of them had been playing in the water, the surface of the stool was also covered with water.

After wiping the water off the stool, Aiyin motioned for Qing to sit down and said, "Your wound just got wet. I'll fix it for you."

Qing sat down directly, but she rejected Aiyin's offer to help her and said, "No need, I can do it myself. I handled it myself just now."

Aiyin squatted in front of Qing and immediately unwrapped the gauze, saying, "Hurry up and cooperate with me. Mom is waiting for us to eat, okay?"

"Huh? Us? I've already decided to have dinner at your house?"

Qing was very cooperative and raised her legs slightly and let Aine handle it while asking.

Aiyin took out the hydrogen peroxide again to disinfect Qing's wound, and said: "Anyway, Mom will definitely let you stay for dinner."

Qing felt Aine rubbing her knees with a cotton swab, which was completely different from when she handled it herself. She felt an itchy feeling. She resisted the itch and asked, "But your family didn't prepare dinner for me, did they?"

Aiyin said nonchalantly while treating the wound: "Mom will probably let you eat the dinner that was originally prepared for Dad. She will also make a midnight snack for Dad afterwards, so you don't have to worry."

"Ok."

Qing accepted this setting, and then the atmosphere became silent again.

Seeing Aine carefully applying medicine and bandaging herself, Qing finally apologized to Aine: "I'm sorry."

Aine raised her head in surprise.

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Chapter 54: Abandonment, rebirth, and vows.

Liu Zeqing is a person who values feelings, so before traveling through time, she couldn't have intimate actions with women without an emotional foundation.

However, after traveling to this world, Qing did just that, and in order to survive in Tokyo, she took the initiative to get close to Aine.

Although she likes an anime character named Chihaya Aine, she keeps convincing herself that her interactions with Aine are just slightly intimate actions between female friends.

But Qing still couldn't get over the hurdle in his heart. Because the Aine in front of him was so vivid, she was not a girl who came out of a fantasy, but an independent individual who really existed in this world and had her own feelings and thoughts. She was not a toy that could be manipulated by the higher dimension.

When Ain's feelings for him were beyond his expectations, Qing became unable to respond to Ain's feelings because she was afraid that she would not be able to handle this unfounded relationship, but she could not directly cut off contact with Ain like she did with other women before she traveled through time.

Then my feelings towards Aine became stuck, unable to change.

Qing couldn't tell Ain about the existence of the system, nor could he sincerely tell Ain that he loved her, and couldn't give Ain a definite future.

Therefore, Qing could do nothing. Perhaps all he could do was apologize and give up.

"I'm sorry, there are some things I really can't tell you."

Qing apologized softly.

When Aiyin heard that Qing was talking about this, the emotions that she had just let out with great difficulty showed signs of flooding back into her heart. She bit her lip and lowered her head, indicating that she didn't want to listen.

Qing gently placed his hand on Ain's face, gently lifted Ain's chin, and said in a cold voice that was more gentle than ever before: "Forgive me, Ain, this is the last time."

Aiyin looked at Qing in disbelief, and said with trembling lips: "What... does this mean?"

Qing said softly: "I did approach you for other reasons. If I continue like this, I will continue to do things that will cause both of us to misunderstand for that reason."

"It won't work to go on like this. Even if you can accept me like this, even if I can get over my own problems, it's still fake if this relationship continues... I want the real thing."

Aiyin stared blankly at the gentle expression on Qing's face. She shook off Qing's hand that was holding her face, then took a step back and crossed her arms with one hand. She lowered her eyes and looked at the puddle of water on the floor where they were reflected. She took a deep breath and said in a trembling voice: "I want the real thing too, but is this possible? The only way is to pretend not to see the elephant in the room, right?"

Who do you think I am trying so hard to give myself some hope for? Who do you think I am trying so hard to convince myself not to care about these things for? Who do you think I am struggling in my heart to maintain the proper distance for?

Qing looked at Aine's painful expression, and her decision became more firm. She took a step forward, came in front of Aine, grabbed Aine's shoulders with both hands and said: "Yes, so this won't work. Then let's end this abnormal relationship."

"Eh?"

Aiyin didn't expect Qing to say something so directly that was so hard for her to accept, and she was speechless for a moment.

Qing didn't stop because of Aiyin's expression. She continued: "Aiyin, you have no fault in this relationship. It's all my fault. You can resent me, but don't resent me for too long... You have to forget me quickly, otherwise, we won't be able to start over."

"restart?"

Hearing this word, Aine’s already dead heart was hanging in the air again.

Qing nodded seriously and said, "That's right. The end of our relationship does not mean the end of our story, but a new beginning. The next time we meet, just treat it as our first meeting. I will put aside all other factors and get to know Aine again. This time, we must write our own story..."

“Aine, even though it’s selfish of me to do this, but… please let us forget all this!”

As he said that, Qing loosened his right hand that was resting on Aine’s body and raised his little finger to make a pinky promise, “If you also want to find the real thing that belongs to us, please make a pinky promise with me.”

