I'm not a womanizer for Chihaya Aine

Just like Aine said, sometimes it is necessary to escape, because it can make people look at things more easily. Qing herself is not a person who will not escape, so this time she stood on the side of Deng and did not point out Deng's problems like before.

However, Deng was very surprised by Qing's answer. In Deng's eyes, Qing was not omnipotent, but at least could do everything better than himself. Deng also thought Xiangzi was like this. However, Qing said that she could only do the same as Deng when Deng thought she had not done well. This completely overturned Deng's perception of Qing.

"Xiaoqing, there's nothing you can do..."

Deng seemed a little frustrated, because if Lian Qing couldn't do anything, it basically meant that her former friend would have to remain in torture and pain forever.

Qing looked at Deng's gradually depressed expression, thought for a moment and said: "Individual power is limited, so sometimes it seems that our efforts are meaningless, but we can't stop working hard because of this. If the two of us don't go to the dolphin show, maybe nothing will change, but if everyone can understand the pain of dolphins like us, and no one goes to watch dolphin shows, then those dolphins will be liberated."

“Our efforts are not in vain.”

Deng felt much better after hearing Qing's words, and murmured, "But...how can we stop everyone from watching their performance?"

This is a difficult question to answer, because to do so would actually mean becoming an enemy of capital. This is the set for the daily life of young girls, should we really consider these things?

At this time, Aiyin also noticed that Deng had gone away to talk to Qing. She stopped checking the souvenirs out of curiosity and walked over to Qing and Deng and asked, "What are you two talking about? You actually left me alone."

Facing Aine's spoiled complaints, Deng obviously took Aine's words seriously and explained hurriedly: "Ah, that... I'm sorry, little Aine! I didn't mean to abandon you, I just..."

Aiyin laughed helplessly and said comfortingly: "I'm just joking, don't take it so seriously, Deng Deng."

Then Qing briefly explained to Aine the conversation between her and Deng just now. After all, it was not a private matter, and Qing would not hide it if Aine wanted to know.

After listening to it, Aine put her index finger on her cheek and thought for a while, then she said as if she had come up with an idea: “In that case, wouldn’t it be great if Deng Deng just became a councillor? And then propose a bill to ban dolphin performances.”

Uh, election-type Tomori Takamatsu?

Seeing that Deng seemed to be really considering the feasibility of becoming a member of parliament, Qing sighed and retorted: "Let's not talk about how difficult it is to become a member of parliament. Even if you really become a member of parliament, you can't propose any proposal. You must get the support of voters and parties. Even if you really propose a proposal, it may not be passed."

"Eh? But this is still a method, isn't it? I can still see hope through my own efforts."

Aine didn’t comment on Ao’s rebuttal.

Qing shook his head and said, "Maybe there are people in this world who can really change the world by themselves, but most people can only wait for the world to change. Just do good things and don't worry about the future. We just need to do what we can do."

Aiyin nodded this time and said, "Although Qingqing, you are so old-fashioned and not cute at all, there is really no need to shoulder all the responsibilities on your shoulders."

"Is there anything we can do on our own...?"

The lamp was thinking about what it could do about it.

Aine suggested: "How about Deng Deng write your story, your feelings, and your hopes as lyrics? Then you might be able to move the audience, and then they might not come to watch the dolphin show. If the band performs, we can say that we have tried our best on this matter, right?"

Deng finally heard something he could do, nodded very seriously, and said: "Writing lyrics? I'll try my best!"

Qing was surprised that Aine would come up with such a constructive suggestion. Should we say that this is the world of girl bands? Many things can be solved by singing. If we think about it carefully, if we can get in touch with the eldest daughter of a world-class consortium, it doesn't seem difficult to enact a law that prohibits animal performances.

Qing said with emotion: "Write down your inner thoughts, and then sing them out to move others? It is indeed very suitable for Deng."

"This is something only Deng Deng can do!"

Aine further praised.

"Something that only I can do?"

Deng put his hands on his chest, feeling the recognition from Ai Qing and the sense of mission in his heart. It seemed that this was also a solution that could help to form a band for life.

Seeing that Deng was going all out, Qing was a little worried that Deng might overdo it, so he asked indirectly, "Speaking of lyrics, how was Deng's progress in writing the lyrics for the original song before this?"

If Deng is writing lyrics quickly, Qing can tell Deng that he can take his time to write the lyrics about the story he just talked about; if Deng hasn't started writing lyrics yet, Qing can tell Deng to just write lyrics based on the story he just talked about. In short, don't be too eager when writing lyrics.

However, Qing didn't expect that Deng would suddenly become listless when talking about this topic. Seeing this, Aine quickly stepped forward and asked with concern: "What's wrong, Deng Deng? Is writing the lyrics not going well? It's okay, we still have a lot of time. If it doesn't work out, we can just sing a cover song."

Deng shook his head slightly and said: "No..."

In fact, Deng had already written the lyrics, but after she finished writing them and looked back at them, she felt that they were abstract and negative. Although they also expressed the idea of wanting to be with everyone, they were still very abstract. Can everyone really understand what she wants to express with such lyrics? Can such lyrics really move everyone?

Deng was very unconfident, so unconfident that he didn't even dare to say that he had finished writing the lyrics.

Qing Jiandeng didn't continue talking, but stepped forward and asked: "Since everything is fine, then there must be some other problem? What is the problem?"

Deng Zaiqing asked him again and again, and hesitantly said, "Yes... I don't write well..."

"what!"

Ai Qing and the others sighed in realization at the same time, then looked at each other, their faces showing helplessness. Deng's lack of confidence was a common problem for them. They had been constantly building up Deng's confidence to help him move forward, but in the end, problems still arose because of his lack of confidence.

Qing knew the problem and felt relieved. He patiently persuaded Deng and said, "Deng, you haven't even shown us the lyrics you wrote. How can we say that they are not well written?"

Aine also nodded in agreement: "That's right, at least we should let everyone see it and discuss it together. Didn't Li Xi also post the song today for everyone to give their opinions?"

Deng was persuaded by the two men repeatedly, and felt that he had no choice but to speak, so he lowered his head and dared not look at them, and whispered: "Because... the lyrics I wrote are very different from other songs."

There are only a few songs whose lyrics Deng is familiar with at the moment, but these lyrics are generally positive and emotionally strong. No song has as many negative emotions and confusion as the lyrics she wrote now. Should the expression of emotions be said to be too implicit or too abstract? Most people probably just feel confused, right?

Qing said: "No matter what, we should show the finished product to everyone first. Wouldn't it be a waste if we don't show it after we finish writing it?"

Qing has made up his mind to solve the problem of his lack of confidence in turning off the lights today.

80

Chapter 80: Band stuff, muddle through, Band-Aid.

Qing didn't study Mygo's lyrics in depth, after all, she didn't know Japanese before she traveled through time, so as long as it sounded good, it was enough. But because she wanted to see the emotions behind the lyrics and fake drugs, she still knew some of the style of Mygo's lyrics.

First of all, one of the major features is poetry recitation. Some of Mygo's songs have long sections of recitation, and even most of the vocals in the whole song are recitation, which is indeed very different from other songs. At first, Qing thought this feature was stupid, but the more she listened to the poetry recitation, the more she became addicted to it, especially after watching Mygo's early offline live performances, she even felt that the best part of a song was the poetry recitation... It's definitely not because the singing is bad, but the poetry recitation is too emotional.

Then there is the feeling of gravity and Emo, which is related to Deng's personality and the lifelong bond with the band. As a fan, Qing does not think this style is bad, but it is hard to say how other ordinary people will accept it.

Finally, there is the art style or radio style. The lyrics of many songs in Mygo are more implicit, with many abstract references or symbols. If someone who has not watched Mygo reads these lyrics, they will feel like they are looking at flowers in the fog, and have no idea of the connection between the lyrics and what the song wants to express. However, this situation is actually acceptable to Qing, at least there is a central idea, which is much better than some of the Internet pop songs that were full of gorgeous words before she crossed over.

Of course, the lyrics written by Deng now may not be the style of Deng that Qing remembered, so Qing did not say it too firmly, otherwise she could use beautiful words to make Deng confident. It is impossible for Qing to praise Deng for writing lyrics that are as colorful as the ones she made, right?

However, Deng's answer disappointed Qing: "I didn't bring the lyrics."

At this time, Qing remembered that Deng's lyrics were written on a paper notebook, and Deng didn't seem to be very good at using mobile phone software, and he probably didn't have the habit of working on a computer. Qing was used to working on electronic devices, so he didn't think of this.

"In that case, I can only bring it with me during the next joint practice."

Qing said with a hint of regret.

Qing had just been thinking about solving Deng's lack of confidence problem as soon as possible, but ended up failing.

Aiyin tried to smooth things over, "There's no rush for this. Deng Deng will have more time to rest and perfect the lyrics."

On the one hand, Aine's words reminded Qing not to be too anxious, especially because Aine knew Qing's character very well. Although Qing might seem a little harsh to Deng and would urge Deng to move forward, Qing still cared about Deng very much. As long as Deng was mentioned to need a rest, she would definitely not say anything. On the other hand, Aine also reminded Deng that since Deng was not confident about his lyrics, he could use this time to revise the lyrics as much as possible until he was satisfied.