Can I really forget everything and start over? Forget all the memories since I met Qing? Without other reasons to support me, can Qing still be as close to me as she is in my memories?

At this moment, Aiyin became anxious and worried. She looked at the little finger that Qing extended to her, and then looked at her own right hand which had also extended the little finger at some point, but it remained in the air, hesitating whether to make a pinky promise.

Qing smiled and whispered: "I will prove that when the sun shines, I will embrace it."

Aiyin smiled bitterly and said, "You are too cunning, Qingqing... Actually, it is my fault that our relationship has become like this."

Aiyin looked up, recalling the familiar feeling she had when they first met, and how she decided to form a band with Qing because someone asked her to do so, and said, "I was so close to Qingqing for other reasons. But you made up your mind to forget everything and thought of a solution that I didn't even dare to think of... Doesn't this make me look petty?"

In fact, Aine said that her problem was much smaller than Qing's, but neither of them mentioned their own problems, so Aine said that. Of course, there is no need to say this now.

Qing smiled and responded: "Even if you fail, you must have the courage to start over. Isn't that what you said, Aine?"

The real difficulty in this matter is not mustering the courage to start over, but making up your mind to define the relationship between the two as a failure. If you keep holding on to the wrong feelings, you will never be able to start over.

However, at this time, Qing has already defined the relationship between the two of them for Aine, so Aine does not lack the courage to start over.

If it is for the sake of truly being with Ao...I, Chihaya Aine, will fearlessly contract!

"Let's just forget everything!"

Aine stretched out her finger and hooked her pinky finger with Ao's, announcing the establishment of their vows, and also announcing the end of their short and beautiful but complicated relationship, as well as the opportunity for a new encounter.

In addition, when the two of them finished swearing an oath with their fingers linked, Qing also issued an instruction in his mind.

'System, from now on, block system prompts.'

[Received. The host can reopen the prompt at any time.]

For Ao and Aine's brand new beginning, this "iron-blooded single-push system" is not necessary.

From today on, Qing will only treat the system as a random reward sign-in system, and only check what rewards are there today when he goes home every night. Even if he fails to get rewards sometimes, he will just think that the system randomly rewards air. The rewards from the system will be regarded as having nothing to do with Ain, so that Qing will not be mixed with impurities in his feelings for Ain because of the rewards from the system.

Just wait, Aine, I will come to meet you soon.

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Chapter 55: Changing clothes, reception, and farewell.

Even though Qing and Aine had just vowed to forget everything and start over, it was impossible for them to really forget everything right away.

Apart from anything else, if the two pretended not to know each other, then Qing would not have come to Aine's house now. So the two decided to forget everything and start over after today.

Aiyin came out of the bathroom and wiped her hair while looking back at Qing and asked, "Your clothes are all wet. You will catch a cold if you go back like this, right?"

"It's okay actually, just go back quickly."

Qing really felt that it was okay, after all, Aine's plan to retaliate against Qing with the shower head failed, and Qing didn't actually get her clothes wet from playing in the water.

The wet parts of her upper body were mostly from Aine's tears on her chest, and the lower part of her skirt was almost completely wet because of the action she took to protect Aine. But Qing thought it was acceptable if she didn't sit down, after all, the skirt didn't stick to her skin when she stood or walked.

On the contrary, Aiyin was wet from head to toe, especially the bra straps vaguely visible through the wet white shirt, coupled with the wet long pink hair, which made Qing understand what wet temptation was.

Aiyin didn't notice the way Qing was looking at her. She was also looking at Qing carefully, and naturally saw that part of Qing's skirt was already wet.

Of course, Aine soon realized why Qing's skirt got wet. It was impossible for Aine to ignore this situation, so she said to Qing: "I'll lend you my school uniform skirt, come with me."

Ain brought Qing to her room. It must be said that Ain's family is still very powerful. Qing felt that Ain's room was bigger than where she lived now.

Then Aiyin went to the closet and got a school uniform skirt, and also got herself a set of casual clothes. After Qing took the skirt, the two of them were awkward.

Now both of them need to change clothes. Actually, there is nothing wrong with changing clothes. After all, we have to change into gymnastics uniforms during physical education class. There is nothing wrong with two girls changing clothes together.

But Qing actually has a masculine side in her heart. It's not that she is too innocent and conservative, but for a girl like Aine who not only has to meet her often but is also very cute, Qing is worried that when she sees Aine in the future, she will unconsciously think of her body, so she seems a little shy.

As for Aiyin, she remembered the scene when she examined Qing in the evening and Qing pinched her skirt and shyly asked her if she wanted to see her lower body. Thinking of Qing's shyness in her memory and her current awkwardness, Aiyin unconsciously looked at Qing's thighs, as if she wanted to see another side of Qing through her clothes after they were wet.

"Well, I suddenly feel like going to the bathroom."

Seeing Aine looking at her, Qing subconsciously covered her thighs with the skirt she hadn't changed into yet, avoided Aine's eyes and looked at the fish tank not far away and said.

"Uh... yeah. It's next to the bathroom. Do you want me to take you there?"