Qing also realized that she was a little impatient. She just couldn't bear to see Deng looking so pitiful. So Qing calmed down a little and nodded in agreement: "That's true. In fact, Deng's ability to finish the lyrics so quickly has exceeded our expectations. Deng, you can take your time to think about it. If you are too anxious to finish the lyrics, Lixi might also be anxious to compose the music, and then the band will have to work quickly."

In that case, Riki would continue to put pressure on herself, and at the same time she would also put pressure on Aine. You should know that in the original story, Riki only wrote one song and it became a hit. Although there were also factors such as too little time, Aine was too bad, and Lena stood her up, there is no doubt that the main reason was that Riki put too much pressure on herself.

Although he has more time now, Li Xi needs to complete the arrangement of four songs, including the arrangement and the song he decided to write today. Although only two of them are actually enough for the Live, Qing has no doubt that Li Xi will force himself to work overtime to finish the new song after receiving the lyrics written by Deng. In this way, Li Xi will definitely be in a high-pressure environment.

But then again, "Lost Star" and "Lost Day" were both songs that were worked on in a very short period of time, and there were no problems during the period. This may be the positive influence of the band atmosphere, or maybe Li Xi's inferiority complex has been reduced a lot during this period, and under the confidence, he did not show too much high-pressure side?

Just as Qing began to think about how to prevent and deal with the situation of Lixi's explosion, Aiyin's faint voice beside her made her feel a chill on her back.

"Hey, Qingqing, are you thinking about Lixi? The relationship has become so good, it's so good!"

Aiyin glanced at Qing and said with emotion with a forced smile.

Qing was so shocked by Aine's words that he couldn't help but break out in a cold sweat. He subconsciously explained: "Well, no... it's just a normal relationship between bandmates. I said that just because I was thinking about the band..."

Seeing Qing's rare panic, Aiyin couldn't help but burst out laughing, and then the breathless laughter that was unique to Aiyin came over.

Qing knew at this moment that Aine was just teasing her and that she had overreacted. Thinking of this, Qing pursed her lips. Was she too concerned about Aine's thoughts and was she too easily manipulated?

But when Qing thought of the unfinished kiss not long ago, she felt relieved. There was nothing she could do. Who told her to like this girl?

Deng, who was standing by, had no idea why Qing and Aiyin were so panicked and then so happy. She just knew something about the lyrics. When she first met Aiyin and Qing today, Deng was very curious about why they were hugging each other.

So Deng went forward and asked curiously: "What are you two playing at?"

Hearing this, Aiyin thought that she and Qing had ignored Deng, so she laughed and said to Deng: "It's nothing! Deng Deng, let's go pick out souvenirs."

But this time Deng was not easily fooled. Perhaps because she knew that Qing and Aine would not blame her for asking, Deng tilted her head and continued to ask: "Also, when I first met you, what were you doing at that time?"

Now Aine didn't know how to explain it. Even the two parties involved couldn't explain this matter clearly, let alone tell Deng.

Qing didn't know why she could feel a little pressure from Deng, who was always weak. She stepped forward and answered for Aine: "Actually, we played a little joke at that time. I was punishing Aine at that time."

"Eh?"

The one who exclaimed was not Deng, but Aine. Aine didn't expect Qing to respond to Deng with such an ambiguous answer. Although she was indeed throwing a tantrum at the time, and Qing did say that he would punish her, but, but was it a punishment, didn't she know in her heart?

If the person standing here was not Deng, but another girl with common sense, she would probably think that was some kind of Prey, right?

Qing's idea was simple, she just didn't want to lie to Deng. Of course, Qing couldn't tell Deng that she and Aine were going to kiss, so she used that weird statement.

Deng's reaction was not unexpected to Qing. She looked at Ain nervously and asked, "Punishment? Did little Ain do something wrong?"

Aiyin first glanced at Qing unhappily, then forced a smile and said to Deng: “So~ I was just kidding!”

"Yes, is that so... But why are you two hugging each other?"

Deng seemed somewhat convinced, and then continued to ask.

This question stumped Aiyin again. She really wanted to answer the question "deng", but she told the child not to ask questions if he or she didn't understand.

At this time, Qing came out again and answered: "That's because I wanted to punish Aine, but Aine wanted to resist me, so we got entangled."

As soon as these words came out, Aine instantly recalled the scene when she saw her parents "fighting" naked when she was a child. At that time, her parents also fooled her like Qing fooled Deng. Thinking of this, Aine couldn't help but blush. Would she and Qing go to that step?

Deng didn't notice Aine's distraction and asked with some concern: "Is everything okay? Arguing is bad... and fighting is even worse."

Seeing such an innocent Deng, Qing was too embarrassed to continue to guide her. He could only force himself to suppress his expression and said, "Don't worry, we both know our limits. We won't get hurt, and we won't have a fight."

After that, he said some words to comfort Deng, and finally he was able to calm her down. Aiqing and the others breathed a sigh of relief at the same time, and then looked at each other. In an instant, they actually felt how difficult it was for parents to raise children, even though they were all teenage high school girls.

Afterwards, Aine dragged Qing and Deng to see the souvenir shop, but in fact, Qing and Aine were not very fond of marine life, so naturally they were not very interested in these peripherals. There were also some practical items, but if they were going to use them, why not buy them cheaper outside?

On the contrary, Deng was the most active one. She would follow Aine's line of sight and introduce the types of aquatic animals in each area, and talk about some related knowledge, as if they were visiting a museum instead of a souvenir shop. However, Aine's emotional value was full, and she showed appropriate curiosity and praised Deng from time to time.

Finally, they saw the familiar marine life series of Band-Aids. Deng was even more excited than before. He spared no effort to introduce which animals were in each issue, and then he picked up a box to indicate that he wanted to buy it.

Aine naturally noticed that Deng showed a distinct difference in interest in Band-Aids and other souvenirs, so she asked, "Deng Deng, I feel like you seem to have a special liking for Band-Aids, why is that?"

Deng heard Aine's question and instantly calmed down the emotions that were high from introducing her hobby to her friends. She returned to her usual weak attitude and said, "I think it's because Band-Aids can heal wounds..."

"Treat...wounds? Does Deng Deng need to treat wounds often?"

As Aiyin spoke, she glanced at Qing inconspicuously, obviously remembering the injuries on Qing's body.

Deng lowered his head, as if he didn't know how to answer, and finally shook his head. However, this ambiguous response made Aine feel itchy, thinking that my friends were not all children who suffered from violence, right?

If you think about it carefully, Deng's personality is the kind that doesn't know his personality even when he is being bullied. In fact, he is very easy to be bullied. Because the classmates in the class all regard Deng as a mascot, Aine almost overlooked this point. Could it be that Deng had been bullied and injured in junior high school?

Aiyin was caught in a brainstorm. With Qing's fight in the past, Aiyin became even more worried. But I don't know if Qing saw Aiyin's worry. She said, "But the wound in the heart can't be healed with a Band-Aid, right?"

"Hey?"

Aiyin looked at Qing in astonishment, thinking to herself, is there such an angle? Then she looked at Deng, and found that Deng actually nodded slightly. Qing really could somehow get along with Deng on this matter.

Now Aine understood that she might have misunderstood. With Deng's personality, his mind was much more vulnerable than his body. Apart from anything else, Crychic had caused Deng a lot of damage, and Aine and Ao had spent a lot of effort to heal Deng.

But it sounds really heartbreaking to keep buying band-aids to try to heal the wounds in your heart...

"But since collecting Band-Aids can make you feel at ease, it can be a form of treatment, at least it acts as a placebo. So don't mind our opinions, just buy them if you want."

Qing obviously realized that Deng's words just now made her realize that she had done something that ordinary people would not do, and she was now struggling whether to give up and continue buying Band-Aids.

Aine also reacted and agreed, "That's right, it's normal to have your own hobbies. As long as it can make you happy, it's worth it. We won't think you're weird."

"……Really?"

Deng asked in disbelief. She didn't expect that she could be understood so easily. She felt happy at this moment.

"it is true."

Qing nodded solemnly, and then said, "But don't forget to find a Band-Aid that can truly heal the wounds in your heart."

Deng was stunned for a moment, then nodded to Qing seriously and said "hmm". In his heart, he was thinking, maybe I have found it, I must hold this spiritual band-aid tightly in my hand and not let it get lost.

Afterwards, the three of them paid and left the souvenir shop. Deng, of course, bought a box of Band-Aids; and Ain bought a mobile phone pendant with a small blue octopus, because Qing only stayed on this mobile phone pendant for a long time. What she didn't know was that the reason why Qing cared about this small blue octopus was because Qing thought of another woman when he saw it. She also didn't know how Ain would feel after learning the truth.

As for Qing, she just looked at it and didn't buy anything. Strictly speaking, she didn't even bother to take a second look.

After leaving the souvenir shop, the three continued to visit the aquarium. With Deng, a frequent visitor, as their guide, the time spent visiting was quite interesting. At least they didn't have to stare at the fish across the aquarium. Deng also introduced various aquatic animals to Aiqing and the others with all her strength. It can be said that the amount of her conversation this morning was equivalent to the amount she usually talked in a month, which naturally satisfied her desire to share.

It was soon noon and Deng was about to go home for lunch, while Qing and Ain naturally had to eat outside. At Ain's strong request, the two of them went to the aquarium restaurant for lunch.

81

Chapter 81 Package, explanation, and knot.